Lu Shao thinks this is not funny

Lu Lizhi was very surprised by Lu Shaoyan's sudden return to China, and immediately became furious.

She immediately looked at Zhou Tian.

Zhou Tian pretended not to know, deliberately not to meet her gaze.

She really wanted to question him aloud now, but she hesitated when the words came to her lips.

She didn't know when Meng Xiaochun told Zhou Tian about Lin Zhangwei, but anyway, she knew that Zhou Tian knew.

Zhou Tian didn't quarrel with her, but just told her calmly that he knew, so she didn't have to worry too much. He debuted for so many years, even if he had never eaten pork, he had seen pigs run, and he was ready to deal with the outside world .

But she married him and had a daughter, and after being together for so many years, she could see his true emotions hidden under his calm.

He was clearly cold and distant to her.

If he wanted to, with his acting skills, he should be able to prevent her from noticing it so easily, but he obviously just wanted her to see it now.

She tried to talk to him, and she explained to him that the matter of Lin Zhangwei did exist, but she didn't remember this person for a long time, and she was with him and had nothing to do with Lin Zhangwei.

To be honest, it was Zhou Tian who chased her in the first place, not her, and she refused several times.Does it look like she is looking for Lin Zhangwei as a substitute?It's better to say that her aesthetic point of view on male appearance has not changed.

Zhou Tiante smiled at her expressively, saying that he understood, but made it clear that he didn't listen at all.

His attitude made her angry.The two fought coldly.

In front of other people, Zhou Tian is still that good man, 24-hour filial piety and good husband, who deliberately pushed a lot of announcements, even big-produced movies with a good team and a good book, and stayed with her at home

But in the queen, Zhou Tian no longer treats her as if he has been in love with her for several years.He still took care of her, but only for her. He didn't even go back to the bedroom at night, but went to the guest room to sleep.

She had a nightmare one day. She dreamed that Zhou Tian told her that when the crisis of the group was resolved, he would agree to a divorce with her. He didn't want the money, but he wanted to take away his daughter.

After waking up, she thought about it, and the more she thought about it, the more she felt that if this trend continued, Zhou Tian might really be able to do this.

But she doesn't know how to solve this problem.You can't let her buy the murder of Lin Zhangwei for Zhou Tian to see, right?But if she can do this, she must be the first to kill Meng Xiaochun? !This is the real solution to the root of the matter!

……

At this moment, Lu Lizhi has been discharged from the hospital and went home.Several people are sitting in the living room.Lu Shaoyan asked with concern: "Are you all right?"

"If something happens, the doctor won't let me out of the hospital." Lu Lizhi didn't want him to take care of it, and said, "Don't listen to the wind and the rain, stay well abroad, why come back suddenly, it's really fine."

While talking, she looked at Lu Shaoyan seriously.

The frequency of her and her son's videos is very low, and she almost only watches them during the holidays, and the videos are inevitably distorted.Of course, it can't be ruled out that it's because of Lu Shaoyan's beauty.Sometimes, light also plays a role.

Now face to face, it can be clearly seen intuitively that Lu Shaoyan is not as white as before, but he is not black either. The exposed skin is a very light wheat color, a healthy and sunny color.The figure looks stronger than before, and even feels a little taller. I don't know if it's an illusion, probably, after all, I have already grown up.

The whole person... is very energetic, like a lively wild deer, his eyes are still clear, but more gentle than before.It seems that he has really grown up and grown up.

When he spoke, he was much more mature than before: "I should have come back to take a look."

Maturity, however, has a polite distance.

The situation is special now, she doesn't have extra time to sigh, she just wants to urge him to leave this dangerous vortex: "Go back after reading, don't all your students wait for you to go to class?"

Lu Shaoyan became addicted to carpentry. Not only did he persist for two years, but after graduation, with his excellent grades, performance, and interpersonal relationships, he directly stayed in school as a teacher.

When Lu Lizhi heard the news, he felt very unreal.She never expected him to take this path.But now she has few restrictions and very low requirements on him, as long as he doesn't touch Meng Xiaochun.

