revenge in the name of love

If memories are as hard as steel, should I smile or cry? If steel corrodes like memories, is this a happy city or a ruin?A lonely person will always remember everyone in his life with his heart, so I always think of you, and count my loneliness over and over again every night when the stars fall.

I have been in France for a while, and I still struggled in French at the beginning. I said sentences that I don’t know in English, but French people are often reluctant to answer in English, but fortunately, Mengzhe helped me translate some difficult sentences. What now?I can go to the street alone and bargain with the merchants.

"It's so annoying! How do you do things? These bottles are also suitable for the new perfume I have been making for a month?" I just bought pencils and drawing paper from the street, and I heard Mengzhe yelling when I entered the door.

"Okay, okay! They can't draw a design that satisfies me within three days, Lee, you know my character!" Seeing me back, she poured me a glass of water and continued to shout into the phone.

Meng Zhe hung up the phone, slumped on the sofa, and kept pressing the TV remote control.

"What's the matter? Getting so angry?" I peeled an apple and handed it to her.

"Those idiots! Little Xunxun, come and hug me, comfort my young heart." She gnawed on pingo and rushed towards me.

"Okay, okay!" I hugged her and comforted her, and glanced at the design drawings on the table, "Don't you like any of these?"

"My cerebellum is about to explode when I'm shown this..." She turned her head, buried her in my arms, and said angrily.

"Mengmeng, you should change your perfume, it smells so special!"

"Well, it smells good!" She raised her head proudly, almost hitting my chin, "This is my new perfume."

"It smells so good, it smells so natural! Does the perfume have a name?" I asked casually.

"Not yet! Does Xiao Xunxun have a good name?"

"How about Butterfly?" I picked up the banana in the fruit bowl and peeled it slowly. "Its taste can make the person who uses it beautiful and gorgeous. The brilliance after transformation is very charming."

"Butterfly?" Meng Meng kept chewing on this simple word, "Xiao Xun Xun..."

"Why this expression? I just said it casually, if you don't like it, you don't need it!" I smiled and patted her head.

"No! No!" She grabbed my shoulder and shook, "Little Xunxun! I love you so much!"

After finishing speaking, she pulled me up from the sofa and kept turning in circles.

"Stop...stop..."

"Yixun, you are amazing!" Finally, she stopped and looked at me expectantly, "Aren't you also drawing? Draw one for me!"

"What to draw?" I rubbed my head, which was about to go into eccentric motion, and asked.

"Draw the design of the perfume bottle!"

"Ah? Me?" I looked at her in surprise.

"No, no, no! Do you not love me anymore? Ah? Don't you love me?" Seeing that I didn't agree, her smile collapsed instantly, and she asked me sobbing.

"..."

"Sure enough..." She pointed at me with a fruit knife and questioned, "Which little brat seduced you! Who is it!!!"

"There is no third person here except you!" I spread my hands helplessly.

"Yixun, just help me~~~"

"Let me try, but I'm not a professional!" I couldn't resist her acting like a baby, so I had to compromise.

"Enen! I love Xiao Xunxun so much!" She held my hand and kept shaking it.

"Okay, okay, Mengmeng, stop shaking!"

"Okay, okay, let's go eat first, when we are full and have strength, let's draw slowly!"

After eating, I have been shutting myself in the studio to draw design drawings, constantly improving and designing.

I don't know when I fell asleep. When I woke up, the paintings on the table were gone.I searched anxiously, but after moving the table away, I didn't find any trace of the blueprint.

"Little Xunxun? What are you looking for?"

"I was still painting yesterday, why is it gone?" I was still looking around.

"what?"

"It's the design drawing! I can't find the design drawing of the perfume bottle you asked me to draw!"

"Oh! That! I took it!"

"But I haven't finished drawing yet..."

"It's okay, I have already sent the drawings to the manufacturer and asked them to make a sample."

"Oh..." I was stunned, "Wait! What are you talking about? You have already given the drawings to the manufacturer!"

"Yeah! What's the matter?" She ate the cherries gracefully and asked casually.

"You think my design is okay?" I widened my eyes.

"Yeah! That's the best bottle I've ever seen!"

"This is too hasty!" She is indeed Yu Zhe's younger sister, and the way the two brothers and sisters talk is simply carved out of the same mold!

"I'm very responsible for my perfume!" She raised her eyebrows and said with a smile on her face.

"Can……"

"Okay, okay! I said if I want you, I want you! Just help me!" She blinked her big watery eyes at me.

I was a little helpless, but when I thought of my work being admired by Mengmeng, there was a tinge of sweetness in my heart.I - I'm not useless.

The next day—

"Little Xunxun!"

"Ahem...cough..." I was drinking tea when Mengzhe suddenly patted my back from behind, it's no wonder I didn't cough!

"Look at you! You'll choke on even a cup of tea!"

I glared at her and continued with my breakfast.

"By the way, can you go to the company with me later?"

"Why?" I bite into my sandwich, enjoying the start of the day.

"Because... because, the sample was sent to the company today, don't you want to see your masterpiece?"

"Of course I want to!" Who doesn't want to see their design work turned into a finished product, but simply wants to see it presented in front of me.

"Let's go together!"

"Okay!"

After breakfast, I got in Mengmeng's car and drove all the way to the gate of "ELLE" headquarters.

