Lu Shao thinks this is not funny

The closet door was closed, just a small crack, not very ventilated, stuffy, both of them were sweating.I didn't feel anything when I was in love just now, but now my rationality gradually returned, and I felt uncomfortable.

"It's airtight." Lu Shaoyan leaned on Meng Xiaochun's shoulder and said in a low voice, his voice was weak and lazy after just experiencing stimulation.

Did not directly say to go out.

Although it was uncomfortable at the moment, it was not unacceptable, and Meng Xiaochun kept holding him still.Alas, just stay if you want, after all, I am a good husband!Jie Jie Jie Jie Jie!

Lu Shaoyan has been working hard to teach Meng Xiaochun to express his thoughts more, and then Meng Xiaochun expresses himself indiscriminately!From time to time, he expresses his strong desire to let Lu Shaoyan call him her husband!

Still making up nonsense!Said that when the two of them first met, Lu Shaoyan kept calling him husband, if not, he might not want to take responsibility.Lu Shaoyan has now coaxed him to stop barking when he gets married. This is not something a good person should do, it is simply appalling.

Lu Shaoyan: "..." You who can say such things are more shocking!

Of course Lu Shaoyan didn't admit it.He remembered the first time he...was fragmented, and he couldn't remember anything. Meng Xiaochun couldn't help but arrange him to call him Dad.

Meng Xiaochun said that was not the case, so he just called her husband, and then kept saying that he liked Meng Xiaochun, and forced Meng Xiaochun to say that he also liked him.

Lu Shaoyan: "I don't remember, if I don't admit it, I don't have it!"

Meng Xiaochun looked a little hurt, stopped talking, and stared at him with dark eyes.

"...Okay, maybe it happened." Lu Shaoyan could only change his words like this, and then quickly added, "But I was drunk at that time... Oops! I like you! I like you so much! I like you the most! MUA ~MUA~MUA~!!!"

……

It took a lot of effort to coax people well.

But people took advantage of the opportunity and brought up the matter of calling her husband again...

Lu Shaoyan became angry from embarrassment, and began to yell at Meng Xiaochun's wife.

Shout!Enough!

What Lu Shaoyan didn't expect was that Meng Xiaochun didn't mean to reject or object when he called him that. He really didn't look unhappy, and even had a bit of suspicious shyness.

Lu Shaoyan got excited and pestered him to ask if he could just call him that in the future, and did he like being called that?Why?

Meng Xiaochun only answered the first question coolly: "The mouth grows on your face."

"Yes, yes, even your mouth grows on my face, and I have two mouths on my face." Lu Shaoyan hugged his freshly baked wife, "My wife is right!"

I don't know why, but it's shy to be called my husband, and proud, natural, and cool to be called my wife!

Later, even at that time, if Lu Shaoyan still had some energy left, he would forcefully yell twice.

……

Meng Xiaochun moved, pushed open the closet door on the side with his feet, and pulled the door on the side of his upper body tightly with his hands, and the side of his head became even darker.

Then he hugged Lu Shaoyan back into his arms and continued to listen to each other's breathing quietly.

It's great that Lu Shaoyan is not afraid or dislikes dark and narrow spaces.

So Lu Shaoyan and him are really a natural match, and things that confirm this conclusion can happen at any time, which shows that this is the truth.

Meng Xiaochun couldn't say that he liked the dark and small space, but staying in it would make him very comfortable.

There is no one else in here, only himself, and the door is completely closed, it is pitch black, with a slight lack of oxygen, people will become a little drowsy.

He didn't like to drink, and besides, as a kid he wasn't supposed to drink and didn't have money to drink, so he could always find another way.

Now, there is one more person in this space... No, actually there is not one more person, after all, Lu Shaoyan and him are a complete person only together.

In any case, it's fine.

After a while, Lu Shaoyan breathed evenly, and the oxygen content in the brain gradually increased, as did the IQ and EQ, and he noticed that something was wrong.

He lowered his head, looked at Meng Xiaochun who was leaning on his chest, and gently touched the other person's head.

The arms holding him tightened, relying more and more on him.

Lu Shaoyan heard that some people have claustrophobia, and some people only feel safe in such a place.

"...Did you often hide here before?" Lu Shaoyan asked softly as he stroked his hair.

After a few seconds, Meng Xiaochun slowly shook his head.

Is it a lie?Lu Shaoyan thought so, but he didn't force him to admit it, he just continued to stroke his hair and comfort him silently.

It's a lie.

When I was a child, Meng Xiaochun liked to find such a place to sleep.

But it wasn't because he was afraid that his biological mother and adoptive father would suddenly go crazy, he just wanted to arrange a better sleep for himself without being woken up halfway.

He knew from reading books and practical experience when he was very young: poor sleep will affect IQ and mood, and may not grow taller.

Later... Later, during those two years, when he couldn't bear to think about Lu Shaoyan, couldn't restrain himself, and was full of thoughts about going to that town immediately to arrest Lu Shaoyan and imprison him by his side, what would he do? Locked himself in the closet, buried himself with Lu Shaoyan's clothes, curled up into a ball, and clenched his fists tightly.

