It's easy to lose your dreams if you see too much

Looking at the beating caller ID information on the phone, Tong Zi didn't answer it immediately, but guessed the reason for the guy's call—since she told him before going to the United States that she couldn't deliver food for a month, her ear It's all quiet now =_=

But after thinking about it for a while, the girl covered her forehead in pain—that incident was such a big deal, it shouldn't be on the news, so he found out?The thing about her sneaking back but refusing to bring him dessert?

Thinking of this, she connected the phone, and pre-emptively said: "That matter is an emergency food delivery! It was very exhausting for me! After I came back, I had to find a place to sleep for two days and one night!" Confidently, It's as if she didn't sleep well for several days and drank two glasses of dry red before.

After saying that, the girl was already spinning a lot of quarrel vocabulary in her mind, waiting for his possible reaction.

As a result, the other side fell silent. If it weren't for the noise on the street coming from the phone, the girl would have thought that the big white cat on the other side had dropped the line.

You know, the cat was never serious when he was three years old, but his reaction now made the girl feel a little bit heartbroken - no, no, it's just such a small thing, he can't be really angry, right?I feel that although that guy is naive, at least he is definitely not a narrow-minded person when facing his own people?

As a result, after the silence, there was a soft snort: "I'm in the hotel room you booked right now. I have a question I want to get an answer from you. Don't make me wait."

Looking at the hung up phone, the girl sucked her teeth with a sad face.

——Things seem to be difficult?I don't know where she poked the cat's sore feet. The three-year-old guy seems to have grown up suddenly. She has never dealt with a big white cat in this state.

Forget it, it’s impossible to be dismantled anyway, right? She can answer whatever he asks, and just play tricks if she doesn’t want to say it—this is the usual method of that cat. I don’t feel guilty at all ^ω^

However, when she appeared in the hotel room, she felt that something was wrong.

The window of the bedroom was open, and the hustle and bustle outside the window entered the room very clearly, but it couldn't contaminate the white-haired man sitting in the living room next door.

He was sitting on the sofa in the living room, occupying the entire long sofa by himself, in the usual sitting posture of a big horse with a golden knife.The long legs are crossed carelessly, the body is leaning back on the back of the sofa, the two arms are spread out, and they are also placed on the back of the sofa, and the head is also leaning back. It feels like looking at the ceiling, or there may be nothing Look, just in a daze.

The blackout curtains in the living room were completely closed, and the man's face was already half covered by the blindfold, but now it was immersed in the darkness again, motionless and lifeless.Looking at it this way, the whole person has a feeling of loneliness... like being abandoned by the whole world.

This atmosphere suddenly pulled Tong Zi into her past—when she wrote the script of her own death after careful deliberation, and firmly devoted herself to the performance of the script, the original comrades in arms inevitably became enemies, and The original enemy... can't be said to have become a friend. It can only be said that when she used her life to act out the script in her heart, she and them worked hand in hand.

The loneliness in my heart at that time was very similar to that emanating from the man in front of me now, as if everyone else in the world was in their own circle, and she was the only one who was outside all circles.

A call woke her up. The voice was rarely serious, so she never knew that when he formally said her full name, the pronunciation could be so standard.

It's in Chinese: "Tong Zi."

The girl came back to her senses with a jolt, and the man had already straightened up on the sofa.

His blindfold was taken off, revealing the bright eyes that she had never seen since they met.

That kind of blue... She also had blue eyes before merging with the Fallen!It was a translucent icy blue color that only people of mixed race could have.

But compared with the pair of eyes in front of her, it's obvious that she lost!hateful!Why do there exist blue eyes that are so pure but at the same time as bright as neon in the world!

Just when she was already biting the small handkerchief in her heart, the other person spoke again, probably because she had returned to normal, so he asked his own question: "What were you thinking just now?"

The girl was taken aback: "I didn't think about anything, just, I feel like you just..."

The man chuckled: "So you were scared by me? Well, you say yes, do you need me to apologize to you?"

Tong Zi:! ! !

Who dares to make this uncle apologize!It's not that I hate living too comfortably...

So she hurriedly said, "No, no, no need. Didn't you say you wanted to ask me a question, isn't it this?"

The other party didn't care about her changing the subject, but asked along her topic: "Do you think that magicians exist to protect ordinary people?"

Ah this...

The girl blinked her eyes, and said distressedly: "You got this question wrong, Mr. Wutiao, this can be used as a debate topic, okay, if I come to be the debater, both pros and cons can be competent, so you have to How should I say it?"

The man was silent for a while, then smiled with ambiguous meaning: "Is this problem so complicated? It's also... Then you can use this as the topic to expand and talk about it, just tell me your opinion, classmate Zi."

... ok.The girl looked around, dragged out a chair from the corner, and sat down upright, just like the thesis defense session when she graduated from college, posing a serious and steady look that seemed trustworthy. look.

She felt that pair of blue eyes were staring at her without blinking, watching her reaction without blinking, facing a man in this state, she dared not be serious.

"First of all, let me state in advance that the reason why I rescued Matsuda at the cost of a huge expense and the consequences of being [-]% exposed is not based on any lofty reasons, but just because I want to save him."

"As far as I know, once a person chooses a profession, the most basic thing he should do is to do his best to do his job well. Based on this major premise, for those who take the initiative to choose the profession of police , I respect them, this is the reason why I will make a move this time."

"Then now let's talk about the Second Secondary School issue you just had." The girl couldn't hold back, and pouted her lips.

"Although I'm not a magician, I understand your situation. It's not much different from my own family. Whether it's killing ghosts or exorcising cursed spirits, the things you do are actually of the same nature."

