person oxidized by love

Zhou Keyun reached out and pinched Ji Xinghui's chin lightly, making him raise his head.

Ji Xing lowered his eyes and obediently let him move.

Zhou Keyun frowned, Ji Xinghui didn't cry, and even didn't have much expression on his face, but it made people feel that he was so sad.

"Why do you say such things?" Zhou Keyun looked at him, feeling distressed, his voice was very soft, as if he was afraid of scaring Ji Xinghui, "I won't want you, Ji Xinghui. "

Ji Xing turned his face up, his eyes were closed, Zhou Keyun didn't know if he listened or not.

When he received the call today, Zhou Keyun felt pleasantly surprised at first, and then suddenly felt anxious when he was sitting in the car. He thought that Ji Xinghui would never rely on him. What happened today?

If alcohol can make people honest, then at this moment, Ji Xinghui needs him from the bottom of his heart.

Zhou Keyun reached out and pressed the back of Ji Xinghui's head, letting him lean on his shoulder.

The only sound left in the bathroom was the sound of the bathtub running water, rattling.

Zhou Keyun thought for a while that he had to ask Cai Zhao what was said at the dinner that made Ji Xinghui so sad.

He didn't want to make him sad anymore.

Zhou Keyun clearly remembered that the day before receiving the certificate, he followed Ji Xing back to his rented house, and his heart tightened the moment he opened the door. The room was so crowded that he could see everything at a glance.

Zhou Keyun remembered that someone once told him that his life was too smooth and he lacked imagination about the lives of ordinary people.

So he insisted on staying overnight. After Ji Xing fell asleep at night, Zhou Keyun hugged him. He was like a young man who just fell in love. He secretly made up his mind in a place where the person he liked didn't know. He would do his best to let him be happy.

But Zhou Keyun didn't know what Ji Xinghui wanted, he wanted to give it, but he couldn't give it.

Yi Jin said that he doesn't understand love at all, and now he knows that he doesn't understand marriage at all. Of course, Ji Xinghui probably doesn't understand either.A child's first vision of a family comes from his parents, neither of whom knows what a good model looks like.

Zhou Keyun guessed that Ji Xinghui's gaffe tonight was due to his life experience. This hidden scar finally re-inflamed under the influence of alcohol, which made him feel so painful.

Zhou Keyun didn't know whether Ji Xinghui's current reliance was on him or anyone else.

Zhou Keyun admits that he loves very selfishly, and he can't really return to Ji Xing without asking for anything in return.

For a person like him, his lover loves so preoccupied, as if he is investing, and he simply cannot accept giving without return.

From childhood to adulthood, Zhou Keyun had no less than ten opportunities to express his heart, but he did nothing.Many times he missed it on purpose. He was stumped by his self-esteem and never allowed himself to be a loser.

Zhou Keyun sometimes wished that Ji Xinghui was really a cat he raised, and that he would put on a bell and be fed by him obediently.No need to guess his mind, no need to wait for him to come home.Better still push buttons and say once a day that he likes him.

They got along so well these two days, Zhou Keyun even looked forward to whether Ji Xinghui would really say that he liked him first.

Zhou Keyun felt Ji Xing's small breath. At this moment, he realized how ridiculous his self-esteem was.Ji Xinghui said that if he needs someone to love him, he should admit it right away.

Zhou Keyun's finger slid down, wanting to touch Ji Xinghui's face, the truth that had been suppressed for a long time came to his lips, and he suddenly didn't know how to say it.

During Zhou Keyun's hesitation for a moment, Ji Xinghui suddenly raised his head and kissed him. He was a little drunk, and at first he only kissed Zhou Keyun's chin.

Ji Xing frowned, and rubbed Zhou Keyun's stubble again with his cheek, the rough feeling rubbed against his face.He turned his face to find Zhou Keyun's lips, as if he was begging for a kiss.

Zhou Keyun kissed him briefly, then looked back, his breath changed: "Don't make trouble, sit down."

Ji Xinghui's eyes entwined, and his expression became disappointed: "Don't you want me?"

Zhou Keyun's thoughts were completely interrupted by him, he bit Ji Xinghui's lip fiercely, and the person in front of him almost suffocated and begged for mercy before letting go.

Zhou Keyun unbuttoned Ji Xinghui with his hands. Ji Xinghui, who had drunk too much, was particularly dishonest, and kept rubbing the bath towel around Zhou Keyun's waist with his toes.

Zhou Keyun gritted his teeth and said, "Can you change your bad habit of going to bed with someone when you're drunk?"

Ji Xinghui looked at him ignorantly, his hands were propped on the sink, his clothes were hanging on his arms, and his round shoulders were exposed.

Zhou Keyun was a little angry, Ji Xinghui never realized it, and always used an innocent face to seduce people.

Zhou Keyun picked him up by the waist, and ripped off his home pants as if venting his anger. He tested the temperature of the water with his hands, and after confirming that it wasn't hot, he put Ji Xinghui into the bathtub without looking sideways.

Zhou Keyun casually took a bath ball from the cabinet and threw it in, and said angrily, "Take a bath, I don't sleep with drunks."

