red and white hit

Shen Ye finally turned to look at him.

The people in the class were stunned for a moment, and then completely exploded.

"Damn it, is it real or not? Old Shen, did you drink too much and didn't hear the question clearly? Or are you a ghost?"

"Shen Yunjian has someone he likes? Can't tell? Who is it? Is it from our school?"

There are different opinions.

Hu Bin shouted a few times to be quiet, then took out the second card, and continued to read: "The second question is still an old one. Is the person you like at the scene now?"

The class waited with bated breath for his answer.

Shen also held the second can of beer and opened it after all.

Shen Yunjian didn't hesitate much, and said, "Yes."

After experiencing the shock just now, the students in the class seem to have calmed down now. They whispered something while looking at Wang Mengyao secretly, as if they really were.

Hu Bin took the third card and said: "The third question, when was the last time you kissed?" Finally he said: "Well, old Shen, as the class monitor, please give me some face, and I will ask more questions on behalf of everyone." Question, when was the last time you kissed? And was it with someone you like?"

Everyone was gossiping and waiting for the answer.

Shen Yunjian neither agreed nor refused, but just looked up at Hu Bin and said, "Two days ago."

The crowd was astonished.

Shen also could barely hold the beer can in his hand.

Shen Yunjian added unhurriedly, "As for the answer to this supplementary question..."

Before Shen Yunjian could say the answer, Shen also put the empty beer can on the table.

"I'm going to the bathroom, you guys play first." After speaking, Shen Ye left the classroom.

There was such a commotion in Class [-] that many students in the next class were looking through the windows, but luckily the classroom office was at the end of Class [-], in the direction of Class [-], so the teacher hadn't been disturbed yet.

Shen didn't really go to the bathroom, but just stood in front of the window at the corner of the stairs to breathe. If he could, he would actually like to have a cigarette now, although he doesn't know how to smoke.

I just feel that my thoughts are too messy and I want to try the taste of nicotine.

He has been in a mess for two days.

"Shen is also a classmate?"

Hearing the voice, Shen also turned around, it was Wang Mengyao.

Wang Mengyao stood at a distance of two or three meters behind him, probably because she also drank some wine, and her face was a little red, she looked at him and said, "Why didn't you go back to the classroom?"

Shen also glanced at her and said, "It's nothing, I drank too much alcohol, so I came out to sober up, the classroom is too noisy."

Wang Mengyao nodded and looked at him for a while, instead of leaving as shyly as before, she seemed to muster up her courage and said, "Are you in a bad mood today?"

Shen also raised his eyebrows and said, "No."

"But I always feel that you are acting weird today," Wang Mengyao said, "To be exact, you seem to be acting weird these two days."

Shen also didn't notice that she had been paying attention to him these two days, but said: "It's nothing, I just... did something bad, so I'm just a little confused. It's affecting your birthday mood, no Excuse me."

Wang Mengyao hurriedly shook her head, "Is that so, then... have you received my text message?"

Shen Ye froze, and then smiled, "You may not know that my brother and I use the same mobile phone. After I finished playing the game this afternoon, the mobile phone has been left on me. I will give it to him when I go back... ..."

"I know, I saw that the phone is with you," Wang Mengyao interrupted him, "That's why I dared to muster up the courage to send that text message, which was originally intended for you."

Because of nervousness, Wang Mengyao's hands hanging by her side trembled slightly.

Shen was also at a loss for words, he looked at Wang Mengyao for a while, and said, "I thought you liked my younger brother."

Wang Mengyao lowered her eyes in embarrassment, "I don't want to lie to you, I did confess my love to classmate Shen Yunjian before, and it was only because he helped me in the cafeteria that I suddenly developed a fondness for him, and mistakenly took that kind of affection as If you like it, you will confess to him."

Shen also understands that many feelings in adolescence are caused by the throbbing affection from the very beginning.

"He rejected me. I thought I would keep this kind of affection in my heart until graduation or even longer, until I met you." Wang Mengyao said.

"Why?" Shen Ye asked, "Because I helped you too? Because of Ke Yaotang's affairs? You mistook gratitude for affection again? Then the day you released the video to dismantle Ke Yaotang, it was Shen Yunjian who really stood up, not me, but He stood up to protect you in full view, so you should still like him."

