Early spring in the world [farming]

Recently, Qiuzhi County is in a good mood, and he is in high spirits, as if he has encountered some great event.Those who know the inside story have to admit that he just met a happy event because of the cotton gin. Zhizhou and Tongpan specially went to Yiyang County for a walk.

Just as Su Bei Gu guessed, as the governor of a state, Zhizhou and Tongpan are still very happy to see the cotton gin being promoted in this state, but they don't want other state capitals to get a share of the pie, so they told Qiu Zhixian to be firm. Firmly restrict the promotion of cotton gins to Tanzhou, and other state capitals will have to wait until they have taken the lead if they want to get a share.

Since it is necessary to restrict the promotion of cotton gins, it is necessary to ensure that the manufacturing methods of cotton gins are not leaked, and even if they are leaked, they must not be manufactured indiscriminately.

In this way, the risk that the Tan family is worried that others will manufacture pirated cotton gins to compete with him for business will be reduced.

Qiu Zhixian just came to Yiyang County not long after he caught the eyes of the two governors of one state. In the future, there is no need to worry about the difficulty of carrying out the work.

Qiu Zhixian originally wanted to share the joy with his wife Lu Youdao, but Lu Youdao either ran to the Taizhen Temple or hid in his room to practice and he couldn't find anyone, so his mood became a little delicate.

It's another day when I can't see Lu Youdao. Qiu Zhixian is aggrieved and puzzled. He doesn't understand why Lu Youdao is so obsessed with cultivating Taoism. Is he not good enough for her or considerate enough?

Thinking of that father-in-law Qiu Zhixian who had a prosperous official career, he swallowed all the grievances back.

At this time, he saw the maidservant beside Lu Youdao passing by in a hurry and stopped her: "What happened in such a hurry?"

The maid said: "Madam's uncle, Daoist Su, is here. She wants to see Madam."

Qiu Zhixian remembered that Su Bei Gu seemed to be the expert who solved the theft case with fairy magic, and he didn't care that the other party was looking for Lu Youdao, so he said with great interest: "Hurry up and welcome her in, I want to see her !"

Sitting in a daze in the room, when Lu Youdao heard that Su Beigu had come, she was overjoyed, but when she learned that he was invited by the magistrate of Qiu County, she went to see Su Beigu regardless of her current appearance.

The maid tried to persuade her: "Since Daoist Su came here for Madam, he will definitely not leave so soon. Madam going out with disheveled hair, I am afraid that people will think that something has happened to Madam."

"You're right!" Lu Youdao hurriedly asked the maid to tie up her hair, and she put powder on her face, and then picked out a more beautiful dress to change into, and then went out gracefully.

It is said that women are the ones who please themselves. Lu Youdao does not usually dress gorgeously. He only wears fancy clothes to show his status when he attends some big occasions. Therefore, she deliberately dressed up just to see Su Beigu, which is enough to see How important Su Beigu was to her.

In fact, when she saw Su Beigu before, she seldom dressed up like this, because she knew that Su Beigu's temperament was more simple and simple, but last time she threw herself into Su Beigu's arms, after confessing her feelings to Su Beigu , she became much bolder. She was afraid that Su Beigu would bring some bad news, so she wanted to dress up boldly, hoping to make Su Beigu feel bright.

It's a pity that when Su Beigu saw her, his eyes were the same as before, but Qiu Zhixian's eyes lit up, as if he was amazed by her.

"Miss, you look really good-looking!" Qiu Zhixian did not hesitate to praise her.

Lu Youdao smiled slightly: "Thank you for the compliment."

Compared with her husband's praise, she wants to be praised by Su Beigu more.

However, she was disappointed again, and Su Beigu just nodded slightly at her: "Lu Jushi."

Lu Youdao's heart seemed to be pinched, stuffy and painful.

It happened that something happened in the Yamen, so Qiu Zhixian left first.Lu Youdao sat down beside Su Bei Gu, waited for the maidservant to bring tea and snacks, and dismissed the crowd.

"Did the little uncle come to see me on purpose?" Lu Youdao looked at Su Beigu expectantly.

