After the breakup he washed his memory

- You are not alone.

——My Aye is just a beta, or an orphan.

——How could it be related to you?

Every word of Rong Qiu's words, every word, is linked together to make Qin Muye extremely unfamiliar.

Rong Qiu clearly separated that part of his past from him, beta trapped him five years ago, but did not want him now.

How can you do this?

But that's the truth.

Rong Qiu didn't know him anymore, Rong Qiu made a silver ring for him in the past, bought a double tomb, and reserved the extremely important position in his heart for him, and now he can't take it even if he wants to.

Rong Qiu didn't notice anything strange about him.

By saying such words, he also opened up his nostalgia for his beta lover, or the arrangement for the rest of his life.

"At that time, the monument of me and Aye will be placed here. It introduces that Aye and I are both betas, a natural pair, and records the deeds of me and Aye. Aye left early, and there are fewer things that can be recorded. , I will write down what I want to say to Ah Ye in that empty space."

Rong Qiu has a lot of things he wants to say to his beta lover, but not to the current alpha who is very similar to his beta lover.

Rong Qiu took a deep breath.

He didn't want to look at Qin Muye any more.

Rong Qiu turned to pointing at the winter cypress tree next to his knees: "I asked them to plant this. The name of the tree is 'Ye Qiu', which is taken from the last word of my and Ah Ye's names."

He and Aye are gone, and they have no children.

This tree is the continuation of their life.

The pines and cypresses in the severe winter are evergreen every year.

Rong Qiu pointed to the flat ground behind the tree again: "It won't take long, and there will be an exquisite double tomb behind here, inside which will be buried the nine silver rings I personally made for Ah Ye."

Rong Qiu unconsciously began to rub the silver ring on his ring finger: "The one in my hand, together with my ashes, will enter the other half of the double tomb after my death."

Rong Qiu once had the idea of ​​donating his body.

But later, considering that his beta lover's body was gone, some of their things should be placed in this tomb, so Rong Qiu's body donation became an organ donation.He died, and his ashes will also guard his and Aye's tombs.

Rong Qiu said a lot in detail.

It seems casual and inadvertent.

But these are his long-awaited plans.

Qin Muye could see it naturally, but it was because he saw it that his heart ached, as if there was an invisible stirring head in his chest, turned on the maximum power, and swept across his body wantonly.

All the pride and extravagant hopes have come to naught.

He thought that as long as he worked hard, he could compare to Rong Qiu's beta lover.But the former Qin Ye has become a concrete embodiment of Bai Yueguang in Rong Qiu's heart. He can see the perfection of beta Qin Ye in Rong Qiu's heart. He even doubts whether Rong Qiu has opened the filter to the maximum. Is Qin Ye really so perfect?

But no matter what, that former self has become an irreplaceable partner in Rong Qiu's heart.

How should he compete with that dead beta Qin Ye?

Coming out of the cemetery, Rong Qiu was not in a hurry to drive.

With one hand on the steering wheel, he glanced at the man in the co-pilot out of the corner of his eye. He still had a cold face, but his pupils were clearly out of focus.

It seems that his attempt today has been achieved.

He brought Qin Muye over to see his and Aye's twin graves, which had already made Qin Muye give up.

Besides, he has made it so clear that Ah Ye and him have almost the same external configuration, if he really becomes his bed-mate, it is not equivalent to becoming Ah Ye's substitute.For a proud S-level alpha like Qin Muye, it is really rare to be able to find him as a substitute again and again, how can he accept that he is just a substitute?

He didn't want to be someone's stand-in anyway.

Thinking of the substitute, Rong Qiu suddenly looked sideways at Qin Muye: "I always wanted to ask, did Commander Qin recognize me as someone else?"

He asked similar questions before, but Qin Muye didn't answer him clearly.In addition, his impression of Qin Muye during that time was really not good, he didn't care about the views and attitudes of an alpha with whom he hadn't met a few times, so he put this question to the back of his mind.

