Reality is bullshit
Chapter 46
I think the most fitting thing I've ever done in my life is to fall in love with her, but finally give up on her voluntarily.
Duan Hongchen may never know that since we first met when we were three years old, she is like a beautiful snowflake falling from the sky, leaving an eternal mark on my heart.
My childhood memories are like a black and white silent movie, vague and unreal, always separated by a layer of glass.
I isolated all the children around me, and watched them laughing, crying, and fighting together alone, and I was out of tune with these children.
Maybe children always have such a psychology that they don't want to be ignored, so they are very used to come and tease me, especially those naughty boys, who like to pull my hair, take away my toys, and put those disgusting bugs into my desk.
I have always been patient with these, because there is no one around who can make me act like a baby, even if I cry, it will not help.Children always have a natural acuity for what to do to attract the attention of adults.
Until one day, I finally couldn't bear it anymore.Those naughty children put the snake that had been broken into two sections on my table, and the snake's tail was still slowly twisting into a twisted posture without giving up.I couldn't help crying out with a "wow".
This crying vented all the grievances he had suffered in the past few days.Crying so much that he didn't care, it was dark.But I have never regretted that faceless cry, because at that time, she stood in front of me and protected me with a big sister's attitude.
I saw her calmly push the two snakes away, then looked at the mischievous boys with cold eyes, and finally said: "If bullying people who are weaker than you makes you happy, it only proves that you are weaker." That is the most vivid sentence in my memory.
The little children didn't understand what Duan Hongchen meant by trying to simplify his words, but they hated being called weak by others, so a few boys came over to teach Duan Hongchen some lessons.
It was the first time I saw a child who could dodge the attacks of so many boys so flexibly, and it was also very easy.
These things are so funny when I think about them now, but at that time, her figure made me feel like she was an angel sent from heaven, giving me the most important beam of sunshine in my life.
In the years since then, the scriptures have changed because of her.
The Duan family and the Zou family have a very strange relationship.Restricting each other and competing but making friends.From then on, I began to like to participate in such and other activities, because every time there was an activity, the quiet and alienated figure of Duan Hongchen would definitely appear.
She isolates herself from the world, which always makes people feel like looking at flowers in the fog and looking at the moon in the water.But I want to get close to her, and if I don't get close, I will feel happy, very happy.
This state continued until we were in elementary school.
Sometimes even I don't know why, the memory of Duan Hongchen is so clear bit by bit.The younger she was, the clearer she was, and I could quickly capture every tiny movement of her.
Due to the relationship between the two families, Duan Hongchen and I went to the same elementary school.I used to always feel that I should not live in a big family like the Zou family, because those annoying uncles and aunts would look at my mother and me with contempt, so that every time I saw my mother drooping When I cry, I will resent those indifferent relatives.
But now, I am extremely grateful that I was born in such a family that is comparable to Duan Hongchen, because only in this way can I go to the same school, buy the same items, and learn the same things as her.
When I was a child, I never understood why Duan Hongchen was out of tune with everyone around him.
At the beginning, I always liked to stick to her, wherever she went, I would go there.But, later on, I found that no matter how much I follow Duan Hongchen, I won't get too much favor from her.So I started to fight her.
I will grab everything she wants. If she gets the first place in the exam, I will try to surpass her; if she learns the piano, I will play better than her; more expensive.
But why, no matter I am in front of her or behind her, no matter how I turn around her, her eyes will not linger on me.
Her gaze was like a pool of still lake water, deep and peaceful, sliding across gently without leaving any traces.Whether she succeeds or fails, she never loses her composure because of it, and the expression on her face is always pitiful.
When I was a child, I didn't know what attachment is, but I still exhausted all the attachments in my life for her.
When we were in junior high school, the school organized us to go on a spring outing together.The sun was warm and bright that day, and it is the temperature that I still remember deeply.
The teacher asked the two of us to walk together holding hands.At that time, I was still thinking, did the teacher treat us as kindergarten children, and let us walk hand in hand?
But when I saw her standing alone, I suddenly felt my heart beat faster.She has no friends, and she never initiates a conversation with anyone. Does that mean that no one shakes hands with her?
At that time, even I didn't know the reason why my heart beat faster every time I approached her, but I felt that this spring was already like summer, which made my blood boil all over my body.
I walked up to her, looked at her pretty face like a doll and asked, "How about we go as a team?"
She glanced at me lightly, like a feather gliding past my slightly trembling heart, and then she slightly parted her thin lips and said, "Okay."
Delight, surprise, ecstasy!But I calmly suppressed myself and didn't let myself lose my composure in front of her.I know that she must not like such a noisy child.
I gently pulled her hand, I thought that a person like her would hate being touched by others, but she didn't get rid of me!
It was the first time I felt her body temperature. It turned out that her hands were warm. Holding her hands was like soaking in warm spring water in the cold winter, which made every pore of my body feel comfortable.
At that time, I thought, if I can hold her hand for a lifetime, maybe everything is not important to me.
When I was young, I didn't just grow old together, but I always felt that in this life, maybe there would be no one person who could surpass her in my heart.
The wind in spring is sweet, the sun is soft, and even the calls of noisy bugs are so beautiful at this moment.
"We're going to find some firewood for the fire." She turned slightly to look at me.
"Okay." I replied without thinking.She actually took the initiative to speak to me.
But she looked at me and didn't move. This knowledge made my throat jump to my heart's eye (you read that right, and I wrote it right, poof~).
But her eyes met our clasped hands.
I immediately let go, and said with some embarrassment: "I'll go find it with you."
She nodded slightly and didn't speak again.But I followed her all the time, wherever she picked up firewood, I followed her to pick up firewood.But he didn't notice that a snake that just woke up from hibernation was also among them.
If someone asked me, I would definitely answer that being bitten by a snake really hurts.It left two blood marks on my tiger's mouth and quickly pulled away.
At that time, I thought, maybe my life has come to this day.She was the last person I saw, and she seemed to be fine.
However, Duan Hongchen used a very fast speed to take a branch and strangle the snake three inches away. No matter how the snake twisted its body, it was just fighting a trapped beast.
She took out a small dagger from the bag and quickly cut off the snake's head.I have never seen a girl kill a living thing, not even a chicken or a duck.But her movements are so skillful, people feel that she seems to have contacted countless times, and the splashed green blood did not stain her at all.
She turned to me and asked, "Did you get bitten?"
I shook my head and nodded again.Eye sockets are a little wet, I really thought my life could only go so far.
But she said, "This snake is not poisonous."
I watched her pull out a few grasses randomly from the grass, cleaned them and pasted them on my hands, then wrapped my hands with a white handkerchief, and said, "You can go home now, it's best to go home Check out the hospital."
I asked, "Then I won't die?"
