[Entertainment Circle] Falling into the trap of being a good actor

"Mingxuan, I know that you have lost too much father's love these years. It's because I didn't estimate your feelings. It's because my father is sorry for you..."

Shen Ruiqi's throat was a little hoarse, and he gasped for a while when he said these words.

After a while, he slowly said: "I know that a belated apology is worthless in your opinion, but I still want to tell you that I am sorry for you. I have been indifferent to you for so many years, so you don't feel it. A trace of paternal love means that I am not worthy of being a qualified father."

Shen Mingxuan wanted to say something, but when the words came to his lips, nothing came out, and tears had already filled his eyes.

"Mingxuan, do you know why I alienate you on purpose? Because you look so much like your mother...every time I see you, it reminds me of that woman I love and hate.

She has been gone for so many years, and I have never thought of marrying again, because I can't forget her, but from the moment I was with her, her heart has never belonged to me..."

Shen Mingxuan was slightly taken aback, he looked at his father puzzled, because for so many years, Shen Ruiqi had never mentioned anything about his mother to him, and he always thought that his father didn't like his mother, that's why he even disliked her Own……

"Mingxuan, it's dad who is sorry for you. I know my time is running out. If I don't say these words again, I'm afraid I won't have the chance again..."

He knew that Shen Mingxuan was a caring, caring and soft child, no matter how much he had done to him, he would forgive himself.

But just because he knew that his son had such a character, he felt even more remorse. He hoped that his son could accuse him of not fulfilling his father's evil deeds.

Shen Mingxuan was silent for a long time, "Dad..." This father's cry was a little strange, but it was probably what he wanted to hear the most at this time.

For a moment, Shen Ruiqi's eye sockets were wet, and the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes already emphasized that he was no longer young.

After so many years, he never thought that he could still hear the words "Dad" from his son, even if he leaves now, he will have no regrets.

"Can I ask you something?"

With tears in Shen Ruiqi's eyes and an unconcealable smile on his face, he held Shen Mingxuan's hand, "Say it, dad will tell you whatever you want to ask."

"Do you know Gu Lingzhi? What is his relationship with you and your mother?"

Hearing this, Shen Ruiqi was taken aback for a moment, and his eyes slowly moved out of the window, as if the time went back to the time when he and Xiao Zihan just got married more than 20 years ago...

20 years ago~

In the empty room, there was the sound of a woman sobbing.

"Dong dong dong..." There was a soft knock on the door.

"Go away, I don't want to see anyone!"

"Ma'am, it's time to eat." Miss Bai comforted in a low voice.

"I said get out, I don't want to see anyone now, so go away."

The woman's delicate facial features on the bed, her oval face smothered in sobs, and pear dimples that seem to be there are clearly visible, and the bean-like sweat on her forehead wets her long black hair, which is scattered behind her back. On the lower abdomen, it seems to be in severe pain.

"You haven't eaten for a day, and your body can't stand it."

"I...I tell you to go away...ah!"

.........

When she woke up, she was already in the hospital, and her hand was tightly held by the man in front of the bed.

"Zihan, you finally woke up!" Shen Ruiqi was so excited, seeing his beloved woman wake up, his hanging heart finally let go.

Xiao Zihan looked at the man in front of her. She didn't know what kind of affection she would use to treat him. She used to think that this man really loved him and never lied to her, but... all of this was a lie.

The tears in the corners of her eyes overflowed her entire eye sockets at some point, and she turned her head away in despair, not wanting to take another look at him.

Shen Ruiqi nervously glanced at the sweetheart on the hospital bed, fearing that she would disappear in the next second, and asked with concern: "Are you still uncomfortable?"

He who has always been indifferent can let go of all his dignity and posture only in front of her.

Seeing that she ignored him, he was not angry, his face was filled with a happy smile, this smile seemed to be able to melt icebergs, those crescent-like eyes, if you look at them more, you may fall into them.

"Zihan, you know, we have children, twins, and it's been more than a month. You know, I'm so happy."

The news was like thunder, Xiao Zihan sat up in disbelief, as if the sky was about to fall.

"What did you say?!"

"Come on, I know I'm not good enough, but I'll try to make you accept me."

Shen Ruiqi has always cared for her in every possible way, even though she doesn't like him at all, he doesn't care, because he loves her to the bottom of his heart...

Xiao Zihan: "Get rid of it! I don't want this child!"

The indifferent voice made Shen Ruiqi worry inexplicably, so he doesn't want to have his child?Could she still not let go...

Shen Ruiqi: "Why, can't you let him go after all these years?"

Xiao Zihan: "Enough! You know better than anyone else what you have done all these years. You clearly know that I don't love you. Do you think it is appropriate to have these two children?"

Shen Ruiqi: "Oh... really? Then why do you still marry me. Why don't you go to him?"

Shen Ruiqi was dizzy by her indifference and heartlessness, and said such words against his will.

Xiao Zihan glared at him, "If you hadn't lied to me, if you hadn't made me feel that you really loved me, if you hadn't lied to me again and again...how could I have been fooled by you again and again?"

Shen Ruiqi sneered and asked, "Did I lie to you? Did you meet him? What did he tell you?"

Xiao Zihan couldn't help sneering, it turned out that it was all true, she wasn't quite sure before, but judging by his expression, it seemed to be true.

Xiao Zihan: "Why did you tell Ling Zhi that I don't love him anymore, why did you break us up, and it's in vain for him to treat you as a good brother."

Shen Ruiqi was silent for a moment, turned his back to her, and said after a while: "Yes, I did it too much, but I love you, I love you more than him, can't you see it? I told him At that time, he was already engaged to Qiao Xinran, which cannot be changed. I just don't want to make you more sad..."

Xiao Zihan covered his ears, shook his head and said, "Okay, stop talking!"

Both of them stopped talking, and Shen Ruiqi was very angry in her heart, she never believed in herself.

Five years ago, he lied and told that person Zihan loved him, and asked him to let Zihan go. They are in the past tense.

The letter that man left her was also torn up secretly by him. He was selfish, but who is not selfish in love.

This result is better than the three of them, isn't it!

Shen Ruiqi: "Okay, let's take a rest. The doctor said that you are too weak now, you must pay attention to rest, otherwise you will move your tires. I have other things in the company and I will go to work first!"

After the words fell, Shen Ruiqi strode out of the ward, not wanting to stimulate her with too much emotion.

If there is anything wrong with the company, he just went to talk to that person.

Shen Ruiqi: "Come out, let's talk."

The man on the other end of the phone didn't say much, just said something in the same place and hung up the phone.