But now the two can barely be friends, he still wants to ask clearly.

Qin Muye approached him, did he also use him as a substitute...

Rong Qiu turned sideways, and his expression obviously changed: "So Commander Qin chose me as a bed partner, because he also wanted to choose me as a substitute?"

"how come?"

Qin Muye's expression was obviously stunned, he didn't know how beta's mind was spinning so fast, it was so fast that it was beyond his logical understanding, but it was time for him to think about whether he should become that beta Qinye's substitute, Rong Qiu actually felt that he was too a stand-in.

how could be.

Rong Qiu will always be Rong Qiu, and will never be someone's substitute.

"Then why Commander Qin only focuses on me." Rong Qiu paused, then gently reminded, "As far as I know, if Commander Qin wants to find a partner or a bed-mate, people from the Federation should be very supportive. For example, hold another AO matching blind date similar to five years ago."

When Rong Qiu mentioned that match, Qin Muye's pupils shrank suddenly: "Do you know about that match?"

"Is it because the result is not good, so you are looking for beta?"

When Rong Qiu asked the question, he didn't seem to care much, he just blinked his eyes and asked calmly, and Qin Muye saw such a plain expression, which inevitably made Alpha tense the muscles in his waist instantly.

He affirmed it, but quickly denied it: "It is true that the match was unsuccessful, but I am very happy."

This sentence would seem contradictory if another alpha said it, but when Qin Muye said it, Rong Qiu felt a little bit of trust in his heart.It seemed that Qin Muye really didn't want to match up with those high-level Omega.

Rong Qiu's slender fingers curled slightly, and he tapped the steering wheel lightly, and rhythmic knocking sounds came out one after another.

"While talking, I lost track. Why did Commander Qin follow me?"

It was this question again, and Qin Muye didn't know how to answer it.

Rong Qiu has now washed away his memory, and he can't remember the memories they had together before. He remembers it himself, but he can't say it.

And he hoped that Rong Qiu would never remember what happened five years ago, so that the successful result of this hypnosis would accompany Rong Qiu for the rest of his life.But the premise of doing this is that he can never provoke Rong Qiu.Once Rong Qiu's memory began to recover, and he remembered that he was the alpha who brought him infinite pain five years ago, and even nearly drowned himself in the river, there would be no way to reconcile between him and Rong Qiu.

Time dragged very slowly.

Obviously only three to five seconds had passed, but to Rong Qiu who was waiting for Alpha's response, it seemed like a long winter had passed.

Is this question difficult to answer?

Everything people do is driven by faith.

It is impossible for Qin Muye to want to get close to him for no reason, so there must be a reason behind it.

But Qin Muye kept his lips tight and did not speak.

At first, Rong Qiu waited patiently, but when he couldn't wait for Qin Muye's answer for a long time, his impatience rose.Just when he was about to slander his words and say "let it go if you don't want to say it", Qin Muye, who has always been reticent, finally responded to him, but this response was not sincere——

I told you at first sight.

Love at first sight is a very mysterious word, some people believe it, some people don't.

Rong Qiu believes in love at first sight, because that's how he treats his beta lover.

But Qin Muye told him that he fell in love with him at first sight.

It's unbelievable.

It's also too ridiculous.

Qin Muye did not lie.

Although he couldn't tell Rong Qiu why he came back to him, the phrase "love at first sight" came from his heart.

It's just that he hasn't dared to admit it before.

After losing Rong Qiu, he gradually realized the emotion he had at that time.

I like it.

But I was blinded by the fog and my heart was blinded by lard.

When he decided to let Rong Qiu chase him, Su Ran was puzzled.

[Even if you are a beta now, Aye, there are so many beautiful little Os who like you, why don't you choose an omega? 】

[What's so good about Rong Qiu?It's a beta, its body is not soft enough, and it can't release sweet pheromones]

【Ah Ye, you wouldn't be sincere to an ordinary beta like him, would you?】

Su Ran's words are like a catalyst for his negative emotions.

