Yamakawa

Xia Youqing worked hard all night without sleep, and Xie Qiujie was so tired that he fell asleep when dawn was approaching, the emotional exhaustion was too great.

Before falling asleep, I forcefully opened a slit to confirm again, "Xia Youqing, will you disappear?"

"No, as long as you need me, I will always be there."

Xia Youqing held him tightly in his arms, and the temperature of his body passed over, surrounded by his unique breath, Xie Qiujie felt that he really existed.

Xie Qiujie sometimes feels that this is all a dream. In the dream, he finally broke off with Liu Li as he wished. He went to see the world and experience the world. He met many new friends, opened a dim sum stall of his own, and experienced College has also been to amusement park madness.

And Xia Youqing was just created in his mind, a person who redeemed him and could hold him and never let go.

But the dream will always wake up.

Maybe after waking up from the dream, he just picked up Wu Yu's love letter, just came out of the psychological consultation room to vent his emotions, and then spent a long time to heal himself.

He has no friends and can't talk to him, but he talks less and less, people are getting colder and colder, and he has been wandering around the edge of the world. Maybe one day he really disappears, and he won't leave hurt in others' hearts.

It was finally dawn.

After Xie Qiujie fell asleep, Xia Youqing quietly went to the front desk to find the boss to renew the room for another day, and asked, "Boss, where is the nearest pharmacy?"

The woman who drank with her last night was carrying her luggage downstairs and going through the check-out procedures. When she heard this, she gave Xia Youqing a slight glance and caught a glimpse of his dark circles, "Haven't slept all night? You hurt your little baby ?”

Xia Youqing: "...No."

The woman sighed again, "Young people are so fierce, you still have to be careful."

Xia Youqing explained: "We didn't do anything."

The woman said: "I heard him knocking on the door last night, and he was still crying. Don't worry, I don't discriminate. I haven't had a good life myself, and I don't have the heart to chew other people's tongues."

"..." Xia Youqing looked at her suitcase, changed the subject and asked, "Where are you going next?"

"I don't know, just walk around in southern Xinjiang." The woman shook out another cigarette, but she just held the cigarette and twirled it between her fingers, "I've been walking for two months, and it's time for me to go out. Not all of life, these regrets will be taken away slowly, after the Chinese New Year, I should also devote myself to my new life. Grasslands, lakes, snow-capped mountains, beer and..."

The woman chuckled lightly, and patted Xia Youqing on the shoulder, "...and the friends I met on the journey, there are many things in this world, regrets will pass, and it's no big deal to miss, but what your partner said made me really Be relieved."

"I know where I should go in the future."

The woman pulled the suitcase and walked towards the door. Xia Youqing seemed to have seen her cool and sassy appearance on the battlefield when she was young, and the woman waved her back to him.

Xia Youqing said, "Take care."

Hearing this sound, the woman stopped in her footsteps, turned her face to look at him and smiled, "Well, you too, cherish the people around you, and wish you a long life."

"Thank you."

The journey is like this, when you meet by chance, you will also meet like-minded friends and people who sincerely wish you well.

There are many beautiful scenery, but most of them are kind people, unfortunately not all are bad.

After all, the future is still very long, and the sky will eventually dawn.

Xia Youqing finally found the pharmacy according to the boss's prompt, then hurriedly bought breakfast, and ran back to the room.

As soon as he opened the door and entered, Xie Qiujie was standing in the room looking at him, with a hoarse voice and an indifferent expression, "Where did you go?"

"Buy breakfast," Xia Youqing raised the breakfast and medicine in Yang's hand, "Don't stand barefoot, go back to bed, why did you wake up."

Xie Qiujie just looked at him without speaking.

Xia Youqing put the breakfast on the table, led Xie Qiujie back to the bed, first reached out and touched his forehead, "Fortunately, I didn't have a fever, the wind blew so long last night."

Emotionally broken.

Xie Qiujie was stuffed under the quilt by him, and it was as if he finally came to his senses, "...I thought you ran away."

Xia Youqing couldn't help but chuckled, and shook his hand vigorously, "Where am I going, I won't go anywhere when you are here."

