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Zhou Keyun's eyes darkened, he felt very irritable, and said through gritted teeth, "Then you take the initiative."

Ji Xinghui touched it slowly, then knelt on the ground obediently, apparently wanting to help him.

It was the first time for him to do this, and he was so jerky that he stumbled.

Zhou Keyun took a breath and pulled him up: "Don't do it."

"I'm sorry." Ji Xinghui panted slightly, and apologized to him, "I'm not very good at it."

Zhou Keyun felt that his rationality was going to be broken, he said coldly, "Take off your clothes."

Ji Xinghui quickly took off the sweater, and then began to unbutton the shirt inside.

Zhou Keyun suddenly had a feeling that it was difficult to breathe. The more obedient Ji Xinghui behaved, the worse his heart ached.

It wasn't until today that he realized that the fact that they rolled together in his junior year didn't mean anything at all.He used to think that Ji Xinghui at least had feelings for him, but his performance today made Zhou Keyun realize that to Ji Xinghui, it didn't matter who he was with.

It's just that Zhou Keyun just appeared.

Zhou Keyun felt very bitter, he turned his face away, unwilling to see Ji Xinghui's flexible and beautiful body.

But when Zhou Keyun thought that if he really refused, Ji Xinghui would go out and find someone to sleep with, he couldn't accept it at all, and he hated it even thinking about it.

Zhou Keyun grabbed Ji Xinghui's wrist roughly, and tied his hands behind his back with a belt.

Ji Xinghui didn't struggle, and didn't even ask any more questions. He lay on the bed, quietly.

……

Zhou Keyun knew that he must have hurt him, he saw Ji Xinghui's tears slipped from the corner of his eyes.

But Ji Xinghui didn't say a word, he even gritted his teeth, as if he didn't want Zhou Keyun to hear his voice.

These silent tears made Zhou Keyun feel heartbroken. He cupped Ji Xinghui's chin and pried his tightly closed lips open with his fingers.

"Don't hold back." Zhou Keyun bent down.

Ji Xinghui's tears kept falling, his waist collapsed, and his body stretched into an upside-down bridge.

……

The bed sheet was wrinkled, Ji Xing lay there on his side, tears kept streaming down, leaving a wet mark the size of a bowl on his face.

Zhou Keyun was a little overwhelmed, he didn't know why Ji Xinghui was so sad, he was crying silently, but a great sadness pervaded, almost swallowing Zhou Keyun.

"Why are you crying?" Zhou Keyun lowered his head, and lightly touched Ji Xinghui's face, "Stop crying."

Ji Xinghui buried his face in the pillow, avoided Zhou Keyun's hand, and said in a muffled voice, "I'm sorry."

Zhou Keyun sighed, first untied the belt, then stretched out his hand, hugged Ji Xinghui from behind, and clasped his fingers in front of him.

"It's okay, don't cry, your voice is hoarse." Zhou Keyun comforted him.

Zhou Keyun didn't know what moved Ji Xinghui to cry like this on this night.

He couldn't bear it, Ji Xinghui's tears made him unconditionally soft-hearted.

Zhou Keyun coaxed him very gently: "Did it hurt you just now? Let's not do it, okay?"

Ji Xing shook his head back, he couldn't even utter a coherent sentence: "Yes...I'm sorry, I let you...disappoint..."

Zhou Keyun was angry and distressed, he kissed Ji Xinghui's bare shoulder, and said softly: "It's okay, I'm sad, it's okay to cry a little bit."

Ji Xing turned over slowly, and buried his face in Zhou Keyun's arms.

Zhou Keyun knew he was still crying, his shoulders were shaking slightly.

Zhou Keyun lost his temper at all, he sighed and patted him on the back very gently.

"Why are you so sad? Don't cry, okay? Your eyes are going to be swollen." Zhou Keyun held Ji Xinghui's face in his hands, and wiped away his tears with his fingertips.

Ji Xinghui cried until his eyes were red, he closed his eyes to avoid Zhou Keyun's gaze.

"I'll be the only one from now on." Ji Xinghui choked on his sobs, his eyelashes were soaked, trembling with the words.

Zhou Keyun didn't know what was wrong with him, he felt tormented, as if a hole had been ripped out of his heart.

He could only carry Ji Xing back, but he didn't know how to comfort him.

Zhou Keyun wanted to say, you are not alone, you can be with me.

But this is too funny, Ji Xinghui doesn't even know who he is now, it sounds like a lunatic when a stranger in a one-night stand says such a thing.

Zhou Keyun once thought that Ji Xinghui was just a short-lived heartbeat when he was young, and now he still cares about it when they meet again, just because he couldn't ask for it at the beginning.

Regret is always itchy, and it doesn't mean anything.Zhou Keyun kept convincing himself like this.

But today, Ji Xinghui cried so sadly in his arms, a sharp pain snaked up from their chests that were touching.

"Don't be sad." Zhou Keyun kissed him tenderly, and said cautiously, "I will accompany you."

Zhou Keyun thought, if Ji Xing asked him now, he would give him anything.