Confused his already unclear mood.

He began to say with certainty that Rong Qiu was just his temporary bed-partner, just an ordinary beta that he used to relieve his desire.Even to make sure of this, he hangs out with Su Ran in the bar in the west of the city, proving that he, like all alphas, likes omega and will never show mercy to a beta.

He's done so many shitty things and ignored the sudden fluttering in his heart when he saw Beta first appearing in front of him.

After five years, the throbbing memories are even more profound.

Today's Qin Muye is certain after knowing it.

This throbbing is love at first sight.

He clearly remembered that he was only a sophomore at the time, and the entire conductor department was gathered that day, and their professor brought a young beta, who they said was their mentor.

The alphas on the left and right were discussing and showing disdain, but under the gilded sunset, this childish beta didn't bend down in any way, he just smiled and looked at all the alphas present, wearing a simple white T waist, like rain Even after being washed, the green bamboo is still straight and straight without bending.

Very clean and refreshing.

This kind of cleanliness and freshness not only refers to the cleanliness and cleanliness of clothing, but also the cleanliness of gestures and gestures.

Few people gave Qin Muye a pure feeling.

Rong Qiu was the first one he met.

Unexpectedly, it is the only one so far.

Qin Muye lightly opened his tightly clenched fists.He looked at Rong Qiu, who was serious about driving. Beta's profile face was three-dimensional but delicate, and it gradually overlapped with that of Beta five years ago, and then separated.The current Rong Qiu has lost a bit of childishness and slenderness, and is more mature and stable. The sun shines in from the car window, making Rong Qiu look like a beauty condensed in an oil painting, graceful and indifferent.

Rong Qiu five years later.

He is still moved by it.

But it was all too late.

He has already brought Rong Qiu pain to the bone.

It hurt so much that Rong Qiu chose to remember that Qin Ye forever and completely forget him behind.

Alpha gave a wry smile, his heart burning hot.

What should he do now.

He couldn't further use his power to force Rong Qiu, this would only make the relationship between them more rigid; but he didn't want to take a step back and let Rong Qiu go easily.The man at this moment was like a lost traveler, who was short of water and food, and was also hit by a storm.

Is there any way for him to regain his Qiuqiu.

Rong Qiu put Qin Muye down halfway, it was obviously a biweekly rest day, and Qin Muye had to transfer to a car to go to the military region office to handle official business.

Commander Qin is a busy man.

Watching Qin Muye get off the car, Rong Qiu turned on the navigation and drove forward.

And Qin Muye's phrase "love at first sight", but he took it as a joke and forgot it after hearing it.The first side he met Qin Muye was the side of the office.But that meeting, Qin Muye started to fight him.Could it be that the back of his head was perfect enough to make Qin Muye fall in love with him at first sight?

This is so ridiculous, Rong Qiu doesn't believe it.

Qin Muye must be hiding something.

Rong Qiu always wanted to know, but Qin Muye kept silent. If he kept asking, it would be meaningless.

People have self-knowledge.

In the afternoon, Rong Qiu went to the beach tower. This area is a first-class confinement sea of ​​the Thirteenth Military Region. It is only used for the operation and debugging of various mechas and warships, and it is not open to the public.If it wasn't for Rong Qiu's contributions over the years, he wouldn't be able to get a pass to go here.

After two inspections, Rong Qiu successfully entered the mecha storage room.

And his personal mecha was placed in the last storage room, and only his iris could open the door.

Smoking, drinking, and beating people can't relieve the depression in his heart, only the machine armor can.

Rong Qiu hasn't come over for a while, and he hasn't come to the machine armor.During this period of time, the research institute was obviously not busy, but he still felt tired, and now he finally took a long time to come here to drive his personal mech.

Sneaked for half an hour before returning.

When sending it to load new fuel, I also met a friend from the Starship Research Institute next door.

