As long as you don't feel embarrassed, it will only be others who feel embarrassed.

So now, Su Yun, who was thinking of "settlement" with Chen Boyang, nodded her head calmly, as a greeting, and then led Chen Boyang to continue walking up.

It was the end of dusk, and the lights at the corner of the stairs hadn't been turned on yet. For a while, Zhuang Long, whose back was facing the small window of the stairs, was completely shrouded in shadows, his expression dim.

When I came to Su Yun's house, I didn't never have "jealousy" with those younger children, but at that time, the relationship between the two of them was innocent and good friends, so those jealousy always brought It's a bit of a joke that is too idle, meaningless, the result is whether you lose or win.

It's a pity that the once calm and breezy did whatever he wanted, and it seemed that because of that unexpected intimate contact, everything turned into a mess that was constantly being cut and straightened out.

Although he told her not long ago that he should have more contact with young people of the same age, instead of focusing on his old friend who has a big age gap... But why did he really see her and her peers? When the young people in the world got in touch with each other, they didn't feel as relaxed as expected?

Obviously seeing her joking with Keanu at that time, I didn't have much resistance in my heart...

After all, he is a person who has experienced many things and climbed up step by step from the bottom. Zhuang Long is not like some young people who force themselves to deceive others without facing it, so after thinking for a while, he Conclusions were drawn quickly.

The reason why he felt uncomfortable was because he understood that Keanu and Su Yun were ordinary friends, so he didn't feel any "threat" at all.

Yes, a threat—he knew that the two had no further intentions with each other, so he didn't mind the contact between Su Yun and Keanu, a "young man of the same age".

But Chen Boyang is not like this.

This young man has always had feelings for Su Yun, even though he thought he hid his thoughts well, but in fact, those excessive attention and preference for Su Yun are well known...Maybe, Su Yun has already seen it up.

However, Su Yun didn't express any meaning to it, she just pretended to be muddleheaded while pretending to be confused, and she didn't know whether it was because of her true nature or just because of her youth.

Then again - why isn't she treating him like this now?

Although she had only one grandmother and two Qi sisters since she was a child, she has a cheerful and lively personality and dares to fight hard. Therefore, on the way of growing up, she has never lacked relatives and friends who have accompanied her along the way and accompanied her to this day.

But he was abandoned when he was young, and when he knew something, he knew that he had always been a person without a home or family. Even the "Lone" in his name represented loneliness; With the barrier of race, there are not many friends who can really make friends.

It can be said that he lived 12 years longer than her in vain, but she was not at all like her who was 12 years younger than him, living so freely and wonderfully.

This kind of physical and psychological disequilibrium created the fact that when the two got along, on the surface, he was guiding her, but in fact it was she who involved him in turn.

Therefore, even on that unexpected night, she was the one who took the lead and took the initiative to act first.

And because of the many scruples in my heart and driven by my personality, I became the one who was passive and forced to accept.

Just like the natural gap between a pet and its owner, Su Yun has many other things besides him; and once he compromises his inner desire and sinks down, he can only become the only poor pet looking up to, waiting hard for always The pity of the person who can't make up his mind.

And when he was very young, he had been abandoned again and again: from his biological parents at birth, to his adoptive mother who disliked his appearance from the locals when he was young.

They gave him hope of survival and a source of pain for life.

In this world, it is the most risky way to give yourself completely to another person: once the other person's mind changes, what awaits him will be a bottomless abyss.

Thinking of this, he would rather use various reasons to keep the distance between the two of them, and would rather pretend that nothing had happened and keep the status quo... just fine.

With a heavy heart, he went downstairs and put a stack of blank red envelopes on the coffee table. Zhuang Long, who was hesitating whether to go upstairs or stay in the living room on the first floor, was suddenly stopped by Grandma Su: "Do you have any money?" Don't have time? Help grandma pack the money in these red packets?"

The practice in Guangfu is to prepare a lot of red envelopes every Chinese New Year. In addition to the big red envelopes for yourself and relatives and juniors, there are also favors for the boss to give to his employees—of course, even if it is a large red envelope , and it is not as scary as some places with high red envelopes, and generally it will not hurt people.

