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Shen Yunjian looked at them and said: "Actually, I wanted to tell you a long time ago, but I was afraid that you would not accept it. In case you mind, watching us get along every day will affect you, and I am afraid that it will affect your mood and study. After all, we are just talking Love is not lack of quality."

Shen Ye has just been staring at him blankly since just now, and has been unable to return to his senses. He, why... why did he suddenly... he was defenseless...

Shen Yunjian continued: "I don't need you to persuade me as brothers, so if you want to persuade me, you don't have to open your mouth. It's just like this. I'm in a relationship. Normally, when I'm in a relationship, I will share it with myself the most. Good friends, but if you can't accept it, I won't force it either."

"Of course I hope you keep it secret, but if you want to spread it widely or even maliciously slander it, I can't stop it."

At that moment, Zhu Zihao thanked Shen Yunjian for not telling him earlier, because they lived under the same roof every day, and it was good to see them two brothers sleeping in the same bed and taking a shower together. Although it was rare among boys, it was normal. .But if I think that they are in a relationship, I will inevitably look at them all the time, be distracted by them, and it may really delay my study.

"Old Shen, what are you talking about? You are only in love, not with me. In theory, you have no real relationship with me. Why should I not accept it?" Zhu Zihao said: "But shock must be shock, awkwardness must be It's also awkward."

"Oh, then get used to it." Shen Yun said.

Hu Bin said: "It's true, although I was also quite shocked, but whoever you fall in love with is your freedom, and brothers can't persuade you."

Gao Yuan finally found his voice after so long, and said in surprise, "Damn it, it's the first time I've met a live gay in my age, and I've only seen it on the Internet before, awesome! You really deserve to be Brother Shen !"

Gao Yuan's brain has always been short of strings, he hasn't gotten to the point yet, and he hasn't made a clear statement, but his appearance is obviously not repulsive or disgusting.

Gao Yuan said: "Still spreading it? I don't see who would dare! I don't understand homosexuality, but it's Lao Shen's private matter. Why spread it and slander him maliciously? Who dares to spread it? I'm not big enough to slap him!"

Shen Yunjian looked at them, and finally smiled on his always indifferent face.

"Come, come, drink and drink! Is there anything that can't be solved with a drink between brothers? Drink!" Hu Bin shouted holding up the wine jar.

Everyone echoed and raised the wine jars.

Seeing that Shen Ye was still in a daze, Shen Yunjian took his hand to help him lift the beer and clinked glasses with everyone.

Seeing Shen Yunjian's movements, several people cooed and yelled, and then put the beer into their mouths.

"Hurry up and get the meat, I've been talking for a long time, I'm starving to death!" Zhu Zihao couldn't wait any longer, he took the whole plate of mutton and put it in.

After boiling the pot, a few pairs of chopsticks were put into the pot, and a plate of meat disappeared in an instant.

Shen Yunjian put all the stolen meat into Shen Ye's bowl.

Zhu Zihao snatched the least, dissatisfied with the second plate of meat, suddenly thought of something, and said: "Old Shen, since you are gay, then before Big Chen came, I went out with you for so long, You treat me..."

Shen Yunjian glanced at him lazily, "Did you just let out the sesame sauce or let out your brain? You started dreaming in broad daylight."

Zhu Zihao chuckled, "I'm just curious, we were inseparable at that time, don't you have any idea about me?"

Hu Bin scoffed: "At that time, Old Shen was always thinking about his uncle, and he always called Uncle Shen in his dreams. How could he have the heart to fall in love with you?"

Gao Yuan said: "It's true, since Big Brother Shen came, it seems that Brother Shen rarely has nightmares."

Shen Yunjian put all the food he had snatched into Shen Ye's bowl, and said at the same time: "Oh, by the way, now that we have finished talking, there is one more thing I have to tell you. Uncle Shen is my uncle. elder brother."

Surprised faces.

Even Shen Ye's eyes widened.

