Weekly thoughts

Time passed amidst the noise, and the winter vacation came quietly.

Zhou Zhou, who went home alone for the New Year, carried an oversized suitcase in his hand, got off the plane all the way, took a taxi, and then took the elevator to his door.Before reaching out to knock on the door, he still didn't forget to take out his mobile phone and send a text message to his man to say he was safe.

After everything was done, he pursed his lips with a smile and bent his fingers to tap a few notes on the anti-theft door of his house, then quickly hid on the side of the door.As soon as the door was opened, Zhou Zhou suddenly jumped to the door, opened his arms and shouted: "Surprise!"

Zhou's mother was really shocked when she saw Zhou Zhou, she frowned and reprimanded lightly: "You child!" Looking back at the living room worriedly, Zhou's mother took Zhou Zhou's hand and asked in a low voice: "When will you go home? Didn't tell us a word, so suddenly."

Do I still need to ask for permission to go back to my own home?Zhou Zhou blinked in confusion, "I just said that I wanted to give you a big surprise." Although he faintly noticed that something was wrong with his mother's expression, Zhou Zhou didn't think too much about the joy of returning home.Zhou Zhou pouted and said coquettishly: "Oh, mom, don't block the door, let me in."

"Dad, I'm back!" Zhou Zhou, who slipped sideways into the room, kicked off his boots and took off his coat, saw the person sitting on the sofa in the living room and flew towards him, "Did you miss me?"

"What are you thinking, come here and sit down!" Dad Zhou didn't respond to Zhou Zhou's enthusiasm as usual, but reprimanded him with a serious face and a very stern voice.

Zhou Zhou was stunned, curled his lips, "Why are you so fierce, did you quarrel with my mother?" He muttered with a smile on his lips, but Zhou Zhou obediently walked to the side of the sofa and sat down, "Dad, you want to let me Just be careful with mom, maybe mom has reached the legendary menopause, it's inevitable..."

The hand reaching for the water cup froze suddenly, and the voice stopped abruptly.Zhou Zhou's eyes were glued tightly to the stack of photos scattered on the desktop, and when he looked up again, his face was pale.

On the college road where the bauhinia flowers are in full bloom, the hands of two men holding each other under the warm sunshine; the figure kissing affectionately in a remote corner of the campus late at night; The big palms protecting the slender waist thoughtfully... One after another, the monotonous two-dimensional photos, the intimacy between the protagonists is self-evident.

Father Zhou's heart sank when he saw Zhou Zhou's appearance, and he patted the photo on the desktop vigorously, "Zhou Zhou, explain to me, what's going on!"

Explain, what else needs to be explained?The answer is already obvious.

Those intimate interactions that have already exceeded the normal limit of two boys getting along, those ambiguous feelings that are active in the photos.Every photo is a sweet moment of him and Su Nian being secretly photographed, every such moment is a testimony of their being together, and every testimony tells that they are very happy and happy...

Facing the deep gaze cast on him by Zhou's father opposite and the oppressive feeling coming towards him in the air, Zhou Zhou suddenly didn't know how to speak.

How to speak?Before he was ready to confess to his family; how to admit it?This overloaded heavy bullet thrown when he was unprepared.Now Zhou Zhou doesn't care about guessing where these photos come from and what purpose they have. At the moment, he is full of thoughts on how to persuade his parents and how to minimize the harm to them.

Zhou Zhou's silence made Zhou's father's expression even worse. Seeing this, Zhou's mother hurriedly stepped forward to pat Zhou Zhou's arm, and persuaded her: "Son, tell your father clearly, these photos are fake. Right, all of this is a spoof by others and a misunderstanding, right?"

Zhou's mother's voice was full of urging and pleading that she might not even be aware of, but when Zhou Zhou heard this, she clenched her already cold fingers tightly. He could barely restrain the uncontrollable trembling of his hands.

Escape, cover up, and ultimately face it.Sooner or later, their affairs will be made public. Even if he has no countermeasures at this moment, his confession will hurt his parents' hearts; He doesn't want to hide it anymore, he doesn't want to be like before, he has to be careful and hide every time he talks to his parents, he is afraid that if he says the wrong thing, his relationship will be discovered, and he is afraid that his parents will be suspicious if he behaves too happy, he doesn't want to be like that again I am afraid to go down.

Everything he had with Su Nian, whether it was happy or noisy, he wanted to share with others, especially his beloved parents.He wanted to say loudly, don't worry anymore, their precious son already has a lover, someone who takes care of him and is considerate, even if that person is a man.But, they're good, very good.