"No, but it's best to go to the hospital and bandage it."
"It's okay with me, besides, I can't go back alone in this place now, I'll wait for you." I smiled, it's good that I don't have to die.
She looked at the snake on the ground again, as if she remembered something, she attached herself to pick up the snake that was as thick as my right arm, and said to herself, "I almost forgot what snake meat tastes like."
I heard her voice seemed to come from another time and space, so distant and ethereal, I said: "Then let's eat snake meat together?"
I have never eaten snake meat, and I never imagined that I would one day cook snake meat with her in the open fire.There are also a lot of food in my backpack that I prepared when I came here, all of which I like to eat on weekdays, but nothing is more tempting than grilling snake meat with her.
In fact, it was said that she baked with her, but she actually did it alone.If I hadn't known her birth, I would have doubted whether she lived in such a wild forest. All her movements are orderly and have a natural elegance.It turns out that a person's nobility really comes out from the bottom of her heart, no matter what she is doing, it will make people feel pleasing to the eye.
She moved very quickly, and within half an hour the snake meat was roasted to a golden brown. The aroma of the roasted meat lingered around the tip of my nose, making my index finger move.
In fact, the meat was not as delicious as imagined. It had no taste at all, and it would not be an exaggeration to say that the meat was tasteless.But I ate it with relish, and I never ate the snake meat in my memory after that.
But she ate like a feast of thoughts, every chewing movement seemed to be recalling and missing.
A beautiful bird landed on the side, with a pair of small round eyes like mung beans looking at the flesh on our hands, and tilted its head, its movements were funny and cute.
I gently passed some meat over, but it flew away instead.Not long after, it flew back again, looking at the flesh on my hand with greedy eyes.
"Stupid bird, don't let it eat!" I teased that stupid bird while eating.
It seems to finally know why so many people like spring so much, it turns out that spring is so beautiful.But I didn't pay attention. At that time, something in my heart had slowly germinated this spring.
After the two of us finished eating, she handled the scene, and then walked back with me.
The students were eating while chatting. The lunch boxes were undoubtedly brought by them from home, and all kinds of food could be seen to be carefully prepared.
I glanced at Duan Hongchen who was walking past silently, her family should have prepared a lot of delicious food for her, right?But why does she want to live in the wild and eat snake meat?
"Hmph, they pulled [-] to [-] yuan all day, it seems that their family is so rich."
"That is, no one in this school has any family background, only she looks like that."
The words of these discussions reached my ears, making me feel that the noise of these people is more hateful than the flies in the quiet night.
But they turned to me and said, "It's better to be Miss Zou. If the family has money, they won't take Joe."
I was so angry that I smiled coldly at them and said, "The reason why I don't take Joe is because you don't deserve it at all."
After I finished speaking, I held my head up in their surprised eyes and walked away.I don't know why Duan Hongchen ignores these people, but at this moment, I feel that what Duan Hongchen did is really right.Because you never know when these people will stab you in the back.
In the afternoon, we set off to the town together, and we will stay here for one night, and we will return to school early the next morning.
Spending the night in a small hotel in the town seems to be a very unbearable thing for these young masters and ladies who have been spoiled since childhood, including me naturally.
The room is small and crude, the walls have turned black and yellow due to age, and the thin gaps seem to tear the originally weak walls.And the simple two single beds in the hotel, simple toiletries, and an old-fashioned TV that kept flickering black and silently beating.
The school organized us to go out for a spring outing this time, just in the name of experiencing life. I thought I would be able to handle such a simple trip, because I could calmly deal with what happened during the day.
But looking at such a room, I find it unbearable.
I don't know who's cursing from next door agitated my eardrums.And my upbringing didn't let me express any inappropriate views on these things, but it couldn't stop me from cursing in my heart.
Looking up at Duan Hongchen, she accepted these places very calmly, without any discomfort.If it was during the daytime, I would definitely applaud her for being so calm. I think she can keep her face straight when a mountain collapses in front of her eyes, but now I think she is scary.
This kind of horror is not because of fear, but because she is so strong that I can't even look up at her.There is a thought in my heart that is angry like this, maybe all her reactions so far are not because of how good her upbringing is, but because she doesn't care about it at all.
She doesn't care about what happened to her, her situation, or everything in this world.So what does she care about?As long as a person is alive, there must be something she cares about.What is that thing in Duan Hongchen's heart?
"Let's go."
"Ah? Where are you going?" I looked at Duan Hongchen walking out inexplicably.
"I just saw that a clinic was still open, and I'll take you to see it."
"Oh, good." If Duan Hongchen hadn't reminded me, I myself would have forgotten about being bitten by a snake before.
I immediately followed up with a smile, it seems that the treatment in the small hotel is not so important.In fact, Duan Hongchen is not as difficult to contact as she seems, she also has a gentle and careful side.Maybe Duan Hongchen treats me differently from others. Thinking of this, even walking becomes more relaxed and energetic.
There was an old doctor sitting in the clinic. His thick presbyopic eyes made me doubt whether he would cure me to death due to presbyopia.
The old doctor looked at my wound and said to me in Mandarin with a strong dialect accent: "It's already been taken care of, why do you come to see me? If you come here, I can put two Band-Aids on you at most. The snake just came out of hibernation. , the damage is not very strong, and it is not poisonous. But if it is poisonous, it is estimated that you will be gone before you get here. Look at your wound, it is almost healed, so why waste time looking for me. Here it is Put on two Band-Aids and go pay and go home and sleep."
"..."
I heard a lot of babbling from the old Chinese doctor, and I summed it up in one sentence: "It's not a serious problem."
Duan Hongchen listened from the side, then nodded slowly.I didn't say anything, and I didn't express anything, but it made me feel like I was blushing.She actually cares about me, right?
When I returned to the small hotel, I was worried again. I walked through the long and dark corridor, and there were still curses coming from the rooms on both sides to complain to the school. I sighed slightly.Looking up, he saw Duan Hongchen's expression of acceptance, but he couldn't feel bored anymore.
I have been competing with Duan Hongchen since I was a child, or it is my unilateral dispute, so far there is no conclusion.But I know that I have already lost, when I was three years old.But from now on, don't lose again, otherwise even I will look down on myself.
With such an emotion, I followed Duan Hongchen into the small dark room.
But even though my heart says I want to let go, my body can't let go.I don't know if it was because I heard Duan Hongchen's even breathing next to me, my heart rate also gradually increased. On such a cold spring night, my body began to gradually heat up.
Sleepiness is not far away from me, but it seems that it has always been out of reach.I clearly heard Duan Hongchen say something in his sleep.
But what exactly was Duan Hongchen talking about at that time?This incident has haunted me for many years to come.