Lu Shaoyan knew that she wanted to prevent him from meeting Meng Xiaochun, so he smiled and said, "The school gave me a fake one. Besides, I'm just a teaching assistant now. It's just doing odd jobs beside me. It's not important. I haven't had one in two years." I’m back, I’ll stay at least a few days before leaving, and meet grandma and grandpa.”

He said so, so she couldn't push her too hard, so she called a servant to clean Lu Shaoyan's room.He hasn't come back in the past two years. Although the servant will clean it regularly, there is no one living there, so it is inevitable for the servant to be lazy.I have to add some daily necessities, such as towels and toothbrushes.Zhou Tian called Lu Shaoyan back without telling Lu Lizhi, afraid of being stopped by her, he didn't dare to tell anyone, including the servants, so he didn't make these preparations in advance.

When the servant went upstairs to tidy up, the three of them continued to sit in the living room, exchanging pleasantries, asking each other about their current situation and health.Both mother and son are deliberately avoiding the topic of Meng Xiaochun, the reason why Lu Shaoyan returned to China this time.Zhou Tian held his breath and did not rush to speak at this time.

After a while, Secretary Zhang suddenly called from the company, and Lu Lizhi went upstairs to the study to handle business.

Watching Lu Lizhi leave, Zhou Tian was preparing to talk to Lu Shaoyan about Meng Xiaochun, when his cell phone rang, and it turned out that it was the senior management of his agency company.

He answered the phone in front of Lu Shaoyan, and he said something very important on the other side of the phone.He had no choice but to apologize to Lu Shaoyan, got up and went to talk on the phone.

It happened that the maid came down and said that the cleaning was done.Lu Shaoyan went upstairs to his bedroom and took a shower.

Lu Lizhi quickly finished his business, returned to the living room, did not see Lu Shaoyan, asked Zhou Tian, ​​who had come back from the other side, where Lu Shaoyan had gone, and Zhou Tian said that he had gone back to the bedroom.

She thought for a while, told him to go to the study with her, then closed the door, and asked him, "Why do you want to make up your own mind?"

Zhou Tian said: "Meng Xiaochun has made up his mind not to give up."

"So what? I've made up my mind." She asked, "Are you afraid that Lin Zhangwei's book will be published and affect you?"

She regretted saying it a little, but she had already said it.

Zhou Tian looked at her for a while, took a deep breath, and said, "No. I just think that to untie the bell, one needs to tie it."

"What you mean by 'releasing the bell' is to make me sacrifice Lu Shaoyan? Let him go to the tiger's mouth again?" Lu Lizhi asked him, "Meng Xiaochun is like this, do you think I will change my mind? Zhou Tian, ​​don't you?" Got it wrong? What the hell are you thinking?"

Zhou Tian was silent for a while, and said: "I know, you always think that I am Shaoyan's stepdad, and that I have selfish intentions. Let me tell you now, you are right, I just have selfish intentions. I am willing to do my best I may love him, but when my wife and daughter, my family and him are on the same scale, I will choose the former without hesitation.

You and I both know that Meng Xiaochun is like this now, he must be doing it for Shaoyan.And Shaoyan is willing to be with him.Maybe Meng Xiaochun won't hurt Shaoyan.And as long as Shaoyan is with him, he won't mess with us anymore, and even with his outstanding talent, he can be Lu's helper.So, why do things that can be easily solved must make the house restless? "

"Because Lu Shaoyan is my son! 'Maybe' he won't hurt Lu Shaoyan? How can you guarantee me this 'maybe'? Maybe your 'maybe' is not true at all! I won't let that terrorist touch My son! Even if he kills me, I won't let him hurt my son!" Lu Lizhi roared emotionally.

Zhou Tian looked down at the family portrait on her desk, licked his lips, took a deep breath, and said, "I used to never understand why you reacted so violently to the matter of Shaoyan and Meng Xiaochun... I understand now .”

"What do you understand?" Lu Lizhi frowned and asked him.