"It's not gratitude," Wang Mengyao shook her head repeatedly. "To be precise, I am very grateful to you for helping me many times. It is these gratitude that deepen my liking for you. But it is different, you are different from him."

"And I know that if it wasn't for you that day, Shen Yunjian wouldn't care about me at all. It was you who really wanted to help me."

Wang Mengyao continued: "I don't know why, it seems that from the first time I saw you, from the first sentence you said to me, I fell in love with you uncontrollably, and sometimes I even felt that the reason why I liked you before I went to Shen Yunjian just to like you later, it seems that I was destined to like you. I, I don't know what I'm talking about, it seems that I'm very casual when I say it..." The more she said, the more annoyed she became.

"Don't think so," Shen Ye interrupted her, "I never thought you were casual."

Wang Mengyao paused, then looked at him expectantly with red eyes, "Then, where's your answer?"

Shen also didn't speak, just turned around and continued to look out of the window for a while, then suddenly said: "You have only been with me briefly in class, do you understand my truth? Do you know that some people can only be used to like , but cannot fall in love, once we are together, all love will be shattered."

Wang Mengyao looked at him, seemingly unable to understand.

Shen also said: "I am a sensitive, suspicious, selfish, bad tempered, self-centered, and very insecure person. I believe in feelings, I believe in heartbeats, but I don't believe that any relationship can last forever. Have you watched "The Legend of Condor Heroes"? I am moved by Yang Guo who waited for Xiaolongnu for 16 years, but I don't believe it will happen in reality."

"In reality, there will be waiting, and there are examples of waiting for many years, not to mention 16 years, 60 years, but I don't think it is because of deep affection. During the waiting period, does a person always miss his sweetheart? All the time? I don't believe it. .Maybe when you think of your sweetheart, your love is as deep as the sea, but there are some other things, such as a delicious meal, a good movie, a game, etc., and you forget your sweetheart for a short time.”

"And I don't believe that a person who waits for another person for so many years will not be tempted by other people at all. What about seeing a good-looking handsome guy or beautiful woman? Or seeing a star you like? Will you not be tempted? Maybe it's just tempting, but Not enough to empathize with, but I still can't accept it. I think all the waiting for years is just not meeting someone better while waiting."

"I don't think anyone has waited for someone for many years. It's just that I haven't met someone better in these years. The days go by day by day, and so many years have passed without knowing it. But in fact, life has passed without that person. .”

"That's all."

"When I was a child, I watched a lot of dog-blooded idol dramas. The hero and heroine in the drama loved each other to death, as if they would die without each other, but I have never seen such a thing in reality, and I have never liked a person so much. So I don't believe anyone would like me that much."

"Since you don't like it, why do you have to settle for it?"

Shen also turned around and looked at her.

"And as I said, I'm sensitive, suspicious and insecure. If I'm with you, I want you to be by my side to comfort me when I'm in a bad mood, and I want you to be by my side to comfort me, and to answer calls and texts in seconds, but if I'm playing games or Do anything else, maybe I will be too lazy to answer your call and return your message. When you don't reply to my message, I will think wildly, wondering what are you doing? Are you not replying on purpose? Are you chatting with others ?”

"When you go out, I worry about whether you will meet other people? People who are better than me, will you like him? Do you still like me? Do you like me like before? But if you don't go out If you stay at home all day, maybe I will think you are annoying and clingy."

"I'm volatile and have a bad temper. I know it, but I can't control it. When I'm in a bad mood, I hope you can guess my thoughts at a glance. If you can't guess right, I won't I may even be angry when I am happy. But when you are unhappy, I may not have the patience. If I guessed your mind wrong, and you are as unhappy as I am, I may still blame you for messing around and argue that I am not you How could you possibly know what you were thinking?"

"I hope you can see and notice all the small details of my micro-expressions, but I may not notice them in your place."

"I may mind if you say one more word to others, but if you are jealous when I talk to others, I may blame you for making a fuss and not believing me."

"And I will keep wondering if you still like me, do you still like me like yesterday, do you still like me like before? What if you don't like me anymore? Then I would rather be the one who let go first, Don't be the one left behind. So I will keep breaking up, but I don't really want to break up, I just want you to coax me."

