revenge in the name of love

We lost our way and were drifting around in the storm.The long darkness gradually gathers and fades away.Some sad past events cannot be forgotten; some cheerful rhythms will never stop.hurt by love.Only love can make up; what is missed and lost can only be found again.Because happiness is so easy to grow old.

I was in "Bart" and a group of them were crazy about it, and the phone in my pocket kept vibrating, and I didn't care about it.I was tired from dancing, so I went to the bar to sit.

"Hey Kim, have a royal salute!"

"Master Feng, I'm really sorry, our little boss said you can't drink, so you can give me a way to survive!" Kim explained with a gesture of sorry.

Without hesitation, I rushed into the dance floor and dragged the "coquettish" Ling Yuzhe to the bar, pointed his chin and asked, "Kim said you won't let me drink?! How can I have fun without drinking!"

"Baby, stop making trouble, it's not like you don't know!" He raised his eyebrows and winked at Kim, "You just got out of the hospital, your stomach is not good, and drinking is bad for you!!"

"Even you know I have a bad stomach?!"

"Miss! Please! I will exchange my blood for your life, do you think I can watch you waste my blood for nothing?!"

"Fuck you! I'm a man! What's wrong with you?"

"All right, all right, the people there are calling me to 'serve' them!! I'll go first, Kim, treat me well!" He pointed to the crazy guests on the dance floor, rubbed my hair, He strode toward them in stride.

Kim helped me pour a glass of orange juice and performed his fancy bartending by himself.Having nothing to do, I looked at the mobile phone in my pocket, and there were 13 missed calls and two text messages on it.You don't need to think about it, it's Feng Yixun calling.

I opened the text message——

Article [-]: Feng Yixun!go home!immediately!

I scoff at that.

But when I read the second article, I couldn't help but tremble - I will marry Xia Chengxuan the day after tomorrow.

I think I can face him and her calmly, even though there is a faint unspeakable sadness in my heart, but I don't cry anymore, because the memory of a person is in my heart, and I won't let it go no matter what.Feng Yuqing, everything should be over, this nightmare is finally... over.

After leaving "Bart" and saying goodbye to everyone, I walked the streets alone.

Perhaps, this beautiful night is a kind of tranquility that I yearn for in my heart. After the noisy bustle is over, I need a peaceful silence to caress the tiredness of my heart.Perhaps, the tears shed dejectedly are repenting the hypocrisy of smiling.

I heard someone shouting excitedly: "It's snowing! Look! It's snowing!"

I looked up at the sky, and countless white dots were flying down from the sky.

Stretching out my hand, but never being able to reach it, hovering on the corner of the city, staying on the edge of love, that white dream, is fragmented in my hands.

I believe in all the gods and gods in this world. I fold my hands and silently pray to them: I pray that the world will let every pair of lovers go, and that what I am afraid of will never happen.

I used to firmly believe that having him was my true love, but now I know that time can smooth out true love.Who will be by my side when I am saddest?Anyone is fine, as long as it's not him, as long as he doesn't come to give alms and tenderness again, it makes my hard-earned determination collapse.

Pushing open the door of the house, he walked in staggeringly. The hall was dark with no lights on.I sneered and changed my slippers, and stumbled towards the stairs.

"Do you know what time it is?" A figure stood up from the sofa.

"Feng Yuqing, you are so naive! How old are you still playing this kind of drama? You think I'm afraid of ghosts!" I turned on the light, leaned against the wall, and said carelessly, "I'm afraid they won't come to me! "

"you're drunk!"

"What's your tone?" I narrowed my eyes, "What qualifications and what standpoint do you have to ask about my life? Besides, have you ever seen someone who got drunk on fruit juice?"

"Do you think I'll let you go?" He rushed over and grabbed my hand, "So what if I marry her? I still won't let you go! A substitute has to look like a substitute ! Your only use, Feng Yixun, is to warm my bed!"

"Feng Yuqing! If you don't take their self-esteem into consideration when you advise others, then even the best words are useless." I broke free from his restraint and went upstairs.

Go back to the room, rush into the bathroom, expose yourself to the air, turn on the faucet, and let the warm water flow all over your body.

After coming out of the shower, I found Xia Chengxi's missed call on my phone.I called back.

"Yixun, you finally called me back!"

"What's the matter, what's the matter?"

"That...the day after tomorrow..."

"Chengxi, when did you hesitate so much? Don't you just marry them the day after tomorrow?! Look, you're nervous!"

"If you don't want to go, we can..."

"What is it? Chengxi, you forgot that my brother and your sister will get married the day after tomorrow."

"Yixun, don't hold on anymore," he looked a little anxious on the other end of the phone, "Whenever you let go, you won't have any worries."

"Go to bed early, I'm tired." I covered my mouth, suppressing the sobs I was about to let out.

"Yixun, he was the one who apologized to you first, so you should be bitten by a dog!" He paused, and then added, "I just found out about this, and I don't understand why my sister would do this. "

"Okay, Chengxi, after all, it's none of our business, isn't it..."

"Well, Yixun, you are right."

"That's it, good night."

"Good night."

Chengxi, you actually don't understand, in the kingdom of love, no one is sorry for anyone, only someone who doesn't know how to cherish anyone.So, please cherish the people around you, Ling Yuzhe who loves you.

Time always flows so fast, I feel that it's just a matter of raising and closing my eyes, and the day of their wedding has arrived.The location is still in a medieval style church.

Xia Chengxi and I greeted the guests with a smile and guided them to do what they did.During the period, Xia Chengxi plugged me an mp3.

"This? What is it for?"

"That's the only way you're going to get out of this wedding," he whispered into my ear. "Even if it's fake, please be happy!"

I smiled and nodded heavily.

What is happiness?It is to cover up their grief for everyone smile.

But even so, when the wedding march sounded, that slow sadness began to flood again, overflowing every cell in my body.

I stood in the crowd, feeling sad as if I was dying, my tears dripped down on the red carpet they walked hand in hand.

I took out the mp3 that Xia Chengxi gave me from my pocket, plugged in the earphones, listened to the sad song slowly flowing into my ears, and watched the happy scene in front of me.

I laughed, watching them walk past me holding hands, Feng Yuqing's steady steps, Xia Chengxuan smiling like a flower...

Seeing Feng Yuqing's lip shape when she said "I am willing" in front of the pastor, I thought: One day I will walk away from you silently without making any sound.

I used to say I love you, but now, I'm lost all over the place.On the road ahead, I couldn't see the light, it was pitch black and there was only a silent haze left.Miss that memory, longing to go back in time, even though you are still not mine.I don't know when it started, I just fell in love with the taste of loneliness so easily.I don't remember how many lonely nights I couldn't control the spread of melancholy, and I let it splash in the open night field, but I was very helpless, but the sadness flooded in the blood couldn't be lingered, and finally I was blurred in front of my eyes. To fully translate this heartfelt perspective. ——Feng Yixun