It's not the first hug like this.

But it's not in a battered pickup truck, with cameras mounted in the corners, or outside a brightly lit night market.

It was as silent as if there were only the two of them left in the world.

Again.

The rapid heartbeat generated by that kind of hug can almost make the temperature rise suddenly, and there is a longing for a little more intimacy.

But Chi Yizhen felt the moisture on the side of his neck, and patted He Tiao's back in surprise and helplessness.

"No, Mr. He, are you crying?"

There was a smile in his tone, and his strength was a bit like coaxing a child. He Tiao's deeper voice came: "No."

Chi Yizhen: "Did I torture you like this?"

He almost cruelly answered He Tiao's question on such an occasion: "I refused, and there are..."

He Tiao turned his head and bit Chi Yizhen's earlobe.

Chi Yizhen hissed in pain: "How old are you, why are you still biting?"

How many faces does a man have, and how can he be so pure and childish that it makes people speechless.

It was the first time in He Tiao's life that he was such a rascal, he hugged someone and refused to let go: "Don't you know how old I am?"

Chi Yizhen actually still had the time to joke: "I know, you are three years older than me."

After he finished speaking, he paused: "The others are accidents."

His hands patted He Tiao's back, as if stroking the fur of a large animal, his fingers went down from the spine, as if to arouse all of He Tiao's desires for him.

If he hadn't been rejected, He Tiao would almost have thought that Chi Yi had really seduced him on purpose.

But the ecstasy in Chi Yizhen's eyes has always faded quickly, as if he had a unique set of withdrawal secrets, so that he would not fall into it no matter what.

He Tiao: "Can't you try?"

Chi Yizhen pushed He Tiao away and held his face under the lamp.

She didn't cry, but her eyes were very red.

He Tiao subconsciously wanted to turn off the lights in the car, but Chi Yizhen pressed his hand back.

Chi Yizhen: "It's really not possible."

He Tiao: "If you're worried about Sheng Xin, I..."

Chi Yizhen shook his head: "It's not for this reason."

He Tiao: "What's the reason?"

He was so anxious that his face seemed to be flushed red, and the temperature in the carriage rose steadily in the silent night, and even Chi Yizhen was a little hot and dry.

It may be the residual warmth brought about by the bitten earlobe, or it may be his sudden outburst of love after being alone for so many years.

Truly downright sweet torture.

Chi Yizhen stopped talking, he said thank you for sending me off and planned to get off the car.

But the people in the car refused to let him go.

He Tiao wanted to ask many times, but he couldn't ask on the show.Even if the live broadcast room was closed, he suffered from insomnia several times in the dark, listening to the sound of breathing beside his pillow, he wanted to get into Chi Yizhen's dream and ask why.

There has never been a better time than today.

Chi Yizhen couldn't open the car door and could only look back at He Tiao.

He didn't smile anymore, and his expression even looked distant and indifferent.

"Mr. He, I'm really sleepy."

He Tiao: "You can sleep in the car."

His eye sockets were still red, his lips were a little dry, and a cold that had accumulated for a long time was enough to overwhelm him.

Especially after staying up all night, he looks a kind of decadent and haggard.

However, one pair of eyes was covered by injuries, and they all accused Chi Yi of being ruthless.

Chi Yizhen: "I really can't..."

In the next second, a black figure suddenly jumped up from the back seat, and Chi Yizhen was startled, but the thing had already jumped into his arms, licking his hand alive and kicking.

The little yellow and white miscellaneous dog didn't know when it was put in the car, and it only started to move around at this time.

Enthusiastically twisting and twisting in Chi Yizhen's arms, he also stretched out his paws to take care of He Tiao.

Chi Yizhen: "When did you get in the car?"

Puppies are very clingy. Chi Yizhen always likes small animals, but he has never really raised them. He still has a heavy sense of responsibility.

I thought the staff would take care of the little guy for a day, but I didn't expect...

He looked at He Tiao.