It is said that when people hear other people talking in their dreams, they will be very clear and have a deep memory, but the next day after waking up, they will forget what others have said in their dreams.
I have forgotten what Duan Hongchen said, but I remember when Duan Hongchen said those two words, the faint fragility in the strength, the loneliness that seemed to have been waiting for a thousand years, the depression that was enduring close to the limit, and the deep regret and undeniable love.
I never thought Duan Hongchen was a heartless person, but I never knew that she was such a passionate person.What kind of unforgettable memory does a person have to experience to show such sad emotions in sleep and unconsciousness?
At that time, Duan Hongchen was just like me, a 13-year-old girl who was supposed to be rebellious, beautiful, lively, innocent, imaginative and slightly sad.
I think, for Duan Hongchen, and her heart wrapped in layers, is the depth that I will never be able to reach.
Then time passed, and I still tried my best to catch up with Duan Hongchen. I wanted what she had, and I even bought a house near her home.
Standing behind her with such an identity as an enemy and a friend, watching more and more suitors gather around her, but they can only return in a big defeat every time.And those who are still persisting, none of them can really get close to her.I was happy, excited, sweet, expecting, and pretending to be passionate, as if I would really be the relatively important person in Duan Hongchen's life, which was unmatched by others.
Occasionally, I would invite Duan Hongchen to dinner, compete with her for some clients, and cooperate with her on some projects.Never blushed, but never entered her heart.I thought that Duan Hongchen would never really care about anyone in his life, nor would he really fall in love with anyone.
But later, I found out that I was wrong too much.Duan Hongchen stabbed everyone around him, but he only gave the softest spot to another person.That person's name is Mengmeng.
Everyone knows that Duan Hongchen doesn't like people coming to her house, and doesn't like people touching her things casually, so up to now, her house doesn't even have a nanny.Duan Hongchen's home alone, I'm afraid even the old man of the Duan family has never entered it!
I think, apart from Duan Hongchen's special assistant, I'm the only one who goes to her house the most.
But this time, the person who opened the door was a complete stranger.I had to try my best to hide my surprise and looked this woman up and down.
Her dress is very casual and homely, more like a hostess who is planning to live here for a long time than a part-time worker.In fact, she is quite beautiful, with a plain face facing the sky, but she is not bad at all, and her eyes are moving brightly, which are very bright.As soon as she saw me, she gave me a big smiling face, as bright as a flower blooming in spring.But I couldn't smile at her.It seems that there is a sense of crisis that something important that I have kept for many years will not belong to me soon.
I tried my best to tell myself that maybe it was because Duan Hongchen was too busy during this time, so I specially hired a nanny.
I asked her to go to the kitchen to make some delicious food, she was slightly surprised but went to the kitchen anyway.
But this time is enough for me to take a good look at Duan Hongchen's house.It seems that some expensive antiques are missing.Duan Hongchen likes antiques, and has a lot of insights about them. All the antiques she collects are very precious.There also seemed to be some messy magazines and snacks on the table.Duan Hongchen seldom reads these magazines. She basically reads business magazines, and she hardly eats snacks.
After looking at it for a while, I saw a strange burning smell coming from the kitchen, accompanied by some black smoke slowly wafting out.Those bright eyes blinked at me and said, "You wait outside, you don't need to come and help, I can do it."
Seeing her swearing, I had no choice but to go to the living room and wait.
After more than half an hour, she finally came out with a bowl of clear water vermicelli, with no color, smell or smell.I didn't intend to eat it at first, but I saw her bright eyes flickering in anticipation, as if I couldn't say even if there was a rejection.
But I have decided that I will never eat noodles again.
He found an excuse at random and left Duan Hongchen's house in a bit of embarrassment. He wanted to find out who the woman in Duan Hongchen's house was, but found that he didn't even know her name.
I went to Duan Hongchen's house again to see that woman off.Some people are born easy to get lost. This is not the first time I have seen her lost.But I offered to take her home.
Because during this period of time, she asked Duan Hongchen to go out for dinner, but she always shied away, as if there was always something important that she had to do.
I heard some faint hostility in her words along the way, but I felt a lot more relieved.She is hostile to me, does it prove that I am a threat to her?
But this feeling didn't last long.Because it didn't take long for the confidence I had just built to be shattered by the scene in front of me.
It was the first time I saw Duan Hongchen treat a person so tenderly, as if that person was her whole world, and all people and everything were so insignificant compared to that person.Duan Hongchen looked at her tenderly, spoke softly, and served her food gently.
Maybe she didn't know Duan Hongchen for a long time, so she didn't know Duan Hongchen well.But I do know that Duan Hongchen has never treated a person with such care in the past 20 years, as if her life bloomed because of this.
But Meng Xiaojia, she has an ordinary life, an ordinary family, and an ordinary experience, everything about her is so ordinary, even she almost got married!Why can she attract Duan Hongchen's attention?why it's not me?Why didn't I always follow Duan Hongchen and grow up with her?
I can't just sit idly by, otherwise the things I have guarded for so many years will be snatched away by an airborne person!
I squeezed the paper in my hand tightly, crumpled up the materials, and threw them into the trash can!
In fact, I don't even know when I fell in love with Duan Hongchen, maybe it started when I saw Duan Hongchen for the first time, maybe it started when I had frequent contact with her, but I know that since I was a child, my eyes have always been Locked on her, she will not escape my eyes even a tiny movement at will.
Feeling unacceptable, going deeper.
I think, in my life, I will only fall in love with such one and only person.When I watched Duan Hongchen reject her admirer mercilessly, I once tentatively asked her why she didn't try to accept a relationship.
What she replied to me at the time was that she could no longer accept any relationship, because her relationship had been hollowed out, so she would not fall in love with anyone again.So I decided, as long as I can stay by her side, it's fine, don't make noise, be quiet, when she is sad and turn around, I will find that there is such a person who is always by her side, no matter what, she will never leave.
And what is this person?
I poured myself a full glass of the red liquid, shook it under the light, and tasted it.
By the way, Hong Chen seems to always call Meng Xiaojia "Cute".
"Mengmeng." There was a sarcastic smile on the corner of my mouth.I finally remembered, that night more than ten years ago, the name Duan Hongchen called in his dreams was just these two words.
"Cute."
"Now, you have to develop business with the American MLHR company." The majestic man in front of me spoke to me in an emotionless tone.
"What if I say no, my dear father?"
"Then you promise to marry the Yan family."
I laughed lightly, poured the bright red wine in my hand, and said, "Father, do you still use commercial marriage in this day and age?"
"This is the most trouble-free move for me." He said: "The recent investment results of our Zou family have not been good."
"That's not what I asked for, Father."
