Super teenage love begins

, I will take you to have a good stroll.I'll treat you tomorrow, I'll pay for everything you want to buy! "

"No way!" We all refused in unison, "We didn't collect rent when we came to live in your house, and we asked you to treat us. It's really embarrassing. It's better not to, we have money ourselves."

"What are you doing with me like that? We are good friends. Besides, you are leaving the day after tomorrow, so treat those things as gifts from me. Why are you embarrassed?" Zhou Yuan didn't waver at all. Meaning, insisted on paying us.

"We really can't..."

"Okay, don't talk about this. You said you have to buy a plane ticket after dinner. Hurry up and eat, or it will be bad if you don't have a ticket." Zhou Yuan put a shrimp in each of our bowls. I was so moved that I didn't know what to say.It's really sad to leave like this.I can't bear Zhou Yuan, I can't bear this house, I can't bear all the memories here, and... the smell of Han Geng... After returning to China, my life must be so calm again, right?

I suddenly felt disgusted with that kind of life, I don't know whether it is good or bad......

After dinner, Zhou Yuan accompanied us to buy air tickets.After returning home, everyone went to bed early in order to have a good game tomorrow.And I, lying in bed, couldn't fall asleep.I remember Yang Qianwen once said to me: As long as I touch the edge of the bed, as long as it is not the end of the world, I can fall asleep.But now I am simply insomnia!

Lying on the bed, I don't know what to do, and I don't know who to send a message to when I turn on my phone. Such a life is really hard...

Flipping through the phone book out of boredom, I habitually pressed the column of "Brother Han Geng", and then just stared at that name in a daze.Since the last time I sent a message to Brother Han Geng, I haven't sent it again.I wonder what Brother Han Geng is doing now?Are you already home?It should be home.

"Hey hey——" the phone suddenly vibrated strongly.I was full of joy and thought that it might be Han Geng who suddenly thought of sending me a message, but when I saw the name "Ding Qian" displayed in the sender column, my joy fell to the bottom again.

"Zhengni, are you asleep?"

"Not yet. Qianqian, I miss you so much! But why did you suddenly think of sending me a message?"

"I heard Gillian say that you are going back to China the day after tomorrow, so I sent a message to ask."

"Oh, so this is the matter! Yes, we will go back the day after tomorrow. Yuanyuan will ask us to play together tomorrow, ha ha."

"Really? It's a big loss that I'm not here!"

"Yes, yes, who told you and Jingyi to go back so early?"

"That's something that can't be helped. By the way, how are Yuanyuan and Choi Siwon doing? I'm more worried about them."

I thought for a while, and clicked a few more words: "I don't know, we can't see what's going on."

"That's it...well, it's getting late, go to bed early."

"Well, I see. Good night Qianqian! Have a good dream! ^^"

"Well, you too. Good night! ^^"

Closing the phone cover, I closed my eyes and breathed lightly.I will be leaving Korea the day after tomorrow, and I am leaving this place that is both strange and familiar to me.I really can't bear it, what should I do?Suddenly I don't want to leave, but my parents definitely don't want to, and I still have half a semester of school...

ah!correct!school!I sat up from the bed suddenly, and suddenly regained my energy.Why did I forget all about it?I can go to university in half a year.Anyway, my parents also promised me to let me go to Kyung Hee University, and then I will have 4 years to stay in Korea!

Thinking of this, I jumped up and down on the bed excitedly.It wasn't until I was so tired that I couldn't stand it anymore, and my eyelids drooped, that I fell asleep wrapped in a quilt.

Ha ha!South Korea!I will still be back!Be sure to wait for me! (^o^)/

【Things are not people】47. I am not the only one who has changed ([-])

更新时间:2011-8-199:44:34本章字数:3588

【one year later--】

"Okay, today's appreciation class is over here. get out of class is over!"

"stand up!"

"Teacher, you have worked hard! Goodbye, teacher!"

After clearing away the books and stationery on the desks, everyone rushed out of the classroom one by one.There was a bit of humid wind blowing in the face, mixed with the faint fragrance of endless flowers, which filled the campus with a fresh smell.

