red and white hit

After a long time, seeing that the backs of Shen Yunjian's exposed hands and neck were covered with blood marks, not to mention his body, Yun Xueqin finally stopped Shen Zecheng.

Shen Zecheng was so tired that he was shaking, he sat back to his seat and took a sip from his teacup before saying, "I see, I will go to school tomorrow."

Shen Yunjian was not in the mood to listen to what he had to say, looked at Shen Ye on the wall outside the window, turned and went back to his room.

As soon as he entered his room, Shen Yunjian lay down on the bed, buried his face in the pillow, and cried silently.

After being beaten so hard just now, he didn't let himself cry out, but just shed tears silently.

In fact, he didn't want to cry. A man shouldn't cry. He is a man, but it hurts too much. The belt hurts too much. He can't help it.

Shen also sat by the window and looked at him.

After a long time, Shen Yunjian suddenly said: "I fought back before, but I couldn't. They had no helpers, and I didn't have any help. Every time I fought back, the beating would be worse. If I didn't fight back, they would get tired after a while, and instead It will end soon. I can't hit Ji Yao, because Ji Yao and them are from the same village. Although they don't have much friendship, Yang Xiao and the others like to hit me. Any reason can be an excuse for them to hit me. If they know that I hit me If Ji Yao is killed, they will use an excuse to avenge Ji Yao, and then beat me harder."

"I also told the teacher that the teacher would beat them up, and then they were very angry after being beaten. After school, they continued to beat me harder. They beat me every day, and I told the teacher every day. Later, the teacher got annoyed and said why If they don’t hit others, they must hit you? If I fight back, the teacher not only hits them but also me, saying that it’s their fault when they hit me, but it’s my fault if I fight back.”

"I told my dad that he thought I was annoying, he wanted to drink and play cards, and he didn't want to waste time in school because of my affairs. I said it too many times, and my dad had no choice but to beat me up, and then went to school to make a fuss. Scolding my classmates, my parents, my teacher, and pointing at my head teacher’s nose. The head teacher didn’t dare to answer back, but then he secretly punished me, scolded me in front of the whole class, and made me stand as a punishment. I handed in my homework and said I didn’t Hand it in, let me rewrite it ten times, and make the whole class not allowed to talk to me."

"I told my mother that she had the same reaction as my father. Later, she also went to school to make a fuss, blocking the door of the classroom with her hips crossed to prevent the teacher from going to class, yelling in the classroom, sitting on the ground crying and refusing to get up, just like , like..." He couldn't find the words.

Like shrews.

Shen Yunjian continued: "Later, I was laughed at by my classmates until the summer vacation. Even when I first started school, some people still remembered and often made fun of me."

Shen Yunjian got up from the bed and looked at Shen Ye with those red eyes, "You don't know anything, I want face, I feel ashamed, I'm not addicted to beating, I'm afraid of pain, but I can't help it. "

"I want to get beaten less. I don't want to hear parents say 'why they beat you when they don't hit others', and I don't want to hear teachers say 'it's their fault if they hit you, but it's your fault if you fight back'."

"I can't help it, you don't know, you don't know..."

Shen also scratched his hair, how could he not know.

It was because he knew too much that he didn't want to face it, and even tried hard to forget it. He thought he had forgotten it, but those memories had already been engraved in his bones, and he couldn't get rid of it or forget it.

It's just that he is from the perspective of a bystander. He hopes that Shen Yunjian will become stronger. He hopes that Shen Yunjian will not repeat the mistakes he made back then. He hopes that he will be different. What he should know is deliberately suppressed in his memory. In the deepest part of my life, I wish I would never remember it again.

As if as long as he didn't remember, nothing had happened.

Shen also finally couldn't stay any longer, turned around and disappeared.

Sure enough, that night, as Shen Ye said, he didn't come to sleep with Shen Yunjian. It was obviously uncomfortable to hold that cold hand, especially since it was winter, but Shen Yunjian couldn't adapt to it and suffered from insomnia.

The next day, Shen Yunjian went to school alone, and Shen Zecheng came when school was about to leave in the afternoon, and went straight to the teacher's office.

After a while, a classmate came to the classroom and called Shen Yunjian, asking him to go to the office as well.

Shen Yunjian walked in the corridor, took a breath, and said to himself: "Uncle Shen, it would be great if you were here."

"If that's what you want, so be it."

Shen Yunjian suddenly heard Shen Ye's voice, turned around suddenly, and found that Shen Ye was floating behind him, his eyes lit up.

Shen Ye's expression was not good, and he followed Shen Yunjian into the office expressionlessly.

Probably because he knew how embarrassing he was when he came last time, and because he was "justified" this time, so Shen Zecheng didn't slam the table and throw the cup, and sat honestly by the side to listen to the class teacher's lecture.

This time Shen Zecheng pointed at his nose and scolded him. This time, the homeroom teacher finally regained some face, and his face turned pale, but he still wanted to give Shen Zecheng a bad impression, and said, "Father Yunjian, whether this matter is too big or too small, my son He’s only nine or ten years old, and he’s not a big kid, so he can be corrected, but if the kid is any older, he’s playing hooligans and committing a crime.”