"What good does it do you if the Zou family goes bankrupt? You have acted recklessly all these years, disregarding the road I paved for you. Do you think I will let you continue like this? You are my daughter, what do I ask you to do? You must Do it, my Zou family will not keep useless people." My father, the head of the Zou family who never allowed others to disobey him, was arbitrary.
"Don't think that I won't drive you out of Zou's house. Do you think that after leaving Zou's house, can you still pursue what you want like before?"
I watched my father shake his sleeves vigorously and leave, his back was as determined as she had thrown away my mother back then.
I looked at my pale face under the heavy makeup in the mirror, and knew that my courage was successfully shattered by my father's words.If I leave the Zou family, I will no longer be able to stand beside Duan Hongchen and look at her.
Maybe leaving is the best option.
I always thought that I would be very strong, and I could not care about anything except Duan Hongchen, but then I found that I was so cowardly, and I was afraid of so many things. Like a little girl who is startled by a snake, once there is any crisis, she will lose the ability to respond and shrink back.
But I will do a good job in this line in the United States, and I will return to China after I succeed.
When I left, I was so naive, hoping that when I came back, I could see Duan Hongchen living alone as before.
But a phone call from that woman Zhou Yunya disturbed me.
That woman Zhou Yunya has always hated Duan Hongchen.I know she is jealous, what she is jealous of is that the woman her dear brother loves the most is Duan Hongchen.How ridiculous this thing is, she actually loves her own brother deeply.
"You can love Duan Hongchen who is the same gender as you, why can't I love my half-brother? If love can find a reason, why would you still love? If love can be easily withdrawn, why would you still love?" Pain? If love can’t be fought for, why is it still called love? Zou Bisi, if you don’t even understand this point, how dare you say you love Duan Hongchen?”
Every word Zhou Yunya said was like an awl, piercing deeply into my heart.If love can give up easily, is that called true love?
I thought over Zhou Yunya's words over and over again, but the answer on my mouth was completely opposite: "Zhou Yunya, I'm not you, there are some things that you can't grab even if you forcefully grab them."
Zhou Yunya on the other end of the phone sneered slightly and said, "Zou Biesi, I didn't expect you to be such a selfless person? I really didn't expect it."
Listening to the busy tone on the other end of the phone, I still didn't respond.Duan Hongchen and Meng Xiaojia, it turns out that there really is such a thing.
I looked at the photos that Zhou Yunya sent me, looked at the pampering in Duan Hongchen's eyes, and the jealousy that I had suppressed so much finally burst out.
I'm not that selfless, how could I make Duan Hongchen fall in love with other women, how could I let Duan Hongchen join hands with other women for a lifetime?Duan Hongchen should belong to me alone, and she should belong to me alone!
I sent that photo to Mr. Duan without much hesitation.They will only be separated if the old man of the Duan family is personally involved.
While speeding up the contract with MLHR, I inquired about what happened in China.
Sure enough, not long after, Zhou Chengyu called me. She told me that Duan Hongchen was put under house arrest by Mr. Duan because he refused to leave with Meng Xiaojia.Father Duan also threatened Duan Hongchen that if he didn't cut off contact with Meng Xiaojia, he would cut off the father-daughter relationship.
I think, at least when it comes to treating my father, Duan Hongchen and I are in sync.We all have an arbitrary father who likes to threaten our father by severing ties. Duan Hongchen and I are also considered to be the same people who have fallen in the end of the world, right?Look, Duan Hongchen also flinched under his father's threat.
I don't know why, but when I heard about this, I was in such a good mood.Because this might mean that Duan Hongchen didn't like that woman named Meng Xiaojia that much, right?
I looked at the wedding invitations of Yan Junwang and Gong Zhu on the table, and smiled slightly.
The contract with MLHR has been negotiated, and I should be able to return to China after signing the contract tomorrow.For the marriage between the Yan family and the Gong family, Mr. Duan will definitely bring Duan Hongchen with him.
As soon as I got off the plane, I hurried to the wedding venue before I could get jet lagged.I'm a little over half an hour late, so it shouldn't be a big deal.
But as soon as I arrived, I saw that scene.Duan Hongchen was surrounded by a group of people, they were all listening carefully to the bride and groom on the stage, the chandelier on their heads was crumbling, but Duan Hongchen couldn't get out of the crowd.
I froze on the spot and didn't move, but I saw Meng Xiaojia rushed over desperately and pressed Duan Hongchen under her body.
Looking at the figure of Duan Hongchen holding Meng Xiaojia anxiously leaving, my whole body seemed to have fallen into an ice cellar.It turned out that no matter how hard I tried to change myself, I was still the same me, the one who would be stunned or shrink back when faced with any crisis.I can't even compare to that person who always looks stupid. I didn't rush up when I saw the lamp fall.
So, Duan Hongchen wouldn't choose me, right?So people like me don't deserve her love, right?
Such a person stood outside laughing, squatting on the ground and laughing loudly, I laughed at myself for being so self-righteous, but felt the tears rolling down my face, which scalded my bright red evening dress.
In this game with Meng Xiaojia, I lost before I even made a move. I lost my fortune, lost all my persistence and perseverance in the past 20 years, and lost my qualification to continue to love Duan Hongchen.
I don't know how long I've been sitting on the ground, I know when I get up no one will know that I've cried.
I went to the hospital with Mr. Duan's car. Meng Xiaojia's head had been bandaged, but she was still unconscious.
What old man Duan said to Duan Hongchen was still decisive: "I said, I told you to cut off contact with this woman. She saved you this time, and she will definitely use it as a threat in the future."
Duan Hongchen held Meng Xiaojia's hand tightly, but a pair of beautiful eyes showed a tinge of scarlet: "I would rather she threaten me, as long as she stays with me. If she is willing to wake up, no matter what she does to me, I will accept it." .Dad, do you know how to love? Or has your heart been paralyzed by money and power for so many years?"
"You! Do you still think I'm your father!" Old Man Duan was obviously very excited.
Duan Hongchen stretched out an index finger and put it in front of his lips, making a gesture of whispering, signaling Old Man Duan to speak in a low voice.She said: "I will let you put me under house arrest for so many days when you are my father. I can't bear to come out to see her because I don't want you to be too angry, otherwise your methods can't stop me at all. But That's on the premise that I know she's fine."
"I, I want to freeze all your bank accounts and all your money." Old Man Duan's voice was unconsciously adjusted to the same volume as Duan Hongchen's.
"Dad, money is not worth a hair of hers to me. I can lose everything for her, including my life. Dad, do you remember that you once loved?"
Having said that, Duan Hongchen didn't say a word to her father anymore.And Duan Rui obviously remembered some old things because of his daughter's reminder, so he stopped talking.
My heart has been completely cold.Meng Xiaojia, how lucky are you to let Duan Hongchen love you without giving up everything?
