[Entertainment Circle] Falling into the trap of being a good actor

He took the phone and was about to look for Jiang Zhijin again, but saw Shen Mingxuan walking over with something like a brocade box.

He suddenly rushed over like crazy, grabbed Shen Mingxuan by the collar and asked loudly: "Why did you touch him! Why did you want to touch him! You give me back my Xiaojin..."

"I'm sorry Mr. Cheng, I know you are very sad, but this is Zhijin's last wish. He hopes that his departure can change you."

Shen Mingxuan handed Jiang Zhijin's ashes to Cheng Jingyi, then turned and left.

Cheng Jingyi knelt on the ground holding his ashes and cried out in despair...

In the following days, Cheng Jingyi lived like a walking dead, he didn't go to the company, and the business of the art exhibition was also abandoned.

I thought about going quietly with Jiang Zhijin a few times, but they were all rescued by the people arranged by Mr. Cheng.

Mr. Cheng is just such a single seedling, so it can be seen that he doesn't want to send a white-haired person to a black-haired person. Day and night, he arranges people to watch this son who wants to commit suicide at any time.

Cheng Jingyi drank heavily all day long, and his life was upside down day and night. When he was drunk, he went crazy with alcohol and smashed everything in the house.

I repeat that sentence back and forth all day long, "Let me die! What's the point of living without Xiaojin!"

Old Master Cheng looked at the rebellious son who hated iron but could not make steel in front of him, and slapped him hard, "Why did I give birth to such a rebellious son, you really want to drive me to death!"

In the end, Mr. Cheng was so angry that he said that he would let this bad boy go, and left with his sleeves.

Cheng Jingyi sat in the room where the two used to live and drank wine all day long, as if he would not be so sad only when he was drunk.

At first he laughed while drinking, but after laughing, there was another burst of sad crying, which was heart-wrenching.

This day, after drinking again, he was lying on the bed crying while holding the clothes that Jiang Zhijin had worn, and accidentally found the other party's mobile phone and he put it in his pocket.

But the phone has been flooded and cannot be turned on.

The next day, he surprisingly didn't drink too much, but went out to fix Jiang Zhijin's cell phone.

After returning home, I sat in the room and looked through his WeChat and photo albums.

As if at this moment, he returned to the good time when the two were together.

He flipped through for a long time but saw a screenshot in the album.

That is the screenshot above the memo, which reads, "More than once, I feel that living is a kind of pain. I know that Jing Yi loves me very much, but this kind of love makes me feel suffocated, makes me very painful, and sometimes even makes me Wanting to escape, I don't know what's wrong with me, but I'm pretty sure I love him."

When Cheng Jingyi read the content on the screenshot, tears were already streaming down his face, and he kept saying sorry.

Just as he was crying with his head in his arms, Jiang Zhijin's cell phone rang suddenly.

The name displayed on it is "Doctor Han".

He was a little surprised, hesitated for a while and still answered the phone.

As soon as I took over, I heard a magnetic male voice from the other end of the phone, "Hello, Mr. Jiang, I have been unable to get through to you these days, and you haven't come for the last re-examination. Is there something that delayed you? "

Cheng Jingyi: "Reexamination? What reexamination?"

There was a sudden silence on the other end of the phone, "Mr. Jiang, have you forgotten? It's a re-examination of your condition, and now you have run out of medicine. If you can't continue to take it, your condition will easily worsen. I have some extreme ideas, I advise you to come here as soon as possible."

"What's wrong with Xiao Jin? Why do you need a reexamination?"

The voice on the other end of the phone was startled, and it took a while to react, "Hello, sir, you are Mr. Jiang's friend, right? I am Mr. Jiang's psychologist. My name is Han Yu. You don't know Mr. Jiang Suffering from depression? I have been seeing him for more than half a year. If you can contact him now, please ask him to come to the hospital for reexamination immediately."

Cheng Jingyi was stunned suddenly, as if he was frozen in place.

"So Xiaojin committed suicide because he had been suffering from depression? Was it because of me that he got depression?"

He picked up the phone with trembling hands and carefully opened the memo.

He was stunned by the densely packed fonts in front of him. He flipped through and there were hundreds of them...

He had no idea what he had been through without his knowledge.

It never occurred to her that the love she thought she had for him was an injury.

He clicked on a random one, "March 3, I had a fight with Jing Yi today, and I proposed to break up, but I didn't expect that he would choose to threaten me with suicide. I know he loves me, but I really I can't take it anymore, when will he stop forcing me like this, I feel like I'm about to suffocate..."

"On May 5, we had another fight, again because of an unrelated person, who once again restricted my freedom, and now I feel like I'm being watched by a pair of invisible eyes, watching what I do."

"On June 6th, I fell ill and went to see a doctor. I didn't expect that I would also suffer from depression!"

"On July 7, Jing Yi invited me to participate in bungee jumping again. He has invited me more than once. I really want to agree to him, but I am really scared. I am afraid of heights. I am afraid that I will pass out. I don't want to Let Jing Yi know that I am really cowardly, sorry for disappointing you again."

Cheng Jingyi kept scrolling down with tears in his eyes. The last article was in December, before Jiang Zhijin committed suicide.

He wanted to open it, but his hands trembled violently as if uncontrollably.

It took him a lot of effort to click on the content. The large text made people dazzled, and layers of water mist made the font a bit blurred.

He wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes and read carefully.

"We had another quarrel a few days ago, this time I don't know why, maybe I didn't do well enough to give him the sense of security he wanted, but I have worked hard to change.

I know that my condition is getting worse and worse. I never thought that one day I would be so angry with him, and he is still the man I love the most.

I'm sorry Jing Yi, I don't know what's wrong with me, I shouldn't be so fierce with you, I will try bungee jumping in a few days.

I know you always want me to accompany you, for you I am willing to try, for you I am willing to do anything, as long as you can be happy, I promise you, in the future there will be only you in my world, there will be no one else, I Will give you enough sense of security.

In fact, it was Mingxuan’s birthday some time ago, you know, I’m just such a friend, I really want to celebrate his birthday, but my recent illness is too serious, I don’t want you to worry, so I refused, I I don't want you to be angry with him because of me.

I just hope you won't be angry because of unimportant people in the future, I promise you, I will always love you..."

When he finished reading all this, his voice began to become hoarse, and he couldn't read the rest of the content, as if it was stuck in his throat, and even breathing made him feel pain all over his body.