He Tiao: "I'm afraid that the program crew won't take good care of it, so I asked someone to put it in my car first."

Chi Yizhen picked up the dog and went to rub it together: "It's so cute."

He Tiao snorted: "You haven't finished talking yet."

But the atmosphere has been completely destroyed.

Chi Yizhen pursed his lips, "I mean, I have a reason why I can't be with you."

He thought: I have refused so clearly, he probably won't ask again.

Normal social distance for adults.

As a result, He Tiao asked without hesitation: "What reason?"

Without waiting for Chi Yizhen to declare again, he continued to ask: "Do you like women?"

Chi Yizhen took a deep breath: "I said no."

He was also a little annoyed: "Didn't you sleep with me that day?"

He Tiao was even aggrieved: "We haven't completely..."

Chi Yizhen: "It's you who can't."

He Tiao: "I'm drunk."

Chi Yizhen: "So it's normal if it doesn't work, it's already great to be able to do it a few times."

He Tiao: "Never again next time."

Chi Yizhen: "No download..."

He was kissed quickly, on the corner of his lips.

He Tiao looked at him calmly: "Then what reason is there?"

He considered it for a while, and asked cautiously: "Your family doesn't let you be with men?"

Chi Yizhen shook his head: "There is almost no one in my house. My mother is still in the ICU and hasn't woken up yet."

He Tiao: "Are you afraid that Sheng Xin will retaliate against you because of your relationship?"

Chi Yizhen: "This is a reason."

He Tiao: "You hate me?"

After he finished speaking, he became even more disturbed, and then even more aggrieved: "Then why are you..."

Just thinking about how that day Chi Yizhen didn't get his room card, but He Tiao felt jealous when he was with someone else.

What's more, if it wasn't him who was on the variety show, it was other men.

The daily life of being together for almost 24 hours, if it is someone else, it will fall, right?

Would Chi Yizhen agree with someone else?

Chi Yizhen's laughter seemed to roll out of his throat: "Of course not."

He raised his eyes slightly, looked at He Tiao and said, "You look good, you have a good figure, you cook deliciously, and you can braise duck, and you are very good to me..."

He Tiao would be indifferent to these words if someone else said them, but it happened to be from the mouth of someone he likes.

The finally calm heartbeat was pounding again, almost making He Tiao speechless, and the words that blurted out were accompanied by slight sobs——

"Then why, can't you be with me?"

Chi Yizhen hugged the dog, avoiding He Tiao's hot eyes, and even felt a little lonely under the lamp.

"I'm afraid we'll be separated."

I'm afraid I'll leave you.

That hurts so much.

As long as He Tiao is from his original world, Chi Yizhen also wants to be desperate once, to see whether he and He Tiao will fall into such a crazy state like his parents.

I am the kind of crazy child, will I be so extreme in my relationship?

That being the case, is it really necessary to harm others?

But Chi Yizhen also yearns for love.

He has acted in many movies, and all kinds of loves are in the end. He wants to be needed, relied on, and protected by others.

I hope that at the cusp of any public opinion, there will be someone standing firmly by my side.

Not driven by interests, not company cooperation, just because.

like me.

He Tiao thought that he would hear something similar to what the deceased elder brother said he couldn't do, which made it difficult for him to continue the topic of rejection.

But I didn't expect Chi Yizhen's reason to be so...

childish.

Childish enough that he felt heavy again.

This is so immature.

The love of adults can be severed and never communicate with each other, or they can get together and disperse until they continue to be friends.

Or if Feng Shui turns around, I want to live a better life than you, and when we say goodbye, we also have comparisons in our greetings.

But these are the most rare and common separations outside of life and death.

But before Chi Yizhen even started, he was already thinking about it.

He Tiao only felt distressed.

Because the person in front of him is experiencing a desperate situation that is rare for ordinary people.

The family is broken and the family is dead, all alone.