She thought that Su Beigu was angry that day, and she didn't want to see her again in the future.

Su Beigu nodded: "Yes, there are some things I want to clarify with you."

Lu Youdao suddenly had a bad premonition, she hurriedly stopped Su Beigu, and said, "You don't have to say anything, and I won't listen."

Su Bei paused and fell silent.

Lu Youdao didn't know what to say, but when she thought of everything in the past, she couldn't control the grievance in her heart, so she cried.

"That day you asked me why I was so ruthless to you. At that time, I still couldn't understand why you asked such a question." Su Bei Gu said.

Lu Youdao wiped away his tears and looked at her with red eyes.

"Master told me everything the day before yesterday." Su Bei Gu said again.

Lu Youdao's eyes widened in astonishment. She saw with her own eyes that Su Beigu took out a stack of letters from her arms, but there was no sign of opening the envelopes, and there were wax seals on the envelopes.

"These are the letters you sent me after you left the Taoist temple, but I was not in the Taoist temple at that time, and these letters were intercepted. Later, I devoted myself to practicing, even if you sent the letter back, there is a high probability that I will not receive it, so I never I know your heart."

Lu Youdao's heart was trembling. She thought that Wen Yingxiu had only concealed her feelings from Su Beigu, but she never thought that all these letters had been withheld. No wonder Su Beigu hadn't responded at all for so many years. No wonder when she saw Su Beigu again, The latter almost forgot about her!

Isn't it normal for a person who has not been in touch with for several years to just disappear from life and be forgotten by time?What's more, Su Bei Gu only has practice in his heart.

Lu Youdao hated and felt wronged, tears flowed even more.

"Then you..." She wanted to ask Su Beigu if he could pity her, like her, and love her after knowing her affection?

Su Bei pursed her lips, without any wavering in her eyes. She put all the letters on the table and said, "I am very grateful to Master for keeping these letters."

At this moment, Lu Youdao felt his heart stopped beating and his breathing stopped for a moment.

"Grateful...thank you?"

Su Bei Gu nodded: "You should know that I only have practice in my heart. Even after reading these letters, I will not shake my heart of practice. These letters may cause trouble to me. So, it's okay not to know .”

It was only then that Lu Youdao realized that even though Su Beigu took back these letters, he still hadn't opened them to read them. Whether Su Beigu planned to read them, he didn't care what her mood was when she wrote these letters, and she didn't intend to accept her being rejected. Buried love for many years!

A string called reason in Lu Youdao's brain collapsed, and she yelled brokenly, "Why?!"

Su Bei Gu sighed in his heart. If she didn't say that, Lu Youdao would definitely vent all his grievances on Wen Yingxiu. With Lu Youdao's heart and skill, he would probably do everything possible to take revenge on Wen Yingxiu.

Wen Yingxiu did something wrong, she deserves to be punished, but she is her master after all, and I have been sheltered and cared for by her for so many years, so I should take it as a disaster relief for her and repay my karma!

Fortunately, she set up a soundproof array here, even if Lu Youdao yelled loudly, it could only be heard as normal discussions outside.Otherwise, when she yelled like this, she would definitely call all the people from the county government. When the time came, Zhixian Qiu knew that his wife had a woman in her heart, what would he think?In the end, only Lu Youdao was in a more difficult situation.

Suddenly, Lu Youdao grabbed Su Beigu's hand and asked, "You haven't read the letter, so how do you know what is said in the letter? You have read it, right? After you read it, you sealed the letter again. With your Ability is something that can be done, right?"

Su Bei was stunned, and didn't quite understand why Lu Youdao cared whether she had read these letters, what if she had read them, and what if she hadn't. Could it change the fact that she didn't want to have any entanglements with Lu Youdao anymore?

She really didn't understand, but for Lu Youdao, this was the only life-saving straw he could grasp before being overwhelmed by despair.

She is not reconciled, she has been in love with Su Beigu bitterly for many years, but Su Beigu has never given her even a trace of tenderness; Curious and shaken.

"I've cared about you for ten years, and I've liked you for eight years. Why don't you want to know my feelings for these eight years?" Lu Youdao grabbed Su Beigu and complained hoarsely.

