Manhattanhenge

Kissed.

Su Hui's vision was covered by gray smoke, and there seemed to be a thick fog in his mind, his mind was controlled by alcohol, and he was unconscious, thinking that he had really returned to the past.

Only Ning Yixiao from the past would kiss him.

He said that he was 27 years old, Su Hui thought he was lying, and Ning Yixiao, who was 21 years old, would only kiss him.

Or is it a dream?Or his hallucination?Is it getting more serious...

Confusion and desire are intertwined, filling every nerve of Su Hui, maybe Ning Yixiao really has something that can make him hallucinate, his smell or saliva, Su Hui is not sure, but at this moment he seems to be Lying on a large and vast lawn, there was heavy rain and thick fog, the tip of the grass rubbed against his skin, it was very itchy, reminding him that Ning Yixiao was right in front of him.

So Su Hui propped his palms on the ground, got up really, stretched out a hand to caress Ning Yixiao's face.

His brows and eyes were drooping, alcohol and love were leaking from his flesh, like a snake glowing with water, climbing up, all the senses poured into his mind like a tide, blurring the boundary between reality and dreams.

It must be a dream, Su Hui was a little scared.

He was very afraid that he would approach, and Ning disappeared overnight, turning into a butterfly or a shadow, never to appear again, this is how dreams end every time.

So he was very careful, his eyes contained moisture, and he asked very softly: "Can... kiss?"

Ning Yixiao in front of him didn't disappear, nor did he answer, just looking at him like this, very much like the past.

Su Hui suddenly shed a tear, and under heavy and rapid breathing, she raised her head and kissed Ning Yixiao's lips, to be precise, she held his lower lip very lightly, panic and fear were like a light tulle, between them.

Nose rubbed against the bridge of his nose, Su Hui sensed this real breath and commingled with it, the longing for Ning Yixiao still overwhelmed everything, the tip of his tongue went in, but what aroused his own trembling.He could hardly stand up, half fell into Ning Yixiao's arms, but was not embraced by him, Su Hui subconsciously felt sad.

"Hold me..." Between lips and teeth, he gave an order that didn't look like an order, but more like a pleading.

But I got my wish.

Su Hui drowsily enjoyed this long and wet kiss. Under the influence of alcohol, she let go of the shackles she knew she couldn't do, and forgot about these new friends, the annoying winter in New York, the icy streets, and the food she ate. The pain, the electric shocks, the confinement, all the horrible things were left behind.

At this moment, he has changed back to the Su Hui he was six years ago. He is not afraid of failure, and he will definitely get what he wants.

Ning Yixiao didn't expect that there would be a second kiss.

After being separated for many years, Su Hui hid her feelings very well, and the touching emotions that occasionally leaked did not seem to be directed at herself.Judging from Su Hui's performance, he is not special anymore.But Ning Yixiao always felt something, very vague emotions, tormenting him.

Maybe that's not enough to call it love, but maybe it's close.

Even if there is only some good feelings, Ning Yixiao doesn't want to give up, he must get what he wants.

It's just that he didn't understand why Su Hui shed tears when she took the initiative to kiss him.

He kissed away the tears from Su Hui's lips, it was salty, but was quickly hooked away by the tip of Su Hui's tongue, and went deeper.When Su Hui's hand was hanging down, he accidentally touched the cake, and his little finger was covered with cream.He raised his hand and licked it a few times unconsciously, completely unaware of how strong the sensory suggestion was in this picture.

So Ning Yixiao did it for him.

Cream messes everything up.

Su Hui was almost in a coma, he was a little out of breath, breathing rapidly, and lay on Ning Yixiao's shoulder.

Suddenly, there was a noise from the living room, as if something had fallen to the ground, Ning Yixiao clearly felt Su Hui's body flinch, but he still didn't stop kissing his side neck.

Before he had time to put the cake into the box, Ning Yixiao held Su Hui in his arms, put the cake back into the refrigerator with the other hand, and closed the door.

The kitchen suddenly darkened, surrounded by light blue moisture.

Su Hui's body was hot and soft, Ning Yixiao hugged him horizontally, and his arms couldn't even wrap around his neck.

Ning Yixiao knew that he was drunk and completely unconscious, so he didn't plan to do anything, it was too unfair.

Although his sanity has been worn down, he can at least think.