The ascending channel is completely blocked, and someone in the sinking world is waiting for him to enter the tiger's mouth.

It was extremely difficult for him to even turn around, like driftwood floating in a sea of ​​bitterness.

Never a chance to land.

He Tiao: "How to separate?"

Chi Yizhen glanced at him in surprise: "Of course it's because we got tired of talking and we left after a short while."

I still can't say that a person like me who wears books is scary no matter how you look at it.

But so is this worry.

This is also the reason why he didn't fall in love in the original world.

Timid, afraid of losing after gaining.

That is [-] times more painful than the joy you get, and it will be magnified by the loneliness of the long night, and finally turn into annoyance.

It would have been better if we hadn't been together.

He Tiao laughed: "You haven't talked to me yet, how do you know you'll get tired of it?"

"Are you originally such a person who loves the new and dislikes the old?"

Chi Yizhen let out an uh: "I mean..."

He has hardly talked about this topic with anyone, because it is too naive, especially in this circle, everyone is a genius.

Many people got into the drama too deeply and talked about each other, but broke up after a month.

There are also people who appear to be husband and wife, but in fact they play their own way, and what they sell is purely human design.

It's all business.

Not as pure as the paper man.

I spend time, I spend money, and I can get a response tailored for me.

He lowered his head, stroking the dog unconsciously with one hand, and the puppy purred comfortably in his arms.

He Tiao resisted his boredom and jealousy towards the dog, and asked seriously: "What?"

Chi Yizhen: "I'm afraid I like you very much, but our relationship ended when I liked you the most."

He raised his eyes and showed a helpless smile: "It's very painful, and I'm really afraid of pain."

Just like the pain of my parents dying in front of me that year, the warmth of blood splattered on my face, and the wound I got when I subconsciously grabbed the knife.

To add pain to pain is to lose.

At this moment, He Tiao's heart was extremely soft. He felt that he had spied 20.00% of the real Chi Yizhen in this late night.

When he fell in love with Shang Chi Yizhen, it was because of his loneliness and despair.

That is the soul of a wanderer, desolate in emotion but yearning to be loved.

In fact, He Tiao is also the same.

He thought I didn't need it, it's just that he didn't meet anyone worthy of his heart.

Even if they haven't fully delivered everything now, they haven't touched their souls and are completely connected with each other.

He Tiao: "How do you know that if we are together, it will definitely end?"

Chi Yizhen: "Isn't it all like this?"

He looked back frankly: "The most beautiful feelings in the world are in the works, and the feelings in reality are all shackles."

He Tiao: "If you have to be afraid, I'm more afraid that you will leave first."

Chi Yizhen did not pretend to think: "How is it possible?"

After he finished speaking, he realized that he had been hooked by He Tiao, and the premise of being together was preset.

He could only stare at He Yu, but the person involved was confident, smiled and leaned over to stare at Chi Yizhen and said, "You like me too."

Chi Yizhen pushed his face away: "I don't like it."

He Tiao: "I am the modeler of the most favorable character in the mobile game you play."

Chi Yizhen: "You don't want to be ashamed, substituting yourself will make people impotent! It's so tasteless."

He Tiao: "But you didn't do that that day, and you even made a face on me."

The topic was taken away by He Tiao again, Chi Yizhen sighed helplessly, trying to turn it back.

"Mr. He, I'm serious. I'm afraid of falling in love."

"And now I am not qualified to fall in love at all. I have nothing now, and I still have so many debts, and I have an enemy who is eyeing me."

He said with downcast eyes.

The puppy squinted in Chi Yizhen's arms, unable to understand what humans were doing to me.It only knows that the human who picked it up is a good person, and it has a warm home.

Little did they know that for these two human beings, this was also their warmest home at this stage.

Even if it is fake.

"I'm not qualified to fall in love."

"And," Chi Yizhen paused: "You are so good, you deserve better people."

But He Tiao asked: "Then what kind of relationship can we be together without falling in love?"

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