Her exquisite makeup melted away under the hot tears, her eyes were full of grievances, resentment, and the tears in her eyes, anyone who saw it would feel pity for me.

However, Su Beigu couldn't respond to her feelings. After all, she already had Tan Ruyi in her heart. In order for Lu Youdao to go out, no longer confined to the past, and no longer immersed in a relationship without results and responses, she had to make a decision .

"You don't like me, what you like is just a phantom." Su Beigu looked back and reflected on himself, "I haven't done anything for you since we met, and in my heart, you are not the special one , but you still love me."

"What do you want to say, you want to say that I'm cheap?" Lu Youdao asked himself and answered, "Yes, I admit that I am cheap, obviously your mind is only on cultivation, but I still like you."

Su Beigu shook his head: "As I said, you don't actually like me. You were sent to Taizhen Temple by your family because you were weak. When you first arrived in Taizhen Temple, you were difficult to serve and always liked to play tricks. Temper, I think I am weak, I am justified. Until you meet me who is weaker than you, but never threatens others with illness and weakness to get more attention.

"You are not convinced, thinking that I will not be able to live without careful care. Therefore, in order to prove that your point of view is correct, you will put your eyes on me. Over time, your eyes will always stay on me on the body.

"But unexpectedly, I not only survived, but also lived well, and my health is getting better day by day, and my life and status in the Taoist temple are getting better and better. My fellow disciples respect and envy me, think that I have talent, think that In terms of practice, I will definitely be able to catch up with the soaring Chunhua Daoist.

"What you like is my tenacity, my persistence in life, my focus on practice, my equanimity in dealing with worldly affairs and my freedom from worldly constraints. This is also the state you desire. I have everything you want in me , There is a way you want to go, so you have been following my steps.

"It's a pity that everything stopped when you were 16 years old. You are old enough, your health has recovered, and your most comfortable and carefree days are gone forever. You have become a caged bird in the world again. , Marriage matters are not up to one's own decision, blind marriage and dumb marriage, the rest of the life will be confined to the small world of the backyard.

"This contrasting day makes you miss the life in the Taoist temple even more, and it also makes you envy me more. This kind of missing makes you think that you like me and love me more, but in fact what you like is just such a phantom."

Lu Youdao's mind fluttered and her pupils shrank. While she was thinking along Su Beigu's words, she tried her best to deny it: "No, I just like you. I don't think about you for the sake of imaginary emotions. How can I prove that I am like you?"

There is no reason for such things as feelings. Naturally, Su Bei Gu can't be sure whether Lu Youdao's feelings for her are true love or a kind of sustenance. She said this just to let Lu Youdao let go and stop being attached to her.

Not to mention that she already has Tan Ruyi, and even Lu Youdao is married, there is no possibility between them.Even though Lu Youdao was burdened with an unfree marriage, in this secular world, it was difficult for each other to get rid of the influence of this marriage.

She didn't want Lu Youdao to sink deeper and deeper into the quagmire of his unrequited love for her.

Looking at the distraught Lu Youdao, Su Beigu patted her head, finally pressed his thumb on the center of her brow, and sighed quietly: "In life, others may bring you pain, but getting rid of pain and finding happiness The method is still in your own hands, and only you can free yourself from the pain. Don’t dwell on the past, but look forward.”

A faint green light emerged from between his fingers, Lu Youdao's eyelids trembled, and finally closed slowly, and passed out in Su Beigu's arms.

Su Beigu put her on the chair, his eyes fell on the letters, and with a wave of his hand, all the letters slowly turned into dust in the glowing light.

The author has something to say:

Sister Qin: What, the rival in love is solved like this? ? ?I haven't made a move yet!

Daochang Su: As a qualified lover, one should consciously exclude all potential rivals.

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感谢在2022-08-1715:31:40~2022-08-1821:06:05期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: I want to be the queen's √, I'm a fool, I got 1 piece of money;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Leyi and Pirate Xiaohei; 5 bottles of Chen Huanzai; 2 bottles of Mo Qing, Yanshu, and Darkrise; 1 bottle of Yijie Commoner;

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