"Go to sleep." He put Su Hui back on his bed, half-knelt beside him, opened the quilt for him, and covered it up.

But Su Hui didn't seem to understand what he said at all, curled up and leaned over, put her forehead close to his leg like a kitten, and whispered something, but Ning Yixiao couldn't hear clearly.

He lowered his head, "What did you say?"

Su Hui pressed the edge of the mattress with her hand, raised her upper body with some difficulty, lowered her head to kiss Ning Yixiao's knee, then raised her head again, looking at him with wet eyes.

"do not go……"

Don't disappear.

The weak line of defense eventually collapsed, and Ning Yixiao always conceded defeat to Su Hui.

On this night when the old and the new were handed over, they crossed the safety line without warning, and Su Hui's attacking posture was light, like a butterfly.

Ning Yixiao opened his wings, and once again saw the tattoo extending from his hip bone, which spoke English he was familiar with.

For no reason, he thought of the contrast in Chloe's description of Su Hui, saying that he looks soft, but he is obsessed with body piercings.

But no one knows that Su Hui also has such a side, which is wild and innocent, dangerous and fragile.

Ning Yixiao doesn't want to share this kind of him with anyone in the world. At a certain moment, he hopes that everyone in the world will disappear, and only the two of them will be left. In this way, Su Hui has no choice but to be with him in the vast and remote world. The lonely earth spends a long time together, until it dies, even the tombstones are connected together.

With a charming posture, Su Hui whispered "Happy Birthday" in his ear, like the best gift in the world.

So Ning Yixiao forgave him for not calling her by my name, and also for not saying "I love you", even though it was all expected.

He stood up, supported his body with his arms, spit the sticky white honey on Su Hui's lips, and told him, don't you like the sea very much?

You taste a lot like the sea yourself.

The room was filled with a sticky smell, as if a small piece of summer flowed from here.

Su Hui fell asleep in Ning Yixiao's arms, limp and unconscious.Ning Yixiao cleaned him up a bit, and when he changed his pajamas, he found that he was still very hot, which was not normal, so he took his temperature, 38 degrees 7.

Unfortunately, according to what he said, Su Hui did have a cold and a fever.

Ning Yixiao found anti-fever medicine, spent some time feeding him to eat, and used physical methods to reduce fever, took out an ice pack and applied it to his forehead, and wiped his body for him. After two hours of tossing, the fever finally subsided. Going down, he was relieved.

Usually in the manic period, Su Hui's sleep is very short, sometimes it is not needed at all, and she is extremely excited all night, and she can't even stay in one space for too long.

But this time he was so drunk and had a cold and fever that he fell into a coma for a long time, and when he woke up it was already broad daylight, and the half-closed curtains let in bright snow light.

It seems to be snowing outside.

There is such a premonition faintly.

Su Hui's head hurt, as if he had been hit hard by some blunt object. He was drowsy and tired, and his thinking suddenly short-circuited. He just vaguely remembered drinking and chatting with them.

The quilt was so warm, Su Hui subconsciously wanted to give up thinking, close his eyes and sleep for a while, so he burrowed into it again.

He felt something was wrong, his body moved, and suddenly, an arm stretched out and hugged him.

Very familiar, very tight back hug.

Su Hui woke up instantly, he didn't even need to look back to know that this person was Ning Yixiao.

Why do they sleep together?

Su Hui tried hard to recall, and the fragmented memories came back together like a puzzle piece by piece, and her ears gradually turned red.

He was trapped by shame, anxiety and overwhelming annoyance, unable to extricate himself, but he still had a little luck.

What if it was really a dream?Maybe Ning Yixiao just helped to drag him back to the room when he was drunk, and then fell asleep together when he was too tired.

They were all well dressed after all.

Su Hui lowered his head to check again, and suddenly realized something was wrong, he was not wearing this set of pajamas yesterday.

Where's the sweater...

The subconscious evasion mentality started to make trouble again, Su Hui carefully took Ning Yixiao's arm away, trying to slip away.

But he didn't succeed, not only that, but he was caught by Ning Yixiao.

"Are you awake?" Ning Yixiao's voice was hoarse and deep.

He was not fully awake, with his eyes half closed, he stretched out his hand and placed it on Su Hui's forehead.

Su Hui didn't dare to move at all.

"...It seems to be a little burnt."