Shen Yunjian's expression was still calm, "When I was young, I played house with my brother. He played the role of the uncle who sent me to school, and I played the role of nephew who went to school. I got used to it over time." After a pause, he added: "A couple It's a little fun, please understand."

Shen Ye: ...

Zhu Zihao didn't understand, "Even if you play a family, don't you generally like to pretend to be parents? You Yonghe Town actually pretend to be uncles and nephews?"

Shen Yunjian glanced at him, "I still like to pretend to be grandpa and grandson, do you want to call me grandpa?"

Zhu Zihao rolled his eyes back.

Hu Bin saw that Shen was still in a daze and did not come back to his senses, so he couldn't help but said, "Why is Big Brother Shen silent all the time?"

Shen Yun said: "Shocked, I didn't tell him before I came out, I made my own decision," he changed his indifference just now, looked at Shen Ye and said softly: "Scared you, didn't you?"

It was the first time they knew that Shen Yunjian was in love like this, Zhu Zihao and others looked at him in shock.

"Then why did you come out of the closet suddenly? We were not prepared, and we were all frightened." Zhu Zihao said.

Shen Yunjian smiled, "Because if I told him in advance, he would definitely not let me tell, even though he obviously wanted me to make it public."

Shen Ye finally had an expression again, he frowned, and looked sideways at Shen Yunjian.

Shen Yunjian was still talking to Zhu Zihao and the others, but looked at Shen Ye, and said, "He actually wanted me to come out of the closet and wanted me to make it public, even if he couldn't make it public, at least he wanted me to introduce him to me formally." friends, as lovers."

"But he didn't dare," Shen Yunjian said again: "He was afraid that I wouldn't want to, so he didn't dare to mention it to me, for fear of being rejected by me. He was also afraid that it would affect me, my reputation, and my future. Everything that affects me, I am afraid that if it is made public, I will regret it in the future."

"He's insecure."

Zhu Zihao didn't quite understand it. After all, as a mother-fetal single dog, he had no personal experience, so he could only understand it roughly.

"I can't tell that Brother Da Shen still feels insecure, so you suddenly made it public to give him a sense of security?" Zhu Zihao asked.

Shen Yunjian narrowed his eyes, "I'm very similar to him, in some aspects almost exactly the same, he has no sense of security, and neither do I. I don't like him always giving himself a way out, as if he will leave me at any time. The way he left, he was afraid that he would get too deep in this relationship, so he left a way out for everything."

"So I just want to make it public, I just want to tell all of you, everyone knows, so that he has no way out."

Shen Ye could hardly resist his gaze, and finally could only avoid it hastily.

Zhu Zihao understood, "Brother Shen, don't worry. Since we know about this, we can't just stay out of it. What does brother do? It's when couples quarrel to persuade them to make peace. Don't worry, what will Old Shen do in the future?" Sorry for making you feel insecure, we will support you!"

Hu Bin: "That's right!"

"But..." Gao Yuan said hesitantly: "Isn't Lao Shen sister-in-law of Da Shen? Then Lao Shen's position in this relationship should be... the other side, even if he is betrayed, it should be brother Da Shen... "

Zhu Zihao felt that it was very reasonable, so he changed his words: "Then Big Brother Shen, if Old Shen is flirtatious and cuckolds you in the future to make you feel insecure, we will support you!"

Hu Bin: "That's right! Catch him and soak him in a pig cage!"

Shen Ye: ...

There were laughter and laughter at the wine table, and everyone completely opened their hearts.

Fortunately, Shen Yunjian knew how much food these people had, and bought enough, otherwise it would not be enough.

Shen didn't say a word during the whole meal, his tongue seemed to be taken away by a kitten, but he just silently ate the food that Shen Yunjian picked for him, and he ate as much as he picked, and raised his glass as he asked.

Because the three of them had to go home, they didn't delay too much after eating. After tidying up the table in a hurry and washing the dishes, they all left, and the whole house finally quieted down.