Sometimes, this is not enough, just take sleeping pills.

Will he sleep in an oxygen-deficient closet until he can't wake up again? He thought about this question and concluded that it doesn't matter.

Maybe, after he died, Lu Shaoyan would come back.

Then, Lu Shaoyan will regret it.

Lu Shaoyan will cry bitterly at his funeral, but this will not solve the problem, he is still dead, he will die forever, in exchange for Lu Shaoyan's eternal regret.

Lu Shaoyan will only think about him for the next few decades, and when he thinks of him, his heart aches so badly that he can't breathe.

Maybe Lu Shaoyan will try to start with someone else, but the dead him will always be like a poisonous thorn in Lu Shaoyan's heart, making Lu Shaoyan feel bad.

At that time, he hated Lu Shaoyan more than anyone else.

However, once, when he was about to lose himself and wanted to swallow the whole bottle of sleeping pills, he still struggled to crawl out of the closet.

At that time, his body was already a little stiff, and it was very difficult to come out, his body was weak, his hands were shaking, and he couldn't even focus his eyes.

He really just crawled to the bedside, fumbled for the phone on the bedside table with difficulty, hesitated for a few seconds, and finally called the suicide intervention hotline.

The Intervention Officer was talking eagerly over the phone, he couldn't hear very clearly, but that didn't matter.It's a lady, her voice is not at all similar to Lu Shaoyan's, so it doesn't matter.

Just that's it.

He can automatically convert the voice to Lu Shaoyan's.

Although Lu Shaoyan wanted him and then abandoned him, he still loves Lu Shaoyan more than anyone else.

He didn't want Lu Shaoyan to suffer for his death in the next few decades.

He didn't want Lu Shaoyan to cry when he thought of him, and his eyes would be ruined. Lu Shaoyan's eyes were so beautiful, he couldn't think of any words to describe them. Nothing in the world was as beautiful as these eyes.

……

Lu Shaoyan patted Meng Xiaochun's back lightly, again and again, like coaxing a child to sleep.

Meng Xiaochun's soul was at peace and had a home.Gradually, he just fell asleep in Lu Shaoyan's arms.

Lu Shaoyan patted and patted, he was sleepy too, the movements of his hands slowed down, gradually one by one...until he put his hands on Meng Xiaochun's back and stopped patting.He fell asleep too.

……

Lu Shaoyan didn't know how long he had slept. When he woke up, he sighed softly.There is no particular emotional factor, just the body sighed instinctively after waking up.

But Meng Xiaochun immediately asked: "Want to go out?"

"Ah? Are you awake too? No, I just woke up." Lu Shaoyan said, "You can stay if you want... What time is it? How long have we slept?"

"I don't know." Meng Xiaochun said, "I've had enough, let's go out."

"Is it enough?" Lu Shaoyan asked.

"Ah."

Lu Shaoyan was on top, he turned his head away, yawned, and pushed open the door close to his upper body, and the bright light from the cloakroom came in.

He crawled out first, stood up, stretched his muscles and bones, then bent down and reached out to Meng Xiaochun who was still inside: "I'll pull you."

Meng Xiaochun looked up at him slightly.

Lu Shaoyan smiled brightly at him in the light: "Why? Can't bear to come out?"

Seeing that Meng Xiaochun was still not moving, just looking at him, Lu Shaoyan waited for a few seconds and didn't bother to wait. He grabbed his arm and pulled him out.

Meng Xiaochun came out following this force, stood up, turned his head, lowered his eyes, and looked at the small place where he was just now.

Suddenly, Lu Shaoyan's hand passed over his side, and he decisively closed the wardrobe door.With a bang, that place "disappeared" from Meng Xiaochun's eyes.

He turned around and hugged Lu Shaoyan.

"Lu Shaoyan..."

"Ok?"

"You want to be healthy."

Just when Lu Shaoyan thought Meng Xiaochun was going to talk about love, this guy said this.

Unable to get this jumping thinking, Lu Shaoyan was confused: "Huh?"

Meng Xiaochun said indifferently: "If you are unhealthy and have a serious illness, you may die. I will die before you."

"Huh?! Is there something wrong with you? What did you say all of a sudden? Bah, bah, bah, bah, bah, bah, bah!" Feeling unlucky, Lu Shaoyan was so angry that he pushed him away, then pulled his arm out of the cloakroom, announcing ferociously, "Next time you don't want to drill into the closet, don't even think about it, I should know that there is something wrong there!"

Meng Xiaochun looked at the back of his head, hugged it up again, and followed Lu Shaoyan's back step by step.

"It's useless to act like a baby!" Lu Shaoyan babbled, "Forget it this time, if there is another time, I will... I will sleep separately from you! You are not allowed to drink water from my cup anymore! It's inexplicable What about the emo, if you do this again, I will really get angry with you and I tell you, ...*(%*#))...Oh! I will never mention smoking again, okay?!"

Meng Xiaochun quickly replied: "Yes."

Lu Shaoyan: "...Is it really for smoking?! You are really &*%#￥#*(!!!"

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