Yamakawa

When Xie Qiujie woke up, the back of his head was aching slightly, his eyes were blank, and his consciousness was not clear.

He saw a needle stuck in the back of his hand, infusion.

alive...

It's a good thing to be alive, to be alive.

With a warm and clean bedding on his body, the wind and rain outside the window, a white ceiling, he slowly propped himself up and looked at it.

But Xia Youqing was not found.

So find the emergency button and press it.

After a while, a little nurse came, and the nurse smiled kindly, "You finally woke up, does your head still hurt, drink some water, it will make you feel better."

Xie Qiujie only asked: "With me, is there someone else?"

"You said that the man who ran the whole mountain behind your back is in the next ward."

"What's up with him?"

"The leg was injured so badly that I actually carried you for several kilometers on my back. Fortunately, the rescue team had an ambulance... At that time, I insisted on waiting for you to come out. Afterwards, I had an operation and anesthesia. Maybe Haven't woken up yet."

Xie Qiujie wanted to get out of bed, but the nurse hurriedly held him down, "Hey, what are you doing, don't move around."

Xie Qiujie: "I want to go see him."

"He's fine. You need to recuperate first. Luckily, he's well bandaged. Hypoglycemia and excessive blood loss are dangerous if you don't deal with it in time. You stay in the ward first, and I'll bring you some food."

After eating the meal brought by the nurse and re-hanging the bottle of glucose, Xie Qiujie went to the next ward with the infusion pole.

Xia Youqing was still awake, his right leg was wrapped in a bandage and hung.

Xie Qiujie carefully tried not to touch his wound, then lifted the quilt and lay next to Xia Youqing, hugging his waist.

Xie Qiujie looked at his sleeping face, brushed his fingers across his outline, and said softly, "You are mine..."

You haven't said you love me yet.

The next morning, when Xia Youqing woke up, he found someone in his arms.

As soon as he moved, Xie Qiujie woke up.

Xie Qiujie looked at him and didn't speak.

Xia Youqing also looked at him, and finally laughed softly, "Baby, why are you looking at me, don't you kiss your boyfriend who was almost scared to death?"

Xie Qiujie said, "No coaxing."

In order to find a camera, his boyfriend wanted him to wait for him at the bottom of the mountain alone. He is not as important as a camera.

"That's it," Xia Youqing touched his bandaged head with a smile, "Then I'm going to coax my boyfriend."

After the words fell, Xia Youqing leaned over and kissed him.

A kiss without any lust, but the two hanging hearts finally fell to the ground, feeling extremely at ease.

After the kiss, Xia Youqing suddenly hissed softly.

Xie Qiujie became nervous instantly, "Did you touch your wound?"

Xia Youqing nodded: "Yes."

Xie Qiujie half propped himself up, "Where does it hurt? What's wrong with your leg? How did it hurt like this?"

The corner of Xia Youqing's mouth curled slightly, "My heart hurts, my boyfriend doesn't even come to coax me, my heart is broken, a broken heart is like shards of glass."

Xie Qiujie: "..."

Xie Qiujie didn't want to pay attention to his unserious words, and looked at his hanging legs, "Speak seriously, what's the matter with the legs."

"I was pressed down by a stone, and then I hit a bone. It's not a big deal, it just looks more serious." Xia Youqing said, "Does your head hurt? If you don't recover well, why come here to squeeze the hospital bed with me? I'm not going to find you."

Xie Qiujie said with a wooden face: "I'm afraid you ran away with the camera, don't want me."

Knowing that he was angry, Xia Youqing coaxed softly: "I was wrong. I won't let you be alone in the future. It's just a photo. I can still take it in the future. It's not as important as you. Really, next time I won't worry about taking a few photos. It's not as important as being good to you."

I will never take Xie Qiujie to a dangerous place again. Xie Qiujie said that his last words would scare him to death.

Xie Qiujie looked at him.

