Yamakawa

Xia Youqing smiled, "Director Chen, you meant to be my model."

Director Chen had invited him before, but he declined.

It doesn't make sense that the crew has been filming for a while, so I'll hire a camera director.

Being exposed, Director Chen was not embarrassed, but spoke more bluntly.

"Yes, I'm looking for your actor. I couldn't find an actor I liked before. After watching your video, I think he just walked out of a book. I dare say that no one is more attached to that actor than him. Role."

"You also know that I'm taking it for an award, or if you let the actor tell me, you know my movie, if it really wins. As soon as he debuts, he can win the crown that countless actors cannot touch. body."

For a crew, the script and actors are the soul and the main body. No matter how good the photography is, a few photographers can always equal one Xia Youqing.

But it is difficult to find an actor who fits the character so well among thousands of people.

Xia Youqing refused: "He doesn't make movies, and he won't enter the entertainment industry. I made a statement earlier."

"How do you know he doesn't want to film?"

Director Chen said: "Xiao Xia, you don't have to be so decisive in refusing, you go back and talk to him. Our production team called and wanted to send someone over to talk to him in person. Now that you have issued a statement, I just came to talk to you. talk."

Xia Youqing was not in the mood to deal with it. He looked at his mobile phone. At this point, Xie Qiujie should be off work, and he might have gone home early.

Xia Youqing: "It's very late, Director Chen, let's talk next time."

Director Chen's face turned cold, "Xiao Xia, let's give each other face. I didn't come all this way to find you for dinner and chat. I respect you and say that he is your person. If you don't want to leave your relationship, I have a big problem." Other methods."

This circle is like this, he has nothing to say.

Xie Qiu Jie is too clean for this kind of place.

Xia Youqing smiled, but there was no smile in his eyes.

He stood up, "Okay, Director Chen, I'll tell him for you, but I can't guarantee the result."

As he spoke, he waved to the waiter and said, "Pay the bill and swipe your card."

After paying the money, he nodded to Director Chen and said, "I treat you this meal, it's not easy for you to travel all the way."

"Director Chen, for your sake, I'll ask him for you. If he refuses, it has nothing to do with me. Don't make things difficult for him. Not everyone wants to enter the entertainment industry."

Director Chen frowned. He didn't want to have a fight with Xia Youqing. In terms of interests, it would be best if he could cooperate.

Before he had time to say anything, Xia Youqing turned around and left.

At night, the temperature is even lower, and the evil wind directly pokes people's backs, as if they want to drill into people's bones.

Xia Youqing glanced at the phone, Xie Qiujie still didn't send him a message, maybe he was asleep, he was so tired from working overtime these days.

When I got home, there was only darkness, and the whole house was so quiet.

Xia Youqing saw Xie Qiujie's shoes at the entrance, so he should have gone home early.

He knocked on the door, "Xie Qiujie, are you asleep?"

He clearly knew that Xie Qiujie couldn't hear him, but suddenly he felt that his behavior was a little funny.

Going to the bathroom to wash off the cold, Xia Youqing sat on the sofa, but didn't know what he was thinking.

After sitting for a while, he got up and knocked on Xie Qiujie's door again, and said politely, "I'm coming in."

He pushed open the door, and there was only the dim light of the moonlight coming in through the window. There was a small heaving ball on the bed, and Xie Qiujie quietly huddled under the quilt.

Yes, he couldn't hear.

Xia Youqing came up to him and squatted by the bed to watch him.

Afraid of waking him up, he only dared to pull out the broken hair on his forehead with his hands, and said softly: "You say you, why are you recruiting people like this, you always let others stare at you."

In the dim light, he saw Xie Qiujie frowned, his face was extremely pale, his lips were trembling, as if he was muttering something.

Xia Youqing instantly sensed something was wrong, and reached out to touch Xie Qiujie's forehead, it was cold.

Even the forehead was sweating coldly.

He patted Xie Qiujie anxiously: "Xie Qiujie, wake up, you have a fever."

Xie Qiujie couldn't hear it. He only knew that he was suffering. His whole body seemed to be soaked in ice water. He murmured: "It's cold...so cold."

Am I dying.

Xia Youqing was so anxious that he wanted to take him directly to the hospital with a quilt. Xie Qiujie seemed to feel the warmth, and grasped the only warmth in panic——Xia Youqing's hand, as if grasping the only life-saving straw.

He frowned uncomfortably, sweating profusely, and his voice was weak, as if this person would disappear in the next second, "I...I don't want, I don't want to die, it's so cold."

But the water was so cold that his limbs were stiff.

He can't hear.

The voice was very small, but Xia Youqing heard it.

Xia Youqing's heart seemed to be grasped by an invisible hand, and his heart suddenly felt terribly uncomfortable.

He resisted the soreness in his throat, and gently patted his back with the other hand to comfort him, his voice was softer than ever before, "No, you won't die."

After being comforted, Xie Qiujie seemed to cry instead.

Xia Youqing heard him choking with extreme depression, and subconsciously held the warmth in his hands even though he was so uncomfortable.

It may be that he felt the tenderness of the people around him while he was half asleep and half awake, but the tears fell slowly on the pillow like a bank.

Xie Qiujie said stubbornly, "...I'm going to die, I... have five yuan inheritance in the pencil case... I'm dead, can you bury me next to my house, I can't hear... I'm not a burden, don't put me lost."