Just like what Zhou Chengyu said, sometimes, you will be moved by the love of others
Duan Hongchen may never know that since we first met when we were three years old, she is like a beautiful snowflake falling from the sky, leaving an eternal mark on my heart.
My childhood memories are like a black and white silent movie, vague and unreal, always separated by a layer of glass.
I isolated all the children around me, and watched them laughing, crying, and fighting together alone, and I was out of tune with these children.
Maybe children always have such a psychology that they don't want to be ignored, so they are very used to come and tease me, especially those naughty boys, who like to pull my hair, take away my toys, and put those disgusting bugs into my desk.
I have always been patient with these, because there is no one around who can make me act like a baby, even if I cry, it will not help.Children always have a natural acuity for what to do to attract the attention of adults.
Until one day, I finally couldn't bear it anymore.Those naughty children put the snake that had been broken into two sections on my table, and the snake's tail was still slowly twisting into a twisted posture without giving up.I couldn't help crying out with a "wow".
This crying vented all the grievances he had suffered in the past few days.Crying so much that he didn't care, it was dark.But I have never regretted that faceless cry, because at that time, she stood in front of me and protected me with a big sister's attitude.
I saw her calmly push the two snakes away, then looked at the mischievous boys with cold eyes, and finally said: "If bullying people who are weaker than you makes you happy, it only proves that you are weaker." That is the most vivid sentence in my memory.
The little children didn't understand what Duan Hongchen meant by trying to simplify his words, but they hated being called weak by others, so a few boys came over to teach Duan Hongchen some lessons.
It was the first time I saw a child who could dodge the attacks of so many boys so flexibly, and it was also very easy.
These things are so funny when I think about them now, but at that time, her figure made me feel like she was an angel sent from heaven, giving me the most important beam of sunshine in my life.
In the years since then, the scriptures have changed because of her.
The Duan family and the Zou family have a very strange relationship.Restricting each other and competing but making friends.From then on, I began to like to participate in such and other activities, because every time there was an activity, the quiet and alienated figure of Duan Hongchen would definitely appear.
She isolates herself from the world, which always makes people feel like looking at flowers in the fog and looking at the moon in the water.But I want to get close to her, and if I don't get close, I will feel happy, very happy.
This state continued until we were in elementary school.
Sometimes even I don't know why, the memory of Duan Hongchen is so clear bit by bit.The younger she was, the clearer she was, and I could quickly capture every tiny movement of her.
Due to the relationship between the two families, Duan Hongchen and I went to the same elementary school.I used to always feel that I should not live in a big family like the Zou family, because those annoying uncles and aunts would look at my mother and me with contempt, so that every time I saw my mother drooping When I cry, I will resent those indifferent relatives.
But now, I am extremely grateful that I was born in such a family that is comparable to Duan Hongchen, because only in this way can I go to the same school, buy the same items, and learn the same things as her.
When I was a child, I never understood why Duan Hongchen was out of tune with everyone around him.
At the beginning, I always liked to stick to her, wherever she went, I would go there.But, later on, I found that no matter how much I follow Duan Hongchen, I won't get too much favor from her.So I started to fight her.
I will grab everything she wants. If she gets the first place in the exam, I will try to surpass her; if she learns the piano, I will play better than her; more expensive.
But why, no matter I am in front of her or behind her, no matter how I turn around her, her eyes will not linger on me.
Her gaze was like a pool of still lake water, deep and peaceful, sliding across gently without leaving any traces.Whether she succeeds or fails, she never loses her composure because of it, and the expression on her face is always pitiful.
When I was a child, I didn't know what attachment is, but I still exhausted all the attachments in my life for her.
When we were in junior high school, the school organized us to go on a spring outing together.The sun was warm and bright that day, and it is the temperature that I still remember deeply.
The teacher asked the two of us to walk together holding hands.At that time, I was still thinking, did the teacher treat us as kindergarten children, and let us walk hand in hand?
But when I saw her standing alone, I suddenly felt my heart beat faster.She has no friends, and she never initiates a conversation with anyone. Does that mean that no one shakes hands with her?
At that time, even I didn't know the reason why my heart beat faster every time I approached her, but I felt that this spring was already like summer, which made my blood boil all over my body.
I walked up to her, looked at her pretty face like a doll and asked, "How about we go as a team?"
She glanced at me lightly, like a feather gliding past my slightly trembling heart, and then she slightly parted her thin lips and said, "Okay."
Delight, surprise, ecstasy!But I calmly suppressed myself and didn't let myself lose my composure in front of her.I know that she must not like such a noisy child.
I gently pulled her hand, I thought that a person like her would hate being touched by others, but she didn't get rid of me!
It was the first time I felt her body temperature. It turned out that her hands were warm. Holding her hands was like soaking in warm spring water in the cold winter, which made every pore of my body feel comfortable.
At that time, I thought, if I can hold her hand for a lifetime, maybe everything is not important to me.
When I was young, I didn't just grow old together, but I always felt that in this life, maybe there would be no one person who could surpass her in my heart.
The wind in spring is sweet, the sun is soft, and even the calls of noisy bugs are so beautiful at this moment.
"We're going to find some firewood for the fire." She turned slightly to look at me.
"Okay." I replied without thinking.She actually took the initiative to speak to me.
But she looked at me and didn't move. This knowledge made my throat jump to my heart's eye (you read that right, and I wrote it right, poof~).
But her eyes met our clasped hands.
I immediately let go, and said with some embarrassment: "I'll go find it with you."
She nodded slightly and didn't speak again.But I followed her all the time, wherever she picked up firewood, I followed her to pick up firewood.But he didn't notice that a snake that just woke up from hibernation was also among them.
If someone asked me, I would definitely answer that being bitten by a snake really hurts.It left two blood marks on my tiger's mouth and quickly pulled away.
At that time, I thought, maybe my life has come to this day.She was the last person I saw, and she seemed to be fine.
However, Duan Hongchen used a very fast speed to take a branch and strangle the snake three inches away. No matter how the snake twisted its body, it was just fighting a trapped beast.
She took out a small dagger from the bag and quickly cut off the snake's head.I have never seen a girl kill a living thing, not even a chicken or a duck.But her movements are so skillful, people feel that she seems to have contacted countless times, and the splashed green blood did not stain her at all.
She turned to me and asked, "Did you get bitten?"
I shook my head and nodded again.Eye sockets are a little wet, I really thought my life could only go so far.
But she said, "This snake is not poisonous."
I watched her pull out a few grasses randomly from the grass, cleaned them and pasted them on my hands, then wrapped my hands with a white handkerchief, and said, "You can go home now, it's best to go home Check out the hospital."
I asked, "Then I won't die?"
"No, but it's best to go to the hospital and bandage it."
