After the divorce, the whole world is waiting for us to get back together

Before all dreams collapse, there will be a nightmare of sadness, pain, and extreme embarrassment.

It eats up all the negative emotions people have in this dream and makes people seal them up with the idea of ​​never remembering them again.

At this moment, the picture paused by the pause button is like an iron wrench, mercilessly prying open the wooden coffin that was nailed to death and sealed.

After the Jade Award, "Daylight" won various awards in China.

While facing the blessing of honor, Cheng Xi also had many things in the past that she had never imagined coming to her.

Rao was young and inexperienced at the time, and had never seen the world's malice towards her.

Cheng Xi was at a loss, and even angrily reasoned with these people, but how could these people listen to her explanation, and when they heard the other party gave her a look in response, the dancing became even more joyful.

Fortunately, Meng Zhijin was still there.

She is like a wall, erected from Cheng Xi's world, helping her block the unfriendly outside world like a safe zone where the wind can't blow, the snuggle on the balcony at night is enough to make her not care.

The first time Cheng Xi felt that she didn't quite agree with Meng Zhijin was when she decided to take over "The Forgotten Girl".

That day, she had just returned home after running the notice, and Meng Zhijin had already prepared dinner and sat in her seat waiting for her.

"I'm back, here is a very good notebook, do you want to come and have a look?" Meng Zhijin said and handed a notebook beside her to Cheng Xi.

It is "Mo".

Standing beside Meng Zhijin, Cheng Xi looked at the modified content on the first page and felt uncomfortable, frowned slightly: "Didn't I tell my sister yesterday that I wanted to accept "The Forgotten Girl"? And I remember my sister, your role in this book is the female number one? Why..."

"Well, I discussed it with the director, and I think it will be better if you play this Nini, and you will have a higher chance of winning the award." Meng Zhijin said.

Cheng Xi listened to Meng Zhijin's words, and she, who had always told her to accept the arrangement, was a little hesitant this time.

Fingers rubbed against the paper, making an inconspicuous sound.

After a pause, Cheng Xi chose to express her thoughts: "But sister, I still like "The Forgotten Girl"."

"That book is not bad, but after all, the director is not well-known, and it is still difficult to win the award." Meng Zhijin and Cheng Xi analyzed, ""Mo" is different. You also know that the director and the team are both domestic and foreign. First-class, although the shooting cycle is long, but relatively stable."

Rao had just debuted at that time, and had already reached a height that no one else had reached. Cheng Xi didn't attach great importance to team configuration.

She had her own ideas, and handed back the script in her hand to Meng Zhijin, insisting: "Sister, you just trust me. Even if the team is not so good, I can still win the best actress."

For the first time, Cheng Xi's incomprehensible eyes flashed in Meng Zhijin's eyes.

She raised her hand to take the script and asked, "You really don't think about it anymore?"

Cheng Xi still shook her head: "I like the role of Liao Ning."

"Okay." Holding the script, Meng Zhijin nodded, and then the look in her eyes returned to her usual gentleness, "Don't worry, I will help you think about it together."

A smile appeared on Cheng Xi's face immediately, and she hugged Meng Zhijin into her arms familiarly, and circled her with the utmost affection: "Thank you, sister."

After taking over "The Forgotten Girl", Cheng Xi devoted herself to the film, and Meng Zhijin also helped her analyze and enter the film when she had time. Although the two of them get together less often, they still get along pretty well.Except sometimes when Cheng Xi woke up and saw Meng Zhijin helping her write next to the script, it was full of analysis of today's scene.

Touched is moved, but it seems that Meng Zhijin is worried about herself and uses this method to replace her who cannot be there to guide.

Cheng Xi looked at the script on the bedside, pursed her lips, and said nothing.

All the changes began in June of that year.

It seems that the seeds that have been buried long ago have been drenched in the rain for several days, and finally broke through the confinement of the soil.

The filming of "The Forgotten Girl" was completed, and soon it was put on the stage of editing and submitting for review, and it was officially released in May of the following year.

Although it is a literary film, it still received rave reviews after its release. It just so happened that the Jade Award was postponed by one month from the previous year, and the film was successfully delivered and shortlisted.

This day, Cheng Xi participated in the recording of a variety show. When the recording was over and she returned, Cheng Xi slowly followed the veteran actor who came from behind and lined up side by side: "Cheng Xiaoxi."

Cheng Xi was a little nervous. This person is the judge of the Jade Award this time, and he nodded respectfully and said hello: "Teacher Zhang."

