Reality is bullshit

Meng Xiaojia's brain seemed to be hit hard by something.That feeling gave Meng Xiaojia a sudden headache.

Memory is like a rapidly growing tree, occupying her entire brain.

But when I think about it carefully, I still can't seem to think of anything.

The feeling of no water flowing out even though the valve has been opened made Meng Xiaojia feel very anxious.

She was eager to use various methods to remind herself.Losing her memory seemed really important to her, so important that when she thought of her losing her memory, she felt a sense of trepidation.

Meng Xiaojia suddenly felt that when her eyes went dark, she didn't know anything.

She thought that she had been in a coma for a long time, and she even thought that when she woke up, she would be lying on a strange bed in a strange room.

But it turns out that all this is an illusion.She thought it was a long time, but in fact less than 1 minute passed.

When she opened her eyes again, that girl was still standing in front of her, and people around her had already come up to support her.

These people all looked at Meng Xiaojia with concern, and then asked, "What's wrong with you? Are you okay? Just now we saw a few punks here, did they beat you, or were you frightened?"

Meng Xiaojia shook her head slightly, but her eyes were fixed on the girl in lavender like a lilac flower standing in front of her.

"Who are you?" Meng Xiaojia eagerly wanted to know who the other party was.Why did she feel a splitting headache when she heard someone calling him, the feeling that she was about to remember but still couldn't remember anything, came to her in all directions.

A girl wearing glasses standing beside her replied, "She's a princess, and she's a doctoral student at the university next door."

The word "princess" was like a blockbuster, making Meng Xiaojia's brain buzz again.

"Do you know me?" Meng Xiaojia asked.

The younger sister looked at Meng Xiaojia indifferently.This feeling made Meng Xiaojia feel that the passage of time was extremely slow, maybe it was just that she had misunderstood the person, but even if there was only a slight possibility, she still wanted to seize this opportunity to remind herself.

These memories are really important, her subconscious told her so.

The younger sister said, "Meng Xiaojia."

"You really know me?"

This time the sister paper didn't continue to speak, but turned around.

Meng Xiaojia didn't care too much, and immediately chased after her, and said to her sister: "Hello, my name is Meng Xiaojia. But it seems that you already know this. The sex is female—you probably can see it. I don't really remember how old I am this year. About 24 to 26 years old, although many people say that I should look younger than my actual age. Girl, what's your name?"

The sister paper stopped suddenly.

Because Meng Xiaojia was walking too fast and didn't stop, she bumped into her sister's back.

"Have you forgotten me?" The younger sister turned to look at Meng Xiaojia, her eyes still very indifferent.

Meng Xiaojia said: "I had a car accident some time ago and lost my memory. But I always feel that you can remind me of something, so I wanted to come and ask. Did we know each other a long time ago? What's your name?"

"Princess."

Meng Xiaojia paused again.Princess is her name?

Only then did she say: "My surname is Gong, Palace Palace, Bamboo Bamboo."

Meng Xiaojia rubbed her head and smiled, then said, "You see how inappropriate your name is. How about it, I will call you Bamboo from now on, okay Bamboo?"

Gong Zhu was stunned for a moment, and finally left without saying a word.

"Zhuzi Zhuzi, where are you going, I'll go with you." Meng Xiaojia had completely forgotten about the appointment she had made with Guan Shanyan.

She tugged at Gong Zhu's sleeve and followed Gong Zhu closely, for fear of throwing Gong Zhu away.

A group of people behind them looked at each other.They have been Miyatake's classmates since they were graduate students.Although they are not a tutor, they often take open classes together.

Although Gong Zhu's name looks like a princess, his demeanor is that of a queen.

She never seemed to let anyone touch her, and she didn't like people touching her things.To put it simply, she has a bit of cleanliness, or anthropophobia.

This symptom is not very serious, but it has already made them choke.But the woman named Meng Xiaojia just now was able to pull Gong Zhu's sleeves. Was it true that Gong Zhu was selective in not letting others touch her?

Thinking of this, several students, especially the male students, suddenly felt sad.

After all, there is a girl who is so outstanding in appearance, figure, and IQ by her side, yet she still despises them so much.

Meng Xiaojia followed Gong Zhu all the way to her dormitory.

The dormitory in the doctor's building looks very old, and she should be older than Meng Xiaojia.But even such dilapidated houses are equipped with air conditioners.In a way, doctoral students are quite expensive.

"Why are you following me?" Gong Zhu asked Meng Xiaojia to follow him all the way, and finally couldn't help but speak.

"I just want to follow you." Meng Xiaojia laughed, and her whole face became extremely bright, like a spring flower in full bloom.