He spoke incoherently.

Xia Youqing felt extremely uncomfortable, and comforted him gently, "No, you won't die, you've been fine, you're not a burden."

Xie Qiujie's body was really cold. Xia Youqing reached out to touch it, and his whole body trembled slightly.

Xia Youqing asked gently: "Xie Qiujie, I climbed into bed."

Without waiting for Xie Qiujie's answer, he slipped into the bed very lightly, hugged Xie Qiujie tightly in his arms, and put his cold feet in his lap to warm him up, trying to use his body heat to make him more comfortable.

Surrounded by warmth, Xie Qiujie unconsciously burrowed into Xia Youqing's arms, like a human instinct to survive, he just wanted to live.

"Is it still cold?" Xia Youqing patted him lightly, even though he knew he couldn't hear him, he still comforted him softly.

Xie Qiujie dreamed of being a child.

Everything is muddled, like a gray movie, without sound or color.

That winter was the coldest winter, even the river surface was covered with fine pieces of ice, and the eaves were covered with icicles.

He was standing by the river, behind him was a group of children in the village whom he had met or didn't know.

"I heard that he is deaf and can't hear. Let's scare him later and see if he will be frightened."

"Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, he will hear you later."

"Hahaha everyone said that he is deaf, how could he hear it, are you going or not?"

"He is like a fool. Every time we call him he doesn't answer, and he always runs to see the tractor. Can deaf people not hear? I think he can sometimes hear his brother talking."

"Try it and you'll know."

Xie Qiujie is like a stray person in this gray movie. The lip language that he couldn't understand when he was a child, after many years, he actually saw what the group of boys were saying back then.

He watched himself as a child being pushed and startled by an older boy, and walked to the river.

When he was a child, he looked stunned, as if he didn't know what happened, and then the fine ice on the river cracked, and before he could react, he fell into the icy water.

The icy river water flooded up in an instant, flooding his nasal cavity, his limbs gradually became cold, and he fluttered in the water in fear, shouting for help.

The boys by the river laughed and said to him: "Stup up, fool, the river is not high, just stand up and come over."

"Hahahaha, look at him so stupid, he only knows how to call for help!"

The water on the bank was not high, and if he stood up, it would only reach his chest.

But he couldn't hear. Under the panic and fear, he just felt cold, and even his legs began to feel weak, cramping and feeling uncomfortable like frozen bones.

Someone on the shore imitated him jumping in the icy water, exaggeratedly shouting for help, and made a group of people laugh.

At that time, children did not have the concept of killing people. They only felt that their curiosity was satisfied, and it was very interesting to watch other people jumping.

They are ignorant and harmful.

In an instant, the grown-up Xie Qiujie seemed to return to his body when he was a child. He was thrashing in the river, his limbs were cold, he said it was cold, and his consciousness slowly sank, as if he was finally going to lose his strength.

His hands and feet were so cold that he lost all strength to thump, everything seemed to be sinking slowly, and he saw the surface of the water.

The boys on the shore watched him sink slowly, and then they started to panic, "Brother, he doesn't seem to be struggling anymore, he won't freeze to death."

"Hu... what nonsense, why doesn't he stand up, he is obviously not tall, he can't be pretending, one of you can help him."

"I won't go, the water is so cold, he thumped a little far away, if I fall into the water, I will be scolded by my mother when I go home."

"Whoever scared him just now, whoever went, what to do! I, I saw his head sinking, we, we are considered murder, and we will go to jail!"

The young child almost cried in fright.

It may be the instinct to survive, Xie Qiujie suddenly stood up after sinking, and walked to the shore step by step heavily and slowly, climbed up, and walked in the direction of home.

The boys on the bank seemed to be frightened stupid by him, and they all froze, quietly watching him walk step by step with difficulty.

The young Xie Qiujie was covered in ice water like that, and walked home step by step in a heavy cotton-padded jacket soaked with ice water.

He saw the terrified expression of his eldest brother who had just returned home, and then became anxious and angry, but he was so cold, so cold that he couldn't even open his eyes, he felt that everything was in pain.

Deafness, ridicule, teasing, and death all made him hate this world. At that moment, he even felt that if he died like this, would he make those people feel guilty for a lifetime.

Will it not become a drag on the family.

Is it that he no longer has to feel the pain of being alive.

He slowly closed his eyes, forced himself to smile and shouted, "Brother, I'm back."

Then slowly fell down.

In the ups and downs of his consciousness, he heard his elder brother shouting in his ear, "Xiajie! Xiaojie!! Don't sleep, don't sleep, we're going to the hospital right away!! Do you know?!"

He seemed to be in a daze and smiled again, with pale lips and chattering teeth, "Brother...I'm so cold, brother, am I going to die...I'm going to die, brother."

He felt that he would be frozen to death, so he trembled and said childish last words.

He said: "I have five dollars in my stationery box, brother, you can use it to buy snacks... I hope... after I die, you don't lose me, I want to go home... I am not a burden, I A lot can be done."

"...It's so cold, it's really cold."

The cold intensified, and finally turned into a high fever. Xie Qiujie stayed in the hospital for three days and three nights, almost burning him stupid.

He remembered waking up and seeing the white ceiling. Liu Li and Xie Qiu were sitting next to him. Liu Li was crying with red eyes, and Xie Qiu had bruises on his face. It looked like he had avenged him.

But Xie Qiujie was extremely calm.