"Then let me think about how to say it... In terms of theory, it is actually something like brainwashing bag or chicken soup for the soul. It is really meaningless to say it. Let's talk about what I understand from cause to effect. Ordinary people."

"First of all, existence is reasonable, so the existence of the curse spirit is reasonable-don't worry, I will explain."

"Humans also evolved step by step. In the earliest days, they were just beasts wandering in the wilderness like hyenas in exchange for their lives. So what made them evolve into what they are now?"

"It's greed. Human beings will never be satisfied. When they are full, they want to wear warm clothes. After wearing warm clothes, they want to be safe, so they build nests, build nests, and build houses. With houses, there will be more needs. Houses can't bring Let’s go, the nearby prey will soon be gone, so we can only consider breeding, and the surrounding food will be collected soon, so we will plant.”

"By analogy, whenever people successfully improve their lives, their needs will actually be more, and later on, people's needs have become so much that they can only live in groups, and everyone cooperates to divide the labor. As a human being, you can’t live a good life at all.”

"So what you want is always missing, and when you finally get it, new things will appear. This is a cycle, especially after the development of civilization, people want more, but the ridiculous thing is that they want a lot of things It’s hard to come by.”

"That's right, such as love, such as respect, lead to many difficulties. Therefore, I said that the existence of the curse spirit is reasonable. No, to be precise, the existence of the curse spirit is inevitable. You still want to refute me now. ?"

"Then let's continue. So the curse spirits appear, but people can't kill them. If this trend continues, human beings can only die more and more, and the number of people will be killed less and less. If the curse spirits are high-level Immortality has always existed, so what will happen in the end?—Humanity will be extinct. After the extinction, there will be no new births of curse spirits, and the two sides will die together?"

"But the law of nature does not say this. If you observe carefully, you will find that all the existences in nature are related to each other. Consciously or unconsciously, they will form a complete circle of dependence. Therefore, at the same time as the birth of the curse spirit, human evolution Yes, some humans have evolved the ability to kill the curse spirit, and the invisible law forcibly links the strength of the magician and the curse spirit, so that the two parties always have the same strength. So humans and the curse spirit finally A fragile balance was struck to create what we're seeing now."

"So, you say that the magician is to protect ordinary people? It's absurd to start the topic. The existence of the magician itself has reached the necessary conditions to balance the contradiction between the magic spirit and ordinary humans, so there is no need for you to continue It’s not your responsibility to put pressure on yourself. If you want to save someone, save them. That’s your intention, not your so-called responsibility. Seeing someone who hates you wants to stand by and even add fuel to the flames? That’s okay, too. As long as you can get by in your own hearts, no one has the position to criticize you, right?"

"And let me remind you that since the emergence of the group of conjurers, the targets of conjurers have always been conjurers. Ordinary human beings are food, toys, and reproductive tools for them... Ah, I mean The curse spirits are produced, but in short, they are not seen by them at all. On the contrary, the magicians will always be targeted by the curse spirits-even if you are just walking on the road in a normal way, just confronting the curse spirits One look, you will be attacked, right?"

"So if you kill the curse spirit, it's more for your own sake. I've finished what I said. Is there anything to add, Teacher Wutiao? If you have any doubts, please ask the teacher, and I will answer them properly."

At some point, the white-haired man's sitting posture has changed.He supported his crooked head with one hand, his elbows resting on his knees, his shockingly beautiful eyes casually glanced over where the girl was.

His expression was a bit difficult to discern, as if he was holding something particularly complicated.For a moment the girl thought he would say something, but he quickly returned to his previous heartless appearance, put on the blindfold to cover those particularly beautiful eyes, and approached the girl happily.

"Well, as for the question, originally I only had that one question, but Xiaozi, what you said is really good~ It makes sense-human beings will never be satisfied. After being answered a question, my heart is full of excitement. There are more problems emerging~" The adult man who is more than 1.9 meters tall and has a very generous chest clasped his hands and placed it next to his face with his head tilted, pretending to be a lively and lovely female high school student. The more he said, the more rippling he became, even the small ending sound floated up.

Being approached by such a "high school girl", Tong Zi was very calm.She suddenly stretched out her hand, put an arm around the shoulder of the "female high school student", and pressed him into her arms: "It's okay, Sister Wuzi, brother Zi will always be within your reach, no matter what Now, sister Wuzi, you want to ask me a question, and your elder brother Zi will not refuse you, will you?"

The white-haired man finally couldn't help laughing, he put his arm around the girl's petite body, and hugged it easily, like holding a plush doll, rubbing his head against the top of the girl's hair. Like a cat coquettish.

At this moment, Tong Zi spoke softly: "To be honest, Wu. Don't worry about anything, especially something that is happening and has not been resolved. You must tell me if you can tell me. You have to understand, Guys like me and you who bring their own troubles, even if it is not their own will, will naturally implicate the friends around them, so even if it is to prepare me mentally, you have to let me know everything you can say .”

The man was stunned when he heard the words, let go of the girl he was holding in his arms, looked at her curiously through the blindfold, and said in an incredible tone: "Do you know who you are talking about? —— I am the strongest! "

The girl smiled helplessly, and there was even a bit of pampering in that smile: "But you are so stupid, I don't worry... Ah, no! I mean when even the strongest is weak, let it go. Let's go!"

The man had already held the girl's head with one hand, and frantically rubbed her long hair flying wildly, with a smile on his face: "You can't even calculate the teleportation coordinates, you can only teleport at a fixed point through token sensing You are not qualified to say such things! —— By the way, even if it is to use teleportation in battle, you should study hard, right?"

Tong Zi:! ! !