revenge in the name of love

Sometimes we are a little short-sighted, ignoring our truest emotions; sometimes we are a little far-sighted, blurring the happiness closest to us.Life is really short, not as long as we imagined, and forever is really not far away.So, be nice to the person who loves you, and be nice to yourself. Today is your pillow person, and tomorrow may become a stranger. If you don’t have time to love each other in this life, don’t expect to meet again in the next life.Hold your hand and grow old with you.That is not actually the oath of staying together until the end of life, but a sad poem, telling about the lover's inability to stay together, and the shattered dream of going away.

Today is Christmas Eve.

When I woke up in the morning, I heard Uncle Zhong scolding people downstairs.

"Uncle Zhong, what happened?"

"Master, the new servant just doesn't understand the rules. Did he interrupt your rest?"

"No, I just got up, bring me breakfast."

"Okay, sir."

10 minutes later, the maid brought breakfast to my room as usual.Milk, toast, custard and a poached egg.

"Why not strawberry jam?" I raised my head and asked the servant.

"Master, today... there is no strawberry jam."

"Didn't you buy a small box a few days ago?" I frowned, my eyes turned cold.

"This..." The servant showed embarrassment, and I didn't make things difficult for her, so I waved her to go down.

After finishing breakfast helplessly, it was Haoyue who came to collect the plate.

"Why didn't you go to the company?"

"Master... the young master didn't go to the company today."

"That's right...it's really strange today, there is no strawberry jam, and he didn't go to the company."

"Master, today is..."

"I know it's Christmas Eve today. Could it be that he wants to spend the holiday with me?" I smiled lowly, "Okay, he's not on Christmas Eve, so I still have to celebrate. I'm going out."

"..."

Haoyue murmured something at the end, but I didn't hear it clearly, and I didn't care.

The atmosphere on the street is exceptionally good, and major shopping malls have added Christmas exclusive elements, and even give customers Christmas discounts.

I bought a few apples for Haoyue, Uncle Zhong and the others, remembering Feng Yuqing’s rule that you can’t go out for more than one hour, looked at your watch, and hurriedly drove back.People have to bow their heads under the eaves.

"Master, you are back."

"Uncle Zhong, you divide these apples, today is Christmas Eve, let's celebrate the festival with everyone." I handed the two big bags of apples to Uncle Zhong.

"Master! Throw them away quickly, otherwise the young master will see..." Uncle Zhong hurriedly explained.

"Xun'er, what did you buy?" Feng Yuqing stood at the stairs on the second floor, looking at me.

"It's nothing..." Uncle Zhong protected me behind him.

I frowned, my doubts deepening.He came down, took the bag from my hand, looked at the apples, and his face sank.Then he gracefully handed it over to Uncle Zhong and said, "Throw it away."

"Why?" I grabbed him.

"Today is Xun'er's death day, no red can appear here." He said calmly, it was precisely this tone that made me tremble.

Today is Xiao Xun'er's death day, every death day is like this, without a little red, he will stay at home... I should have realized that the current Feng Yuqing is living with Xiao Xun'er , has nothing to do with me.

I watched those bright red apples being taken out of this room, just like my enthusiasm was pulled out of my body, and in an instant, from head to toe to my heart...all became cold.

"Xun'er, I want you."

"Who is your name?"

"..." He didn't answer me, he just bit my neck and pressed me against the wall.The servants also took it easy and stepped back.

Restless hands unzipped my trousers and wandered over my buttocks. Feng Yuqing lifted my legs, without any foreplay, and inserted them from bottom to top.I patted him in resistance, he slowed down and said to himself, "Xun'er..."

"Feng Yuqing, you can see clearly, I'm not..." She closed her eyes, tears streaming down her cheeks.

As soon as the words fell, the movements of the lower body changed from the light out and slow in before to become fast and violent, pulling out fiercely, slamming in hard, each time pushing into the deepest part of my body, touching the most secret point from time to time, There was a scream, and every time I bumped into it, it slapped my buttocks, making a loud "pop" sound, and some smelly liquid slowly slipped out from the intersection of the two bodies.

"Hate?" He didn't stop, biting my lips non-stop.

Now it's my turn to be speechless.hate it?During so many nights when my heart was so painful that I couldn't sleep, my hatred for him was an insoluble poison. Drop by drop, it penetrated into the bone marrow and eroded those once sweet pasts to be riddled with holes.However, now all the feelings are pieced together bit by bit by his affection and slowly repaired.Gradually seeing the clean and new memory, I suddenly felt that I didn't even have the strength to hate him...

I saw the fruit knife next to the TV cabinet and thought: If life itself is failure, destruction, sadness and hopelessness.To be dead is to be happy and to sing the song of life.

I took the initiative to kiss him, forced him to lean against the TV cabinet, twisted his butt up and down, moaned, hugged him with both hands to touch the knife, and removed the cover of the knife calmly.

"Xun'er, you are so cute that I am at a loss." He squinted his eyes slightly drunk.

"I'll make you comfortable." I separated his lower body from mine, squatted down, and kissed his cock.

"Great! Xun'er, it's fine if you've done this earlier."

Yeah?If this is the case, I will go crazy!Driven crazy by you!

I stood up and actively kissed his eyes and lips.He also kissed me back fiercely, stroking my neck with his hands, I leaned on him, and he still thrust me, I took the knife to my left chest, and slowly stabbed it.

"Xun'er..."

There was another murmur of forgetfulness, the hand holding the knife kept trembling, and the knife was inserted deeper, blood and tears fell on the floor together.I'm just heartbroken...

He seemed to sense something and pushed me away from his body.I want to hug him hard, but I'm so weak right now.Then, I just presented the bloody chest in front of him.

Feng Yuqing, now—you should be... at a loss!

He slowly laid me flat on the ground, and said to me: "Xun'er, don't sleep, breathe slowly."

"Xun'er, look at me! Look at me!" I smiled and turned my head away.

Then, I heard the servant's scream, and my smile deepened.

"Uncle Zhong" he looked at me and said calmly, "First aid!"

He's still so composed, I thought... he'd growl so hell would shake.

"Xun'er, look at me, don't talk, don't sleep."

"Xun'er, breathe slowly."

"Xun'er, I know, you are in pain."

So, who are you calling now?

Xiao Xun'er or me, Feng Yixun?

Feng Yuqing in front of her eyes is getting more and more blurred, very good, really... great...

In this way, I don't have to watch them get married; in this way, I don't have to be Xiao Xun'er's substitute; in this way, Feng Yuqing has avenged his mother; in this way, I don't have to live in pain anymore.It's okay to die like this...

Hey, dear, listen to them say: Butterflies can't fly through the sea.Only now do I understand that it’s not that butterflies can’t fly over the sea; it’s just that when butterflies fly across the sea, I realize that there’s never been a wait on this side of the sea!I am like this butterfly who has endured all kinds of hardships.And Feng Yuqing is the sea that never waits for butterflies. ——Feng Yixun