"You said you, agreed to go down the mountain and wait for me, why go find the camera by yourself, if you are swept away by the mountain torrent, and you are gone if the camera is gone, where will I cry then?" Xia Youqing looked at his head I couldn’t help nagging because of my injuries, and pre-emptively said, “Just don’t believe me? I said I’ll go back in good condition when I’m safe in front of you. It’s such a big forest and the mountain is not stable. You don’t want to die if you run to find a camera. gone?"

Xie Qiujie: "..."

"Xie Qiujie, let me tell you again, if something happens to you, I will not forget you, I will remember you for the rest of my life, I will remember that you left a wound in my heart, and I will remember that this is a hurdle that I will not be able to overcome in my life, so you Nothing can happen."

"Also, I don't like listening to last words, I just like you standing in front of me in good health..."

Xie Qiujie interrupted him, "I'm the same as you."

He pursed his lips lightly, and then continued: "Xia Youqing, we can share joys and sorrows, whether it is good or bad, I want to be with you. I know the meaning of photography to you, this meaning Here, I'll take half."

The two of them, Xie Qiujie has a strong desire to possess, and Xia Youqing has a strong desire to control, they really are a natural pair.

Xia Youqing was helpless and funny.

The meaning of Xie Qiu Festival to him is more than half.

The two were young and in good health. After staying in the hospital for a few days, they almost recovered, so they planned to leave the hospital.

It was said that Xia Youqing's leg would not heal after a hundred days of injury. On the day he was discharged from the hospital, Xie Qiujie took him home in a wheelchair.

When pushing Xia Youqing out of the hospital in a wheelchair, Xie Qiujie looked very happy.

Xia Youqing thought he was discharged from the hospital happily. After all, Xie Qiujie didn't like the hospital. When he returned home, Xie Qiujie pushed him everywhere he went. He finally understood the strange possessiveness in Xie Qiujie's heart.

It's the same as liking to touch his Adam's apple.

Xia Youqing was a little amused, "Honey, do you really like me in a wheelchair? You've thought about it a long time ago, and you don't want me to run around."

Xie Qiujie didn't change his face: "No."

"You are so happy that I am in a wheelchair, and you still say no." Xia Youqing tugged him, and Xie Qiujie was forced to support him on both sides of his wheelchair, as if Xia Youqing was enclosed in the wheelchair.

Xia Youqing raised his eyebrows, "Baby, you are in such a good posture now, I love you so much."

Xie Qiujie: "..."

Xia Youqing said: "My legs are inconvenient now, you will help me take a shower at night, right, I am yours, only you can touch it."

The possession in Xie Qiujie's heart was poked out, and the roots of his ears were red, "...don't say it."

It feels so perverted to say it.

In the evening, Xie Qiujie helped Xia Youqing take a bath, and almost tossed himself into it while washing.

Xia Youqing is a dog man, even sitting in a wheelchair can't make him less powerful, and his desire to control can torment the dead.

After washing, he carefully helped Xia Youqing wipe his body and put on his clothes. Xia Youqing reached out his hand cooperatively and walked out of the bathroom door. Xia Youqing subconsciously wanted to push it away by himself.

Xie Qiujie supported his wheelchair and said angrily, "Don't touch it, I'll push it."

Xia Youqing laughed: "Okay, okay, you push."

He pushed Xia Youqing to dry his hair, saw him clean and refreshed, and remembered that he washed his whole body by himself, and even pushed him to change places. This kind of possession and control that he had never had before made him a little obsessed.

Suddenly I understand why Xia Youqing especially likes to hold him to clean up or toss about to dress him after the end. He is completely dependent and possessive. Xia Youqing's cooperation satisfies all his possessive desires in his heart.

Lying on the bed, Xia Youqing pinched his chin and kissed him, "Honey, I've cooperated with you for a day, can you cooperate with me now?"

"My legs are lame, why are you still..." Xie Qiujie's voice was muffled, "Didn't you mess with the bathroom just now?"

I have been outside for too long, and I almost experienced life and death. Not long ago, I was in the hospital for several days, and I finally went home, relaxed, and I inevitably had some thoughts.

Xia Youqing laughed, "I miss you."