Zhou Tian smiled wryly: "You have never forgotten Lin Zhangwei, that is a thorn in your heart that has never been pulled out."

"What does this have to do with Lin Zhangwei? Now you're talking about Lu Shaoyan and Meng Xiaochun, why are you talking about Lin Zhangwei?" Lu Lizhi asked incomprehensibly.But she can understand a little bit when Zhou Tian talks to her.

"...Forget it." Zhou Tian raised his eyes to look at her and said, "Let's stabilize the situation of the group first. Don't tell the public about our divorce for now. I will cooperate with you and wait until this crisis is over. "

Lu Lizhi was startled, and asked in disbelief: "What did you say? You want to divorce me?"

Zhou Tian said calmly: "I will not take away your property. In my property, I will set aside my daughter's support. Although I know you don't need this money, this is my attitude and heart. You Don't refuse. If you allow, I think I will often see my daughter in the future, take her out to play, and she can occasionally live with me for a while. If you don't want to, I won't force it. But after all, I hope we don't make the scene ugly , It’s not good for Xiao Ning’s growth. Of course, if you are willing to give her to me, I will definitely be the happiest. But, after all, you are pregnant in October, and I will respect your idea to the utmost.”

Lu Lizhi: "..."

This is what Meng Xiaochun wants to see.This was the first thought in her mind.

There was silence in the study for a while, Zhou Tian was about to speak and go out first, but she said with red eyes: "I don't think I heard what you said just now. You go out first, calm down, think about what to say and what not to say, and pay attention later. "

Zhou Tian: "..."

He thought for a while, turned and went out.

Lu Lizhi watched him go out, sat down heavily on the sofa, thought irritably for a while, tried to calm himself down, then called his parents, told them that Lu Shaoyan had returned to China, and invited them to come over for a reunion dinner.

After making the phone call, she left the study, intending to go downstairs to tell the maid about tonight's arrangements, passing by the corridor on the second floor, hesitated for a while, and knocked on Lu Shaoyan's bedroom door, intending to ask him what he would like to eat vegetable.

But she knocked several times but no one answered.She frowned slightly, her heart sank, and she tried to twist the doorknob, and the door opened.She went in and looked around, the bathroom door in the suite was open, and Lu Shaoyan was not in the room.

She went to Lu Shaoyan's study next door to check, but it wasn't there.He went downstairs and called Lu Shaoyan a few times, but Lu Shaoyan didn't answer her, but the servant came out of the kitchen and said that he had just seen him walking out.

Lu Lizhi immediately called him and asked him where he was going.

"My former classmates knew that I had returned to China, so they just asked me to go out for a get-together." Lu Shaoyan said.

"...Student? Which classmate?" Lu Lizhi asked in disbelief.

"Bai Kai, you don't know me, my college classmate." Lu Shaoyan said, "Uncle may know him. I went to the film crew during the summer vacation and introduced Bai Kai to work on the film crew. I also asked the film crew to help him get an internship certificate." .”

"Are you lying, are you looking for Meng Xiaochun?" This sentence rolled on Lu Lizhi's tongue several times, but he didn't say it in the end.He had already gone out, she asked, and if he didn't admit it, there was nothing she could do.If he admits it, she still can't help it.He couldn't turn back just because she told him not to go.

She calmed down and said, "I just told your grandma and grandpa that you are coming back. They are very happy and will come over later. I planned to have dinner together tonight, but you ran out without saying a word..."

Lu Shaoyan was silent for a few seconds, and said, "I'll be back before dinner."

After hearing this, she relaxed a little: "Okay, I'll wait for you then."

"Ah."

After finishing the call, Lu Shaoyan sighed, looking at the familiar gate of the community in front of him, with mixed feelings in his heart.

He lied to her.He didn't make an appointment with Bai Kai, and he didn't inform anyone about his return to China.He just... wants to see if Meng Xiaochun still rents that house.After he went abroad, he transferred the rent to Meng Xiaochun on a regular basis, but Meng Xiaochun never replied to him, but...he didn't return the money to him either.Therefore, he always has a glimmer of hope in his heart.

