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Because Mr. Ganga is so annoying!Grab this weakness of people liking you! "

"Aha!?"

"..."

At the corridor passageway, Lan Ling stopped and looked in the direction where the shouting sound came from.

The stairs lead to the next level of space close to the ground. Beside the stairs, the place close to the wall happens to be a small closed space that cannot be easily found by people above.

In that narrow space, the girl with the black ponytail had teardrops on her vigorous face, and she had two pink blushes.She was facing the brown-haired boy next to her, seeming to be arguing or coquettish, with the hazy affection that is unique to girls.

That picture looks so harmonious, like a green brush, outlining infinitely beautiful colors.

Lan Ling stood on the spot and stared at them blankly, a cold thought was about to come out in her heart, knocking out ripples on the lake of her heart.

I've never been so conscious for a moment...

Ten years ago, Sawada Tsunayoshi, everything about him only belonged to those people who also came from ten years ago, not her.

Or, even the youth of this era, Tsunayoshi Sawada. He may belong to the "before" Blue Bell, but he is definitely not the incompetent woman who can't remember anything and has no way to become a combat power.

"You still say you don't care, what's your expression now?"

In the ear, Kawahira Nobuko's teasing laughter came softly.

Lan Ling was taken aback, she took half a step back, she didn't look away, and there was no abnormal expression on her face: "Now is the moment of life and death, and it's time to think about how to become stronger. How can I have time to talk about this?"

"Are you trying to fool me successfully, or are you trying to convince yourself?" Xinzi folded her arms around her chest, her dark green pupils filled with insights, "A fool in love really likes to get into a dead end, or becomes swayed by gains and losses. "

"Nobuko!"

Nobuko Chuanping's eyes were dark, and she could see Lan Ling not wanting to say more, and the teasing expression on her face turned into a heavy sense of sadness and indistinctness: "Ring, you have changed. The you in my impression... Never run away."

"Enough... Enough! Don't say any more!" The last reason was pushed to the edge, and Lan Ling couldn't help shouting, "I have always been like this, and I have never changed!...It is your wishful thinking. I am connected with the 'one' from the 'before', but do you know that, for me, the 'before' in your mouth...is the illusion that I have no impression of."

It's like this again...it's like this again! "Before", always say "before" to her constantly.All they had in their eyes was the blue bell before using the forbidden technique, only her.

The current her is not at all comparable to the "before" one, not as decisive as that one, not as powerful as that one, with abilities, strategy and mental strength... everything is not as good as that.

Sometimes even she herself doubts, is the strong woman Lan Ling they are talking about, is she really what she used to be?

Sa, it's impossible... She is so useless, useless at all, and still afraid of this and this every day, either today she has no sense of direction, or tomorrow she has no sense of belonging. She is like this... even herself They all feel terrible!

They want her to be the "before" one, the blue bell they thought she was!These people... all care or take care of her "before" Lan Ling.What they really care about is the "before" and not the present.She Lan Ling—no, she Lin Lan—is actually nothing, nothing at all!

Down below, Tsunayoshi Sawada and Haru Miura looked up in surprise when they heard the sound of the dispute, just in time to catch the scene of Lanling screaming out of control.

"bell……?"

Lan Ling turned her head as if aware of it, her dark and chaotic eyes met Tsunayoshi Sawada's gaze, she was slightly taken aback, and quickly avoided.

It was as if the ugly secrets in her heart were embarrassingly revealed to the world. She couldn't stay in this place for a moment, and almost subconsciously wanted to escape, away from this place, away from that person's sight.

However, the steps she took hadn't gone too far, suddenly, a powerful hand behind her tightly grasped her right wrist.

"Wait a minute!"

Hearing the familiar voice, she subconsciously struggled harder, but she couldn't break away from the person behind her.

The man's hand was like a red-hot iron, locking her arm relentlessly.

"Ling... Sang, come with me, I have something to say to you."

"Gang... Jun?"

The author has something to say: [First update]

Hmm, the state of self-abandonment and close to collapse is the most suitable for 27 to heal.

Ah Gang, come on!Let's successfully take down the sister paper in one fell swoop!

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47. Exclusive publication of Jinjiang Literature City...

