How to Raise a Superstar

Ji Pan said, "You go back with me."

Ji Chen shook his head, "Go back to Ji's house? Brother, I'm not going back, I'm just taking you home."

Ji Pan walked with him to the car while persuading him, "What are you talking about, do you know that grandpa is sick? He just came home from the hospital yesterday, and he still doesn't know how he is. I'm coming back this time to see grandpa." Yes, you go with me, put all the previous things aside, don't be angry with your family at this time."

Ji Chen sneered, "Am I from Ji's family? Do I have the right to be angry?"

Ji Pan put his hands on his forehead in distress, "Okay, okay, I won't talk about that matter, and you should stop saying that you are not from Ji's family. Of course you have the right to be angry, not only you, I was also very angry at that time, you My sister-in-law is also angry, but even if everyone is unhappy now, you can't continue to argue with them, otherwise what will others think... Have you considered it, they don't care what your reason is, they only know that you are a descendant of Ji's family, keep Ji The blood of the family, you can't be no longer Ji's family just because you are gone."

Ji Chen hesitated, "I know." It's not good for him if this matter is exposed, unfilial piety is criticized in any era, "But are you sure I will be happy when I go back to grandpa now? He is seriously ill. I was not notified of the matter at all, and probably he didn’t want me to come back. Maybe he would feel angry when he saw me, thinking that I came here to divide the family property, just to anger him.”

According to Mr. Ji's thinking, this kind of thinking is really possible, Ji Pan himself is not sure, he hesitated for a moment, "Then you can't stay outside all the time."

Ji Chen said, "Brother, listen to me, the old man is sensitive now, you are afraid that others will say that I am not filial and I have the right to be unfilial, you should first ask Dad what he means, I will go back if he agrees."

This is a step back.

Ji Pan then said, "I'll go to the hotel to open two rooms for the next few days, how about you living with the eldest brother, I haven't seen you for a long time, I just use these few days to catch up with our brothers."

Ji Chen played Lai in the street, "No, no, what should An Yan do when I leave? He can't leave me now, without me watching him, he doesn't know how to eat and sleep on time!"

Ji Pan had no choice but to say, "Okay, okay, Brother Dang didn't say anything." Is it that exaggerated to be inseparable from something?Ji Pan would never say that he was jealous.

After more than ten hours of flying, Ji Pan was very tired and fell asleep as soon as he got in the car. Two hours later, when they arrived at Ji's house, he woke up when he realized that the car had stopped, "Are you there? Xiao Chen ?”

"It's here." Ji Chen said, "You go, I won't go in by myself."

Ji Pan nodded, he pulled the suitcase and got out of the car with two assistants, "Call me when you have time."

"I know." Ji Chen ticked the corner of his mouth, "Your brother won't wrong me."

Until Ji Chen drove away by himself, Ji Pan was still standing at the door watching his back as he drove away. The two assistants behind him shivered in the cold wind for a few minutes, and had to remind him, "Mr. Ji, it's getting late Yes, Ji Lao and the others are still waiting for us."

Ji Pan turned around feeling disappointed, "Okay, let's go."

Ji Chen stepped on the gas pedal all the way home, feeling really uncomfortable. Grandpa was seriously ill and might pass away soon. After he heard the news, he was a little dazed. It was hard to imagine that the other party was also seriously ill in bed. That old man once Full of anger, he scolded himself to get out of this house. Ji's family is a family that wants face and cannot tolerate an illegitimate child who shows his face. He carried a walking stick, and every knock almost broke Ji Chen's ribs. At that time, Ji Pan tried his best to stop him. , made Ji Chen run first with a wink, so he escaped from Ji's house in shame and shame, secretly shed tears while running, hating that they gave birth to him but never looked at him face to face, and also hated why they forced himself to obey since they didn't value him' The so-called "face"... But, when he knew that the other party was really in trouble, Ji Chen didn't feel very happy--Ji Pan was right, no matter how the old man of the Ji family ignored Ji Chen's illegitimate child in the past, he was his. Grandpa, it is impossible for Ji Chen to be indifferent to this old man.

He opened the door and sat in the living room for a while. Many past events that he thought he had forgotten resurfaced in his mind. Ji Chen originally thought that he didn't care about the obstruction of his dream. It wasn't until today that he realized that he didn't really care, but that he couldn't face it, so he convinced himself that he didn't care.Under the entanglement of these negative emotions, he suddenly felt that he could not bear it any longer.

Zhou Anyan was working in the study. When Ji Chen walked in, he didn't even knock on the door. After opening the door, he kept staring at him blankly. Zhou Anyan noticed his burning gaze and raised his head, "Ji Chen?"

Ji Chen paused for a few seconds, walked over and sat on his lap, and buried his head in the neck of the other party. He felt that he was spoiled by Zhou Anyan, and it didn't matter to him before, but now when he thinks about it, he instinctively looks for it. The opponent's shelter.

