The president regretted after the poor little left

"Eat the meal."

Si Jinhan held the tray in his hand, and placed the dishes inside on the small table at the end of the bed.

Shi Nan was wrapped in a blanket and nestled on the sofa, the sofa was a mess, several flannels were wet, leather toys and a bunch of black and white rags were thrown on the ground.

Shi Nan looked numbly at the small table in front of him, his head was dazed, he pulled the blanket over his body to cover his head, without even glancing at the attractive dishes.

Si Jinhan kicked away the things on the ground, and a few gadgets rolled out of the ball of cloth, rolling to the corner of the room.

Si Jinhan sat next to Shi Nan, touched the cigarette on the table and bit his mouth, and said, "Are you angry that there is no cake for dinner? If it is because of this, I am afraid that you will not be able to eat it for a long time. I'm going to be angry every day, and I will never let the kitchen make cakes for you again."

He shouldn't be used to Shi Nan anymore.

It took a long time for the people around him to respond, Si Jinhan stretched out his hand to pull away the blanket on Shi Nan's head, and met those eyes that were swollen from crying. They looked clearer than ever after crying just now. His eyes were red like a deer who had been wronged, his face was full of tears, his lips and teeth were pursed, his appearance was so pitiful.

Si Jinhan's voice was hoarse and deep: "Does it still hurt?"

Shi Nan's lips moved, but without answering, he reached out to snatch the blanket from Si Jinhan's hand, trying to cover his head again, but Si Jinhan refused to give it to him as if he was sincerely competing with him.

Si Jinhan spit out a puff of smoke and sprayed all of it on Shi Nan's face, his eyes were deep: "You can bear the pain, I have wanted to try it with you for a long time, there are still many things on the way, and they will arrive soon, like us Try the same."

After the words fell, it was obvious that Shi Nan's face turned pale, and even his body became slightly stiff.

"I originally planned to wait for you to recover and we'll play again. Later, I thought, there's no need for that at all."

He stretched out his hand to pinch Shi Nan's jaw, exerted a little force with his fingertips, and said in a deep voice, "Why should I let myself endure the pain, and try to be considerate of you, a murderer, everywhere?"

With delicious food and drink every day, Shi Nan's body will recover sooner or later. The people below have promised him that within half a year, they will definitely find a heart that can perfectly match Shi Nan, and Shi Nan will live.

He wants to make Shi Nan suffer, and he will not forgive Shi Nan!

Cool tears fell on his fingertips, Si Jinhan came back to his senses, and saw Shi Nan looking at him crying guiltily, and his bright red lips parted slightly after being ravaged:

【sorry……】

This time, Si Jinhan understood Shi Nan's mouth shape, and Si Jinhan waved his hand away disappointedly. He squeezed the center of his brows irritably, and pushed the chopsticks on the table towards Shi Nan.

"Eat quickly, if you don't eat, I'll chew it up and feed you!"

He was smoking a cigarette irritably, contradictions surrounded his heart like vines, strangled him so much that he couldn't breathe.

He hated Shi Nan, hated that Shi Nan pulled out the old man's oxygen mask, hated that Shi Nan killed the old man, but he knew clearly that the old man personally ordered Shi Nan to do this.

He frantically wanted to take revenge on Shi Nan, but he was also afraid that Shi Nan would die and Shi Nan would suffer.

He didn't know what to do, he couldn't force himself to recognize the fact that the old man wanted Shi Nan to kill him, and he couldn't recognize that his relatives left by "suicide".

Why do you do that?If the wind is like the wind, if the rain is like the rain, covering the sky with one hand, the Si family worked so hard to climb to the highest point, a position that countless people envy and can't even come to, why did the old man end his life in such a way...

He looked sideways at Shi Nan who was sobbing softly, and said with thin lips, "Do you really want me to chew it up and feed you?"

Shi Nan turned over, buried his face in the back of the chair inside, and turned his back to Si Jinhan. Although he didn't say a word, this action already expressed his meaning clearly.

He doesn't eat.

Shi Nan tried his best to suppress his crying, but his exposed shoulders could not help but tremble with the frequency of crying.

"Okay, I'll feed you."

Shi Nan's shoulders were suddenly held down, and his whole body was turned over. Before he could struggle, Si Jinhan's lips had already been kissed, and a mouthful of herbal porridge with the flavor of mint smoke had been pushed into his mouth. Si Jinhan quickly stood up and stretched out his hand Covering Shi Nan's mouth and nose tightly, forcing Shi Nan to swallow the porridge, the whole movement was done in one go, Shi Nan had no strength to fight back.

Shi Nan's face turned red from the choking, he quickly pushed away the hand that was covering him, and coughed embarrassingly on the side of the sofa.

"Cough cough! Cough..."

Si Jinhan reached for the porridge and said, "Do you want me to feed you? I really like this."

Shi Nan couldn't bear it anymore, curled himself into a ball, bowed his head and cried.

He hated himself for being a mute, who couldn't even express his grief to the extreme, and could only vent his emotions with impotent crying.

He didn't want to eat, he didn't want to be treated, he didn't know what he was still alive for?For a villain like him, a bastard, his best end would be to die early tomorrow.

He doesn't want to live...but Jin Han wants him to live...

