Yamakawa

There is a canopy on the left side of the roof, an old table and a few chairs, and only a dilapidated light bulb on it emits a faint orange light.

The two of them had already drank several cans of beer, and they probably chatted for a long time. Xie Qiujie saw the woman as if being amused, laughed so hard that she leaned back, then casually took out the cigarette case and poured out a cigarette, the lighter flashed .

With a cigarette in one hand, the woman stared at Xia Youqing lightly, "Do you mind the smell of smoke?"

"do not mind."

The woman handed him a cigarette, "One?"

"Thank you." Xia Youqing took the cigarette, and the woman threw the lighter to him, but Xia Youqing just stared at the cigarette and smiled faintly, "Are you addicted to cigarettes?"

"have it."

"A friend of mine didn't smoke before, but after his partner ran away, he learned to smoke."

The woman just laughed, and after a long while, she said, "I'm similar. In the past, the army was very strict, and I wasn't interested in smoking."

Xia Youqing asked again: "Will it be difficult to quit after being addicted?"

"I don't know, I haven't quit before." The woman asked back, "Why do you want to quit?"

"..."

The woman snorted and shook the cigarette, and the dim light swayed in the dark night, "I have no reason to quit. Smoking and drinking are just tonics. You, like me, like stimulation, don't you?"

The woman slowly exhaled the smoke and floated over. The smoke obscured Xia Youqing's face. Xie Qiujie saw him take another big gulp of beer with his head raised. Looking at it from this angle, his Adam's apple became more sexy.

"yes."

But quitting smoking is definitely much easier than quitting Xie Qiujie.

The woman's peripheral vision fell on Xie Qiujie again. She seemed to have noticed that Xie Qiujie was coming up, but she didn't say anything. Xie Qiujie walked forward, and the woman reminded coldly: "Your friend is here."

Xia Youqing followed the voice and looked at Xie Qiujie who was walking over. Xie Qiujie was standing not far in front of him. He raised his brows slightly and smiled, "It's cold on the roof, why are you coming up?"

Xie Qiujie said softly, "Relax."

He edited, deleted, deleted, and thought about topics by himself below, and Xia Youqing was drinking and chatting with women here.

Xie Qiujie looked at the woman, "Do you mind if I have one more?"

After the cigarette was finished and the last bit of smoke drifted away, the woman threw the cigarette butt into the finished beer can and laughed, "Sit down and drink whatever you want."

She asked: "Little handsome guy, what's the matter, are you in a bad mood?"

"also?"

The woman directly betrayed her teammates, pointing at Xia Youqing, "Here, your friend, come here to drink because of love."

Xia Youqing: "..."

Hurt by love?

Xie Qiujie looked at Xia Youqing, "You..."

Xia Youqing patted the place beside him and waved to Xie Qiujie, interrupted: "No, she's just teasing you, she just wants to drink suddenly and accompany her to drink, sit here."

Women do not poke, just look at them and laugh.

She has also experienced big storms, and she has seen too much love and love in her life. She can tell at a glance that Xia Youqing is in a bad mood because of Xie Qiujie.

The night wind was indeed cold. Xie Qiujie sat down and looked at the unlit cigarette in Xia Youqing's hand, "Suddenly want to smoke too?"

Xia Youqing has never smoked, and Xie Qiujie has never smelled smoke on him. His breath is always fresh and clean with the wind, and it is warm and reassuring like the sun.

Xia Youqing put down the cigarette, "Curiosity, just take a look."

What is there to be curious about Yan, as if he has never seen Yan.

Xia Youqing looked at his legs, Xie Qiujie only came out wrapped in a down jacket, but the pants were extremely thin, "How dare you come out to relax in this light, are you not afraid of catching a cold?"

Xie Qiujie glanced at him, "Aren't you too."

This man didn't wear much, Xie Qiujie was wearing cotton clothes anyway, Xia Youqing just put on a coat and came up.

The woman looked at them and couldn't help taking another sip of wine, "Young love."

Xie Qiujie looked at her.

The woman looked at the dark night in front of her, and said to herself: "You know, I've heard this saying, don't hold hands if you can kiss, there are only a few people left in this life, come and go, find someone It’s not easy for people who can walk together, even if the final result is not perfect.”

"At least give it a try, at least if you try it, you won't have so many regrets. Life is not so long, and it's good to fight for the day and night."

"Put on the hat too, so your ears are cold." Xia Youqing put his hand on the hat for Xie Qiujie, and laughed again when he heard the woman's words, "But I'm greedy, I want it day and night, and I want it for a long time, and if you fall in love, you have to talk about it all your life. long."

Xie Qiujie's sight was blocked, only Xia Youqing said that his life was so long, and he didn't know what he was talking about.

The woman lit another cigarette and smiled coldly, "I used to think so too. At that time, I was young and frivolous, and I always thought that the relationship needs to be vigorous to be unforgettable, and it will be remembered for a lifetime."

"It's not actually, man, just those things, try something new, once the novelty wears off, you will change your mind faster than anyone else."

Xie Qiujie: "..."

Xia Youqing: "..."

The woman seemed to remember that it was two men who drank with her, and apologized without sincerity, "Sorry, it's not about you two."

Xie Qiujie felt that she was the one who was hurt by love.

Unable to continue talking about the emotional radio station, Xie Qiujie awkwardly changed the subject, "Why are you here alone?"

