Weekly thoughts

Su Nianwen warmed a glass of milk and brought it to the room. It was so late, Zhou Zhou was probably hungry, and going to bed on an empty stomach must be uncomfortable again.

On the big bed in the room, Zhou Zhou tucked himself into the quilt, only showing his small head outside, and shrunk back in when Su Nian came in.

"I don't drink, I'm sleepy and going to sleep."

"Oh? Don't you have anything to say to me?" Su Nian asked as she put the milk on the bedside table while sitting by the bed.

Looking at each other, Zhou Zhou looked away first, "There is nothing to say, I don't know what to say."

"I don't know?" Su Nian sneered, "You wouldn't tell Xu Xiyang if you didn't tell me, would you?"

"..."

"This kind of thing happened, are you going to hide it from me?"

Zhou Zhou lowered his eyes, "I'm sleepy, I want to sleep..."

"I'm your man! Why are you so strong and brave in front of me!"

"I'm not playing! I've always been serious." Zhou Zhou couldn't help but look back at Su Nian, but avoided the moment he caught his eye, "You, didn't you always want me to be more independent, now, isn't that what it is? .”

"Independent fart!" Su Nian frowned, "What are you messing with me?"

trouble?Zhou Zhou tightly clenched the hand of the quilt.That's right, he's making trouble, he's always making trouble for no reason, he's always causing trouble. "I'm just a trouble. I always want to rely on you and cling to you. I hate it, don't you? If you hate me, just tell me, what do you want me to do!"

Su Nian stared at Zhou Zhou, a little confused by his grievances, when did he hate him?Where did this little boy complain about himself?

In Su Nian's silence, Zhou Zhou felt sad and wanted to cry.Is this the default?I laughed at myself in my heart, still expecting and fantasizing about something, do you want Su Nian to coax you like before?That's enough.How embarrassing is it?

"I'll just go, I just don't get in your way here." Without looking at Su Nian's expression, Zhou Zhou got out of bed and walked out pretending to be carefree.

"Give me a fucking step forward!" A threatening voice sounded from behind, and Zhou Zhou's finger touching the door trembled, and he froze without making another move.

His body was forcefully turned around against the door, Su Nian bullied him and trapped him in the middle, "Why, Wan ran away from home?"

"I'm not playing!" Zhou Zhou's eyes looked at the ground, "Besides," he swallowed, trying to pretend nothing happened, "Besides, this is not my home."

As soon as the words fell, the stalemate atmosphere became even more condensed and stagnant.

"Not your family?" Su Nian pinched Zhou Zhou's chin angrily and forced him to look up, his face was frighteningly dark, "Did you dare to let me do whatever I want because I care about you, huh? "There is a gnashing of teeth in the words of anger.

Like being shot at the most vulnerable pain point, Zhou Zhou twisted desperately to break free, "That's right! I dare to do this because you pamper me and treat me well! I only dare to mess around because you care about me!" The upturned little face stared at Su Nian, holding back from crying, and his voice was super loud to cover up his embarrassment, "What? It's not all because of your spoiling! If you feel bored, take it back! You don't care if you don't spoil me anymore I'm gone, what should I bother you with? It doesn't matter if I get hurt or bullied, so no one will always ask you to worry and take care of you. Why bother to show me impatient faces! I It's already hard to be bullied, what are you doing with that cold face, if you bother me and dislike me, just break up!"

As soon as the words came out, both of them were stunned.

Zhou Zhou bit his lower lip and stopped talking out of shame, and turned his head stubbornly to look aside.

Su Nian stared fiercely at Zhou Zhou's distorted pale face, loosened and tightened his clenched hands, and tried hard to calm down his slightly irritable temper until he saw the little thing still Standing on the ground with bare feet.Although the weather is not cold this month, standing barefoot on the ground for a long time is still easy to get sick.

Taking a breath to hold back the soaring anger, Su Nian hugged him to the bed, patted Zhou Zhou's little face, and smiled coldly with the corners of his mouth curled up, "Some words, you have to think about it for me before you say it." Fingers brushed Zhou Zhou's lips to prevent him from subconsciously biting, "Didn't you just keep yelling that you were sleepy, go to sleep first, and talk to me when your head is clear."

"..."

Staring at the closed door for a long time, Zhou Zhou slowly raised the quilt to cover his head, tears wet the corners of his eyes but stubbornly refused to fall.Don't cry, don't cry, he doesn't want to cry, the person who wiped his tears is not here, who is crying for?

The whip wound on the back was very painful, it must be very serious, otherwise why would it be pulling the left chest and causing a dull pain somewhere.Go to sleep, go to sleep, don't think about it anymore, let everything in today's chaos pass quickly...

It felt vaguely that the door was opened and someone walked in.Zhou Zhou opened his eyes and saw Su Nian carrying a suitcase beside the bed.

"Read? What are you doing with the suitcase?" Zhou Zhou was really confused in the middle of the night.

Su Nian stood by the bed, looked at him expressionlessly, and said lightly: "I think you are right, here, here are your clothes, please see if there is anything left behind."