"You just want to follow me for no reason? Haven't you already lost your memory?"

"Yes, I lost my memory. But when I heard them call your name just now, I always felt like I had a little memory back. So I think if I keep following you, maybe my memory will come back."

Gong Zhu didn't speak, but let Meng Xiaojia follow her by default.

Meng Xiaojia supported her head, watching Gong Zhu read a book very quietly.She always felt that the action of reading a book seemed very suitable for Gongzhu.

Gong Zhu read like this for two hours, and Meng Xiaojia also stared at her for two hours.

"Why do you keep looking at me?"

"Because you are beautiful."

Seeing Gong Zhu put down the book, Meng Xiaojia finally asked, "Can you tell me something about our past? There is no sense of memory, and sometimes it is difficult for people to find a sense of security."

Gong Zhu didn't speak immediately, she sorted out all the things in front of her before saying: "Sometimes having memories is not necessarily a good thing. Many people suffer from memories."

"But I don't have any memory. If I suffer from memory or be happy, I hope I can decide for myself. So I want to get my memory back."

Although Meng Xiaojia has tried various methods for so long, her memory is like a dry river, unable to squeeze out any water.

There were a few times, Meng Xiaojia thought, just give up like this.

But whenever she had the idea of ​​giving up, Meng Xiaojia felt uneasiness creeping out of her heart, which made her feel that her whole heart was twisting and hurting.

"But I don't want to recall the past anymore." When Gong Zhu said it, his tone was decisive.It was as if memory was a scourge, and as long as she turned around, it would swallow her up.

Meng Xiaojia saw it.So she didn't force Gong Zhu any more.

She thought that if she followed Gong Zhu all the time, maybe she would remember many things.

Thinking of this, she suddenly felt at ease.

"By the way, I used to go to college here too, so we can be called alumni." Meng Xiaojia thought, maybe they met in college.

But Gong Zhu said calmly, "I didn't study here for my undergraduate degree."

"Oh." Meng Xiaojia lowered her head.

Gong Zhu talked to her, but Gong Zhu's expression remained very calm.Different from Duan Hongchen's detachment and indifference, Gong Zhudan seemed to see that Hongchen's heart was dead.

Just as Meng Xiaojia was about to sit down, the phone rang like death.

Meng Xiaojia took out her mobile phone and looked at it. Her hands shook, and the phone fell to the ground.

That's right, the three big characters on it are "Guan Shan Yan".Nima, she actually completely forgot about Guan Shanyan waiting for her!

If he saw Guan Shanyan, he might die a miserable death!

She very, very hoped that the phone would break if it was dropped, and then she would not be able to find an excuse for not answering the phone.

But the facts made Meng Xiaojia despair.The phone Duan Hongchen bought for her was of very good quality, nothing happened, it was still lying on the ground vibrating, twisting, and flickering.

Meng Xiaojia took two deep breaths, then lowered her head to pick up the phone, and took another two deep breaths, for fear that when she answered the phone, she would be yelled at to death by the other end of the phone.

"Hello." Meng Xiaojia tried to make her voice sound very calm.

"Meng Xiaojia! Tell me where you died! Do you know that I have been waiting for you here for two hours? My mother knows that you are a road idiot, so I will give you a little time to find your way, but you, two You can turn our school around in an hour, how stupid are you that you still can't find my old lady?"

Meng Xiaojia had expected this a long time ago, so she put the phone a foot away from her ear.Once the voice on the other side quieted down, he said, "I'll be right there, wait for me for another 10 minutes, 10 minutes!"

So before the other party could speak, Meng Xiaojia hung up the phone.

"Zhuzi, do you know the milk tea shop near the university?"

"I know." If it's an ordinary person, he shouldn't ask: Are you going to a milk tea shop?Or say more politely: Do you want me to take you there?One situation of indifference is: I just want to drink milk tea, please bring some for me.

But Gong Zhu just said two words "know" and there was no further text.

So Meng Xiaojia immediately asked: "I don't know how to get there, can you tell me?"

Gong Zhu took out a piece of paper, drew a map, and ticked off some important signs on it.

Meng Xiaojia took the note over to have a look. Fortunately, it was not far away, and it should take 10 minutes to get there.

So Meng Xiaojia said goodbye to Gong Zhu, and immediately ran to the milk tea shop to find Guan Shanyan.

When Meng Xiaojia arrived at the milk tea shop, she immediately spotted Guan Shanyan sitting there with a hostile face in the crowd.

Meng Xiaojia quickly ran over without waiting for Guan Shanyan to attack, and preemptively asked, "Do you know a girl named Gongzhu?"

The author has something to say: I get sleepy as I write. . .But there are two more chapters to cry to death. . .