After Zhou Keyun settled Ji Xing back, he turned and walked out of the bathroom. He was still a little worried, so he left the door open.

Zhou Keyun changed his clothes a little irritably, then went downstairs and went to the kitchen to pour a glass of boiled water.

Ji Xinghui always has the ability to make him feel overwhelmed. If he hadn't restrained himself just now, the two of them would probably end up getting together again today.

Zhou Keyun didn't want to make the same mistakes again, after all, his previous experience told him that such an unclear affair would only end in nothingness.

Zhou Keyun drank a glass of water, took out his mobile phone and called Cai Zhao, and the other end quickly picked up the call.

Cai Zhao seemed to have guessed Zhou Keyun's call, he smiled and said, "The world is so small."

Zhou Keyun was impatient to reminisce with him, and asked straight to the point: "What were we talking about during the meal?"

Cai Zhao didn't hide anything from him, he just said it briefly, and finally added: "I have a good chat with him, and we have a good relationship, so I asked a few more words."

Zhou Keyun wanted to roll his eyes when he heard this: "Mr. Cai, he has worked very hard since he was a child, and he has no obligation to use his tragic life experience to accompany you to remember the old man."

"Are you blaming me?" Cai Zhao smiled good-naturedly, "Ke Yun, if you lose someone so important, you will grasp any resemblance."

These words sounded unlucky, Zhou Keyun groaned three times in his heart, said a few words casually and hung up the phone.

Zhou Keyun soaked Ji Xing back in a cup of honey water and took it upstairs. The bathroom was very quiet, and the crack in the door just left didn't change a bit.

Zhou Keyun put down his cup and carefully opened the door.

The bath ball has a floral and fruity fragrance, which fills the entire bathroom lightly.Ji Xing sat back in the bathtub, hugged his knees, and rested his chin on his knees, with an aggrieved expression on his face.

Zhou Keyun walked over and sat down by the bathtub: "The water is already cold, why don't you get up?"

Ji Xinghui turned his face away in an awkward manner, muttering: "You still know how to come back."

Looks like he did drink too much.Zhou Keyun looked at his red ears and couldn't help teasing him: "Don't you want me to come?"

Ji Xing pursed his lips, sank down, and the light pink water submerged his chin and lips.

Zhou Keyun thought he was cute, so he put his hand into the bathtub and said with a smile, "What are you hiding from?"

Most of the bubbles in the bathtub subsided, and they couldn't cover Ji Xinghui's naked body at all. Zhou Keyun stirred the pool of water maliciously.

Ji Xing couldn't take it anymore, he emerged from the water with a "crash", and said breathlessly, "Don't touch me, I'm still angry."

Zhou Keyun held his thigh, leaned closer and asked him, "Why are you angry?"

Ji Xinghui blushed from the heat, he was a little dizzy, and became very honest.

"You left me alone again." Ji Xinghui turned away after finishing speaking.

Zhou Keyun was stunned, and he sincerely apologized: "I just went out and made a phone call, it wasn't on purpose."

Only then did Ji Xinghui turn his face away, and said cozily, "Okay, I forgive you."

Zhou Keyun had never seen Ji Xinghui like this before, he suppressed the smile on the corner of his mouth: "You trust me so much?"

Ji Xinghui immediately showed a cheated expression.

Zhou Keyun was so cute by him, he quickly reached out his hand, covered his smile, and continued to coax him: "I will stay with you from now on, okay?"

Ji Xing smiled back at him, he came out of the bathtub cooperatively, wiped his body clean, and Zhou Keyun helped him dry his hair while brushing his teeth.

After Zhou Keyun helped him put on his nightgown, Ji Xinghui even stretched out his arms to give Zhou Keyun a hug.

Zhou Keyun enjoyed Ji Xinghui's rare act of acting like a baby, so he hugged Ji Xinghui horizontally.

Ji Xinghui might be a little embarrassed, he wrapped himself in the quilt as soon as he got to the bed, and when Zhou Keyun went to bed, he couldn't help sticking his head out of the quilt, blinking his eyes, and looked at Zhou Keyun's face seriously.

Zhou Keyun's heart rate was about to lose balance under his watch. He covered Ji Xinghui's eyes with his palms, and his eyelashes swept across his palms, still blinking.

"Sleep." Zhou Keyun turned off the light, and he slowly let go of his hand when the darkness fell.

Ji Xing leaned back and said inarticulately, "I have something to tell you."

Zhou Keyun stretched out his arms to embrace him, and said patiently: "Go ahead."

"You have misunderstood me. I just went to bed with anyone when I was not drunk." Ji Xinghui reached out and hugged Zhou Keyun, his voice was so soft that it was about to disappear.

Zhou Keyun couldn't even tell whether the second half of Ji Xing's reply was his wishful thinking or not.

"If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't go with him."

Speaking:

Don't take a bath when you're drunk, this episode is required by the plot, and Xiao Zhou has no common sense when he doesn't like drinking.

ps. Friends, the update frequency is every two days and one day off, and I will post it as soon as I finish writing. I am a bit busy recently, and it may exceed eight o'clock.