But Ji Xinghui didn't say anything, and finally fell asleep in Zhou Keyun's arms.

This night Zhou Keyun completely suffered from insomnia. He turned off the light and tried to collect his thoughts in the dark, but he always heard Ji Xinghui's small breathing.

There are many tall buildings in the West Court, which cast long and narrow shadows on the ground in the morning. Zhou Keyun was fully dressed and was sitting by the bed.

This situation is like a repeat of the previous night, but that day Zhou Keyun just wanted to say goodbye, but today he really wanted to stay.

Zhou Keyun stood up, bent down, and kissed Ji Xinghui's cheek.

When he opened the door, Zhou Keyun looked back again. At that time, what he thought was that it would be decent for both of them to do so, and there was no need to explain why he appeared in the bar.

Zhou Keyun closed his eyes in the car and rested his mind. What lingered in his head was Ji Xinghui's crying face from yesterday.This time, he thought, they might start over.

On the way back, Zhou Keyun listed a lot of plans. He thought he could take advantage of work to invite Ji Xing back to have dinner, take a walk together, chat some gossip, and send him home when the time comes.Afterwards, you can invite him to the art gallery by the lake to see exhibitions, and you can also take him to ride horses, play squash, and go camping. If Ji Xinghui likes it, Zhou Keyun will bring his telescope that he has not used for a long time. He can name many stars .

Everything can be carried out in an orderly manner, and then it is logical to talk about a future.

Zhou Keyun went home and tidied himself up. When he arrived at the company, he saw a girl delivering Christmas Eve apples to Chen Ran, so after Chen Ran came in to deliver documents, Zhou Keyun asked, "Do you have an appointment today?"

Chen Ran shook his head: "No."

Zhou Keyun was silent for a while, then asked again: "Then do you know any restaurants that are suitable for two people to eat together?"

Chen Ran sensitively guessed that this was not an ordinary work dinner, so he said: "There are several shops near the company with a very good environment, which is very suitable for two people to be alone."

Zhou Keyun didn't intend to hide it from Chen Ran, he simply said: "Book me a seat for tonight."

"Is there any requirement for the cuisine?"

Zhou Keyun paused for a while, he realized that he really didn't understand Ji Xinghui, and he didn't know what he likes to eat at all.

"French food." Zhou Keyun chose one at random.

After Chen Ran went out, Zhou Keyun took out his mobile phone to check WeChat, only then remembered that he didn't even have a WeChat from Ji Xing.He felt that the way he and Chen Ran asked Ji Xinghui to contact him was very deliberate, so he simply contacted the driver directly and asked him to pick him up at five o'clock.

It was rare for Zhou Keyun to leave early, and it was a special day like Christmas Eve. His colleagues in the company would inevitably gossip, and those who had the guts to ask Chen Ran Zhou if he was in a relationship.

Chen Ran really didn't know much about the boss's personal affairs, so he used a general template to answer: "Mr. Zhou has something at home."

Colleagues joked, Mr. Zhou wants to go on a blind date at a young age?

It was just 05:30 when Zhou Keyun arrived at ZJ Bank. He was sitting in the car, thinking about how to invite Ji Xing back later without being abrupt.

Just when Zhou Keyun was hesitating whether to go in and find Ji Xinghui, the person concerned happened to come out from the door.Ji Xinghui wore a brown coat with a black turtleneck sweater inside. He seemed afraid of the cold, so half of his face was sunken in the collar of the sweater.

Zhou Keyun was about to get out of the car when he saw a tall man approaching. He looked older than Ji Xinghui and had gentle eyes.

The two seemed to have an appointment, Ji Xinghui talked to the man with his back turned to Zhou Keyun, Zhou Keyun couldn't see his expression.

Seeing the man take off his scarf, Zhou Keyun reached out his hand naturally, and gently put it on for Ji Xinghui.

Then they walked forward side by side, and the man helped Ji Xinghui open the car door very gentlemanly.

For a short distance, without holding hands or touching each other, Zhou Keyun felt that they were very close.

After sitting in the car for an unknown amount of time, Zhou Keyun slowly said, "Go to the restaurant."

The restaurant that Chen Ran helped to book was in the city center, with expensive land and exquisite decoration, it was really suitable for a date.

Zhou Keyun chose a bottle of expensive red wine, faced the empty seat opposite, and ate in silence.

He thought, Ji Xinghui is indeed a casual and even frivolous person, he found someone to sleep with in a bar yesterday, and today he can date another man.

The knife in Zhou Keyun's hand slipped and made an ear-piercing sound. The steak sauce on the plate splashed, and dark red spots fell on the table. He lost interest at this moment and asked the waiter to remove it. this dish.

Zhou Keyun knew that he was feeling irritable because of Ji Xinghui. He hated this kind of emotion that was out of control, and also hated his heart that was easily affected by Ji Xinghui.

Zhou Keyun finished drinking the red wine in the glass, he decided to forget about Ji Xinghui.

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I have something to do tomorrow. I don’t know if I can update it. I will update it when I finish writing. If I can’t finish writing, I will rest tomorrow.