revenge in the name of love

If we are all children, we can stay in the place of time, sit together and listen to the stories that never grow old while slowly shaking our heads.How many days have I been thinking about you all the time, and how many pages of diaries have your name.Since when, my heart has been with you!

"Doctor Qin, what's the matter?" I hurried to the information desk, and the new nurse looked at me with surprise.

"Please check for me..." Wait, what's the name of Haoyue's grandma?

"Check what?"

"Well... nothing..."

Turning around lonely, it turns out... I don't understand Haoyue so much, I keep saying that I love him, but I don't understand him at all.

Go through the corridor, take the elevator, and come to the lobby on the first floor of the hospital.Among the people with sad faces, they spotted Haoyue who had just come out of the medicine collection place at first glance.

"Haoyue!" I shouted his name excitedly, and the already quiet hospital hall became even quieter.

People looked at me, a doctor in a white coat, with strange eyes.

I didn't pay attention to my surroundings, and walked towards Haoyue.

"Doctor Qin, what's the matter?" He seemed to be in a daze, frowning as he looked at my hand holding his sleeve.

"Haoyue, I heard that your grandma is ill." I looked a little excited, "If you need help, I will do my best!"

"how do you know?"

"I..." I scratched my head, I can't say that Feng Yuqing told me, "Anyway, what, when you are busy, I can help you take care of your grandma, and you can too..."

"No need!" He rebuffed me straight away, "I will take care of my affairs myself!" After saying that, he was about to leave.

"Haoyue..." I pulled his sleeve harder.

"Get out of the way!" He narrowed his eyes and looked at me coldly, "What exactly do you want?"

"I want to help you!"

"Thank you, but you don't have to!"

"I……"

"The family members of the patient c317, please come to the operating room immediately!" The broadcast always sounded untimely.

"Grandma..." Haoyue turned pale after hearing the broadcast, and ran towards the operating room in a panic.

Looking at his anxious back, I couldn't help frowning.Haoyue!How can you not treat me that way?

"I want to see the patient information of c317." I came to the consultation office again.

"Okay!" The little nurse rummaged through the file cabinet, took out a folder and handed it to me, and said to me, "The hospital just issued a critical illness notice to her, and Dr. Hao is there to rescue her." !"

I thanked her and opened the folder.

Name: Li Guiping, age: 76 years old, illness: malignant brain tumor in advanced stage, attending physician: Hao Qingyang, patient's family member: Jin Haoyue

"Malignant brain tumor! How could..." There is no way to save this!Even in the early stage, if you insist on chemotherapy, the chance of being cured is only 20%. In the late stage...

"Doctor Qin, your complexion is not very good, you...are you okay..."

"No...it's okay." I tried to keep myself calm, "Thank you, I still have something to do, let's go first..."

"Okay... okay."

Haoyue... If Haoyue knew that grandma had less than a month to live... Haoyue would go crazy...

He involuntarily quickened his pace and walked towards the operating room.

On the bench in the corridor outside the operating room, the all-too-familiar figure sat on the chair, buried his head deeply in his hands, and sobbed softly.

"Yue..." I approached him slowly, wanting to take his hands away from my face, wanting to see his expression, and wanting him to look at me.

"Qin Feng..." He didn't expect me to come over, he looked at me in surprise, and forgot to wipe away the tears on his face.

"Yue, I'm by your side! Don't be afraid! Grandma will come out safely!" I hugged Haoyue who was trembling all over, trying to comfort him.

"Feng..." He murmured in my ear, "Feng, I'm so scared... Grandma is my only relative in this world! I can't lose her!"

"Yue! Yue, look at me!" I shook him, and he slowly met my eyes, his eyes were full of despair and frustration, "We want grandma... to leave happily, you look like this, How can she leave this world with peace of mind."

"No..." He pushed me away, "When I was young, my parents didn't want me and threw me into the orphanage. It was grandma who took care of me like a grandchild. She said she wouldn't want me, she said of!"

"Haoyue, grandma has a malignant brain tumor! It's still at an advanced stage!"

He looked at me blankly, then suddenly knelt down in front of me, talking nonsense.

"Qin Feng, I know, you are the best surgeon, I beg you to help me, help grandma, I want her to live healthy and healthy, please, I will give you whatever you want, please you!"

"Haoyue...Grandma only has one month at most...even I can't do anything about it."

"Why?! You're lying to me, right! Right! I don't believe it! I don't believe it!" He roared like crazy.

"Slap!" I raised my hand and slapped Haoyue heavily to calm him down.

A red palm print immediately appeared on his left face, I held him tightly in my arms, kissed his forehead, the bridge of his nose, and his lips.

"Haoyue, there are many things in life that are so heavy and subtle that they cannot be said. I think you understand. Just as I think I understand you!"

"Don't leave me! Qin Feng! Don't leave me!"

"I will not leave you! Even if people all over the world point guns at me, even if you point knives at me, I will not leave you. I, Qin Feng, will always be by your side and will never leave you." I endured I can bear loneliness, I can bear loneliness, but I can't bear the silence beside you.

He just fell asleep in my arms so tired and limp, like a child, showing such a defenseless expression.

Life and death are in harmony—happy with your son, hold your hand, and grow old together with your son is the saddest poem...Life, death and parting are major events that are beyond our control.How small, how small we are compared to the powers outside!

I spent the last month of her life with Haoyue and grandma.

I remember my grandma smiled kindly when she saw Haoyue and I were together. Sometimes I would tell grandma some jokes in the hospital, and grandma laughed like a child, innocent and innocent.

However, she left.

The picture of the heartbeat tester was always a straight line, and grandma's body also changed from warm to cold.

A few days later, we had a funeral for grandma.

"Qin Feng... grandma is gone..." He looked at me expressionlessly.

"I know!"

Not everyone can show the pain on their face openly, even if it is not on the face, the pain is not a little bit.

"There is no grandma anymore..." He looked up at the sky, his eyes were confused, like a lost child.

"Without the light in the darkness, I'm worried that you are afraid of the dark like a child and afraid of getting lost." I held his hand tightly and said, "Hold my hand, and you won't get lost if you walk with your eyes closed. "

"Qin Feng..." He finally couldn't bear the pain of parting from life and death, and lay on my shoulder, crying heart-piercingly.

"Yue... let me love you and take care of you instead of grandma, okay?" I patted his shoulder like I wanted to coax a child.

"Feng...really?" He whispered in my ear, "If...if you just want to have sex with me, I will stay with you, but please don't say such vague words... ...I'm afraid that I..."

"Feng, I love you, it's not just for fun, believe me, I love you very much..." I slowly pulled him out of my arms, looked at him firmly, and said every word, calmly and forcefully.

"But……"

"You don't believe it?" I smiled and looked at grandma's tombstone, "Grandma, I, Qin Feng, swear that I will love Jin Haoyue forever and forever, and will never leave him forever! Grandma, please give Haoyue to me! He is happy!"

After all, I kissed Shang Haoyue's lips tenderly and lingeringly.

I know that I am not a very good recorder, but I like to look back on the way I came here more than anyone else. I can't stop looking back and standing still. However, time is still running forward vigorously.Tolerate his past, enjoy his present, and look forward to his future.If you want to love me, love me in every stage. ——Jin Haoyue