Actor Zhang was more natural than Cheng Xi, and asked: "This time, you have been nominated for the Best Actress in the Jade Award, how do you feel?"

"I'm a little nervous, and I don't know if I'm strong enough." Cheng Xi answered very officially.

It's just that she has the experience of the last time "Daylight" was released, and she is very confident about "The Forgotten Girl", which also received a good response this time.

Cheng Xi's acting skills are good, Zhang Yingdi believed it.

He patted her on the shoulder, and revealed to her reassuringly, "Yes."

"Zhijin has always said good things about you to me. A good boy plays well, and the future is even more promising when he wins the actress."

It was just such affirmative words that made Cheng Xi startled.

She looked at Zhang Yingdi with some confusion: "The best actress? Isn't it that the best actress is still being selected now..."

Zhang Yingdi smiled at her, and hinted: "We are all in the same circle, you are good, and you are worth it."

Actor Zhang spoke calmly and normally, as if everyone did the same.

Of course Cheng Xi also knows that there are many small circles in this circle, and it is a well-known secret that people in the circle take care of each other.

I don't know if it was because the lights in the corridor were too dazzling, but Cheng Xi only felt a thud in her head when she heard this sentence.

It seemed that even if it was an internal decision, it was only because of her relationship with Meng Zhijin.

"The matter between you and Zhijin is not made public now, but it will be made public sooner or later, right? Zhijin is already at a height that is difficult for others to reach. Standing with her, you have to take some shortcuts. Don't let Outsiders look down on you."

The high heels hit the ground, and the extremely thin heels put all the weight on the waist.

Cheng Xi walked with Zhang Yingdi like this, and the old waist injury that aggravated during filming faintly broke out.

This injury caused by her desperate attempt to prove herself is now an unimportant foil.

Strength is not the primary affirmation, but an incidental compliment.

Cheng Xi was a little confused.

She couldn't believe that Meng Zhijin would do this for herself without saying hello, she knew she must have good intentions, but...

Unable to tell what was going on, Cheng Xi was in a daze, and walked to the bathroom in a blink of an eye.

The person who didn't see clearly came out and bumped into it.

"Ouch."

A familiar sound of pain came from Cheng Xi's ear.

Liu Na was a little annoyed, looked at the person standing in front of her, and sneered: "Isn't this our future actress Cheng Da? You also came to this place to go to the toilet yourself?"

Hearing this address, Cheng Xi frowned tightly, and retorted: "Otherwise? To your mouth?"

Liu Na stared sharply, and then said, "I thought Meng Zhijin would replace you."

She leaned against the door frame like this, and said for Cheng Xi with her fingers: "The best newcomer relies on Meng Zhijin. Now is it going to rely on Meng Zhijin to become the actress again?"

"Congratulations, the circle has spread. A certain fledgling girl filmed a movie, and she fell in love with a benefactor, and gave whatever she wanted. I didn't believe it at first, but recently I heard some people who you and I have to believe the things about the actress."

Liu Na arranged Cheng Xizi's non-existent things in a strange way, and then she approached Cheng Xi, and asked openly: "Actually, we are all guessing, are you the one who is being made, or the one who is serving others? Why don't you go and serve like that?" A woman, to be honest, isn't it really cool?"

"Don't let outsiders underestimate you."

What Actor Zhang said just now repeated in Cheng Xi's ears.

Didn't you take it lightly?

She has been underestimated.

"Snapped!"

There was a clear and loud slap in the quiet space.

Cheng Xi looked at the person approaching her with a blank expression, her raised hand was slowly falling, and there was no trace of a smile in her eyes.

At the door of the bathroom where no one noticed, the atmosphere gradually became gloomy.

Liu Na's eyes widened instantly.

She covered her face with one hand, and her voice was more than one degree higher than before: "You dare to hit me!"

"Why don't I dare, don't you know who is behind me?" Cheng Xi asked back.

Her voice was one degree colder than the light reflected by the tiled wall, and her voice was so low that it was almost impossible to hear the fluctuations in her tone.

She is still the same as she was in the past, and she can't help but want to hate people, and can't help but want to do something to those who arrange themselves at will.

It's just this slap, Cheng Xi didn't feel any pleasure.

A thorn was pierced in by Actor Zhang, and then trampled on twice by Liu Na, it pierced straight into the softest and most fragile part of Cheng Xi's heart, and it hurt every time the heart beat.

The door was opened from the outside, and there was still the familiar brisk door opening sound.

It is rare for Meng Zhijin to rest at home, and just took out a plate of baked egg tarts from the oven: "Are you back?"