"It's okay with me, besides, I can't go back alone in this place now, I'll wait for you." I smiled, it's good that I don't have to die.
She looked at the snake on the ground again, as if she remembered something, she attached herself to pick up the snake that was as thick as my right arm, and said to herself, "I almost forgot what snake meat tastes like."
I heard her voice seemed to come from another time and space, so distant and ethereal, I said: "Then let's eat snake meat together?"
I have never eaten snake meat, and I never imagined that I would one day cook snake meat with her in the open fire.There are also a lot of food in my backpack that I prepared when I came here, all of which I like to eat on weekdays, but nothing is more tempting than grilling snake meat with her.
In fact, it was said that she baked with her, but she actually did it alone.If I hadn't known her birth, I would have doubted whether she lived in such a wild forest. All her movements are orderly and have a natural elegance.It turns out that a person's nobility really comes out from the bottom of her heart, no matter what she is doing, it will make people feel pleasing to the eye.
She moved very quickly, and within half an hour the snake meat was roasted to a golden brown. The aroma of the roasted meat lingered around the tip of my nose, making my index finger move.
In fact, the meat was not as delicious as imagined. It had no taste at all, and it would not be an exaggeration to say that the meat was tasteless.But I ate it with relish, and I never ate the snake meat in my memory after that.
But she ate like a feast of thoughts, every chewing movement seemed to be recalling and missing.
A beautiful bird landed on the side, with a pair of small round eyes like mung beans looking at the flesh on our hands, and tilted its head, its movements were funny and cute.
I gently passed some meat over, but it flew away instead.Not long after, it flew back again, looking at the flesh on my hand with greedy eyes.
"Stupid bird, don't let it eat!" I teased that stupid bird while eating.
It seems to finally know why so many people like spring so much, it turns out that spring is so beautiful.But I didn't pay attention. At that time, something in my heart had slowly germinated this spring.
After the two of us finished eating, she handled the scene, and then walked back with me.
The students were eating while chatting. The lunch boxes were undoubtedly brought by them from home, and all kinds of food could be seen to be carefully prepared.
I glanced at Duan Hongchen who was walking past silently, her family should have prepared a lot of delicious food for her, right?But why does she want to live in the wild and eat snake meat?
"Hmph, they pulled [-] to [-] yuan all day, it seems that their family is so rich."
"That is, no one in this school has any family background, only she looks like that."
The words of these discussions reached my ears, making me feel that the noise of these people is more hateful than the flies in the quiet night.
But they turned to me and said, "It's better to be Miss Zou. If the family has money, they won't take Joe."
I was so angry that I smiled coldly at them and said, "The reason why I don't take Joe is because you don't deserve it at all."
After I finished speaking, I held my head up in their surprised eyes and walked away.I don't know why Duan Hongchen ignores these people, but at this moment, I feel that what Duan Hongchen did is really right.Because you never know when these people will stab you in the back.
In the afternoon, we set off to the town together, and we will stay here for one night, and we will return to school early the next morning.
Spending the night in a small hotel in the town seems to be a very unbearable thing for these young masters and ladies who have been spoiled since childhood, including me naturally.
The room is small and crude, the walls have turned black and yellow due to age, and the thin gaps seem to tear the originally weak walls.And the simple two single beds in the hotel, simple toiletries, and an old-fashioned TV that kept flickering black and silently beating.
The school organized us to go out for a spring outing this time, just in the name of experiencing life. I thought I would be able to handle such a simple trip, because I could calmly deal with what happened during the day.
But looking at such a room, I find it unbearable.
I don't know who's cursing from next door agitated my eardrums.And my upbringing didn't let me express any inappropriate views on these things, but it couldn't stop me from cursing in my heart.
Looking up at Duan Hongchen, she accepted these places very calmly, without any discomfort.If it was during the daytime, I would definitely applaud her for being so calm. I think she can keep her face straight when a mountain collapses in front of her eyes, but now I think she is scary.
This kind of horror is not because of fear, but because she is so strong that I can't even look up at her.There is a thought in my heart that is angry like this, maybe all her reactions so far are not because of how good her upbringing is, but because she doesn't care about it at all.
She doesn't care about what happened to her, her situation, or everything in this world.So what does she care about?As long as a person is alive, there must be something she cares about.What is that thing in Duan Hongchen's heart?
"Let's go."
"Ah? Where are you going?" I looked at Duan Hongchen walking out inexplicably.
"I just saw that a clinic was still open, and I'll take you to see it."
"Oh, good." If Duan Hongchen hadn't reminded me, I myself would have forgotten about being bitten by a snake before.
I immediately followed up with a smile, it seems that the treatment in the small hotel is not so important.In fact, Duan Hongchen is not as difficult to contact as she seems, she also has a gentle and careful side.Maybe Duan Hongchen treats me differently from others. Thinking of this, even walking becomes more relaxed and energetic.
There was an old doctor sitting in the clinic. His thick presbyopic eyes made me doubt whether he would cure me to death due to presbyopia.
The old doctor looked at my wound and said to me in Mandarin with a strong dialect accent: "It's already been taken care of, why do you come to see me? If you come here, I can put two Band-Aids on you at most. The snake just came out of hibernation. , the damage is not very strong, and it is not poisonous. But if it is poisonous, it is estimated that you will be gone before you get here. Look at your wound, it is almost healed, so why waste time looking for me. Here it is Put on two Band-Aids and go pay and go home and sleep."
"..."
I heard a lot of babbling from the old Chinese doctor, and I summed it up in one sentence: "It's not a serious problem."
Duan Hongchen listened from the side, then nodded slowly.I didn't say anything, and I didn't express anything, but it made me feel like I was blushing.She actually cares about me, right?
When I returned to the small hotel, I was worried again. I walked through the long and dark corridor, and there were still curses coming from the rooms on both sides to complain to the school. I sighed slightly.Looking up, he saw Duan Hongchen's expression of acceptance, but he couldn't feel bored anymore.
I have been competing with Duan Hongchen since I was a child, or it is my unilateral dispute, so far there is no conclusion.But I know that I have already lost, when I was three years old.But from now on, don't lose again, otherwise even I will look down on myself.
With such an emotion, I followed Duan Hongchen into the small dark room.
But even though my heart says I want to let go, my body can't let go.I don't know if it was because I heard Duan Hongchen's even breathing next to me, my heart rate also gradually increased. On such a cold spring night, my body began to gradually heat up.
Sleepiness is not far away from me, but it seems that it has always been out of reach.I clearly heard Duan Hongchen say something in his sleep.
But what exactly was Duan Hongchen talking about at that time?This incident has haunted me for many years to come.
It is said that when people hear other people talking in their dreams, they will be very clear and have a deep memory, but the next day after waking up, they will forget what others have said in their dreams.