"Candice, why is it so early today?" Jin Liang's vertical hair, slanted and straight eyebrows, slender blue eyes with sharp eyes, thin and lightly pursed lips, sharp-edged silhouette, and a slender, tall but not rough figure , like an eagle in the dark night, cold and arrogant but also domineering, exuding a strength that disdains the world in solitude.

"Lee, King called yesterday and said he wanted to see me." Mengmeng brushed her hair and said with a half-hearted smile.

"Who is this?"

"He's Burgess, who named Butterfly."

"Hello. I'm Burgess." I held out my hand to Lee.

"Hi, I'm Lee." He didn't mean to shake hands with me, but simply exchanged names.

"Lee, what do you mean, don't be unconvinced!" Mengzhe stood between me and Lee.

"Candice, he's hard on me."

"It's okay, you will be responsible for what you said today!" She squinted her eyes with a look of contempt on her face.

"Oh, really? Then I really want to take a closer look to see if it's a butterfly or just a moth!" He glanced at me and replied with a proud look on his face.

"you……"

"Mengmeng!" I tugged at the corner of her clothes.

"Humph! Let's go!"

Meng Zhe took my hand, walked into the elevator, and pressed the button for the 18th floor.

"King!" Mengmeng stretched out her hand and pushed open the door of the president's office.

"Meng Zhe, can't you knock on the door?" I was surprised by her fluent Chinese.Looking up, I saw that the man was extremely handsome, his face was like a sculpture with distinct features, and his angular face was extremely handsome.Looks like wild, but the casual revealing eyes can not be underestimated.A head of black and thick hair, under a pair of sword-shaped eyebrows is a pair of slender peach eyes, full of passion, people will fall into it if they are not careful.With a tall nose and moderately thick lips, there was a dazzling smile.

"Have I ever knocked on the door? Besides, today, I've done you a lot of face by not knocking down your door!" Mengmeng sat down on the table with an angry look on her face.

"What do you mean?" King raised his eyebrows, "Who messed with you again?"

"Isn't it just being yelled at by a dog a few times, do I need to tell you about this kind of thing?"

"Haha..." He raised his winking eyes and saw me standing at the door, "By the way, who is this?"

"This is the namer and designer of butterfly perfume."

"You are Feng Yixun? I have heard Meng Zhe say it many times, so you are her savior!" He immediately walked over and gave me a big hug, "You are different from what I imagined!"

"Hi King, this design is just based on my feeling, Mengzhe is too flattering!"

"I've seen the design drawings, and your feeling...is very good!"

"King, he's mine!" Mengmeng lazily played with the exquisite pen on King's desk, but her eyes were cold.

"Okay, let's see the samples!" Lee knocked on the unclosed door with a package.

King put his hand on my shoulder and directed me to sit next to him.

Lee had someone unpack the package, and within a minute, I saw what the work looked like.

"Not bad, very unique!" King played with the spherical bottle body and smiled at me satisfied.

"It's so beautiful!" The corners of Mengmeng's mouth rose slightly.

"Thank you!" I was a little embarrassed and kept thanking.

"Pretty is beautiful," Lee looked at the work in King's hand, "It's just too gaudy!"

"..."

"you……"

"Mengmeng, what Mr. Lee said is not unreasonable." I lost my smile. Is there anything perfect in this world?It's normal to have mixed reviews.

"Yi Xun! Do you know that there is nothing wrong with wanting to commit a crime!"

"Dream!"

"You have such a character that you will be killed by Feng..." She suddenly realized something, covered her mouth with her hands, and looked at me with distressed expression, "Yixun, I'm sorry, I'm sorry! Don't be angry!"

It's been a while since I heard his name, and it turned out that I still get stung, even if it's just someone casually mentioning it, I can't stop the heartache from spreading.

"I'm fine..." I managed to hold back a smile.

When I got home, I excused myself to be tired and went back to my room.

Looking at the dark night, there are only a few stars in the sky, trying to emit their faint light.Feng Yuqing, what are you doing now?did you miss me?Did you find me?Do you regret not wanting me?

"Yi Xun?"

"Mengmeng, what's wrong?" I hid the tears on my face.

"What happened in the morning...I'm sorry..."

"It's okay, I know you are here to help me."

"you've been drinking?"

"En." I leaned against the window, "Mengmeng, I miss him..."

"You still can't forget him?" She was not angry, but asked tentatively.

"Well, maybe as you said, my character makes me unable to forget him."

"Yi Xun..."

"These days when I came to France, I dreamed of him every night, dreaming of his smile, his tenderness, his loneliness, and his cruelty, and these are all things I can't forget!" I drank red wine With the wine in the glass, I closed my eyes and recalled the past between me and Feng Yuqing.

"..."

"I...really useless...really...useless!" I looked at the red wine glass on the window sill and smiled wryly.

That day, she knew that he was the tear he didn't want to shed; and he was the flower he lost in the end of the world.

Whether you like it or not, the passage of time can make you forget someone.

I always stare at the sadness of those homeless people who are rising and falling.Those who used to say that they would never be separated have already been scattered in the end of the world.But I always think of you unsatisfactorily. Is this the cruelest and gentlest imprisonment?The sky is getting colder, I have grown up, I have learned to smile, I have learned to be strong, I have learned not to shed tears, but I still cannot learn to forget you. ——Feng Yixun