The president regretted after the poor little left

As soon as these words came out, not only Qiu Fenghe, but even Shi Nan, who had been standing at the door eavesdropping, was stunned.

Qiu Fenghe was stunned for a long time before realizing what Si Jinhan was talking about. He smiled awkwardly, and stammered, "You...are you sleepy? Really, what nonsense you are talking about in the middle of the night."

Si Jinhan's face remained unchanged, Qiu Fenghe's smile gradually dimmed, and his eyes became serious, Qiu Fenghe said, "Are you serious?"

Si Jinhan nodded, and said, "I asked the doctor, and the doctor said that Shi Nan's rejection reaction is too serious, it will be fatal."

"I can match his body organs. Since he can give it to me, then I can give it to him. The heart is rejected, and mine should not be. If my heart is replaced, he can live. "

These words made Qiu Feng at a loss. Looking at the calm person in front of him, he felt that Si Jinhan was dazed and out of his mind.

How can such words be said so easily?Shi Nan survived, what about him? !

Qiu Fenghe reprimanded angrily, "Si Jinhan, do you know what you're talking about! Are you willing to give up your life for the so-called love?! That's the heart, not the kidney! People will die without a heart!"

"Now you feel that you like him, and you can risk your life and death for him, but liking this kind of thing will only be temporary! There is nothing that time can't erase. You are only in your early thirties this year, and you have a lot of time in the future! "

"Heart rejection, take a look at Shi Nan's current body. It's a certainty that Shi Nan will die. You can't keep him! When he dies, you can bury him well. Maybe you will be sad for a long time, but after a year , two years, ten years, 20 years, when the time comes, you won't even remember who Shi Nan is! You don't have to bet your life on this so-called liking for this!"

He couldn't believe why Si Jinhan would say such irrational words!

Qiu Fenghe only felt that his scalp was numb when talking to the current Si Jinhan.

Si Jinhan didn't waver at Qiu Fenghe's words, "I've already made up my mind. If you don't do the surgery, I will arrange it myself."

He smiled lightly, "My heart is beating in his body, so it can be regarded as companionship in disguise..."

He didn't know what to do, he didn't know what method to use to keep Shi Nan alive, all he knew was that he couldn't let Shi Nan die!

He will not regret it, he died for Shi Nan, he has no regrets!

The word "Shi Nan" will be engraved in his bones forever, even if he forgets everything, he will never forget the person he loves the most.

Sadly, he can't learn the love that others say, and he no longer imitates others, he just needs to love Shi Nan in his own way.

He can die, but Shi Nan must live!

Qiu Fenghe staggered back two steps, looking at Si Jinhan with panic in his eyes, "Crazy..."

Si Jinhan's paranoia exceeded his imagination...

He couldn't help but open his mouth to hit Si Jinhan again, he said, "Even if you want to give him your heart, it's impossible, Shi Nan's body will die as soon as it reaches the operating table, and he can't stand the slightest torture now. "

Si Jinhan said unwillingly, "Then I will take good care of his body during this period, so that he can be operated on."

He wanted to say something more, but his lips seemed to be heavy, and he became a little hesitant for a moment. He looked at Qiu Fenghe and said heavily, "You are right, I shouldn't put the pressure of the Si family on him, he I should live carefree, when the time comes, I will transfer all my assets to his name... When I am gone, you can help him a little for me. "

"Don't tell him I'm dead, and don't tell him how I died. If he asks, just say... I married a woman and went abroad to develop my career."

Thinking of this, he smiled bitterly, "Will he ask?"

Would Shi Nan wish that he would go far away and never see him for the rest of his life?

He really wanted to leave an indelible mark on himself in Shi Nan's memory, but when he thought that Shi Nan might feel guilty because of him, he couldn't think of anything else.

As long as Shi Nan is happy and happy, he is content...

Qiu Fenghe didn't speak any more, but the bedroom door, which had been closed tightly all the time, was pulled open without warning.

"I disagree."

Shi Nan came out, stood in front of Si Jinhan, and looked up at him.

"I won't put your heart in my body."

Shi Nan's voice echoed clearly in the corridor.

Si Jinhan didn't dare to look at Shi Nan's face.

He stretched out his hand to hold Shi Nan's head, pushed Shi Nan into the ward, and said in a dull and low voice, "This is none of your business, go back to the room and sleep!"

Shi Nan didn't know where the strength came from, so he raised his hand and waved Si Jinhan's hand away, "Why is it none of my business? I don't know how to undergo surgery!"

Si Jinhan couldn't suppress his emotions that had been suppressed for a long time, his voice was hoarse and trembling, "You fucking have to accept it! You are dying! Why don't you accept it?!"

"I have no other choice. I don't know what to do to keep you alive. I just want you to live well. Is there anything wrong with that?"