I have forgotten what Duan Hongchen said, but I remember when Duan Hongchen said those two words, the faint fragility in the strength, the loneliness that seemed to have been waiting for a thousand years, the depression that was enduring close to the limit, and the deep regret and undeniable love.
I never thought Duan Hongchen was a heartless person, but I never knew that she was such a passionate person.What kind of unforgettable memory does a person have to experience to show such sad emotions in sleep and unconsciousness?
At that time, Duan Hongchen was just like me, a 13-year-old girl who was supposed to be rebellious, beautiful, lively, innocent, imaginative and slightly sad.
I think, for Duan Hongchen, and her heart wrapped in layers, is the depth that I will never be able to reach.
Then time passed, and I still tried my best to catch up with Duan Hongchen. I wanted what she had, and I even bought a house near her home.
Standing behind her with such an identity as an enemy and a friend, watching more and more suitors gather around her, but they can only return in a big defeat every time.And those who are still persisting, none of them can really get close to her.I was happy, excited, sweet, expecting, and pretending to be passionate, as if I would really be the relatively important person in Duan Hongchen's life, which was unmatched by others.
Occasionally, I would invite Duan Hongchen to dinner, compete with her for some clients, and cooperate with her on some projects.Never blushed, but never entered her heart.I thought that Duan Hongchen would never really care about anyone in his life, nor would he really fall in love with anyone.
But later, I found out that I was wrong too much.Duan Hongchen stabbed everyone around him, but he only gave the softest spot to another person.That person's name is Mengmeng.
Everyone knows that Duan Hongchen doesn't like people coming to her house, and doesn't like people touching her things casually, so up to now, her house doesn't even have a nanny.Duan Hongchen's home alone, I'm afraid even the old man of the Duan family has never entered it!
I think, apart from Duan Hongchen's special assistant, I'm the only one who goes to her house the most.
But this time, the person who opened the door was a complete stranger.I had to try my best to hide my surprise and looked this woman up and down.
Her dress is very casual and homely, more like a hostess who is planning to live here for a long time than a part-time worker.In fact, she is quite beautiful, with a plain face facing the sky, but she is not bad at all, and her eyes are moving brightly, which are very bright.As soon as she saw me, she gave me a big smiling face, as bright as a flower blooming in spring.But I couldn't smile at her.It seems that there is a sense of crisis that something important that I have kept for many years will not belong to me soon.
I tried my best to tell myself that maybe it was because Duan Hongchen was too busy during this time, so I specially hired a nanny.
I asked her to go to the kitchen to make some delicious food, she was slightly surprised but went to the kitchen anyway.
But this time is enough for me to take a good look at Duan Hongchen's house.It seems that some expensive antiques are missing.Duan Hongchen likes antiques, and has a lot of insights about them. All the antiques she collects are very precious.There also seemed to be some messy magazines and snacks on the table.Duan Hongchen seldom reads these magazines. She basically reads business magazines, and she hardly eats snacks.
After looking at it for a while, I saw a strange burning smell coming from the kitchen, accompanied by some black smoke slowly wafting out.Those bright eyes blinked at me and said, "You wait outside, you don't need to come and help, I can do it."
Seeing her swearing, I had no choice but to go to the living room and wait.
After more than half an hour, she finally came out with a bowl of clear water vermicelli, with no color, smell or smell.I didn't intend to eat it at first, but I saw her bright eyes flickering in anticipation, as if I couldn't say even if there was a rejection.
But I have decided that I will never eat noodles again.
He found an excuse at random and left Duan Hongchen's house in a bit of embarrassment. He wanted to find out who the woman in Duan Hongchen's house was, but found that he didn't even know her name.
I went to Duan Hongchen's house again to see that woman off.Some people are born easy to get lost. This is not the first time I have seen her lost.But I offered to take her home.
Because during this period of time, she asked Duan Hongchen to go out for dinner, but she always shied away, as if there was always something important that she had to do.
I heard some faint hostility in her words along the way, but I felt a lot more relieved.She is hostile to me, does it prove that I am a threat to her?
But this feeling didn't last long.Because it didn't take long for the confidence I had just built to be shattered by the scene in front of me.
It was the first time I saw Duan Hongchen treat a person so tenderly, as if that person was her whole world, and all people and everything were so insignificant compared to that person.Duan Hongchen looked at her tenderly, spoke softly, and served her food gently.
Maybe she didn't know Duan Hongchen for a long time, so she didn't know Duan Hongchen well.But I do know that Duan Hongchen has never treated a person with such care in the past 20 years, as if her life bloomed because of this.
But Meng Xiaojia, she has an ordinary life, an ordinary family, and an ordinary experience, everything about her is so ordinary, even she almost got married!Why can she attract Duan Hongchen's attention?why it's not me?Why didn't I always follow Duan Hongchen and grow up with her?
I can't just sit idly by, otherwise the things I have guarded for so many years will be snatched away by an airborne person!
I squeezed the paper in my hand tightly, crumpled up the materials, and threw them into the trash can!
In fact, I don't even know when I fell in love with Duan Hongchen, maybe it started when I saw Duan Hongchen for the first time, maybe it started when I had frequent contact with her, but I know that since I was a child, my eyes have always been Locked on her, she will not escape my eyes even a tiny movement at will.
Feeling unacceptable, going deeper.
I think, in my life, I will only fall in love with such one and only person.When I watched Duan Hongchen reject her admirer mercilessly, I once tentatively asked her why she didn't try to accept a relationship.
What she replied to me at the time was that she could no longer accept any relationship, because her relationship had been hollowed out, so she would not fall in love with anyone again.So I decided, as long as I can stay by her side, it's fine, don't make noise, be quiet, when she is sad and turn around, I will find that there is such a person who is always by her side, no matter what, she will never leave.
And what is this person?
I poured myself a full glass of the red liquid, shook it under the light, and tasted it.
By the way, Hong Chen seems to always call Meng Xiaojia "Cute".
"Mengmeng." There was a sarcastic smile on the corner of my mouth.I finally remembered, that night more than ten years ago, the name Duan Hongchen called in his dreams was just these two words.
"Cute."
"Now, you have to develop business with the American MLHR company." The majestic man in front of me spoke to me in an emotionless tone.
"What if I say no, my dear father?"
"Then you promise to marry the Yan family."
I laughed lightly, poured the bright red wine in my hand, and said, "Father, do you still use commercial marriage in this day and age?"
"This is the most trouble-free move for me." He said: "The recent investment results of our Zou family have not been good."
"That's not what I asked for, Father."
"What good does it do you if the Zou family goes bankrupt? You have acted recklessly all these years, disregarding the road I paved for you. Do you think I will let you continue like this? You are my daughter, what do I ask you to do? You must Do it, my Zou family will not keep useless people." My father, the head of the Zou family who never allowed others to disobey him, was arbitrary.
