Xiangjiang old events [entertainment circle]

When she set foot on the beach of Santa Barbara again, Su Yun suddenly felt as if she had passed away.

It’s only ten years since we didn’t get acquainted with Zha Lan back then, but many things have already changed, especially the changes of “people” from childhood to adulthood, which will always make people sigh and sigh at the change of time .

"But having said that, how did you get along with him?" Su Yun whispered to Bourne's ear and asked.

"Before Mr. Delong said that he supported me to take on "Dorian Gray", so he brought me here specially this time to find someone who played the role of "Dorian Gray"..." When talking about this, Bourne's His complexion is still a bit bad: the last actor of "Dorian Gray" was Helmut Berger who insulted him before and got him involved in rumors.

Compared with Bourne's complicated mood, Jalan looked happy: also as the darling of the great director Visconti, he and Berg have been rivals for many years.

Especially at Visconti's funeral a few years ago, that guy Berg ran over and called himself a "widow" in front of him—if the person next to him didn't stop him, let's see if he doesn't beat this guy up again!

To be honest, he really doesn't have much thought to help Bourne: It can be said that, except for Su Yun, a little villain whom he admires very much but who gets angry with her from time to time, he still doesn't like it among the juniors. who.

The reason why he helped Bourne this time is purely the typical bad mentality of "the enemy feels uncomfortable in my heart, so I feel very comfortable in my heart".

Su Yun generally understands Zha Lan's intention to use Bourne to attack Berg, but the twists and turns in it are really confusing and difficult to discern.

"That guy, Berg, was on vacation here recently. Let's go this way." Jalan looked at the address, and led the two of them to a small wooden house by the beach.

It wasn't until the moment when she opened the door to see Helmut Berg that Su Yun realized why Bern was so "afraid" of him.

I thought that Zha Lan was already someone who could write the word "evil" on her face, but she didn't expect that everything needs to be set off and contrasted - and the natural dark and charming atmosphere is even called in and out of the play Compared with Berg, who is both "fallen angels", Zha Lan looks pure and innocent like a little white dove...

"You came to see me, what's the matter?" Berg glanced at the three people at the door, and said a Zaun-style greeting, "Don't tell me you are just here to say hello to me."

Su Yun secretly wiped off her sweat: Although Zha Lan, Beige, and Bourne were all from the bottom of the class, and even worked as gangsters when they were young, it is obvious that Zha Lan and Bourne have gradually changed under the spotlight. It must be tactful and restrained; only Berg, an evil-looking evildoer, still maintains that arrogant attitude of disregarding his image.

"I came here today, not to quarrel with you." Zha Lan walked into the cabin with Berg's unwelcome eyes on her own, and sat down directly in a well-lit place, "You should have heard Well, another director wants to make "Dorian Gray"."

"So what?" Berg signaled Bourne to go in with a look of disgust, and then when he saw Su Yun, his complexion improved, and he greeted her with a stiff tone.

"They want to cast Anderson as the lead role, but Anderson seems to be a little bit resistant to this invitation because of the shadow you brought him before." Zha Lan turned sideways and said slowly.

"What's the matter? You came here to find me because of this?" Berg showed a mocking smile, "Don't tell me, you have become a kind elder who likes to support younger generations now."

"If the object is you, it's not that I can't do the same thing as Luchino - after all, Anderson stepped into this circle because of Luchino, didn't he?" Luchino is Visconti As the person Visconti brought out with his hands, Zha Lan is naturally called by a more intimate name rather than a surname.

Compared with Bourne who stood quietly by the side, Zha Lan has never been a fuel-efficient lamp.

"But Anderson, the white-eyed wolf, he slandered Luchino!" Berg glanced coldly at the overwhelmed Bourne, and then aimed his fire, "Luchino is so good to you, why do you To discredit him!"

"I didn't! I just told the truth!" Bourne yelled, recalling the terrible past of being coveted as cakes on the dinner plate, which is still unforgettable to this day.

"Calm down, this is not the time to settle old scores." Zha Lan was the one to fight this time, holding Berg while motioning Su Yun to hold Bourne, "Perhaps as a bystander, you can see better." It’s clear—to be honest, Anderson was just an underage Swedish boy back then, and he was brought to such an occasion for no reason, and he would indeed have psychological shadows of fear and anxiety.”

