[Entertainment Circle] Falling into the trap of being a good actor

The boy's eyes flickered slightly, but were soon covered by a layer of frost.

"Qi Yan, what status are you keeping me here now? Teacher? Or friend?"

"I..." Qi Yan was at a loss for words for a moment, not daring to raise his head to meet the boy's eyes.

"If you haven't figured out what your identity is, don't persuade others from the perspective of being good for others."

Qi Yan kept his head down. He didn't know what kind of feelings he had for Zhou Shiheng now. When he heard that he was leaving, he really panicked, but did he like it?he does not know.

He put his heart into the hands of an impossible person for ten years, and it was also cold for ten years. He did feel warmth in Zhou Shiheng's place, but he was not sure whether such warmth could last for a long time.

After all, he is not a child anymore, he cannot be like him, he is not at the age of daring to love and hate, what he faces is completely different from what the other party faces, so he dare not give the other party hope, nor dare to Take the rest of your life to gamble...

Zhou Shiheng saw that the other party had remained silent, and his slightly heaving heart sank to the bottom of the sea again.

He took a deep breath and looked at him, "Qi Yan, starting today, the relationship between me and you has unilaterally ended. I have liked you for more than two years, but I have never seen you Your emotions towards Fu Hengyu."

"I know you can't forget him, and I won't make it difficult for you anymore, and you don't have to make it difficult for yourself to give me a chance." He was silent for a while, as if he had made a big decision, "The dog licking for the past two years, I'm tired of doing it, and I really don't want to continue, if you really can't forget him, then go pursue your own happiness."

"I also beg you, don't appear in front of me again, we have never known each other before."

Hearing these words, Qi Yan felt his nose sore for some reason, and his eyes turned red, but he still didn't dare to look up, just watching the boy walk away from him and slowly disappear into the crowd...

In the end, he still didn't say the words that made him stay for himself.

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In the days that followed, Qi Yan returned to a boring and boring life. Apart from making himself work hard, he locked himself in the room.

No entertainment, no activity, like duckweed floating in the ocean, without purpose.

"Teacher Qi Yan, our classmates are organizing a party tomorrow, can you come and join us?"

A female classmate asked him cautiously and tentatively.

Qi Yan's face was cold, and there was no expression on his face, making it hard to guess.

"Thank you, you children can just play, I won't go. Saying that, I'm leaving.

At this moment, another careless girl suddenly ran over and grabbed Qi Yan's arm, "Mr. Qi Yan, you can go with us, many female students in our class like you, and I especially hope that you can accompany us Let's play together, please..."

Qi Yan couldn't resist the soft-heartedness of the girls and classmates, so he had to compromise in the end.

But to him, it's just another place to continue being boring.

The next day, the party was very big, and many students had fun.

In addition to him, the teachers in the school also invited several subject teachers of similar age.

Qi Yan was not sociable at all, and he didn't bother to go over to chat, but just sat in the corner and watched the laughing and laughing classmates downstairs.

In the middle of the party, some students made a fuss and wanted to drag Qi Yan downstairs to dance, but they were scared away by his cold face, so they stopped looking for boredom.

As time passed, Qi Yan drank several glasses of wine, and his head was a little dizzy.

He unexpectedly opened Zhou Shiheng's Weibo by accident.

The last time the other party posted on Weibo was a month ago, or before they attended the wedding.

September 9th: It is said that if you like someone, you should give him a gift. I don’t know when I will receive the gift you gave me.At that time, does it mean that you have fallen in love with me?

September 9th: He said he would give me a chance, I am really happy, I firmly believe that I will be able to impress him.

August 8th: Oh my god, I kissed him again, he looks so good when he is asleep, he is the prettiest boy I have ever seen, isn’t he nine years older than me, he looks taller than me I'm still tender, it's too bad, it's too bad, I can't watch it anymore...

From the beginning to the end, it is all about his liking and waiting for himself.

Qi Yan turned off the phone, his eyes were a little moist.

It turned out that he had always been sincere to himself, and it was he who deeply hurt his heart.

Suddenly, there was a colic in a certain part of the heart, as if something was lost, and there was a feeling of worrying about gains and losses.

Two lines of tears slid down her cheeks, and for a moment, she wanted to see him right away.

I want to tell him that I don't want to lose him, tell him that I was wrong and shouldn't hurt him so much...

He put down his glass, pushed everyone away, and strode out of the party.

Taking advantage of his drunkenness, he took a taxi to the airport and booked a flight to country M.

By the time he recovered from his astonishment, he was already in a certain hotel in country M.

Qi Yan rubbed his head that was about to burst, and couldn't remember when he appeared in the hotel.

He only vaguely remembered that he frantically called Zhou Shiheng after getting off the plane, and then yelled at him frantically, crying so hard...

Thinking of Zhou Shiheng, he suddenly sat up from the bed, took out his mobile phone and frantically rummaged through it.

Seeing that he stupidly sent a lot of voice messages to the other party and made so many phone calls, he wished he could strangle himself to death.

Why did he come to country M, and why did he call others?Haven't you already decided not to disturb each other?

Looking at the empty room again, fortunately, all of this may be a dream, and everything that happened last night was his hallucination.

Thinking of this, the door was suddenly opened from the outside, and seeing the person on the bed woke up, he calmly put the food on the table, "Wake up, let's eat something."

When Qi Yan saw the person coming, he froze there like a statue of self-esteem.

Isn't all this a dream?

"you……"

"Last night you were yelling at the airport alone. Finally, the airport staff had no choice but to send you to the police station. Later, the police called me and asked me to pick you up."

He spoke very flatly, as if he was dealing with an ordinary friend.

Zhou Shiheng turned his head and glanced at him, "Eat something first, I still have class today, so I'll leave first."

Turning to leave.

At this moment, Qi Yan ran over almost barefoot and grabbed his hand, "Don't go..."

A trace of panic flickered in his eyes, but in just a second, he returned to his usual calm.

"Teacher Qi Yan, I really still have class..."

"I don't care, I just don't want you to go..."

Qi Yan already felt that he was embarrassing enough in front of him, so he wasn't afraid to be a little more embarrassing.

Since he can come to see him, it means that he still has himself in his heart.

"Shi Heng, I'm sorry, I know I was wrong, can you forgive me? I really know I was wrong..."