In the past two years, the community has not changed much, even the security guard at the gate has not changed.Seeing him, the security guard recognized him and said, "It's been a long time since I saw you. Do you still live here? I haven't seen you for a long time."

The security guards were not sure. After all, they were on a shift system, so it was possible that they simply missed the time when Lu Shaoyan went out.After all, he can still often meet the other handsome guy who used to go in and out with this handsome guy.

Lu Shaoyan was afraid that he wouldn't let him in, so he said, "Well... still living, maybe it's just that I didn't come across it."

The security guard smiled, opened the door for him, and said, "I guess so. I often meet your roommate."

Lu Shaoyan froze for a moment, looked at him, hesitated to speak, and his heart beat violently.After a while, he asked cautiously, "Often?"

"Ah." The security guard said, "I watched him go out this morning."

"... Oh." Lu Shaoyan swallowed back his saliva, he didn't have the heart to greet him anymore, and said hastily, "I'm in a hurry, let's go in first and talk later." He hurried towards the building where he rented the house Walk, walk, and run.

He didn't even dare to imagine that Meng Xiaochun would still live here... But if he still rented that house, he would be surprised and pleasantly surprised.If yes, always live here...

Lu Shaoyan pressed the elevator button several times, staring at the number standing still on the top floor - there was a sign waiting for maintenance in front of the elevator next to him - he couldn't wait any longer, turned around and walked up the fire escape stairs.

The floor is not high, with Lu Shaoyan's current physical strength, it's just a matter of taking a few breaths.

He climbed up in one breath, and glanced at the elevator as he passed by. The elevator had already reached the first floor.

"..." I said goodbye.

Although it's just a matter of taking a few breaths, if you can not take these few breaths, of course it's better not to take a breath!

But now is not the time to think about this, Lu Shaoyan simply rolled his eyes at the elevator, and walked quickly to the entrance door of the house, instinctively going to press his fingerprint to unlock it, but just before touching the door lock Seconds, the hand stopped in mid-air.

... What if his fingerprints have been deleted and the unlock code changed?

two years.

Meng Xiaochun still lives here, in fact, maybe, it doesn't mean anything.Maybe it's just because the room is good.Next to this community is the Municipal Public Security Bureau, which used to be a family home. Now there are still many residents who are policemen and their families. The security is very good, and the surrounding traffic is also convenient. A large supermarket of a certain brand is 10 minutes' walk away.

... But, it's all here, so let's try it.If you don't try, you don't know anything.

He pumped himself up and was about to press it down when he stopped again.

What if Meng Xiaochun is at home?Although the security guard only said that he saw Meng Xiaochun going out in the morning, there was no guarantee that Meng Xiaochun would have returned by the time the security guard didn't see him.In case, Meng Xiaochun is sitting in the living room right now, and when he opens the door, his eyes meet...it's too embarrassing.

Lu Shaoyan thought and thought, and rang the doorbell.

No one answered the door.There is no peephole on this door, and there is no electronic peephole on the combination lock. If Meng Xiaochun was at home and heard the doorbell, he would have asked who it was, right?Maybe something happened to the property?Maybe the upstairs water pipe burst?Maybe the downstairs ceiling was soaked?

He pressed several times, but no one answered the door.

Then... probably not at home.

Lu Shaoyan made a difficult decision for a long, long time...about a quarter of an hour.Then, he made a decision, pressed his thumb on the fingerprint lock, and closed his eyes at the same time, waiting for the "judgment".

There was a mechanical sound of the lock cylinder being opened, and then a warm female voice sounded: "Welcome home, the door has been unlocked, please close the door casually."

"...!!!"

Lu Shaoyan opened his eyes suddenly, staring dreamily at the door that popped open a small slit automatically.After a few seconds, he slammed the door back and pressed the unlock code.

"Welcome home, the door is unlocked,..."

"!!!!!!!!!"

Lu Shaoyan couldn't even breathe, just using his nose was no longer enough, he opened his mouth slightly, and took a quick breath of air.Then, slowly opened the door.