Shen Yunjian frowned.

Shen Zecheng nodded again and again, "Yes, the teacher is right."

The head teacher said: "Fortunately, Xiaoxue's parents are away from home, and the elderly at home are not so particular about taking care of the children. Otherwise, I really wouldn't be able to keep Shen Yunjian."

Shen Zecheng hurriedly said, "Thank you so much, teacher."

Shen Yunjian wanted to say something, but he knew that if he said it, he would inevitably be beaten again, but he didn't understand why his father didn't believe him?What if it was Guo Ru?Will Dad believe it?

It must have been scolded by the teacher for a long time, Shen Zecheng couldn't bear his temper, and said provocatively: "Teacher, I heard from our small room that he is still being bullied by his classmates this semester, teacher, don't you know or don't care? "

The teacher in charge paused, not to be outdone, and said: "Who says I don't care, as long as Shen Yunjian reports to me, I will definitely deal with it. If you don't believe me, ask Shen Yunjian, which time I didn't deal with it?"

Shen Yunjian thought to himself, yes, it’s all dealt with, or beat Yang Xiao and those people without pain; or sometimes they don’t bother to beat them, so they just give them a few words of training; or beat themselves together.

But no matter which way of dealing with it, it is accompanied by ridicule of oneself.

Sure enough, the head teacher said again: "But Dad Yunjian, you have to take care of Shen Yunjian. There are more than 30 children in our class. Why don't those children bully others and specifically bully Shen Yunjian? This child does have a temper problem. This small class can’t afford it, so what will happen to the society in the future.”

Shen Yunjian actually wanted to ask, what's wrong with my temper?Please ask the teacher to list.

Shen Zecheng didn't have to refute, his temper was gone, he transferred to Shen Yunjian, glared at him, and then continued to nod to the head teacher.

Shen Yunjian turned around, fortunately, Shen Ye was always there.

The homeroom teacher scolded him for a while, ridiculed him openly and secretly for a long time, and finally avenged the last time, and then let him go.

It gets dark early in winter, and it's already dark outside.

After leaving the school, Shen Zecheng was trained like a turtle grandson by the head teacher just now, and now he couldn't bear it anymore, and slapped Shen Yunjian severely, and then he didn't even take Shen Yunjian with him, and rode away on his own up.

Shen Yunjian rubbed his aching face, it was rare that he didn't cry, even he was glad that Shen Zecheng was gone, although it was already dark, there were no street lights in the rural town, and it was far away from Ping'an Village, but he could talk to Shen Zecheng Also went back alone.

With Shen here, he is not afraid of anything.

Sometimes he even thought that it would be great if Shen could be his father. Although he was a bit fierce, he liked it very much, as long as he didn't eat himself.

Shen Ye didn't say another word from the beginning to the end, but he didn't disappear suddenly either. Instead, he floated in front of him at an unhurried speed, and he didn't even know if it was to illuminate Shen Yunjian. green light.

After passing through the second village, we walked through a small forest and arrived at Ping'an Village.

"Uncle Shen," Shen Yunjian wanted to talk to him, "will you sleep with me tonight?"

Shen didn't answer either, and didn't even look at him.

In fact, Shen Yunjian just wanted to talk to him, it doesn't matter if he doesn't answer, he walked two steps with his head down, and suddenly said: "Uncle Shen, do I really have a problem?"

Shen Ye finally looked at him.

"They all say that, why don't you bully others, but only me," Shen Yunjian murmured, "I heard that there was a senior classmate who was bullied like this before, and then he transferred to another school, and it was me after a while. Why me? Is there really something wrong with me?"

Shen also looked at him, and finally said: "I don't know, maybe," he said again: "But everyone has problems, there is no perfect person in this world, everyone has problems, but as long as this problem is not Violating morality and laws is only your own problem, and it cannot be a reason for others to bully you, no one can."

"They just want to find an excuse for their atrocities, an excuse for their peace of mind. School violence is a custom. Although it is not a healthy custom, it is a custom that is destined to exist. No matter universities, middle schools, elementary schools, kindergartens, there will always be this kind of behavior. The existence of the custom is only a matter of time. Even the ones you meet are relatively light, and some girls meet them, and they are even more cruel and unbearable." Shen Ye said.

Shen also remembered the first school he bombed.

A school full of jealousy and lust.Messy high school.

And the girl whose skirt was torn, fell from a tall building, and fell into a pool of blood.

It is also rare for Shen to look at Shen Yunjian with soft eyes, "Shen Yunjian, as long as you have not violated morals and laws, you will never doubt yourself because of other people's doubts. You are fine. You have to believe that you are fine. What you say is bullshit, what kind of person you are, just believe in yourself."

Shen Yunjian looked at him fixedly, nodded heavily, and then sighed: "Just go to junior high school quickly, leave this school quickly, everything will be over."

Shen also looked at him for a while, but said: "No, if you only want to endure and endure until you graduate from primary school, then the situation will not improve just because you go to a new school."