Shen Yunjian originally said that they don't need to clean up, and it's serious to get out of here and don't be a light bulb, but they said that this was the first time they met "sister-in-law", and they didn't bring any greeting gifts for sister-in-law, so they just cleaned up the mess after dinner. Just be filial to my sister-in-law.

"Sister-in-law Dachen" didn't object after hearing this, and agreed in a rare good mood.

Because they were afraid that their parents would find out and be scolded, they didn't drink much, and there was still half a case left, and they planned to save it for the next time.

Although they cleaned up the table and washed the dishes, these boys were doing housework for the first time, and they did very badly.

Now that everyone has left, the room is quiet, and Shen also put the messy dishes and chopsticks away with no expression.

After seeing the situation, Shen Yunjian immediately hugged Shen Ye from behind and put his chin on his shoulder.

"Uncle Shen, don't do it. Let me do all of this. Don't do it." He pressed Shen Ye's hand to keep him from moving.

Shen didn't argue with him either.

Shen Yunjian still didn't let go, just whispered in his ear: "Are you angry?"

Shen also knew that he was talking about coming out of the closet.

After a while, Shen Ye said, "No."

Shen Yunjian said with a smile: "I knew Uncle Shen couldn't bear to be angry with me."

Shen didn't deny it either, he was really reluctant, and what Shen Yunjian said at the dinner table was right, he really didn't feel safe.

He wanted Shen Yunjian to make it public, as if in this way he could believe that he really liked him and he was serious, but he was also afraid that Shen Yunjian would not want it.He didn't dare to bring it up, he knew that as long as he brought it up, Shen Yunjian would definitely agree, but that was not voluntary, and Shen would feel that he forced it, and he was still anxious.

So Shen didn't mention anything public at all, and just ignored it.

Sometimes Shen also felt that since he began to fall in love with Shen Yunjian, because of his sensitivity to Shen Yunjian's feelings and his own, he became less and less able to see through Shen Yunjian, but Shen Yunjian understood himself more and more.

Shen Ye paused for a while, looked at him sideways, and said with a smile: "Come out of the closet without telling me, are you being too domineering?"

Shen Yun said: "It's a bit domineering, but sometimes the way of domineering presidents works, especially I know you like it."

Your sensitivity and prudence make you hesitate to move forward, and you often retreat, so be tough and domineering, force you to move forward, and force you to go.

In fact, Shen also wanted to ask, Xiao Yunjian, do you really feel insecure?Are you also infatuated and worried about gains and losses?

But he was afraid that Shen Yunjian would feel even more sad if he asked this question too heartlessly, so Shen also endured it and said: "Xiao Yunjian, I'm sorry, I made you feel insecure."

"It's okay," Shen Yunjian said, "That's the way it is in love. Because I like you, I think I'm the only one in your eyes. If you look at others more, I'm afraid that you will empathize with others. You are afraid that you will be snatched away by others at the first glance. If you can't see you, you will worry about it and feel uneasy. Only when you are held by your side can you feel at ease. This is normal."

Shen also turned to look at him, "Is this... normal?"

"Yes, it's normal." Shen Yunjian looked at him seriously, "Because you like me and I like you, we care about each other and are emotionally affected by each other."

Shen also paused, in fact, since she was with him, she had never said that she liked him.

Shen Yunjian has said it many times, but because of his sensitivity and lack of self-confidence, he has never been able to firmly believe it, and every time he believes it, he will be shaken by his sensitivity.But he didn't say a word, but Shen Yunjian seemed unwavering.

Although Shen Ye didn't say it, he didn't refute it either.

Seeing that Shen didn't refute himself, Shen Yunjian smiled and said again: "Uncle Shen, you and I are one person, I am you, we don't trust others, but we trust ourselves, so we trust each other. My safety Only you can give your sense of security, and only I can give you your sense of security."

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I am very satisfied with the position at the end of these chapters, I am so happy (*^_^*)