Xie Qiujie hesitated to speak.

Xia Youqing said: "I will not disappear, trust me."

Xie Qiujie's heart slowly let go, and he raised his eyes to look at him again, repeated several times, and finally lowered his eyes and let out a faint oh.

"Take off your pajamas first, and let me see if there are any other injuries on your body." Xia Youqing took apart the newly bought ointment, "If you feel uncomfortable, come and pinch me, don't greet yourself, understand."

Xie Qiujie directly ignored what he said later, and shook his head, "There are no other places."

Xia Youqing had no choice but to roll his sleeve to look at the scar on his arm, "I let you go back after you told you to give you time, but I didn't let you stay in the corner and feel uncomfortable. Xie Qiujie, there will be no next time."

The last few words were even a little strong.

Xie Qiujie's arm was full of wounds caused by pinching and buckling. There were bruises and purple patches, and some places even saw blood, which was particularly obvious on the milky white skin, which looked shocking.

Holding the ointment, Xia Youqing suddenly didn't know what to do, and looked at Xie Qiujie.

Xie Qiujie retracted his arms anxiously, "It doesn't hurt very much."

Xia Youqing sighed helplessly, and didn't dare to be angry with him. How hard it took to toss himself like this. He warmed the ointment in his palm before applying it on Xie Qiujie's arm.

"Does this force hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt," Xie Qiujie was very uncomfortable with this situation, feeling uneasy, "I'll do it myself."

Xia Youqing didn't seem to be able to hear him, and only concentrated on giving him the medicine. He couldn't help but said, "Xie Qiujie, who am I now?"

This is Xie Qiujie's cold face, which Xie Qiujie has never seen before. Xie Qiujie cautiously asked, "Yes, the object?"

"So I'm your boyfriend now, right?"

"……Um."

Xia Youqing held up Xie Qiujie's white and tender arm, and let Xie Qiujie see these scars by himself, and said in a cold tone, "So from now on, you will be related to me. These injuries, without my permission, don't even think about greeting yourself, I will Hopefully this is the first and last time."

Xie Qiujie didn't expect to be so cruel last night. In fact, the pain was just that momentary pain at that time. He just wanted the pain to maintain a sense of reality and the desire to survive.

Xie Qiujie promised: "There is no future."

In fact, he has already accepted this result. He didn't dare to touch those memories before because he knew that it would be difficult for him to survive alone. He spent a long time in the past to heal the dust, but Xia Youqing will be there in the future.

He doesn't have to bear it alone. If he remembers those memories next time, it's still the same as before, then Xia Youqing's painstaking efforts this night will not work at all.

He's actually not that vulnerable.

It's just that someone suddenly loves him, and he panics.

He was afraid that Xia Youqing was another Wu Yu.

"Okay." Xia Youqing rubbed his head, wiped the medicine and put down his sleeves, "Don't touch the water for a few days, eat breakfast first, and then sleep for a while."

Breakfast is ordinary soy milk buns and millet porridge. After eating, the two of them lie on the bed and prepare to sleep. The bed is not big, but it is enough for two people to lie on.

Xie Qiujie was still hugged into Xia Youqing's arms with great strength, and their bodies were tightly attached to each other, as if they would never be separated.

Maybe it wasn't just Xie Qiujie who was uneasy, but Xia Youqing was equally uneasy.

Xie Qiujie is too unfamiliar with this kind of contact, he has never been so close to anyone, but in front of him is Xia Youqing, he does not reject it, and even likes it a little.

He looked at Xia Youqing's sharp and full Adam's apple, then slowly reached out and touched it.

"What's wrong?" Xia Youqing said.

The Adam's apple slipped slightly in the palm of the hand, and the vocal cords vibrated, as if he could hear his voice. Xie Qiujie asked, "Xia Youqing, have you ever entered my room before?"

Xia Youqing smiled, and let him touch his vitals, "That's too much, when did you say it?"

Xie Qiujie was not surprised. After all, Xia Youqing sometimes went into his room like a father to see if he had a cold and kicked the quilt in the middle of the night, although he didn't kick the quilt very much.