"I just want to prove that you still like me by constantly breaking up."

"Sensitive, selfish, and creative."

"I know all this, but I can't help myself."

After Shen Ye finished speaking, he looked at Wang Mengyao lightly and said, "Can you accept such feelings?"

Wang Mengyao looked at him, speechless.

She is too young, only seventeen or eighteen years old, only the ignorant affection of puberty, no one has ever talked to her about this, and this is a question she has never thought about.

"I can't like you sincerely, and you can't give me the sense of security I want." Shen also told her.

A sense of security is something that both men and women need.

Shen Ye couldn't give it to her, and she couldn't give it to Shen Ye either.

No one else can give it.

Wang Mengyao looked at him for a long time, she seemed to have woken up from the wine, after a long time she smiled at Shen Ye and said, "Shen Ye, thank you."

He was not rejected casually perfunctorily, nor was he issued a good person card, telling himself this earnestly made Wang Mengyao wake up.

Although there is sadness of being rejected, it is more of a deep understanding.

Shen Ye also smiled at her, "Go back to the classroom, you are the protagonist tonight, you can't be absent for too long."

Wang Mengyao nodded, turned and went back to the classroom.

Seeing Wang Mengyao's back disappearing into the corridor, Shen also sighed, just about to turn back and continue looking out the window, but when he turned around, he saw Shen Yunjian standing behind him at some point.

His thoughts were so confused just now that he didn't even know when Shen Yunjian came.

I don't know how much he listened to, Shen also froze for a while, then pulled the corner of his mouth towards him, squeezed out a not-so-good-looking smile, and said, "Xiao Yunjian, when did you come?"

Shen Yunjian slowly approached him, his eyes were a little red, as if he wanted to cry but tried his best to hold back the tears, and all the reflections in his eyes were Shen Ye's shadow.

"Uncle Shen," Shen Yunjian looked at it for a long time, and finally called out the title, "I...I actually have a lot to say, but..."

Shen also looked at him, and suddenly wanted to tell him not to speak, but before he could speak, Shen Yunjian still made a sound.

"But I don't want to go any further, I want to tell you straight."

"Uncle Shen, you know what I'm thinking, right?"

Shen was also speechless.

Shen Yunjian continued: "Let's stop probing and evading. Uncle Shen, you already knew what I was thinking, but you didn't dare to face it, so you chose to evade."

"Uncle Shen, you know, I like you."

"I want to be with you for the rest of my life."

"Don't tell me it's bad, it's wrong, it shouldn't be, it's my illusion, it's my mistaken dependence for liking."

"You know not."

"Don't try to brainwash me to lie to me. I am you. You can't fool yourself."

"I like you."

"I like it so much, I like it so much, I don't even know what to do..."

"This is the belief that I have engraved into my bone marrow, and I will not change it until I die."

"You know."

Even if he speaks hard to the whole world, no one can fool himself, so Shen Yunjian knows, and Shen also knows.

Shen Yunjian's tears still couldn't help falling down.

It's just that he didn't know Shen Ye's answer.

He knows his heart, but he doesn't know whether he is willing or not.

After a long time, Shen Ye stretched out his hand and slowly wiped away the tears from the corners of Shen Yunjian's eyes.

In fact, Shen Yunjian said so much just now, but he didn't ask Shen Ye anything, he just told him that he likes him and loves him, but he didn't ask him for anything.

But when Shen Ye took the initiative to kiss him, he gave him a one-word answer——

"it is good."

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The author has something to say:

Statement 1: The protagonist's view of love does not represent the author. The author does not have a view of love. The author does not have a view of love. So there is no view. It is just the plot needs, and Uncle Shen's view will change later.

Statement 2: In fact, when Shen was young, he had been chasing dramas with his mother. The content of the dramas, as well as the marital status of his parents, affected his view of love.

Statement 3: And, I have already said in the copywriting that Shen Ye is really not a good person, and the same is true in terms of relationships. He is really bad, really sensitive and selfish, so if you want to scold, please lightly spray, thank you

Statement 4: Only oneself can give a sensitive personality a sense of security. Coincidentally, Shen Yunjian is himself~

Finally: read the text harmoniously, be happy every day O(∩_∩)O