When he wanted to live the most, Jin Han wished he could die outside, but now he wanted to die, but Jin Han wanted him to live again...

Shi Nan's cries made the vines wrapped around Si Jinhan's heart tighten. Si Jinhan gritted his teeth. He scooped up a mouthful of porridge and stuffed it into his mouth. Give Shi Nan.

"It's okay, I'll feed you bite by bite."

He couldn't see Shi Nan's desire to die.

Si Jinhan went to get the bowl of porridge again, but this time Shi Nan reached out to take it.

Shi Nan took the bowl and ate with sobs, while eating, he wiped his tears in aggrieved way.

Si Jinhan breathed a sigh of relief.

He put out the burnt cigarette butt in the ashtray and said, "The old man will be buried tomorrow, and I will attend the funeral tomorrow."

Shi Nan put down the bowl and chopsticks, and immediately wanted to get off the sofa to find a pen and paper. Si Jinhan threw his mobile phone to him: "Use this."

Shi Nan typed on it, [I want to go too. 】

Si Jinhan refused: "There will be people from both the main family and the side branches of the Si family, not only the famous people from Yicheng, but many others. You can't go."

[I stand far away, so that no one will recognize me, and I won't embarrass the Si family. 】

Shi Nan typed anxiously.

He wants to see Grandpa for the last time...

Si Jinhan gritted his teeth, and said in a deep voice, "Do you think Grandpa would want to see you, the executioner?!"

One sentence completely quieted Shi Nan, Shi Nan lowered his head, and tears fell on the screen.

Shi Nan wiped the screen clean, returned it to Si Jinhan, turned his head and continued to drink porridge quietly.

The phone that had just been put down rang again, it was from Si Mu, and Si Jinhan connected in front of Shi Nan to communicate about tomorrow's funeral.

After eating, Shi Nan took the initiative to take the medicine. Si Jinhan was very satisfied with his well-behaved him. After going to bed, he asked Shi Nan to pillow his arm, put Shi Nan firmly in his arms, and fell asleep peacefully...

In the middle of the night, the sleepy man murmured indistinctly, "Nannan, I won't let you die too..."

The person in his arms slowly opened his eyes, those eyes were unusually clear, obviously he hadn't slept all this time...

-

The funeral was held in a grand manner. Si Jinhan looked at the small box, and couldn't imagine how such a little old man who would hit him with a tea bowl and beat him with a ruler could fit into such a small box. where?

He watched helplessly as the sometimes stern and sometimes kind elder was put into the ground like that, and white daisy flowers were placed in front of the cold tombstone.

He has never believed in ghosts and gods. Looking at the small tombstone now, he seemed to see the old man standing there, smiling freely and waving goodbye to them...

Today, he is much calmer than yesterday. In any case, he can only accept the fact that the old man has passed away.

"Why did the old man choose to leave like this?" Si Jinhan turned to look at An Luo beside him.

An Luo kept staring directly at the portrait, and only recovered when he heard Si Jinhan talking to him.

"Because such a death is meaningful to him." An Luo replied.

Si Jinhan was very dissatisfied with this answer. He frowned and said in a deep voice, "What do you mean?"

An Luo looked at him, always with a faint smile on his face: "Young master, don't feel too sad for the old man's departure. To be honest, the old man has been looking forward to this day since more than ten years ago. It is a relief, I hope the young master can also see through this point."

Si Jinhan looked at him displeased.

What kind of answer is this?

When An Luo was about to leave, he gave him an unclear sentence.

"Eldest young master, please be careful when you travel recently..."

The funeral was over, and the attendees left in twos and threes. Si Jinhan saw an unexpected guest among the attendees.

The wind is also Xiao.

Feng Yixiao's eyes moved slightly, he looked at Si Jinhan, and greeted him with a half-hearted smile, "Hello, cousin."

Si Jin looked at him with a cold face, and then moved his eyes away in disgust, as if he would dirty his eyes if he looked at him too much.

Feng Yixiao knew that Si Jinhan would not get angry with him in front of others, so he leaned over and provocatively said: "Cousin really has a lot of things recently, today is the funeral of the old man, and after a few days, maybe I have to worry about it again." Funeral for your dumb lover with heart failure, what a... double happiness."

With a "bang" punch, Feng Yixiao was knocked to the ground. Si Jinhan looked at him with red eyes, and said in a deep voice, "It happens that the guests haven't left yet, so I'll ask someone to book a crematorium for Master Biao." Stove."

The movement here attracted people around, Si Jinhan didn't care at all, he raised his hand and was about to hit again, Zhou Pu hurried up to stop him, and reminded in a low voice: "President Si, there are still people watching."

Feng Yixiao didn't expect Si Jinhan to be so disregarding his image, he mocked, raised his hand to wipe away the blood from the corner of his mouth, looked straight at Si Jinhan, and the always cynical man said seriously at this moment: "I'm not joking with you, Your little lover won't live long."

"I think you don't want this mouth anymore."

Si Jinhan wished he could tear this eyesore off!

Suddenly, the phone in his pocket rang, and Si Jinhan had no choice but to hold back his anger and took out the phone to take a look. It was the villa's phone call.

He had a bad premonition in his heart, and immediately after he pressed the button, Steward Wang's anxious voice came: "Master Shi! Master Shi is gone!"