"Yeah." Cheng Xi replied, staring closely at Meng Zhijin's back.

Her older sister is as thin as ever, and her behavior is her favorite.

But for some reason, the light of the kitchen fell on her today, but she felt a little different.

"What's wrong?" Meng Zhijin also noticed Cheng Xi's strangeness, and turned her head to ask.

"Mr. Zhang is also recording the program today. He is the judge of the Jade Award this year." Cheng Xi pulled the chair at the bar and spoke to Meng Zhijin in a calm tone.

Meng Zhijin thought that something happened between Cheng Xi and Zhang Yingdi, and commented: "He looks a bit fierce, but he is not bad."

Hearing Meng Zhijin's description, Cheng Xi frowned slightly.

She tried her best to keep calm, and asked what the two people told her at the same time today: "So, you greeted him and strongly recommended me?"

Meng Zhijin suddenly paused when she opened the oven.

And this action was clearly seen by Cheng Xi.

It's like a silent answer.

Breathing slightly trembling, Cheng Xi lowered her head, looking at the table with a smile in her eyes.

She grabbed her heart, and asked bluntly: "Sister, so even you think that my strength is not enough for the actress?"

"No." Meng Zhijin denied, "Your strength is definitely enough."

"Then why do you still have to do it?" Cheng Xi looked up at Meng Zhijin with puzzled eyes.

She didn't know when it started, she couldn't understand the person she loved in front of her.

It was as if the closer she was to her and the more intimate she was with her, the sense of rejection would faintly erupt in her body.

"I just think you care about this award very much, so I want you to spend less time." Meng Zhijin explained, "Actually, I didn't really bribe them, but when there was an intersection, I mentioned you...you I've been talking about this matter in my sleep for the past few days, and I'm doing it for your own good..."

The voice was very soft, but it was like a match thrown into the cotton wool, and it ignited Cheng Xi: "Do you know what the most hated sentence in my life is, sister? It is 'you are for my own good', all People are using this sentence to deprive me of the right to choose!"

The lights of the villa were dazzling, and she just looked at Meng Zhijin against the light.

From helping me choose the script, to helping me analyze the characters, to the selection of this Jade Award.

She was arranged by Meng Zhijin, like a puppet.

But she is not a puppet.

Why didn't anyone realize it?

Learning ballet is the same, giving up ballet is also the same, even filming and winning awards.

She really hates that because it makes her really be what those guys programmed her to be.

The pain from the waist injury was caused by emotions. I don't know if it was too painful or for some other reason. Cheng Xi questioned with a wet tear in his eyes, with broken crystals: "Why are you now..."

That was the person she cared about most.

Ye Jing was terrified, Meng Zhijin looked at Cheng Xi who was standing in front of her at the moment, and unintentionally rubbed her hand against the iron plate she had just taken out.

The scorching temperature rolled over her fingertips, and the pain on both sides collided.

"I'm sorry, kid..."

"Then don't do it."

Meng Zhijin wanted to apologize, but Cheng Xi cut her off with a hoarse voice.

The shadow of the person drawn by the lamp in the corridor is very long, but the painful waist is still straight.

It's like the dignity of that person's self-improvement.

But God always likes to joke with people, as if all the things that are placed in hope will be counterproductive.

Just when everyone was expecting Cheng Xineng to be the best newcomer with "The Forgotten Girl", the enlarged protagonist on the big screen was Chen Zhuoying.

Cheng Xi's image was pushed into a corner until it disappeared.

That exquisite makeup concealed her true emotions, she just watched the long-awaited award with someone else's name on it, no matter how proud she was, the eye sockets covered by the foundation were still red.

The rebroadcast camera likes to make things happen, and the audience on the other end of the TV can see Cheng Xi's lips tightly pursed.

Tears slowly cleared from those dark pupils, a thin layer refracted the surrounding lights, as if a river of stars had shattered in her eyes.

From the end of the award presentation to the exit, Cheng Xi didn't say a word the whole time.

She comforted herself a thousand times in her heart. Although the other party's movie is not well-known, its strength is actually very strong.

But I don't want to avoid the reporter's interview.A thunder pierced through the body.

There was a faint light in the corridor of the escape route, Cheng Xi pushed the door open and heard someone's voice from above the stairs: "Thank you, as long as you like that tea set, I went to Sichuan to film a movie last month, in A local old tea owner got a piece of good tea, next time you come to my place, you must try it.”

It's Chen Zhuoying.

Cheng Xi couldn't believe her ears.

The award she had dreamed of was snatched away by despicable means like this.