"But he said these things to the media so bluntly, and it did damage the reputation of many people." In order to build momentum, Visconti followed the signs of the media and pushed Byrne to the position of the most beautiful boy, which was naturally expected. Those eyes that followed.

But Visconti probably thinks that Bourne, who is similar in background and personality to Jalan and Berg, can also bear the complexity in the circle - but he didn't expect that Bourne is more chaotic and evil than the previous two. For the camp, it is more inclined to hang upright and quiet.

He couldn't stand the huge pressure of becoming famous overnight, and couldn't accept the complexity and turmoil in the circle, so he was forced to "refuge" in Japan.

Of course, Visconti has never been short of good actors, and it’s not a big deal without Bourne. It’s just that Bourne’s blunt temper, which doesn’t know how to embellish it in front of the media, annoys him. A little trouble.

However, at the level of Visconti and Jalan, this little trouble is nothing, and you don’t even need to take care of it, and let it dissipate with time——the one who loves Visconti so deeply Berg couldn't accept Bourne's behavior, and secretly caused him a lot of stumbling blocks.

Berg, who was also a gangster from childhood to the protagonist of the movie, from hell to heaven, fell in love with this male director who was more than 40 years older than him, and his various performances made Visconti admit his lover status.

Then, Berg, who has gone on an extremely tortuous path of love, has always been quite crazy in doing things for others: he cannot tolerate the slightest slander of his lover, and he cannot see his lover showing kindness to others.

In the past, there was Jalan, whom Visconti always called the muse of inspiration, and later, Bourne, who was declared the most beautiful boy by Visconti; so Berg always felt that he and Visconti had a deep relationship like father and son. Zha Lan is a "rival in love", and Bourne, who has objections to Visconti's approach, is a "white-eyed wolf".

To be honest, these relationships and past events seem complicated, but from Su Yun's gossip perspective, it is nothing more than "little stepmother" Berg's dissatisfaction with "former son" Zha Lan and "post-adopted son" Bourne ...

However, the most important key figures have passed away, and the three of them, in fact, will no longer see each other as a thorn in the flesh.

Amidst the silence, it was Bourne who broke the atmosphere of silence: "Actually, now that I think about it, what I did back then will indeed cause trouble to many people-but this does not prove that I am The wrong one."

"I'm not without fault, but it's not all my fault, and I was not suitable for this chaotic and complicated circle at all, which caused the farce back then..." Bourne's eyes became more and more calm, and he slowly fell on the cabinet In a group photo on the website, "You don't have to worry about anything, the role of 'Tacio' was originally intended for you, but it is no longer suitable for your age, so he found me as a 'substitute' ..."

During the audition that year, Visconti saw that he was the scrutiny of the elders to the younger ones. On the contrary, when he turned his head to talk to the dissatisfied Berg beside him, his eyes were full of deep affection.

"Then why didn't you tell me before?" Berg followed his gaze and saw the photo of him and his lover: the youthful face and the old face complement each other, and everyone thought they would not last long.

Yes, the gap of more than 40 years and the same gender doom this relationship to impossibility for a long time—however, his grief at the funeral, his depression and even his attempt to commit suicide followed his lover, and finally after many years, won people's respect.

"Because I used to be...afraid of you." Bourne smiled slightly, "The way you stared at me all the time made me very scared in the past."

After all, he is the director's "Madame". If the pillow blows and the director doesn't want him, then he can only pack his bags and go back to be a poor boy foolishly waiting for work on the street.

"It turns out that you are not as innocent as you show." Berg laughed again, looking towards Su Yun, as if to say: Look, your friend is also a scheming person with his own little thoughts.

As a rare oriental face who can break into Hollywood, Berg knows Su Yun's legendary experience to some extent; in addition, he does not completely like the same sex but can appreciate the beauty of different genders, so based on Su Yun's unique appearance In addition to the legendary experience, it is inevitable to be gentler to her.

And in these years, he would occasionally watch the development of Bourne, the white-eyed wolf, so he naturally knew that Bourne had been appreciated and appointed by Su Yun in the past few years.

