red and white hit

In summer, a thin blanket was covered, and a drop of water stains suddenly fell on the thin blanket, followed by one drop, two drops, countless...

Shen Yunjian held his face and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

This was the first time Shen Yunjian saw Shen Ye weeping like this, as if it was extremely fragile and would break if touched.

He knew that although Shen Sitong had always looked indifferent every time he saw him over the years, this only younger brother was different to him after all.

"He said similar things to me in the previous life," Shen Ye suddenly said, "Call me unfilial, call me wolf-hearted, look down on me, blame me and hate me. Remember? In your second year of junior high school, you were the one who was scissored." The year I was stabbed, I told you."

"It's just that he said it when he killed me in the previous life. In this life, he said it now. It turned out that he thought so when he was a child."

"His childhood is different from mine after all."

After all, Shen Zecheng and Yun Xueqin are old, and they are both in their forties, but when Shen Yunjian was born, they were still young, young and angry, and they were parents for the first time, so it was inevitable that they would become parents. Unqualified, Shen Yunjian has been growing up with cursing and violence.

But as Shen Yunjian grew up, his relationship with them became more and more distant, and he even refused to go home during the Chinese New Year this year. Shen Yunjian was still a high school student, and Shen Zecheng and Yun Xueqin would be subject to gossip and discussions from their neighbors.

And now that the Internet is getting more and more developed, even though Shen Zecheng and Yun Xueqin haven't read any books and haven't received any good quality education, but they have surfed the Internet a lot, they probably know that they can't treat their children like this, domestic violence is wrong , This is no longer the old society, the bad habit of beating people has passed.

So when they faced the second child, they had already learned the lesson from Shen Yunjian, at least they could be parents, even if they couldn't help cursing and yelling because of their bad temper, at least they restrained themselves and didn't do anything again.

They were also afraid, what if Shen Sitong was beaten away, after all, this was their last child, and it was impossible to have another child.

After all, they are getting old, and they are also afraid that they will have nowhere to depend on in the future.

"Then what am I? What are you? Xiao Yunjian, what are we? Why did we go through that? We're still going through it!" Shen also said out of control.

Even though Shen Zecheng and Yun Xueqin realized their problems and changed when facing Shen Sitong, they couldn't change when facing Shen Yunjian.

They are already used to it, and they are extremely face-saving people, and they can't afford to apologize. They also know that Shen Yunjian will definitely hold grudges when he grows up, and their relationship is destined to be unable to break the ice, so it's better to stick to it to the end.Even if he could pretend for a while, sooner or later he would fail.

After all, the country is easy to change, but the nature is hard to change.

Shen Ye grabbed Shen Yunjian's hand, "And Shen Sitong, why did he forget? How did he forget?!"

Shen Yunjian didn't shed tears, but closed his eyes and said in a low voice: "After Uncle Shen disappeared for the second time, I lived with them less often, and continued to live in Ping'an Village alone, and then went to Changming County in high school. Shen Sitong was only four years old at that time, so it's normal not to remember anything."

Although children generally remember things when they are two or three years old, it is actually impossible to remember everything clearly. They just have a deep impression on individual things. Some even adults don’t even remember what they ate yesterday.

But obviously, Shen Zecheng and Yun Xueqin's domestic violence since they were young is not an "individual matter" to Shen Sitong, and he did not remember it after all.

After all, there is only "Shen Yunjian" who has experienced and remembered those things.

"So he humiliated me and scolded me so much in his previous life, and he wanted to kill me with those righteous people, because after all, it was only me who experienced those things." Shen Ye couldn't even help laughing out: "Then what can I do? Tell him my experience after remembering the incident, pass on my hatred to him, let him hate with me?"

"Hehe, but he grew up in an environment of loving parents, can I transmit it? Is it useful? Will he believe it? Even if he does, can he empathize?"

"Should I still drag a person who is full of love to hate with me?"

"In my ridiculous nearly 30 years of life, I thought he was my companion, but in fact he was just a bystander watching the show! I am different from him, never the same!"

Shen also almost collapsed.

"But we are the same!" Shen Yunjian hugged him, "Uncle Shen, I am the same as you, we have no one else, we can't trust anyone, so we can only trust ourselves."

"You are me, I am you, we can only believe in ourselves, we can always believe in ourselves."

"No one is destined to be someone's partner, except yourself, only yourself."

Shen was also hugged by him like this, and his tears couldn't stop streaming down, but he seemed to think of something suddenly, and hurriedly wiped away his tears, instead he hugged Shen Yunjian, hugged him into his arms, and stroked his cheeks one by one. hair.

"Be good, Xiao Yunjian, did I suddenly scare you like this? I'm sad, you should be even more sad, Xiao Yunjian, be good, I'm here, don't be sad, don't be disappointed, I'm here..."

"It's sad, but it didn't hurt as deeply as Uncle Shen." Shen Yunjian held his face, kissed the corner of his mouth, and said softly: "Actually, Uncle Shen and I are still different in this respect." .”

"Uncle Shen grew up in a violent environment. You look forward to having a companion to accompany you, or save you from fire and water, or let you rescue and protect. You are lonely and lonely in your heart, so when Shen Sitong was born, you Treat him as a life-saving straw, as the only spiritual pillar."

"But I'm not. I'm very happy with Shen Sitong's arrival, but he's not my spiritual pillar, it's you. It's you who made me survive those painful and long days."

"You are my spiritual pillar."

When a ray of light shines into the darkness and sees the filth and sin in the darkness, this ray of light is sinful.

But if this beam of light never leaves, in terms of darkness, it is salvation.

Shen Sitong is a passerby, and Shen is also the light beam left behind.

