Super teenage love begins

Come. ”

I nodded slightly, and said, "Brother Han Geng, I don't want to go back yet."

Han Geng parked the car on the side of the road: "Don't want to go back? Do you want to go somewhere else?"

"Han River, I want to go to the Han River to blow some air."

"But it's easy to catch a cold." Han Geng looked at Yang Qianwen who was sleeping soundly in the back seat, hesitant.

I grabbed Han Geng's sleeve coquettishly: "Brother Han Geng, just take me to the Han River! Suddenly I really want to go there to see the night view! Seoul's night view is very beautiful." Han Geng was a little at a loss because of my incoherent appearance .

"Then... just stay for a while, or you will really get sick." Han Geng turned the car around and drove towards the direction of the Han River.

"Yeah." I looked at the night scenes flashing past one after another outside the window, and slowly closed my eyes, feeling this rare time alone with him.

[Final Choice] Seventy, I blurted it out, my confession ([-])

更新时间:2011-8-199:44:54本章字数:3849

"Squeak - creak -" the piercing sound of the brakes is very clear in this quiet night.

"Zheng Ni, we're here." Han Geng first took off his seat belt, and then helped me untie it thoughtfully.I was sitting in the passenger seat with mixed feelings.

My head still hurts, I'm dizzy, and I'm heavy.It was as heavy as if it had been filled with lead, so heavy that it was even difficult for me to breathe.

"Zhengni? Are you asleep?" Han Geng gently pushed me a few times, seeing my eyelashes tremble slightly, he knew I was still awake.

"Do you want to get out of the car?" Han Geng looked at the calm river ahead.

"Wait a minute." I grabbed the corner of my clothes, unwilling to let go.I'm afraid it's just a dream, an unrealistic empty dream.But even if this is really a dream, I don't want to wake up.Just let me stay in the dream all the time, as long as I can be with him, I don't care about the rest.

"Your hand..." Han Geng suddenly noticed the scar on my wrist.

I sneered: "It's ugly, isn't it?"

"How could there be such a long scar?" I clearly heard Han Geng's gasping voice, he must have thought of something, right?

"Brother Han Geng, guess what?" I didn't tell him, because I didn't want him to feel that I was trying to win his sympathy and his pity.What I want is not this, what I want is his love for me, the love between a man and a woman.

Han Geng didn't speak any more, just looked at me quietly.

I rolled down the window long before.Blowing the cool wind from the river, my mind seems to be much clearer, but it seems to be just an illusion.My head still hurts, my body is still hot, even the icy river wind can't blow my heat away.Should I feel happy or sad?

"Would you like to hear me tell a story?" I didn't wait for Han Geng to say "Yes" or "I don't want", and I started the topic on my own.

"There was a little girl. When she was very young, her family was envied by everyone. Almost everyone who came to her house said she was happy and lucky. That little girl I have always thought so. Gradually, she grew up, her family, her dearest parents are still so loving, and life is still so happy. She is very satisfied, and it is enough to have these. And that At that time, she also fell in love with a boy. That boy is so far away from her, it can even be said that it is so far away that there will be no intersection in a lifetime."

Han Geng listened carefully and didn't interrupt me.Such a focus emanating from the eyes is something I have never seen before.In this moment, I am very happy.Because this is my gaze, only my gaze.

I suppressed my sobs and continued: "At that time, she didn't know what kind of love she had for him. Is it a kind of dependence and obsession, or the real love between a man and a woman. But at this moment, She had an intersection with him suddenly. There was nothing but excitement and unconcealable excitement. But she kept asking herself such a question in her heart: Is this kind of relationship love?"

"If you can't see him, you will miss him. If you see him, you don't know what to say. Even if it's just a photo, video or anything about him, that kind of missing will come like a tide. He is sad, and she also He will be sad; when he is happy, she will be happier than anyone else..."

The river water reflects the gorgeous lights of the bustling city opposite, illuminating the entire Han River like a sunset glow.The cool wind kept brushing against my cheeks, and my emotions permeated every cell in my body little by little, making the atmosphere in the car ambiguous.