I have been living in Kyung Hee University for almost a year, and I am not only familiar with everything here, but I can say that I understand almost everything here.Sometimes when I think back to the silly and nympho me a year ago, I still can't help but have the urge to laugh.

A lot has really happened in the past year.In just this short year, the family who were originally in love with each other separated because of their father's affair, and this originally happy family became fragmented because of their decision to divorce.The warmth of the past is gone, and I am the only one left.

I didn't choose who to be with because I didn't want to be around them at all.Such incomplete love, I would rather not!

At that time, I cried, quarreled, and even committed suicide... The horrible scar on my wrist reminded me to remember these pains all the time.But every time I turned on my phone and saw the third word flashing in the phone book, the courage I had accumulated with great difficulty was exhausted again.

I can't let go of him, after a year I still can't let go!Brother Han Geng, your strength was once what I most admired and admired the most.But when things really happened to me, I couldn't make it through alone.

Maybe I am cowardly, or maybe I am naive, thinking that there are only beautiful things in this world, and all pain and darkness have nothing to do with me.But after this year, I understood and woke up.I know that this world is very realistic, everything can only depend on myself.

I looked up at the endless flowers not far away that were already full of branches, and my heart was suddenly relieved a lot.Without the bondage of my parents and my worries, I can study and work here with peace of mind.I always remember those friends who used to take care of me, treat me well, and tolerate me, I always remember.

During this period, I also contacted Yuanyuan, Jingyi, Gillian and Qianqian.But there are not many contacts, often just a few short sentences.Through text messages, I know that they also made a special trip to learn Korean, and they all passed the exam.Instead, I have been stuck in the middle and upper reaches, and have not made any progress.At my instigation, Yang Qianwen also joined us.

I didn't tell Qianqian about my family, just because I was afraid that they would worry about me, so I would really feel guilty.

I really miss them!Miss them so much!I really miss the days a year ago, when there were no worries, the seven of us played and made trouble together.Days like this may never come back...

And my favorite brother Han Geng...I miss you too...I really miss you...

"Xu Zhengni, let's go eat together." Yang Qianwen appeared out of nowhere, hooked my arm and pulled it out, "What are you staring at? It's always like this recently."

"It's okay, I just miss the old days." I followed Yang Qianwen's footsteps and walked forward step by step.

She stopped suddenly and looked at me nervously: "Did you remember that incident again?"

"Hmm. It's only been a year, how can I forget?" I laughed at myself and continued walking.

Yang Qianwen pulled me back: "Don't think about it anymore. What good will it do you? I know you're feeling sad, but you can't turn back time like this!"

I didn't speak, just stared blankly at the endless mountains in the distance.

"Where did the former Xu Zhengni go? Where did the Xu Zhengni who shook her fist at me and grinned? Are you still the same you I knew?" Yang Qianwen yelled at me angrily.In the past, I would have fought back mercilessly.But that was just the past after all.

"Speak! Don't play dumb for me!"

I took a breath and replied lightly: "The former Xu Zhengni is dead. From the moment she chose to cut her wrist, she was already dead."

Yang Qianwen looked at me motionlessly, as if she couldn't believe the words came out of my mouth.I know that I have changed and become not like me.I don't want this either, I just don't want too many people to grieve with me and bear it all with me.

I want to laugh, I want to be happy.But every time I think of the scene where my parents were arguing and even fighting in the living room that night, I will never forget it in my life, and the pain in my heart will always be there.How can I be happy?How can I go back to the old me?

"Think about the people around you who care about you. You are not the only one who has gone through this." Yang Qianwen touched my shoulder, "I am also a victim. What did I complain about? Who did I hate? It's all about nothing." There is no way to change things. I have no right to say 'no' at all except to accept."

"That's because you don't have such deep feelings yet. Your childhood was unfortunate, but at least you are happy now, right? But what about me? What about a happy childhood? Now I am hurt even more! At that time Who ever thought about my feelings?! Who ever thought about my feelings when they decided to divorce?!