After thinking for a while, Xie Qiujie said, "Only once, you hugged me like last night."

"I had a low fever then, right?"

"Well," Xia Youqing grabbed his other hand under the quilt and held it tightly, "I thought you would never remember it, and you were wronged that morning and said I was a thief."

Then Xia Youqing said that the flower picker meant that.

No wonder I didn't wake up that day with cold hands and feet.

No wonder Xia Youqing was often worried about whether he had a fever, a cold, and knee pain.

At that time, he had a low fever, and Xie Qiujie was in a daze of consciousness. He just thought it was a ridiculous dream, and even wanted to hide when he saw Xia Youqing the next day.

Xia Youqing said again: "If you can really be a flower picker, it's pretty good, isn't it? I'll just pick you out."

Xie Qiujie: "..."

Started to flirt again?

"Dream." Xie Qiujie said indifferently, "I won't let you pick it."

"If it's really in my hands, it doesn't matter what I say." Xia Youqing laughed, and then gently squeezed Xie Qiujie's waist ambiguously.

Xie Qiujie had a conditioned reflex and almost wanted to kick him.

"So sensitive, you won't just kick me under the bed when I fall asleep in the future." Xia Youqing grabbed Xie Qiujie's calf under the quilt and pinched it between his legs, "Why are my feet still cold, but my body is warm. "

So Xie Qiujie's feet were held by him to keep warm, Xie Qiujie whispered: "I won't kick you."

He was reluctant.

Xia Youqing looked at Xie Qiujie for a moment, smiled, and said suddenly: "To be honest, I often dreamed for a while, and it was all about you."

Xie Qiujie said, "I'm sorry."

"Don't say I'm sorry, I like you, I am willing, he is too, you have not been sorry to anyone." Xia Youqing touched his side face, and rubbed his thumb on the ink dots at the end of Xie Qiujie's eyebrows, "But, I hope there will be something in the future You discuss it with me first, I don't know that you even had a shadow of liking before, and I don't want you to tell you to give you some time, but it turns out that you plan to heal those injuries yourself, and then come back to me."

"Xie Qiujie, falling in love is not a matter of one person. If you don't want me to comfort you and don't want me to hug you when you are sad, but hide yourself, I will feel that my appearance is very meaningless."

But in the end, Xie Qiujie still went to knock on his door. He showed Xia Youqing the wound dew, told Xia Youqing that it hurt, and then he was cured.

Xie Qiujie looked into Xia Youqing's eyes, wondering why he suddenly felt sad, he didn't want him to be sad.

He said a little awkwardly: "Your appearance is the meaning."

Xia Youqing is a gift.

"yes."

Xie Qiujie said, "I have a mouth."

Xia Youqing answered with a smile, "You say so."

Xie Qiujie still learns how to speak from him, why is Xie Qiujie so cute.

He obviously didn't sleep all night, and felt a little drowsy after eating and drinking. Xie Qiujie looked at the person in front of him, but he was a little reluctant to sleep, and he couldn't see it when he fell asleep.

After a long time, when Xia Youqing was sleepy and sleepy, he had already started to squint his eyes, and suddenly he heard Xie Qiujie ask in an uneasy whisper: "Xia Youqing, what do you like about me, I'm pretty bad, I can't speak nice words, You won’t lie, you still have a chance to return the product now, and it won’t be in a few days…”

He didn't sleep all night and was worried, but now he finally felt relieved, Xia Youqing was so sleepy, he opened his eyes with difficulty, and yawned, "I don't know what I like you, I like you the first time I see you, I will say If it sounds nice, I will coax people, maybe God let you appear in front of me, just to let you be favored."

nice words?Are you talking dirty?Xie Qiujie thought, just don't know how to answer him.

Xia Youqing closed his eyes and said in a daze, "Baby, I'm so sleepy, can we talk about this after we wake up from sleep?"

Then Xia Youqing tugged him, buried his head in Xie Qiujie's neck, hugged his waist tightly and fell asleep.

Fell asleep.

Xie Qiujie: "..."