"?" Zhou Zhou looked at Su Nian blankly, not understanding what he meant. "What are you doing with my clothes?"

"let's break up."

"You, what did you just say?" Zhou Zhou froze for a moment, then turned his head to look at the closed window in a silly manner, not sure if the wind had seeped in just now, or if the wind was too strong just now and he didn't hear clearly.

"You heard me." Su Nian looked straight at him with calm eyes, as if looking at a stranger.

"Why?" Zhou Zhou asked softly in a daze, he was afraid that his heart would be torn apart if he spoke louder.

Frowning impatiently, Su Nian crossed her arms and said condescendingly and indifferently, "I'm tired of it. When I dated you, I thought you were very obedient. It would be nice to keep you as a pet, but it seems that I misunderstood you." So, I don’t want to raise it anymore.”

"You're lying!" The owner of this voice used to be so blissful, so ruthless at the moment!Zhou Zhou shook his head desperately, he didn't believe it, he didn't believe a word of Su Nian's words! "You said that you would recognize me, as long as I am alone, you said that you would be with me forever!" Those vowed words seemed to be still in my ears, how can they change now.

Shrugging, Su Nian turned and walked out, "Whatever you think, believe it or not, disappear before tomorrow morning, don't let me see you again."

"No, don't! Su Nian, Su Nian!" Zhou Zhou shouted in panic to keep the back of the one who left without nostalgia, but he couldn't utter a single syllable.Like a small animal trapped in a cage, the harder he resisted and broke free, the more the firm shackles mocked him for his inability to stand still.

His heart seemed to be hollowed out suddenly, and he was at a loss in panic.But if the heart is really empty, what is the colic that still remains in the left chest, unwilling to be lonely?

How can feelings be so fragile?How can you say break up and break up?A simple sentence broke a relationship... Then what are those times together?

He hasn't learned to be a qualified lover yet, he still secretly hides a lot of little secrets that he hasn't shared, they still have a lot of things they haven't done, and they haven't walked a long way, and they haven't held each other until white First, how can we break up?

The tears seemed to flow back into the stomach, beating the internal organs tick-tock, but the weight of 15 milligrams was riddled with holes like water dripping through a stone.

If it's just a lovelorn, it's nothing.But if you lose the right person, nothing will work...

"!" With a sudden shock, Zhou Zhou suddenly opened his eyes.The only silence in the dark room was the sound of his vigorous breathing, wiping the cold sweat off his brow, looking around the room, only to find that the suitcase beside the bed was empty.

It's a dream...

With a sigh of relief, he fell back on the bed almost collapsed, his eyes moved to the door, and the light in the corridor reflected on the ground through the gap in the door.

Zhou Zhouteng sat up, the corridor lights turned on?Could it be...

Without thinking about it, he rushed out of the bed and opened the door with a swish, and saw the man who touched his mind at a glance.

Su Nian leaned back against the wall of the corridor to smoke, reached out to catch the tiger-headed man who rushed into his arms, and squeezed out the cigarette butt.

I broke up with him before and started to be independent, why did I suddenly change my position and attitude for the better?Su Nian patted the small face of the person in his arms, "What about sleepwalking?"

Zhou Zhou hugged Su Nian's waist tightly, but he didn't get the same intimacy as before.Feeling flustered and sad, she pulled Su Nian's hand on her body, begging unconsciously in a humble voice, "Hug me, Su Nian, hug me, don't be angry, I'm very good, I I will be obedient, don't drive me away, I don't want to go."

What's the mess?Su Nian frowned, "Did you have a dream?"

Zhou Zhou shook his little head, corrected seriously, "It's a nightmare!" Then he rubbed his arms against Su Nian, afraid of being rejected, "Don't go, don't go, don't try to drive me away!"

Su Nian looked at the person who was sticking to his body like sticky candy lightly, "Aren't you going to break up with me?"

"That's not it!" Zhou Zhou was anxious, "I didn't want to break up, we didn't break up, that sentence was crazy, and I wanted to slap myself in the face after I said it, really."

Su Nian twitched the corners of her mouth, and smiled a little coldly, "I want to punish you severely, too!"

Zhou Zhou raised his head in surprise, his small face was full of sadness and disbelief, "You want to hit me?"

"Hit?" Su Nian sneered, leaning close to Zhou Zhou's ear, "Do you know what I was thinking when you said we broke up?"

"Thinking about what?"

Holding the fleshy pink earlobe in her mouth, Su Nian played with her teeth for a while before saying: "I want to fuck you! If you want to fuck, you can't close your legs or get out of bed! Let you know who is your man , who is the head of the family!"

"You..." With trembling ears avoiding the scorching breath, Zhou Zhou felt so hot that he was about to burn.This man...how is this!

Barely supporting his limp body, Zhou Zhou wanted to cover his ears with his hands in shame.Stop talking, it's strange to say such things in a flat tone.However, he was throbbing.

Emotion is but a moment.

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