This researcher friend has a sad face, tired and sleepy, with two big dark circles under his eyes. Rong Qiu looks at him as if he has stayed up for several nights. Is there any important research task at the Starfleet Research Institute recently? Otherwise, how could you be so tired.

Rong Qiu asked casually, although there is no major task, it is newly released, but it is about the same.

It was a project that their research institute had done before that was dug out.

"Rong Qiu, you said, it was a project three years ago. Why is the Thirteenth Military Medical District so busy? Such a small project has been dug out."

Not only did their research institute find out about this project, but I heard that other research institutes are also like this. The Starship Research Institute is not the worst. Some branch research institutes in the civilian field are in trouble. They have just applied for a large number of projects and have been allocated The research on the funding of the Thirteenth Military Region has not yet been carried out, and all the old accounts have been turned over.

I don't care about the head and the tail, and I'm in a mess now.

Rong Qiu has a lot of personal affairs recently, and he doesn't know the situation of other research institutes, but he knows the current situation of the Mecha Research Institute.

"I didn't hear Dean Qian say that we have any projects to do again."

"Our research institutes are of course much better than those in the civilian field."

The research institutes like Rong Qiu need to come up with real research results, so they won't apply for project approval every now and then.And the Starship Research Institute next door checked the projects of the past few decades, and found out that there was a problem with the fuel system of the small starship three years ago.

The more formal, the better the situation of the research institutes that are closely connected with the Thirteenth Military Region.

Rong Qiu let out a long "oh".

He probably got it.

Lenovo President Qian said before that the General League of the Military Region Research Institute is undergoing rectification. Maybe this purge is the result of the General League's rectification.

After the mecha was loaded with fuel, Rong Qiu sent the mecha back to the mecha storage room.

Along the way, the words of that friend from the Starship Research Institute just now kept repeating in his heart.

He vaguely felt that the results of this rectification would have a great impact.

Although it only involves the civilian field now, I am afraid that the controller behind the scenes is still playing a bigger game. After all, at the beginning of this quarter, the Thirteenth Military Region took the initiative to regulate the funding projects of the major research institutes. Such a big move, at that time He felt that he shouldn't be there

It might be a good thing to deduct the research funds of their Mech Research Institute this time.

Rong Qiu's heart moved.

In the end, he sent a message to Dean Qian.

Dean Qian replied in seconds.

[Dean Qian: Xiaoqiu, I know it well, don't worry, our Mech Research Institute is safe and sound. At this time, the one with the most money is the most dangerous. Our research institute didn't have so much funding before.]

Rong Qiu understood, so he didn't say much.

On the other hand, Dean Qian actively talked to him about other things.

[Dean Qian: By the way, Xiao Qiu, are you familiar with Commander Qin? 】

Seeing this sentence at that time, Rong Qiu frowned.

How to answer this?

I was not familiar with it before.

just now……

cooked.

Even a little too familiar.

Rong Qiu's pretty brows twitched a few times at the thought of a certain alpha who asked him to be his bed-mate many times, and he didn't answer the question directly.

[Rong Qiu: Dean Qian, what's the matter? 】

[Dean Qian: That's the one... Isn't the General League of the Research Institute doing rectification recently? Why don't you go to Commander Qin and walk around more? 】

Not saying bribes, just keeping a familiar eye.

If it wasn't for the fact that Commander Qin met Rong Qiu several times, he would have been shy with this old face.

Rong Qiu understood what he meant.

[Rong Qiu: Dean, my heart is not here]

[Rong Qiu: I want to design mechas for a lifetime in the research institute]

If Rong Qiu chooses, he is willing to drive a mecha for a lifetime, or design a mecha for a lifetime.Going to the General League of the Research Institute is too troublesome and brain-intensive, just like entering the officialdom. Even if he has this brain, he doesn't want to be like other AOs and get stuck in the Vanity Fair.

During the process of Rong Qiu's new research on mechas, many things happened in the Thirteenth Military Region one after another, and Rong Qiu was able to spy one or two on the federal news every night.