Taking a deep breath secretly, Zhou Zhou forced his voice not to tremble, "The photo is not fake, nor is it a misunderstanding."

"What?" Zhou's father and Zhou's mother gasped at the same time. They looked at Zhou Zhou in shock, unable to react for a moment.Even though they already had some kind of doubt in their hearts before, and they clearly knew that the possibility of such doubt was very high, but when they heard Zhou Zhou's confession with their own ears, for them, this kind of shock was equivalent to a heavy shock. strike!

"You!..." Dad Zhou pointed at the tip of Zhou Zhou's nose with trembling fingers, and the disappointment and anger in his eyes made Zhou Zhou dare not look any more.

A brisk mobile phone rang, and Zhou Zhou was stunned for a while before he remembered that it was his mobile phone that he had placed on the coffee table. The caller was self-evident because of the exclusive ringtone.

Zhou Zhou felt that he was awakened. The confession just now seemed to consume too much energy, but at this moment, he felt as if he had been a lifetime away.Although the parent's fright and anger were inevitable, it is undeniable that he also felt a sense of relief in his heart because this unresolved matter finally landed, although this dangerous landing method will bring a sense of relief. A big explosion that he also couldn't predict.

Zhou Zhou regained his composure a little, but the mobile phone he reached out for was picked up by another big hand first.Startled, he raised his eyes and saw Zhou's father looking through the text messages Su Nian sent him. Zhou Zhou was shocked, afraid that Su Nian would send him some ambiguous and explicit words, so he hurriedly stopped him and said, "Dad, you can't touch other people indiscriminately." s things..."

"Someone else's stuff? You are my son, and your surname is Zhou! Is there anything I can't touch about yours?" Zhou's father avoided Zhou Zhou's hand reaching out to take the phone, and continued to scroll through the screen with his fingers, coldly He stared coldly at Zhou Zhou and reprimanded him.

"The mobile phone is a personal item, even if you are an elder, you can't..." Nervously guessing what kind of message Su Nian would send, Zhou just calmed down a little, thinking that the normal text message interaction between the two of them was quite serious. Zhou, after seeing the change in Zhou's father's face, he was also startled.

photo!It's the photos to blame again!Thinking of something, Zhou Zhou's heart was beating wildly and even his palms were sweating.

After finishing a certain exercise last night, he told Su Nian that he would not be able to see anyone for another vacation, and then resorted to various tricks, playing tricks and being cute, almost rolling on the bed, so Su Nian reluctantly agreed to take two pictures A photo of the two in bed.Zhou Zhou still remembered how he swore that last night he would never let the photo go out and never let a third person see it.

The scale of those photos... the obvious red marks on his shoulders, the obvious naked body embracing under the quilt... Zhou Zhou can't imagine, if his father saw it...

Snapped!

As soon as I thought about it, Dad Zhou threw the phone out and smashed the fish tank on the opposite side. The water flowed all over the floor, and the fish also fell to the floor and jumped...

Zhou Zhou was terrified, but stared blankly at the fish on the ground, bouncing high and falling hard, bouncing and falling, the gills of the fish were desperately eager to open and close the water source. struggling on the edge of life.Zhou Zhou felt that he was just like them...

Zhou's mother was also taken aback by Zhou's father's sudden outburst, but seeing her son sitting there stupidly staring at the fish on the ground, Zhou's mother was very worried, because she was afraid that the sudden explosion just now The child was terrified, and hurried forward to pat Zhou Zhou on the shoulder and rubbed his ears, "Don't be afraid, son, it's fine, it's fine."

"Old Zhou, what are you doing? Isn't it just about the photos? Let me tell you, if you scare my son out, I will never end with you!" Mother Zhou held Zhou Zhou in her arms and felt distressed. It's incredible.

"What am I doing?" Zhou's father patted his chest angrily and took a few breaths, pointing at Zhou Zhou and continued: "Ask what your precious son has done, and you are shameless! Ask him to do it all!" What a disgraceful and shameless thing!"

"What's the matter with your son, tell mom." Zhou's mother looked down at the broken mobile phone on the ground and asked.

Zhou Zhou turned his face away, unable to say a word.No matter what he said now, everything he said was wrong.He caught sight of a photo floating on the floor, in which he was smiling brightly, and the man beside him was full of pampering.Eyes suddenly felt sore, Zhou Zhou couldn't help crying.

Don't cry, don't cry... He is not wrong, Su Nian is not wrong, and their relationship is not wrong.What's wrong with being immoral and shameless? This crime is too big for him to bear. They didn't steal, rob, or commit murder and arson. They were just in love, and they were all of the same sex.

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