revenge in the name of love

The most ridiculous thing in the world is that I know the truth, but you are still lying, and what you say is so true and so deep.Many times, if you love someone too deeply, you will get drunk, but if you hate someone for too long, your heart will be easily broken.Life is like a speeding train. Opportunity and fate will make many strangers meet, get acquainted, intersect and know each other during the journey.I always thought that I could distinguish colors with my eyes, but I didn’t know that too many layers have made us unable to see each other clearly, or those colors have not changed, but my heart has moved.The one who has loved knows deeply, and the one who has been hurt knows pain!

I am Qin Feng, the successor of Qin's Medicine.

I have loved the second young master next door since I was a child, his name is Feng Yixun.

I have confessed to him many times, both openly and secretly, but...he never gave me an answer. I know he likes his brother——Feng Yuqing.Since we each moved, our contact has decreased a lot.From Feng Yuqing's confidant, Jin Haoyue, I learned about Yixun's every itinerary after working in Feng's Group. I want to wait until this month's holiday and invite him to my house for a light meal.

When I was still in a meeting today, I received a text message from Haoyue: Yixun is gone.I left the meeting and drove to find him in a hurry. At that time, it was already raining.I went, everywhere we went as kids.Finally bumped into him in a small park on the side of the road.

"Getting pneumonia in the rain." I was behind him, holding an umbrella for him.He looked up at me, eyes flushed.

"Are you crying?" I was smoking a cigarette, and I haven't seen him in the past few days. I can't breathe due to the busy work, and I learned to smoke when I was irritable.

"Qin Feng, I don't want to talk now." He lowered his head again...

"Okay, then don't talk about it." I put out the cigarette and sat beside him, with the umbrella on my right shoulder, covering him who was already drenched.

We sat in silence for a long time, until the rain stopped, we still remained silent until he couldn't support his body and fell on my shoulder.I carried him into the car, put a blanket on him, turned on all the heaters in the car, and drove in the direction of home.

I called Haoyue: "Jin Haoyue, I found Yixun by the pool in the small park opposite Bart's restaurant, and now he is at my house."

"Okay, Feng, the president and I will rush over immediately."

"No! I don't want Feng Yuqing until Yixun's whereabouts! Haoyue!"

"Feng... what do you want to do to him? You..."

"I won't take advantage of others, or are you worried about my relationship with you? Don't worry! I'm not tired of playing with you yet."

That's right, I have an unusual relationship with Jin Haoyue.He is just Yixun's substitute, I don't know and don't want to know his feelings for me, in this world, I don't care about anyone or anything except Yixun!

"Okay, let's do that first." I hung up the phone, glanced at his sleeping face reflected in the rearview mirror, and smiled reassuringly.Yixun, the centrifugal force when turning will naturally make you discard many old things, but only in this way can you be ready to take on new things at any time in the process of moving forward, such as: my love.

Always complete the parting and parting that I don't want to perform in the reality of life in the long dream.Is such a dream too cold and cruel?Behold, dear ones, the world--dangerous and difficult, as capricious as it is.Without a map, we were let down all the way, and we ignited hope all the way to find answers.How happy the imagination of the past is, how long the regrets of this world are.What was lost yesterday was everything in life, what is lost today is everything in life.What else is there for a person who has lost his personality and life, so that people are not like humans and ghosts, and even their souls are emaciated.There is only a fairly gorgeous body and a lonely soul of his own.

I would have stayed in the dream longer if I could, but an argument pushed me out of the dream.

"Yixun...are you awake?" Xia Chengxi's anxiety was on his face, which didn't match his idle personality at all.Turning around, the two quarreling people turned out to be Feng Yuqing and Qin Feng.

"Chengxi..." I rubbed my temples, looking at the unfamiliar surroundings, "Where is this place?"

"It's my home." Qin Feng walked quickly to the bed and held my hand. His hand was a little cold, so I just let him hold it.

"You know. When I found you, you sat in the rain and refused to leave. At that time, you had a high fever. I brought you back to my house for two days. You have not woken up, I'm worried to death."

"sorry to bother you……"

"Xun'er!" Looking up to meet Feng Yuqing's cold eyes, "Come home with me."

"I don't want to!"

"Can you say that again!"

"Feng Yuqing! I don't want to!"

"Then you have to be careful that there is another person in this world who will be tortured for you!" He smiled coldly, looking at Qin Feng, "Qin Feng, this is the first time Haoyue betrayed me! I think , you won't see him for a while."

Haoyue?What does this have to do with Haoyue?

"Xun'er, if you come with me, Haoyue's situation will be the same as you in the past! All of this was caused by you!" After finishing speaking, he turned around and wanted to leave.

Same as I used to?Could it be that Feng Yuqing wanted to use force on Haoyue?I must not allow him to do this, I struggled to get up, and shouted with all my strength, "I want to go back!"

The figure turned around, hugged me in satisfaction and said, "Okay, I'll take you home right now!"

"Feng Yuqing, falling in love with you is my whole life's fault!" I frowned and gritted my teeth.

"What did you do right before you fell in love with me?" He looked at Qin Feng's clenched fist and the sternness in Xia Chengxi's eyes, and shot back triumphantly.

The long return journey is also a kind of suffering.When I got home, I was carried upstairs by him. He put me on the bed and covered me with a quilt thoughtfully.

"What does that DVD mean?"

"..." He pretended not to hear, and wiped my face with a towel.

"What's the meaning of that DVD about me and Xia Chengxi?"

"..."

"Feng Yuqing! Why are you doing this to me!"

"You think I recorded it?"

"Otherwise? Who else would hate me so much except you!" I pushed him away with tears in my eyes.

"In your heart, I am such a despicable person? I did all the dirty things related to you! Don't you!" I strangled my neck and asked me fiercely.

"Yes!" The answer I squeezed out made his hands tremble.He shook off the hand that was pinching my neck as if he had touched something dirty.

He strode out of my room, and the loud bang from the slamming door hovered over my room, in my head.