Xie Qiujie's possessive appearance is too attractive.

After that, Xia Youqing's legs recovered, but he didn't run anywhere, and stayed with Xie Qiujie in Xingcheng for two months.

Supervising his exercise, picking him up to and from get off work, taking Xie Qiujie’s food and fun, taking orders to take pictures, and occasionally taking pictures in the streets and alleys of the city with a camera, sharing the afterglow of the sunset every day.

He will also pester him on the bed endlessly.

After the National Day holiday, Xie Qiujie went to Gansu with Xia Youqing again.

They are at Mingsha Mountain in Dunhuang.

This is a desert, like the place where the little prince fell on the earth.

They climbed mountains and ridges, and then watched the sunset on the dunes, overlooking the night view of Crescent Lake, and lay on the dunes at night to watch the stars.

The stars are as bright as broken diamonds, everything is distant and quiet.

"There are so many stars." Xie Qiujie said.

Xia Youqing: "Yes."

Xie Qiujie turned to look at the people around him, "Someone told me that the stars shine so that everyone can find their own star."

Xia Youqing laughed, "Then I have found my star."

Xie Qiujie: "I found it too."

"baby."

Xie Qiujie touched his Adam's apple, "Huh?"

"Boy friend."

Xie Qiujie looked at his lips, "?"

"Thank you for the autumn festival."

"what."

Xia Youqing smiled, "I just want to call you."

If only you could hear voices.

You can hear the rustling of the sand and the whistling of the wind from this mountain.

Xia Youqing said again: "Baby, do you know why this place is called Mingsha Mountain?"

"why."

"you guess."

Xie Qiujie: "Don't be secretive."

Xia Youqing couldn't help laughing out loud, and the topic changed unexpectedly, "I have almost learned the guitar, and I will play it for you later."

Xie Qiujie: "Okay."

The sound of the wind seemed very empty in the desert, and the temperature cooled down at night, so they went into the tent, huddled in the small tent and hugged each other to keep warm.

The world is so big, two people are home.

The next day, they watched a sunrise rising from the sand dunes. The sky was bright and the sunlight fell on the golden sand dunes.

Xie Qiujie sat at the mouth of the tent and watched the sunrise.

Looking at the sunrise, Xia Youqing suddenly said, "Suddenly remembered the first time we met."

Xie Qiujie thought that he cared about him and ignored him before, "You are enough."

If someone told Xie Qiujie that he would like a man in the future and fall in love with a man, Xie Qiujie would definitely think that person was crazy.

The tone he spoke to Xia Youqing at that time was not bad.

"Honey, do you remember the first time I told you?"

Xie Qiujie: "..."

Who remembers this?

Xie Qiujie hated the world at that time, and he didn't have a friendly tone to most people. Anyway, he probably wanted to ask him to take pictures and ask him if he would like to be a model.

The first sentence is - hello brother.

"If you do it all over again," Xia Youqing smiled, "I should have said something else."

Xie Qiujie asked, "What did you say?"

Talk about a heartbeat that he didn't even realize before.

Xia Youqing suddenly stood up and walked out.

Xie Qiujie looked at him standing on the sand dunes with his back turned to him. Not far away were endless sand dunes, all of which looked like mountains.

After running about four or five meters away, Xia Youqing turned around.

The sun rose higher and higher, and its dazzling light fell on him.

Xia Youqing had a smile on his lips, his senses were full, his brown pupils reflected a beautiful light, he was tall and long-legged, just like when they first met.

It's different again.

Seeing him, Xie Qiujie put his hands around his mouth in a trumpet shape.

"Thank you for the autumn festival!"

Xie Qiujie froze for a moment, staring at him blankly.

Xia Youqing continued to shout.

"Thank you—autumn festival—"

"I love you--"

can you hear me?

I love you, love you very much.

I liked you the first time we met, I love you like never before.

The wind dropped the voice in his ears.

After many years, in the vast world, Xie Qiujie seemed to hear the voice from this world.

His world said to him, I love you.

——end