"Okay, goodbye." Chen Zhuoying hung up the phone unhurriedly, turned around and looked at the door below the stairs, with a distressed look: "I remember I inserted the door?"

"You didn't." Cheng Xi stared straight at Chen Zhuoying like this, as if something was about to rush out of it.

Chen Zhuoying said "Oh" indifferently, and then asked, "Then kid, why are you here?"

Cheng Xi was not interested in chatting with her pretending not to hear anything, her tone was unclear: "This is not your home."

At this time, Chen Zhuoying came down from the top of the stairs, and through the corridor outside, she saw the person's appearance clearly, and suddenly a particularly smug smile appeared on her face: "Are you so angry that you didn't win the prize? It's a pity , you met me. My strength is well known."

"What strength do you have? Have you bought the rights of the judges?" Cheng Xi said mercilessly.

This made Chen Zhuoying's face sink instantly.

She hooked the mobile phone pendant in Hook's hand, and said with a sneer, "something you don't want to give, some people can give it to you. If you don't have the ability, don't sneer at others here. You chose to give it up, and I don't have it." forcing you."

As soon as these words came out, it was as if countless bullets were shot into Cheng Xi's body, and exploded from her head with a buzz.

In the dark, the smile on Chen Zhuoying's face became stronger, and her red lips came close to her ear: "Little friend, you are so proud, it makes people want to break you off."

Cheng Xi couldn't remember how she walked out of the venue from that safe passage. The trailing skirt had been rubbed against the ground without a red carpet, holes had been worn out by rough stones, and dust rolled on it, making her look extraordinarily embarrassed.

An unexplainable entanglement repeatedly twisted in her heart, pulling her nerves.

She was thinking if she would accept Meng Zhijin's arrangement as Liu Na said, and acquiesce in Meng Zhijin's operations as Chen Zhuoying said.

in case……

Cheng Xi's brows were tightly frowned, but all the strength seemed to be relieved from her shoulders.

She can't do it.

It is impossible for her to take advantage of the loopholes and remain indifferent in the face of gossip.

Her pride does not allow her to bow her head and be content to be arranged.

What she wanted in this way was not what she really wanted.

"Child."

A familiar call came from not far away, and Meng Zhijin appeared here at some point, standing under the moon and looking at herself quietly.

The moonlight was bright, draped on her body and connected to the dress she appeared as an award presenter today, as if she was crowning her.

She was originally a banished immortal who fell from the sky, and she was so different from ordinary people.

"It's okay, the script of "Mo" is still reserved for you, just so we can go out and relax."

Speaking of which, Meng Zhijin reached out to shake Cheng Xi's hand.

But rubbing her fingertips lightly, Cheng Xi's hand slipped past her, and then dropped down again.

In order to win the award for herself, she specially negotiated with the director to switch the roles of the female lead and the second female lead in that script.

But this is not what I want.

She didn't seem to know what she cared about most.

Like a canary that is only raised by its master, it cannot survive without its master.

But she's not a canary.

She is a sparrow, realizing that captivity would starve her own bird.

The tearing pain touched Cheng Xi's heart a little bit, and she seemed to suddenly understand that two people can't stay together without liking each other, and the tacit understanding in the camera does not mean that they will be compatible in daily life.

It's like a jigsaw puzzle where two patterns can be connected, but the protrusions and depressions can't match at all.

She tried desperately to stand with her, but in the end it was nothing more than that.

The water column raised by the fountain harvests all the lights in the space, and becomes brighter and even more eye-catching under the refraction from different angles.

Cheng Xi saw Meng Zhijin standing in the center of that bright world, looking at her earnestly, as if inviting her to come to her side.

But from another angle, this flood of light looks like an insurmountable gap.

Separate them in two worlds that cannot be merged.

For a moment, it seemed that something had collapsed.

Smoke and dust billowed everywhere, ruined walls, even buried her heart.

"Thank you for planning so much for me, I don't appreciate it."

"You are really good, but I am not good enough to deserve you."

Listening to Cheng Xi's words, Meng Zhijin seemed to have expected something, and stopped her again: "Child."

Unfortunately, Cheng Xi won't stop.

The biting lips were bright red, and the decisive words came out of her throat: "Sister... let's get a divorce."

The full moon was in the sky that day, bright and bright.

Cheng Xi dragged her skirt and walked towards the distance alone.

The moonlight fell on her body, and the scattered diamonds refracted the light.

Her arrogance seemed to have been shattered.

The actress is not hers.

The actress is not hers.

The author has something to say:

Teacher Meng (taking out the washboard): I know now.