Ning Yixiao got up suddenly, approached, and pressed his forehead against Su Hui's, but kept his eyes closed.

Su Hui's heart almost jumped out of his chest.

It stuck like this for ten seconds.

"It's okay." Ning Yixiao backed away, returned to the pillow, and pulled Su Hui back under the quilt, "Cover it well, and don't care about you if you catch a cold again."

Su Hui's heart beat faster and faster, he couldn't stay in the same bed with Ning Yixiao, his heart seemed to explode.

Ning Yixiao didn't care about it at all, she turned around and hugged him again, resting her chin on his shoulder in a very intimate gesture.

"Ning Yixiao, I want to go out..." Su Hui said tentatively, in a low voice, "I, we..."

"Now?" Ning Yixiao's breath was warm, lingering around his neck, and his voice was lazy, "Yes? But they are still outside, they might be misunderstood."

After he finished speaking, he changed his words again, "It's not a misunderstanding."

It’s over.

Su Hui suspects that this is not a fake at all, it is not a dream, he really did something wrong.

"I..." He didn't know what to say, what to say, "I was too drunk last night..."

Ning Yixiao still closed his eyes, "Well, continue."

How can I continue talking?

Su Hui's mind went blank, and he didn't know what to do.

He had no choice but to lie, "I seem to be a little broken..."

After hearing this, Ning Yixiao laughed in a low voice, and there was an inexplicable meaning in the laughter.He stretched out his hand and squeezed Su Hui's chin, "The fragment means you don't remember, right? You took the initiative to hook my neck and kiss me, remember?"

Su Hui's face was as red as a peach, water would flow when pinched.

"You kissed me first... right?"

He's really not sure.

"Well, remember this." Ning Yixiao's lips straightened, "What about the others?"

Su Hui was speechless, and just wanted to bury her head like an ostrich and admit defeat.

Ning Yixiao moved closer, with a low voice, and suddenly changed the language, "Blowjob, right?"

Before he could give a response, Ning Yixiao said again: "If you still can't remember it, I'll say it again in Chinese, will it make your impression a little deeper?"

Su Hui was overwhelmed by shame, covered Ning Yixiao's mouth, and begged for mercy like a child chanting scriptures, "Stop it, stop it..."

He really thought it was a dream, what happened last night was too unreal, too unlike what they would do now.

It was the stupidest behavior in the world to get involved with his ex without knowing it, but Su Hui did it anyway.

Su Hui tried to defend herself, "I'm sorry, I was out of my mind yesterday, I made a mistake..."

Ning Yixiao took advantage of the opportunity to bite his hand, it hurt so much, Su Hui subconsciously let go.

"Wrong? Think I'm someone else?" Ning Yixiao's face turned cold.

"No!" Su Hui immediately retorted, but didn't have any other strong words.

Recognizing Ning Yixiao from six years ago, does it count as admitting a mistake...

he does not know.

Su Hui wanted to disappear immediately, right now, even if a thunderbolt suddenly fell and took her away.

He buried his head in the pillow, determined not to get up.

"What is that?" Ning Yixiao didn't intend to let him go just like that, and was still asking.

"It's nothing..." Su Hui muffled, as his memory gradually recovered, his mind became more and more chaotic, and he couldn't think rationally at all.

Ning Yixiao pinched the back of his neck and shook it, the scars he bit off last night still remained on the thin white neck, "Su Hui, you are 26 years old, when will you learn not to escape from reality?"

Being poked at the painful spot, Su Hui's nerves became more and more anxious.

Yes, 26-year-old Su Hui was drunk and tried to seduce 21-year-old Ning Yixiao, but was bitten by 27-year-old Ning Yixiao.

But what else could he do besides escaping from reality?

"What about you?" He was a little aggrieved, and it was not his own fault, "Why did you do such a thing?"

Ning Yixiao boasted without shame, without apology, "Because you are hard."

what?

Su Hui couldn't believe her ears.

"It's easy to do." Ning Yixiao said.

"Okay, stop talking, please." Su Hui covered her ears, and evaded everything that happened last night on the pillow like an ostrich.

The manic period made him think faster than before, as if there were many quarrels in his head, and no one was willing to give in.

He really admired himself, that his willpower can be so weak, he clearly agreed to be a friend, and made up his mind to be a competent friend, but he didn't expect to be screwed up by himself in the end.

what is this?Can we still be friends?