"Maybe it's God's will. There was a problem in that girl's family, and her favorite father, like all men in the world, had a physical betrayal. This reality made her more sad than other people's tragic childhood and tragic past. Difficult to accept."

I clenched my hands into fists, and my lips were bitten off by my anger.Beads of blood kept coming out from the inside, but I didn't realize it.

"Zhengni, your..."

"She couldn't accept such a thing anyway. During that time, she was decadent and allowed herself to degenerate, and even ended her own life..." I turned my wrist over, and saw that the above item could never be accepted. The faded scars are somewhat self-deprecating, "That time was a nightmare that she will never forget in her life. For her, cutting her wrists is just one of the ways to end herself... She should have died, really She should have died. But at this moment, the face on the wall shook her heart that she thought was firm. He would never know that it was just that face, just that kind of self, that he actually saved a person life."

Han Geng's eyes widened, surprise, bewilderment, and disbelief all appeared on his face.

I retracted my hand, opened the car door, and walked towards the Han River.Seeing me get out of the car, Han Geng followed me to the Han River.

"The story is over. How does Brother Han Geng feel?" I supported my slightly swollen head with my hands, but I was still unconscious.

"I don't know what to say, I just feel that this kind of love... is really heavy."

"Heavy? Will it be?" I put my hands on the fence and stared at him intently.

"It is of course the best to have that kind of love, but sometimes love is beyond your control. It is said that love is a matter between two people, but in real life, it is another matter." Han Geng Looking deeply at the night scene in the distance, the dim lights cast the reflections of the two people on the river.

"Really?" I lowered my eyes, turned my head and fell into my own thoughts again.

"But does Brother Han Geng understand that girl's heart?"

Han Geng hesitated for a while, then shook his head.

"What kind of existence is that boy in her heart?" I breathed a sigh of relief, "Is it as important as life? Or as important as my own heart?"

Han Geng looked at me again, his eyes were full of depth...

Letting the river wind mess up my hair, I leaned against the fence and kept flying my past.does it worth?Is it worth it for such an ethereal dream?

"Go back, it's getting late." Han Geng took my hand and wanted to bring me back to the car.

I broke free, and my struggle broke all the beauty of the picture I once dreamed of.I don't know what I'm thinking in my heart, and I don't know where I got the courage to break away from his hand, but I only know that this is the first time he took the initiative to hold my hand, and of course it will be the last time.

I looked at the lake quietly, with calm eyes: "I don't want to go back yet."

"You'll get sick if you blow the wind like this."

"Are you worried about me?" As soon as I blurted out my words, I regretted it. Am I going to tell him all the feelings I have hidden so hard before tonight?Am I really ready enough?

"I……"

Now that it's all started, I don't want to hide it anymore: "It's you Han Geng! The boy who exists like that in that girl's heart...is you."

It is said that wine can strengthen people's courage, which is not true at all.

"……I know."

"you know?"

"I know that girl is you." Han Geng caressed my hair, "You brought me a lot of shock and warmth. But..."

"I don't want to hear it!" I closed my eyes and covered my ears, shaking my head desperately, "I can't hear, I can't hear anything."

Han Geng lowered his head and sighed.Why did two people suddenly become like this?

"Brother Han Geng, promise me, you must be happy, you must be happy. You know, Geng fans in China love you very much, miss you very much, and hope that you can continue to be happy like this forever. This is also my wish. Even if ...the person around me will not be me, and I will feel very satisfied."

"Zheng Ni, you are a good girl." Han Geng looked at me motionlessly, his eyes full of pity.

I don't know if I should laugh or cry.I had already prepared for the worst, but even so, there was still a faint pain in my heart.Is this the answer he gave me?Or...he doesn't even bother to give me an answer?

"Good girls will still be abandoned." Her head became heavier and heavier, and her body gradually felt unsteady.

"Don't say that, maybe your true love hasn't appeared yet. When that time comes, you will feel how stupid your current decision is." Han Geng slowly healed me like a psychologist.But these are nothing to me.

"Brother Han Geng, don't think too well of me,