Only by An Yan's side can he relax, only An Yan can always stand by his side, Ji Chen closed his eyes, feeling the warmth of the other's body.Zhou Anyan has an unusual feeling, which is a character composed of tenacity, trust and tolerance, which makes people stable and calm. He secretly took a deep breath and felt that his whole body was immersed in Zhou Anyan's breath .

Zhou Anyan hugged his waist and kissed Ji Chen's hair. "What's the matter, aren't you happy to see Ji Pan? Did he mess with you?"

Ji Chen smiled sullenly in his arms, "What did you provoke me for?"

Zhou Anyan shrugged, "I don't know. But it's not difficult to guess, he must have said something that you don't like."

Ji Chen was silent for a while, "He asked me to go back to see grandpa, I don't know if I should go."

Zhou Anyan said, "What do you think? You may not be welcomed by Ji's family if you go, but you will miss it forever if you don't go."

Ji Chen said, "That's why you asked me to take Ji Pan home?"

Zhou Anyan smiled, "He is your brother, even if I don't let you see him off, you will still see him off."

Ji Chen put his chin on his shoulder and looked out the window. The sky outside was just right, the blue sky was clear and cloudless, "An Yan, I found out that I am really shameless. I am a selfish and cold-blooded person. When I was young, I My brother is so good to me, but I have a bad attitude towards him because I am jealous of my family's preference. In fact, it is right for my family to favor him. He is Mrs. Ji's own son. He has a powerful mother's family and the status of a married child. Get favored. And I am not, I am a scandal of Ji's family, a child of a courtesan, Mr. Ji can tolerate me and is already on the sidelines, so why would he want to see and care about me? I can't understand this truth, I can only repeat it in my heart I resented my parents for being biased. Later, when I grew up and knew that I was an illegitimate child, I finally understood why their attitude towards me was so alienated. But after that, I became even more jealous of my brother. I kept thinking, why is it so unfair to give him a quarter The identity of the decent young master of the family, but give me the identity of the illegitimate child of the lady sitting on the stage? In fact, the only one in the family who treats me well is my brother, but I can't control myself. I am hostile to this person, and sometimes I am surprised by my ugly self."

He paused, smiled wryly, and said, "And Ji's family, I'm heartless and never take them seriously. Ji's family has raised me for 20 years, and they have never treated me badly, sending me to school , give me money to spend. Although they don’t like me, they still have enough face in front of outsiders. I drive a sports car, live in a mansion, and live no differently from other rich children. Even when I go out, people respectfully call me my second child. Less. I should have been grateful to the Ji family, should have been respectful and humble, and should have understood that everything I had was given to me by the Ji family, otherwise I wouldn’t deserve it in my capacity... But I didn’t know what to do, so I did it on my own. Things that the Ji family likes deserve to be kicked out by grandpa and father." He laughed at himself with a sarcastic expression, "I'm such a white-eyed wolf who wants what I shouldn't, and doesn't know how to know myself. No wonder Everyone in the business district despises me, I am an unfilial son spoiled by my brother."

Zhou Anyan finally spoke, "Don't say that about yourself." He held Ji Chen's hand, "Ji Chen, don't ever say that about yourself, listen carefully, so what if you are spoiled, your brother is willing , I am also happy, we will give you the best, not because of your identity, but because you are Ji Chen." He lowered his head and kissed Ji Chen's forehead, "If you are a bad person, you have a bad character and right and wrong. No, Ji Pan won't love you like this at all, and I won't take care of you, let alone fall in love with you."

"As for Ji's family, it's not all about you. I'm also a father, and I know how important family is to children. It's not something that can be measured by money. I used to give Xiaoheng the best conditions and the best conditions for him. But what was the result? He was timid and cowardly, and he was unwilling to communicate with others, but I didn't know it at all. I thought that if I gave him enough supplies, he should be able to live well... until I entered a ghost gate Only then did I realize that if an accident happened to me, would he be able to live alone? Would he be able to grow up safely? Huang Hui never cared about him. Even if my grandfather took care of him, how many years would he be able to take care of? My child would become dependent Orphan, my career will not be inherited. Then I found out that I didn’t really care about Xiao Heng at all. I don’t even know what the child likes to eat or play with. I’m not a good father at all.”

Zhou Anyan did not belittle himself, this is what he said from the bottom of his heart.From that day on, he felt sorry for his son all the time.He had done many wrong things in his life, and this one undoubtedly made him regret the most.

"So it's not your fault." Zhou Anyan said. "Ji Chen, the meaning of parents' existence is not blood, but the depth of kinship. If a family has kinship, even adopted children are as close as possible. If there is no kinship, even a biological son can't bring back the estrangement and indifference between families. Raising you and not loving you, so you can’t love them, that’s normal, it’s a two-way street, and you haven’t done anything wrong.”

Ji Chen's eyes were moist, "An Yan, actually I don't want to be Ji's family."

"I know." Zhou Anyan said, "It's the same for Zhou's family."

"However, I am still very worried about grandpa. I don't want anything to happen to him." Zhou Anyan hugged him, "Okay, I will accompany you back in a few days, even if he doesn't want to see you, I will let you see him."