"If he's completely innocent, then I'd be scared instead." Su Yun smiled, her words were full of indifference to Berg's methods of sowing discord.

"Actually, you don't need to be so self-pitying. I think Mr. Visconti absolutely doesn't want to see you like this." Being able to admit his identity in this era, maybe Visconti's feelings for Berg are not limited to Berg. It was so slight in Grid's heart.

Berg's worries about gains and losses and his persistent madness all come from his uneasiness about love, but if someone can truly recognize him, support him and encourage him, maybe this will be a different look.

Of course, she alone can't do it—so Su Yun turned her attention to Jalan.

Understanding Su Yun's meaning, Zha Lan gave her an angry look back, but walked towards Berg on her own initiative.

On this cool sea breeze afternoon, Su Yun and Bourne were sitting on a wooden bench by the window of the cabin, looking at Zha Lan and Berg, two decades-old men who together looked like elementary school chickens, There was a long debate over who was Visconti's "favorite".

"The person he loves the most is always me! Anderson said it just now, the way he looks at me is very affectionate!"

"My relationship with him is not comparable to that of a latecomer like you. He personally made me a big star. In my heart, he is more important than my father and stepfather!"

"For my movie, he dragged his sick body on the hospital bed to handle the work at the end!"

"He has contacted me many times and wanted to cooperate with me again. If it weren't for the fact that I really don't have a spare time, it wouldn't be your business at all!"

Seeing that they were talking more and more childishly, Su Yun took out the thermos that she carried with her and took a sip of water, then gestured to Bern next to her with her eyes: How about it, do you still feel scared now?

"When I saw him, I realized that the shadow that I couldn't dispel in my heart was just a poor person who was extremely uneasy about feelings." Byrne shook his head and smiled a little, "Maybe I will There will still be setbacks, but now I can muster up the courage to face it instead of choosing to escape."

Because he is no longer a lonely person, but has friends who care about him, as well as confidants who accompany him in spirit.

Just as Berg regards Visconti as the sunshine in his gloomy life, he also found his own ray of sunshine very early on.

Seeing that Su Yun's eyes were attracted by the mutual quarrel between the two, Bourne moved his hand slightly, chasing the sunlight in the gap between the shadows of the trees swaying by the sea breeze, and placed it on the skin that was warmer than the sun .

Just like how he got close to Su Yun in the sight of Nakamori Akina's death when he was filming "Girl with Thousand Faces" with Su Yun in Dongying, he felt endless warmth and peace in his heart without expressing it, just touching it quietly .

Watching Zha Lan and Beige gradually change from mutual hatred to nostalgia for the past and their old friends, Su Yun twisted her stiff body, turned to Bourne and said, "Do you want to go to dinner?"

Byrne nodded.

So the two of them really got up and went out for dinner. When they came back, they came back with two boxes of pizza and two cups of coffee.

Seeing that Jalan and Berg's voices were a little hoarse, Su Yun stuffed a pizza and a cup of coffee by herself, and chatted for a while while eating.

Before leaving, Berg suddenly called Bourne: "I will stay here for a few more days. When I starred in "Dorian Gray" before, I also had a little experience. You can come to me when you are free..."

Although there was no apology in the expression or tone, the meaning was quite obvious.

So Bourne looked up at him on the steps very seriously, and replied, "Thank you."

"No matter what you do, if you want to achieve your goal, you always need to work hard on your own." Berg explained another sentence in his words.

Seeing the figures of the three going away, Berg turned around and walked back to the sofa, looking at the empty takeaway carton.

apology?

Maybe a little bit.

But the key for him to express his kindness to Bourne is to see that Zha Lan attaches great importance to Su Yun—very well, that guy Zha Lan regards this girl as a very important junior, and Zha Lan always treats the person he values. There is an extreme desire to protect.

When he and Romy co-produced the film "Ludwig", he was often stared at by Jalan who visited the set.

In the same way, once this girl who is also valued by Zha Lan is taken away by others, she will definitely make that guy very angry...

As for myself, apart from some experience in acting, my strongest point is the means and persistence of entanglement in identifying goals.