Tonight was destined to be a sleepless night, so Shen Ye and Shen Yunjian didn't sleep anymore. The next morning, Shen Yunjian carried his luggage and Shen Ye sent him to the station.

"It's good, you don't have to take the slow bus anymore, you can take the long-distance bus, which is faster." Shen also smiled.

There were many people in the station, and there were also many students who started school. After all, there were not many schools that started school early. Everyone stuffed their luggage into the luggage compartment under the bus, saying goodbye to their families, but there were tears in their eyes. And the longing for the future.

Others got into the car with them, as if they were going to school with them.

Only Shen Yunjian's complexion was not very good, his complexion was scary after not sleeping all night, and his expression was particularly dull, he didn't even get red eyes when he received a call from Shen Sitong last night, but now his eyes couldn't help but a little red.

Shen Yunjian's luggage had already been put away, except for a bag that he was carrying with him. Before the departure time, he stood by the side and refused to get on the bus, his eyes were red.

Anyway, Shen is also a soul body that no one can see, so Shen also kissed his eyes, and said: "Don't cry, baby, anyway, I have a mobile phone, I think I can make calls, and videos are fine, anyway, we are not trying After that, the camera software can capture my ghost image."

"It's just a temporary separation. The National Day will be a holiday soon. Besides, it's not too far to come back from Jing'an City. It will take half a day. Anyway, I've been waiting for you to come back here."

"Not all the time," Shen Yunjian said in a deep voice, "I am waiting for you, I am waiting for you to find me."

Shen Ye was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said: "Yes, I will look for you soon, I am destined to go to you."

Shen Yunjian's tears still couldn't help falling down.

"Baby, don't cry," Shen Ye said as he kissed away his tears again, his voice turned hoarse, "What should I do, you're still standing in front of me, I've already started to miss you."

"And thinking about it like hell."

Shen Yunjian's tears became more violent.

"When I arrive at school, I have to take photos of me. I have to take photos of the dormitory, classrooms, and campus environment. My roommates also secretly take photos of me. If there are handsome ones, don't be tempted." Shen is also rare and overbearing.

Shen Yunjian nodded and said with a choked voice: "I don't like men, I just like you."

Shen also smiled.

"Don't empathize, remember to think of me."

Shen Yunjian nodded.

"You should also send me messages every day, sooner or later, we have to keep in touch every day, don't stop." But after finishing speaking, Shen Ye pursed his lips again, not used to making such requests by himself, and even more afraid of the expectations that would arise Will fail and become disappointed, so I am ready to retaliate.

"Yeah, you don't have to post it every morning and evening, just post one or two every day when you have free time, oh no, just one..."

"Send it sooner or later, when I have time," Shen Yunjian interrupted him, "I miss Uncle Shen very much, and I started to miss you before we separated. I want to send many messages to Uncle Shen every day, and tell Uncle Shen that my accident happened. Uncle Shen has to tell me everything about every day, Uncle Shen, don’t be annoying to me, I’ll tell you if you’re annoying.”

Shen also paused, and couldn't help laughing again.

"it is good."

The car has already started, like a voice urging to leave.

Shen also saw more and more passengers in the bus looking towards them.

"Okay, get in the car, it's almost time for the departure, the people in the car can't see me, they can only see you crying here alone, those who don't know think what's wrong with you." Shen Ye said : "Call me first when you get to school."

Shen Yunjian refused to move, "Call when you get in the car."

Shen Ye smiled and said, "Then why don't you cry in public? There are so many people in the car, it's not shameful."

"Just hit."

Shen Ye still responded with a smile, "Okay, let's make a call, but it can't be too long. You didn't sleep last night, so get a good night's sleep in the car. After you get to school and settle everything, I'll talk on the phone with you, okay?" .”

Shen Yunjian wiped away tears and did not protest anymore.

"Get in the car."

Until the flight attendant urged, Shen Yunjian finally got on the bus step by step, and the passengers next to him couldn't help misunderstood. They didn't understand what Shen Yunjian was doing all the time when he looked back and saw the emptiness, and Shen Yunjian didn't care about other people's eyes.

Because Shen couldn't leave the rose too far away, Shen could only send it to the station.

Shen Ye watched as Shen Yunjian found his seat and sat down. His seat was not near the window, so Shen Ye couldn't see him from outside the car after he sat down.

So Shen Ye simply floated to the car window, wanting to take another look.

Sitting next to Shen Yunjian was a big man with a big belly, so crowded that Shen Yunjian couldn't sit down.He finally sat down, and just about to look out the window to find Shen Ye's figure, the car started immediately.

Shen Yunjian only had time to take a quick look at Shen Ye before the car drove out of the station.

Shen Ye floated forward to chase, and Shen Yunjian also eagerly wanted to look back through the car window, but he couldn't see it unless his seat was next to the window.

Once planned that the two of them would leave this small town together and go to the city they yearned for together, but in the end the plan fell through, and Shen could only watch the figure of Shen Yunjian leaving.

The speed of the bus was not too slow, and soon the car gradually became smaller and then disappeared around the corner.

Shen Yunjian was anxious to take out his mobile phone, but just as he took it out, the person who promised to accompany him on the phone called him.

"Little Cloud Room."

"Sometimes I think, why am I going through this? There are so many people in the world, why is it me? But every time I see you, I think it's me. It doesn't matter if it's me, as long as it's not you .If it wasn't me, it would be you. Or, there might not be you at all."

"I can't bear to be you."

"Xiao Yunjian, did I never tell you?"

"I love you."

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The author has something to say:

I thought about it,

The third volume should stop here, so I changed the title of these chapters to "Uncle Shen xxx", after all, my high school career is completely over here.But only the title has been changed, the content has not been changed. Those who have read the previous chapters do not need to read it again

The Final Chapter: The Robbery of the Rose