See the entrance first.Basically nothing has changed. The shoe cabinets, picture frames, etc. are still in place and very clean.There was even a very fresh daffodil lily in the vase.A pair of indoor slippers are placed under the shoe cabinet.

Lu Shaoyan stood blankly for a while, then came back to his senses, hurriedly took off his canvas shoes, hesitated, put on Meng Xiaochun's slippers, and walked towards the living room.

The living room and kitchen are still the same as before.He opened the refrigerator and saw simple food in it.

He was busy going to the bedroom and the bathroom.All kinds of traces show that Meng Xiaochun really lives here often.Several pieces of Meng Xiaochun's clothes were drying on the balcony.Although there is a dryer, Meng Xiaochun never likes to use it.Lu Shaoyan once asked him if it was because there was a saying that UV disinfection in the sun is better than a dryer, and he said no, it was because sun exposure costs nothing.

Lu Shaoyan leaned against the door frame of the bedroom and covered his mouth. It was really hard to describe his mood for a while.

Meng Xiaochun has been living here...he has been living here alone, and it remains at that time.Is it really just because you feel that living here is good and you are too lazy to change?If you insist on thinking this way, you are just deceiving yourself and others, right?

But...if...then, why did Meng Xiaochun refuse to forgive him, refuse to get back together, and say such decisive words to him?

Lu Shaoyan didn't understand Meng Xiaochun's mood and thoughts, he often couldn't understand him.

Suddenly, Young Master Lu paused and looked around the bedroom, his eyes widened. Then, he strode over, picked up the half-eaten medicine tablet on the bedside table, turned it to the back and saw that it read: fluoxetine hydrochloride capsule.

Also known as: Beyoujie.

Indications: depression, obsessive-compulsive disorder, bulimia nervosa.

Lu Shaoyan knew it very well, because he had been taking this medicine for the past two years.

The eye sockets turned red quickly.He looked around, opened the small drawer of the bedside table, and was stunned for a moment.

The drawers are full of medicines, there are medicine tablets and small bottles.

After about ten seconds, he picked up the medicines with trembling hands and identified them one by one.There are sleeping pills, melatonin, sertraline...

For a long time, he sat on the edge of the bed exhausted, bowed his head deeply, hugged his hands, and grabbed the roots of his hair vigorously, his whole body was shaking, and tears flowed silently all over his face.

Why...why don't you say...why would you rather not say it?Why would you rather take these medicines than talk about it?Even if you don't want to say it, he can say it!He had already said it at that time, why did he refuse?Why is it so painful to refuse?

……

In the car, Meng Xiaochun sat in the driver's seat, looking down at Lu Shaoyan on the phone screen.

He has been watching for a long time.From the second Lu Shaoyan entered the room, he watched it.

Lu Shaoyan's hair was longer than before, with a small tail tied behind his head.Dye milk tea color.

The earrings worn are a smiley face pattern.

……

Lu Shaoyan was immersed in grief, and he didn't hear the sound of the entrance door being opened or closed, nor the sound of someone walking to the door of the bedroom.

After a while, he suddenly felt as if he had sensed something. He let go of the hand holding his hair, hesitated for a while, then completely let go, slowly raised his head, turned his head, and looked at the person standing at the door looking at him.

At this moment, it seems that time has stopped passing.

Meng Xiaochun hadn't changed at all, his short hair, indifferent expression, and even the clothes he was wearing were all from two years ago.

It seemed that Meng Xiaochun had been held in place by time.

After a long time, Lu Shaoyan opened his mouth, wanting to ask him why... There are many questions he wants to ask.However, nothing can be asked.

After a while, Lu Shaoyan stood up and walked towards him.

Meng Xiaochun didn't move, just looked at him.

Lu Shaoyan came in front of him, looked at him for a while with tears in his eyes, and practiced the greetings repeatedly in his heart.Since you can't ask, then say a few polite words, such as "I'm sorry, I came in without authorization", or "You really haven't changed at all"...

But in the end, he still couldn't say anything, and tears covered his face again.