"Don't think that I won't drive you out of Zou's house. Do you think that after leaving Zou's house, can you still pursue what you want like before?"
I watched my father shake his sleeves vigorously and leave, his back was as determined as she had thrown away my mother back then.
I looked at my pale face under the heavy makeup in the mirror, and knew that my courage was successfully shattered by my father's words.If I leave the Zou family, I will no longer be able to stand beside Duan Hongchen and look at her.
Maybe leaving is the best option.
I always thought that I would be very strong, and I could not care about anything except Duan Hongchen, but then I found that I was so cowardly, and I was afraid of so many things. Like a little girl who is startled by a snake, once there is any crisis, she will lose the ability to respond and shrink back.
But I will do a good job in this line in the United States, and I will return to China after I succeed.
When I left, I was so naive, hoping that when I came back, I could see Duan Hongchen living alone as before.
But a phone call from that woman Zhou Yunya disturbed me.
That woman Zhou Yunya has always hated Duan Hongchen.I know she is jealous, what she is jealous of is that the woman her dear brother loves the most is Duan Hongchen.How ridiculous this thing is, she actually loves her own brother deeply.
"You can love Duan Hongchen who is the same gender as you, why can't I love my half-brother? If love can find a reason, why would you still love? If love can be easily withdrawn, why would you still love?" Pain? If love can’t be fought for, why is it still called love? Zou Bisi, if you don’t even understand this point, how dare you say you love Duan Hongchen?”
Every word Zhou Yunya said was like an awl, piercing deeply into my heart.If love can give up easily, is that called true love?
I thought over Zhou Yunya's words over and over again, but the answer on my mouth was completely opposite: "Zhou Yunya, I'm not you, there are some things that you can't grab even if you forcefully grab them."
Zhou Yunya on the other end of the phone sneered slightly and said, "Zou Biesi, I didn't expect you to be such a selfless person? I really didn't expect it."
Listening to the busy tone on the other end of the phone, I still didn't respond.Duan Hongchen and Meng Xiaojia, it turns out that there really is such a thing.
I looked at the photos that Zhou Yunya sent me, looked at the pampering in Duan Hongchen's eyes, and the jealousy that I had suppressed so much finally burst out.
I'm not that selfless, how could I make Duan Hongchen fall in love with other women, how could I let Duan Hongchen join hands with other women for a lifetime?Duan Hongchen should belong to me alone, and she should belong to me alone!
I sent that photo to Mr. Duan without much hesitation.They will only be separated if the old man of the Duan family is personally involved.
While speeding up the contract with MLHR, I inquired about what happened in China.
Sure enough, not long after, Zhou Chengyu called me. She told me that Duan Hongchen was put under house arrest by Mr. Duan because he refused to leave with Meng Xiaojia.Father Duan also threatened Duan Hongchen that if he didn't cut off contact with Meng Xiaojia, he would cut off the father-daughter relationship.
I think, at least when it comes to treating my father, Duan Hongchen and I are in sync.We all have an arbitrary father who likes to threaten our father by severing ties. Duan Hongchen and I are also considered to be the same people who have fallen in the end of the world, right?Look, Duan Hongchen also flinched under his father's threat.
I don't know why, but when I heard about this, I was in such a good mood.Because this might mean that Duan Hongchen didn't like that woman named Meng Xiaojia that much, right?
I looked at the wedding invitations of Yan Junwang and Gong Zhu on the table, and smiled slightly.
The contract with MLHR has been negotiated, and I should be able to return to China after signing the contract tomorrow.For the marriage between the Yan family and the Gong family, Mr. Duan will definitely bring Duan Hongchen with him.
As soon as I got off the plane, I hurried to the wedding venue before I could get jet lagged.I'm a little over half an hour late, so it shouldn't be a big deal.
But as soon as I arrived, I saw that scene.Duan Hongchen was surrounded by a group of people, they were all listening carefully to the bride and groom on the stage, the chandelier on their heads was crumbling, but Duan Hongchen couldn't get out of the crowd.
I froze on the spot and didn't move, but I saw Meng Xiaojia rushed over desperately and pressed Duan Hongchen under her body.
Looking at the figure of Duan Hongchen holding Meng Xiaojia anxiously leaving, my whole body seemed to have fallen into an ice cellar.It turned out that no matter how hard I tried to change myself, I was still the same me, the one who would be stunned or shrink back when faced with any crisis.I can't even compare to that person who always looks stupid. I didn't rush up when I saw the lamp fall.
So, Duan Hongchen wouldn't choose me, right?So people like me don't deserve her love, right?
Such a person stood outside laughing, squatting on the ground and laughing loudly, I laughed at myself for being so self-righteous, but felt the tears rolling down my face, which scalded my bright red evening dress.
In this game with Meng Xiaojia, I lost before I even made a move. I lost my fortune, lost all my persistence and perseverance in the past 20 years, and lost my qualification to continue to love Duan Hongchen.
I don't know how long I've been sitting on the ground, I know when I get up no one will know that I've cried.
I went to the hospital with Mr. Duan's car. Meng Xiaojia's head had been bandaged, but she was still unconscious.
What old man Duan said to Duan Hongchen was still decisive: "I said, I told you to cut off contact with this woman. She saved you this time, and she will definitely use it as a threat in the future."
Duan Hongchen held Meng Xiaojia's hand tightly, but a pair of beautiful eyes showed a tinge of scarlet: "I would rather she threaten me, as long as she stays with me. If she is willing to wake up, no matter what she does to me, I will accept it." .Dad, do you know how to love? Or has your heart been paralyzed by money and power for so many years?"
"You! Do you still think I'm your father!" Old Man Duan was obviously very excited.
Duan Hongchen stretched out an index finger and put it in front of his lips, making a gesture of whispering, signaling Old Man Duan to speak in a low voice.She said: "I will let you put me under house arrest for so many days when you are my father. I can't bear to come out to see her because I don't want you to be too angry, otherwise your methods can't stop me at all. But That's on the premise that I know she's fine."
"I, I want to freeze all your bank accounts and all your money." Old Man Duan's voice was unconsciously adjusted to the same volume as Duan Hongchen's.
"Dad, money is not worth a hair of hers to me. I can lose everything for her, including my life. Dad, do you remember that you once loved?"
Having said that, Duan Hongchen didn't say a word to her father anymore.And Duan Rui obviously remembered some old things because of his daughter's reminder, so he stopped talking.
My heart has been completely cold.Meng Xiaojia, how lucky are you to let Duan Hongchen love you without giving up everything?
Just like what Zhou Chengyu said, sometimes, you will be moved by the love of others
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