The woman said softly: "Oh, it's probably to heal emotional wounds, just like the friend next to you."

Xia Youqing: "..."

Please don't mention me.

Xie Qiujie: "..."

The woman opened another can of beer, touched Xia Youqing, and then finished it in one breath. Xie Qiujie looked at her cool and sassy appearance, thinking about what kind of emotional injury is worth her running so far, and still drinking like this .

The woman wiped her mouth after drinking, as if she was a little drunk, she patted the table and asked, "I ask you, if there is a relationship that can hold you tightly when the mine is about to explode, you will be safe in the end. , will such vigorous feelings change?"

Probably because the woman's appearance is too serious, Xie Qiujie said: "If it were me, the feeling of life and death may be remembered for a lifetime, but the relationship is not necessarily, decades is too long, it is impossible to rely on that vigorously for a lifetime .”

Xie Qiujie is very realistic, he can't last the vigorous feeling for the rest of his life, love will gradually fade, maybe today he wants to share the same hole with the other party after death, and tomorrow he quarrels and looks at each other and hates each other, wishing that the other party can go to the ground for peace.

These things are uncertain.

"Scumbag, as expected, all men have this virtue." The woman sneered.

Xie Qiujie: "..."

Xia Youqing thought for a while, and his Adam's apple slipped, "If it were me, I would probably never leave him for the rest of my life."

As long as Xie Qiujie gave him a little hope, he would walk towards him without hesitation.

It was only when Xie Qiujie confessed his scars that he flinched, and then he suddenly understood that there are not so many unrepentant things in the adult world, and sometimes you can't say what you like.

He was afraid that Xie Qiujie would get hurt, so he didn't dare touch his wound.

So I wanted to run a little farther, avoiding him first, maybe I would slowly forget about him if I didn't see him, but Xie Qiujie still followed.

The woman pointed at Xia Youqing nonchalantly, and said to him like a warning: "You, don't get in too deep, or you will only be scumbags."

Xia Youqing laughed silently.

Xie Qiujie explained: "What I mean is that it is impossible to be in a relationship with vigor and vigor all the time. All vigor and vigor will eventually return to plainness. I am just an ordinary person, and the long flow of water is the final destination."

The woman suddenly fell into contemplation. She used to be a special soldier, and she was used to pursuing all kinds of vigorous habits in the army and on the battlefield. Later, she met the man who hugged her tightly when the mine was about to explode.

She felt that he was the only one in this life.

Although they were all injured and retired, she also got married and started a family with the person she liked as she wished, and she thought this was the end.

Later, after the man got married, he became more and more ordinary. She couldn't find the feeling that made her feel warm, and she kept arguing endlessly.

She felt that he had changed, maybe the man had had enough of her, he said countless times that he was tired, and finally cheated, and they divorced, so this was the final outcome.

Can't tell who has changed, can't tell who is right or wrong.

"Hahahaha..." The woman couldn't help laughing, she laughed and cried, when she was young and frivolous, she always thought she was so great, if she could accompany him to live a good life when she was young, wouldn't they end up in such trouble.

"I'm a little tired, you guys have a drink." She wiped her tears and went back against the night wind.

There is only a little light in the dark night, the night wind is raging, and there are only the two of them on the rooftop.

Xia Youqing looked into Xie Qiujie's eyes and asked him, "Why do you think so?"

"Maybe it's because of Master." Xie Qiujie was silent, "Xia Youqing, I've seen the bad side of love before, watching my father's domestic violence, watching my mother quarrel, watching others commit suicide, a lot, but that time In your camera, I saw Master and Mistress supporting each other as they walked into the light, and I realized that there is really a love that will accompany you until old age."

"I envy that kind of long-term relationship. I know it's not all sweetness. There are quarrels, conflicts, and misunderstandings. The most important thing is that they will never be separated."

Xie Qiujie's eyes were clear, his milky white skin exuded a lustrous luster under the light, the world in his eyes, the love in his eyes.

The distance may be very close, they looked at each other, they only had each other in their eyes, the night was not gentle, but their love surged out.

It's hard to tell who met who first, lips pressed together, nose breath intertwined, Xia Youqing's lips were cold, and the kiss was very gentle, with the bitter taste of beer.

I don't know how long it took, maybe a few seconds, maybe a few minutes.

When Xie Qiujie came back to his senses and opened his eyes, he saw his thick eyelashes brushing past him, and pushed him subconsciously, but his hands unconsciously clenched the clothes on Xia Youqing's chest.

Being pushed, Xia Youqing seemed to wake up from a beautiful dream, he licked the corner of his mouth lightly, and pulled the distance between them.

"Sorry, I've been drinking, I'm not clear—"

Xie Qiujie's ears were red from burning, he grabbed his clothes and refused to let him go, and interrupted him with a cold face, "You are right, don't tell me you are sorry."

His voice dropped again, "Xia Youqing, can you give me some time, let me think about it."

He didn't know who came up first, Xia Youqing drank, but he didn't drink, he was sober, but he kissed him.

He was just a little scared and a little unable to accept it.

Xie Qiujie let go of the piece of fabric, which was crumpled by him and pursed his lips. He lowered his head, not daring to look at Xia Youqing, "I...I can't give you a complete answer yet, give me some time ,May I?"