The world of adults is not so black and white, it is very complicated, there are many possibilities, but Su Hui is still stuck in the past, can Ning Yixiao accept being such a friend?He didn't know, he just thought that Ning Yixiao seemed to be enjoying it.

But Su Hui was not reconciled, so he quickly avoided this path.

Everyone was drunk, this was wrong, completely wrong behavior, Su Hui felt that the root of the mistake was her own, so she still chose to apologize.

"I drank too much." He raised his head, lowered his eyes and apologized to Ning Yixiao, "I was in a state of confusion last night, and I also entered a manic period. There may be various factors, so I did it. Such an outrageous thing... I know I did something wrong, sorry."

Ning Yixiao just looked at him like this, letting him say the sentence he hated the most.

"and then?"

"There is no more." Su Hui looked sincere, "I'm sorry, you forget all these."

Saying such words, if it were Ning Yixiao in the past, he would definitely accept it silently.

But he is not Ning Yixiao from the past.

"I'm sorry." He smiled and said to Su Hui, "My memory is very good. During my graduate school, I also participated in the intercollegiate memory competition on behalf of S University. I got a gold medal and a certificate. Do you want to see it?"

Su Hui was going crazy.

How did he become what he is now?

After Ning Yixiao finished speaking, she leaned over and rubbed the tip of Su Hui's nose, "I can't forget, I remember every detail, what should I do?"

Su Hui wanted to hide, because his body's reaction was too honest, he couldn't hide his liking for Ning Yixiao at all, even if he was teased like this, his heart would be moved.

"Then just remember."

Su Hui didn't understand what Ning Yixiao wanted to do, and he didn't have the energy to think about it. He was a little angry and stepped back, thinking it wasn't enough, so he left the bed directly, went to the closet and found a sweater jacket to put on his body. The air still got in, pouring in from every opening.

He wanted to leave, but sneezed off guard.

Ning Yixiao didn't say blessyou this time, his tone seemed to compromise, "I don't eat people, come back."

Su Hui paused, watching Ning Yixiao sit up, pick up the knitted coat on the floor and put it on.

"You can act like nothing happened, it doesn't matter."

He picked up the watch at the side, put it on slowly on his wrist, and finally put on his glasses, as if he had returned to his old gentlemanly side.

In fact, he had guessed that Su Hui would react like this when he woke up, and even imagined it would be worse, so he couldn't sleep well because of this, so he was relieved by the current situation.

He likes Su Hui even more than he thought in his heart. Even if he tried to let go, he learned to let go. He was tossed up and down in the dilemma, tortured by unwillingness, and wanted to ask for an explanation and compensation for the six years he had lost. , and then tortured him, making him feel pain, it's not like Ning Yixiao didn't think about it.

But he might as well not.

As long as Su Hui said "Can I start over", Ning Yixiao might really agree without thinking and say "Yes" unconditionally.

He didn't want to lose Su Hui because of his excess self-esteem, once was enough.

Therefore, Ning Yixiao was also willing to tolerate Su Hui's avoidance, and even found an excuse for it - if Su Hui really didn't have any feelings for him, he wouldn't be so awkward, he is a person who faces desires generously.

As long as there is still a little unresolved old love, Ning Yixiao will have a way to get him.

"I remember I told you before that every New Year's Eve I was alone, I never let off firecrackers, I didn't post couplets, I didn't even go to temple fairs with lion dances, and I was very busy after work, so I didn't have a chance at all. , All the festivals have nothing to do with me. But in fact, sometimes I still want to try it, and want to know what it feels like to have someone to accompany the festival.”

Su Hui's heart suddenly softened.

Of course he remembered what Ning Yixiao said, every word.

When we were still together, Ning Yixiao said that during the Chinese New Year, he envied other people's family reunion, eating New Year's Eve dinner and watching the party, but most of the time he was in the dormitory, there was no one, and the quilt was cold.

For him at that time, if he could eat a bowl of glutinous rice balls, it was considered Chinese New Year.

Su Hui suddenly felt sad, and didn't realize that after just a few words, she was being led away again.

"Today is the first day of the new year, and I still have a day off." Ning Yixiao got up and walked towards him, taking him over naturally and easily.

"Come with me to Chinatown."