Shen also said thoughtfully: "Your parents won't be willing to spend money to send you to a better school, so your junior high school will still be in Yonghe Town, Yang Xiao and those people don't study well and can't get into a better school , so you will also study in the middle school in the town, and you will most likely be in the same class as them, after all, the middle school in Yonghe Town only has four classes in each class."

Shen also seemed to have thought of something, and continued: "Even if different classes are in the same school, after all Yonghe Middle School is so big, and even without them, there are others. There are more than 30 students in your third grade class, assuming twenty of them You all went to Yonghe Middle School, so each class is divided into at least four or five. In the three years of junior high school, you will always chat in one class, talk about hobbies, dreams, and your past. Even if you don’t tell, your other classmates They will also tell you, they will tell the whole class and even the whole school how Shen Yunjian was bullied in Yonghe Primary School."

"Then you will receive sympathetic or mocking looks from those classmates, and they will discuss you in private, or even if they don't discuss you, but you become more and more sensitive, more and more inferior, and always feel that they are discussing you. New The school has a new school bully, although it may not be as exaggerated as the ones on TV, but those so-called school bullies always like to find someone to bully to show their status, and you, who have been bullied before, are the best target."

"The highest level in Yonghe Town is only junior high school. There is no high school. Even if you are admitted to the high school in the county, there will still be a few classmates from your junior high school in the class. Maybe when you reach the age of high school, everyone will no longer be so childish. People, but there are some more cruel methods. After five years of elementary school and three years of school violence in junior high school, you will become sensitive, vulnerable, inferior and autistic, and you will be out of place in the class. You will suffer cold violence, have no friends, and be alone. In class, I go to run alone, go to the cafeteria alone, and go back to the dormitory alone.”

"If you are admitted to a university, the chances of meeting alumni from the same school will be much lower. If you no longer see your classmates, you will deliberately forget those shameful pasts. The premise is that if you can spend your time in college safely, After all, no one knows which will come first, tomorrow or the accident.”

Shen Yunjian listened to him in a daze, and looked at him in astonishment.

Shen Ye's expression was always calm.

Shen Yunjian looked at him, and suddenly said: "Uncle Shen, are you also..." He stopped his voice suddenly.

He didn't want to ask.

But Shen Ye didn't take it seriously, looked at him and said, "So Shen Yunjian can't rely on anyone but himself. If you don't become stronger, your future will become like what I said."

"cocoa……"

But he has been cowardly for too long, and he no longer knows how to be strong.

"Uncle Shen," Shen Yunjian grabbed Shen Ye's hand, "but you will always be with me, right? You promised, you have done everything that Uncle Shen promised me, will you do this too? "

Shen also looked at him, but said, "No."

Shen Yunjian's face turned pale.

Shen Ye said: "Shen Yunjian, if you don't know how to fight back, they will keep beating you, and I will become more and more disappointed in you. When my disappointment in you reaches its peak, I will leave."

Shen Yunjian eagerly grasped his hand even tighter, "Uncle Shen don't want it!"

Shen Ye wanted to pull out his hand.

"It's so pitiful~"

Suddenly, such a gloomy female voice sounded in my ears.

One person and one ghost followed the sound, and saw a strong wind, and the already dark forest was completely dark, without any light.All of a sudden, there was a sound of swishing, and will-o'-the-wisps suddenly lit up all around, floating in the air, green and swaying strangely, making one's hair stand on end.

Shen Yunjian was startled, and hurriedly hid behind Shen Ye.

After the will-o'-the-wisps, there are numerous ghosts, as many as [-] to [-], including men, women, old and young, with different death patterns, but each ghost died in a miserable and horrifying manner.

The scene was surprisingly similar to when Brother Chen brought a group of ghosts to make trouble for a while, the difference is that Brother Chen brought a group of lonely wild ghosts, but the ones in front of him were fierce ghosts with fierce rage!

Shen, the leading ghost, had also seen it before, it was the long-haired female ghost in red who wanted to eat Shen Yunjian.

Shen Yunjian yelled out in fright, his face turned pale, he pointed at the ghosts in front of him with trembling fingers, his other hand tightly grasped Shen Ye's clothes, and stammered: "Shen, Uncle Shen, ghosts, so many ghosts ..."

"En." Shen also responded.

"Why are there so many ghosts, I, I have never, never seen..."

"There are ghosts everywhere in this world, but those are little ghosts, and you don't have yin and yang eyes, so you can't see them. Only ghosts can change a person's magnetic field, leave their own image in people's eyes, and let people see it." Shen also said.

Shen Yunjian had only a half-knowledge, but his fingers were still trembling, "That, that, are these fierce, fierce ghosts?"

"En." Shen Ye replied again.

Shen Yunjian was so frightened that he almost cried, "What are they doing, are they going to eat, eat me?"

Shen also raised his eyebrows, probably.

The female ghost in red had already floated over and stopped two or three meters away from them. With a black face, only the whites of the eyes without pupils, she looked at them gloomyly, with a bloody smile on the corner of her mouth.

"Long time no see." The female ghost's voice was still cold, and every time she uttered a word, the wind seemed to blow more violently, making Shen Yunjian unable to open his eyes.