The other [-] military regions were peaceful and peaceful. When school started, construction started. When it came to the [-]th military region, the style of painting changed. It was either fighting from the east or fighting from the west. Although no major wars were provoked, small frictions continued one after another. Very often.

But this is already the norm in the Thirteenth Military Region.

A new round of funding from the Federation has just come out, and the allocation to the Thirteenth Military Region is not a small number, which has aroused heated discussions among the people in other military regions.

After lunch, Rong Qiu turned on his phone.

Rong Qiu knew what the online reviews were like without looking at them.

Those who scold the Thirteenth Military Region for blood-sucking bugs and those who say that the leaders of the Thirteenth Military Region are not human are not positive comments after all.

But Rong Qiu did not expect that this year's public opinion is actually good. There must be people who scold, but there are also many comments for the [-]th Military Region. The address IP is not only limited to the [-]th Military Region, but also other [-] In this military region, the reason for the better direction is actually the commander-in-chief of the thirteenth military region who has just been transferred back.

[Swearing, scolding, you know how to scold, Commander Qin has just been transferred, how could it be effective so quickly (IP: First Military Region)]

[Besides, what happened to the Thirteenth Military Region getting some money?It's not the most money, it's only the fifth place, it's like someone got the most money (IP: Seventh Military Region)]

[The thirteen military regions fight every day, you don’t even read the news, people are in dire straits, our thirteen military regions are one family, what’s wrong with subsidizing more money (IP: No.12 military region)]

【…】

[Damn it, Indigenous No. A of the 13th Military Region is just about to launch a campaign against scolding once a year, but it turns out that I don’t need to speak at all... (IP: No.[-] Military Region)]

[Add one, the mood is quite subtle (IP: No.13 Military Region)]

[Just... I am very grateful to Commander Qin who has just been transferred (IP: No.13 Military Region)]

Rong Qiu couldn't laugh or cry.

After taking back his mobile phone, he took a short break for 10 minutes before returning to the research room.

Today Rong Qiu got off work one hour late, and the experimental data hadn't come out, so he waited on the sidelines, analyzing the previous data until his brain started to feel sore.

But when he came out, it was already dark.

In the golden autumn and September, the heat is still there, but the night has improved a lot.

Rong Qiu was blowing the refreshing evening breeze, and as soon as he left the door of the research room, he saw a tall man standing in front of him.

Rong Qiu thought he was tired and confused, so he lost his sight.

Squint your eyes and take another look.

Who else could the man in front of him be if not Qin Muye.

Rong Qiu blinked, thinking of Qin Muye saying that he fell in love with him at first sight last time, his ears suddenly felt hot.

What are you doing this time?

Wouldn't it still be the bed-mate thing?

Could it be that Qin Muye didn't understand what he meant when he took him to the cemetery last time?

Rong Qiu watched the man walking towards him helplessly, and the man stopped only half a step away from him, like a mountain suddenly pressing down in front of him, and there was something hidden in the deep pupils of this mountain. Floating.

Rong Qiu's clear eyebrows and eyes became darker and twisted: "Commander Qin, do you need me?"

The man stood still like a pine, and said something that Rong Qiu couldn't imagine.

Not a bed-mate, but something else even bigger.

"Qiuqiu, I want to pursue you."

"?"

"Not a bed-mate, but a partner."

Companion, with what partner?

Rong Qiu's eyes were still staring at the alpha in front of him, his thin lips were slightly parted, there was no expression on that face, but the hot blood was already flowing rapidly in his body.

However, before the words of refusal could be spoken, the man had already stopped what he wanted to say.

"Don't rush to refuse, Qiuqiu."

The handsome and straight military uniform set off the man's chest-bulging, and his deep eye sockets were extremely dark, as if he had not slept for a long time, as if he was tired and deep, but even though he was tired, his cold and beautiful black phoenix eyes were extremely bright , some kind of dormant wildness is suppressed, it seems that it will break out in the next second,

"I can play every aspect of your beta lover."

"Even, I can do better than him."