Almost being half pulled and half pulled to the nearby empty room, the pair of steady hands closed the door, sealing the last gap to the outside world.

"That..." After completing a series of actions that could not be refused, Tsunayoshi Sawada suddenly woke up as if being scalded by a pot of hot water. He didn't know how to place his hands, he just faltered dryly, and didn't know how to speak.

Out of a subtle and inexplicable thought, Lan Ling faintly resisted the situation of being alone with Sawada Tsunayoshi at this moment.She looked away uncomfortably, her tongue seemed to have been injected with anesthesia, and every word she uttered was unavoidably stiff: "What do you want to say?"

Seeing Lan Ling look away, Tsunayoshi Sawada frowned slightly, but he was not so embarrassed: "Although I don't know what happened, but... Well, I think, I might be able to guess your thoughts."

Lan Ling frowned, couldn't help raising her head, and glanced at him obscurely.

Tsunayoshi Sawada noticed her gaze, but did not avoid it.The first sentence was uttered smoothly, as if breaking through the barrier, and the following words became no longer difficult to speak:

"Actually, I am the same. I used to... feel that I am useless, unable to meet everyone's expectations, but often dragging my feet..."

"I was also annoyed and rejected because of the strict requirements of Reborn and Lal, but... there is no way to do it. If I don't allow myself to reach that height, I have no way to protect everything I want to protect...Everyone... ...I don’t want to see everyone’s panic and pain anymore, I want to change the status quo, the feeling of powerlessness, and don’t try again.” Thinking of the fear of being helpless when I first learned about the endangered situation in the future, I thought of watching in the Nightmare Ring The scene he saw, thinking of the appearance of Collom vomiting blood and the speculation that something might happen to Mukuro, he felt that the belief in his heart was unprecedentedly clear and firm.

"I also often reject the matter of becoming a mafia, and sometimes complain why I have to encounter so many troubles...but...after going through so many things, I suddenly feel very lucky, these things let me Gaining strength prevents me from losing everything without making any effort. It is also these things that make me understand that not everything can be chosen by myself. If I want to hold on to something, I have to make myself stronger and stronger again. powerful……"

"Since you can't retreat, let's move forward! For your partners and for the future, you must do your best to fight hard. Even if you fall down a thousand times or ten thousand times, you won't have any regrets when you get up again... "

"As for becoming a qualified leader...Since I can do it ten years later, why can't I be able to do it now? The me ten years later...isn't it me too?"

Since you can't go back, let's go forward!

The me ten years later... isn't it me too?

One stone, one thousand waves, every word of his is like a small mallet hitting the heart, arousing the deepest resonance in her heart.

Yes, it’s probably because… she’s always been afraid, worried that she can’t be like the “before” Lan Ling, afraid that she’s too weak, afraid that she’ll be lagging behind, afraid of seeing people around her or looking disappointed or blaming. , so... you find it unbearable?

She thought she was useless, and felt that no matter what she did, she could not meet their expectations. Then, she was overwhelmed by the boundless worries, and she rejected the "before" they said more and more. Refuse to admit it.

Now think about how cowardly and pale those self-loathing thoughts are.

Why worry so much, why assume you can't do it without trying? "That she", the "former" blue bell they cared about, wasn't she also?

Why can't she do what "that she" can do?

Her body is the nimble and strong body that "that her" has trained for many years, and her soul is still her soul. The difference is nothing but a memory that has nothing to do with power and...a tough and powerful will.

She may not remember the fighting skills, but her body's experience instincts are still there. If it wasn't for her lack of firm will, the strength she could achieve would never be so tiny.

In the final analysis, she was just digging into a dead end and making trouble for no reason.

"Thank you, and... sorry..."

The serious expression on the young man's face was gradually tainted with surprise: "Alas? Why are you apologizing?"

"...When everyone is working so hard for the fight and the future, I still can't see the puzzle clearly, and I still stubbornly think that I am not understood by everyone-it's really bad."

"That's not true, everyone has times when they are confused...ah, actually, I only realized it in the past few days. I used to be even worse, but just now I was lying like a preacher. I feel embarrassed thinking about it now... The brown-haired boy touched the back of his head shyly, stretched out his other hand, hanging in the air with a half-bend, "Hey, Lingsang, let's work together!"

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