revenge in the name of love

Love is not a charity, and it cannot be given casually.Feelings have no formula, no principle, no reason to follow.But people are still persistent and pursuing until death.Therefore, you should always thank the sentient beings who gave you adversity.

I haven't contacted him for two weeks, not because I don't want to, but because I can't let it go.

'Sister, it's nothing, don't listen to her nonsense. '

'Yu Zhe, let's...break up. '

"Ling Yuzhe, it was a mistake for us to be together, let's break up, okay?" '

'That's fine, it's fine for you and for me... '

Seriously down the wine in front of you, Xia Chengxi, I will make you regret it!I must...let you beg me...beg me to let you come back to me completely!

"Angkor, are you drinking again?" A little ruffian named Xiao Fei put his arm on my shoulder.

"Xiao Fei, Brother Long said that a big case is going to be handled in a week, so please pay attention to me! Don't be like last week!"

"All right, all right, Angkor, thanks to your cover that time, I will be careful this time."

"Well," I glanced at him, "Go and play!"

I'm Ling Yuzhe, maybe you should call me Wu Xin now.I did a scene with the police two weeks ago, where I got involved with a gangster as an undercover agent.I remember I rescued one of the bosses of the gang, Longo, and he praised me so much that he let me go into the drug business with him.This is what I want too.

I stopped going to Butte, I stopped connecting with my family, I stopped sticking to my principles.

After finishing the wine in the glass, I was going to go back to the rat's den.

"Angkor, are you leaving so soon?" Xiao Fei said, "Why don't we play a game!"

"How to play?"

"It will be 10 o'clock in 22 minutes. It's in the alley at the door. You choose the first person who walks through the alley..."

"Old trick!" I scoff at this. "Come on! I want first!"

"Then I'll be second!" Xiao Fei pulled me into ambush at the entrance of the alley.

"Angkor, here we come!" Xiaofei watched from the alley, nudged me with his elbow, then turned around and smiled at me, "It's a man! He looks good!"

"Hmph!" I looked at the alley, it was him!I haven't seen him for two weeks, the person I've been thinking about day and night, and who makes my heart ache when I think about it——Xia Chengxi.

The encounter and fate between people, the so-called pity and separation, are sometimes so light and ethereal that people can't bear it.

"Xiao Fei, your target is behind, it's a big girl! Go!"

"Angkor, don't you just want to have fun! Don't take me with you!" Xiaofei looked at me resentfully.

"What's so good about this! I'm afraid, I can't help but play 3P with you and that big girl!" I thought Xiao Fei gave him a wink, and the little guy shook and left resentfully .

I heard his footsteps from far to near, and I sighed in my heart.

"Hey, buddy!" I lit a cigarette and walked out of the alley.

"Ling..." He looked at me in shock and almost said my name.

"Scare you!" I raised my eyebrows at him! "My name is Wu Xin."

"..." He looked at me seriously.

"Angkor! goodnight!" Xiao Fei's "blessing words" came from behind, suddenly feeling sad.It's been a long time since I can have a good night. Every day in that dirty rat's nest, I worry about my identity being exposed, and I can't help but think of him every night, and then silently endure the pain of my heart.

Pulling Xia Chengxi into the deep alley, biting his lips.

"Woo... um..."

He even started to respond to me, and when I slowly relaxed my movements, he pushed me away.

"Why push me away? Didn't you respond to me? Aren't you very happy?" I pulled his collar and whispered in his ear.

"Look at the way you look! Like a..." I knew what he was going to say, but I couldn't let him ruin my plans.

"Like what? I am nothing in your heart!" I met his eyes, trying to get a trace of negation from his eyes.

"It's not a deal, we..."

"Who made an agreement with you! That's just your own wishful thinking!" I grabbed his shoulder fiercely and said frantically.

Xia Chengxi!do you know?For you, I may not be a very good lover, but for me, you are the most beautiful in the world, you can not love me, but you can't stop me from loving you!Absolutely not!

His eyes were blurred, afraid that those tears full of heat would be seen by him, he kept kissing his neck, biting his collarbone, and letting the tears overflow from an angle he couldn't see.He quickly took off his pants and ran his hands between his crotch.

"What are you going to do?"

"Fuck you!"

I can't remember how crazy I was, I just remember how terribly he screamed that night, from the initial struggle to the final giving up, I was in his body, feeling his temperature.

"Ling Yuzhe, end it quickly!" His voice was steady, as if he was talking about something unimportant.

I was a little flustered, stroked his face, met his lips, and was about to kiss him, but he avoided it.

"Ling Yuzhe, get out of my body if you don't do it!" I saw that there was no wave in his eyes, and my heart was suddenly aching.

Withdrew from his body, pulled up his pants, and hurried out of the alley when he heard him say: "I owed you in the past, now we settle it."

It is wrong to fall in love with you, and it is also wrong not to love you.What should I do?Why do you let me have a relationship with you but not a split?Clean up?Can it really be cleared?do you owe me anythingObviously I deserve everything, obviously I want to provoke you, obviously I choose to love you, obviously everything can prevent us from suffering so much!Why!We cannot control our destiny, we cannot resist it.

Back in the room, I fell asleep without even taking off my shoes.It turns out that winter can be so cold!Even though I was wearing a thick sweater and covered with two quilts, I still felt the heart-wrenching cold.

Where to go, I don’t care about it when I’m alone like this;Cold to cold face, cold heart, cold rain, cold lamp, warm, suddenly freeze.The abyss, the bitter sea, boundless, boundless.

The most desolate distance in the world is that two people are far away from each other and do not know each other. Suddenly one day, they know each other, fall in love, and the distance becomes very close.Then one day, no longer in love with each other, the two people who were close at first became very far away, even farther than before.Life, like this, will always occupy the absolute leadership position. When countless fools shout that they control life and control their destiny, they don't see the sneering face of life standing on a higher sky …——Ling Mengzhe