"Don't you hate me so much that you want to die? If I die, you will be free! You can happily be with other wild men. When I die, I won't be able to control you. Is it Qin Yuan or Zhang? I can't even get involved! Whether it's Qingcheng or a foreign country, you can go wherever you want! You are now free!"

For the first time in so many days, he was fierce.

The more he talked, the more wronged and sad he became, tears streaming down the corners of his eyes, and Shi Nan's appearance became unclear in front of his eyes.

He raised his hand to cover his eyes, and said in a deep voice, "You can't help but refuse, the operation will proceed as usual, and you must live!"

Shi Nan looked straight at him, remained silent for a while, and then asked, "Si Jinhan, can you keep someone who wants to die?"

After the words fell, Si Jinhan's body froze visibly to the naked eye.

"As long as a person wants to die, there are ways. Can you stop me all the time?"

"You said you wanted to give me the heart, so if I didn't wait for the operation, and I bumped my head to death in the hospital today, can you still give it to me?"

Shi Nan's expression was as cold as ice, Si Jinhan gritted his teeth, and the veins on his forehead twitched from anger, he said angrily, "How dare you! If you dare to think about committing suicide, I will... I will..."

"Just" for a long time without saying anything, Si Jinhan could only lower his head bitterly.

What can he do to Shi Nan...

"I am willing to die. I have gained a lot in the past two years. I have lived a good life, Si Jinhan. I just hope that I can walk around and look outside. I hope you can take me around and let me No regrets, I hope I can spend this last time well, if you only want to give me your heart, it will only speed up my death."

Si Jinhan lowered his head sadly and remained silent for a while.

Shi Nan stood in front of him all the while leaning against the wall, looking straight at him.

Looking at this scene, Qiu Fenghe turned and left silently.

He could see it.

Shi Nan, I don't want Si Jinhan to die...

The two stalemate for a long time. Finally, Si Jinhan took a step forward and walked heavily towards Shi Nan. He stretched out his hand and hugged Shi Nan.

He pressed Shi Nan's head into his arms hard, with a hint of weakness in his tone.

"Shi Nan, I beg you fucking, I beg you, live well..."

-

Early the next morning, when Shi Nan woke up, he saw Si Jinhan packing his luggage.

Shi Nan sat up, rubbed his sleepy eyes, and asked vaguely, "What are you doing?"

Si Jinhan threw the clothes and toiletries into the box, then locked the lock, and said without raising his head, "I'll take you to City X."

Shi Nan looked at him in confusion, so Si Jinhan had no choice but to continue to explain, "You... Didn't you say that you want to go around? I'll take you to City X, the temple I told you about last time, I didn’t go there that time, so I just took you to see it this time.”

He has already packed up and brought his breakfast back, just waiting for Shi Nan to get up to eat.

Shi Nan got up from the bed, looked at Si Jinhan who was just like the nanny, and couldn't help laughing, "I said casually yesterday that I can't go anywhere with my broken body."

He struggled even to climb the steps.

Si Jinhan said without hesitation, "I will carry you behind my back."

Shi Nan said worriedly, "Then you go with me, what about the company? Aren't you going back?"

Si Jinhan shook his head, "Don't worry, I've already arranged everything."

He has already found a trusted friend to take care of him temporarily, and Zhou Pu is also helping.

He'll be back in no time, it won't matter.

He propped up the small table in front of Shi Nan, and placed the breakfast on it, his movements were smooth and smooth, and he was used to everything.

The food for breakfast is the simplest porridge and side dishes, and Shi Nan's current body will not want to eat anything else.

Shi Nan lowered his head and ate the porridge, while Si Jinhan watched silently from the side, as if he could never get enough of this scene.

He wanted to engrave this scene in his eyes and memory forever.

Shi Nan's current state is not as good as before, his thin appearance seems to be blown away by a gust of wind.

He doesn't know how long Shi Nan can live, but as long as Shi Nan is still alive, he will accompany him well until the last second of his life.

Shi Nan was full within a few mouthfuls. Si Jinhan picked up the bowls and chopsticks, then knelt on the ground, holding Shi Nan's slender and bony ankle with one hand, and took the white cotton socks beside him with the other hand towards Shi Nan. Wear it on your feet, carefully like an old lady.

Shi Nan just leaned on the bed like that, looking down at Si Jinhan from above.

In Si Jinhan's actions, there is indescribable piety. A person who used to be high above is doing such a humble thing now without the slightest impatience.

Shi Nan's gaze fell on the ring on Si Jinhan's ring finger. That ring looked so familiar. It was the ring that Si Jinhan got when he knelt on the ground and proposed to him two years ago...

Shi Nan asked in a daze, "This ring...is the other one still there?"

As soon as the words fell, Si Jinhan suddenly raised his head and looked at Shi Nan, his eyes were full of disbelief...