As for the benefits to the employees, the meaning is more important. A five-yuan or ten-yuan seal is considered a big seal, and sometimes one or two yuan is not uncommon. The main reason is to get the auspicious red envelope. It's just an idea.

Therefore, in the Guangfu area, red envelopes are also commonly known as "li shi", which means good luck and good things come.

As long as Xiangjiang is not married, it is always the party that takes the red see, so in the past few years, when Su Yun's family had the New Year's Eve dinner, Zhuang Long often took the red envelopes from Grandma Su's red see.

In the past, Grandma Su could usually do it by herself. The Mei sisters wanted to help, but she felt that the two sisters "disliked" her for being old, so she forcibly refused to let others help, and insisted on proving that she was quite tough.

But this year Su Yun officially moved into the Zhao family, so she has to send people to the employees of the film company and TV station as the boss. It is conservatively estimated that thousands of letters will be prepared, and Grandma Su can only really take her old age seriously. .

The sisters from the Mei family helped to install part of it before, but now that they were still working and did not come home, Grandma Su decisively arrested Zhuang Long, the strong man who was sent to her door.

"Let's talk and talk, you are not young, do you have any girls you like?" Probably because older people always like things that match each other, Grandma Su asked casually while filling the red envelope with money road.

"I'm still busy with my career, I don't have time to think about other things." Zhuang Long organized his words before replying in a low voice.

"Oh, you're not young anymore, you'll be 30 years old this year, it's time to find someone..." Grandma Su said in a rambling manner.

"Let's go with fate..." No matter how cautious a person is, he can't resist the urging voices of relatives and friends, Zhuang Long hastily lowered his head, pretending that he is working seriously.

The previous messy thoughts seemed to be distracted by Grandma Su, and slowly settled down to the bottom of her heart.

At the same time, in the big room on the third floor, Su Yun had just greeted Chen Boyang to sit down, and then took out a large pile of skin care product sets from the cabinet and piled them on the short coffee table between the two of them, and greeted him Let's tinker together.

"This hand cream and eye cream are pretty good, do you want to try?" Su Yun rummaged through them before handing over two.

Chen Boyang responded, and took it obediently, then unscrewed the cap and began to apply.

"Why have your hands been so rough recently?" Su Yun asked casually as she saw him putting his head down and applying hand cream.

"Ah?" The sudden question startled Chen Boyang, who was concentrating on applying hand cream, and after he gave a blank ah, he hurriedly added an explanation, "Recently, I am busy with work, so sometimes I don't care about maintenance. gone."

"We who play musical instruments not only need to take good care of our faces, but also our hands." Su Yun smiled.

"Well, I know..." Hearing Su Yun's words, Chen Boyang, who thought he had gotten away with it, lightly blew on the back of his hand that had been coated with hand cream.

As soon as he raised his head, he met Su Yun's scrutinizing death gaze.

He has been with Su Yun's crew more than once - so, he is quite familiar with the tyrant's vision of Su Yun's death.

After all, in the field of acting, he was a piece of wood that was forced to fly by his genius friends.

Seeing Su Yun's frank, lenient and strict resistance, Chen Boyang had no choice but to honestly tell all the previous things like a bamboo tube pouring beans: Since his deadline is approaching and he needs to negotiate From the beginning of the terms of the new contract, to knowing Su Yun's difficult situation, to seeing her and Zhao Liying's resolute figure from afar in Zhao's Studio, and finally making a decision to use her own contract to help Su Yun...

"Just to win me a bargaining chip, so you sold yourself for eight years?" There was no trace of ups and downs in Su Yun's tone.

"Although this is the case, you must not take it to heart." Chen Boyang was so excited that he spoke faster, "It is my own decision, and it has nothing to do with you. You don't need to worry about it. what idea……"

"It's also for this reason that I won't tell you, and I won't let others tell you."

"How could it have nothing to do with me?" Hearing this, when Chen Boyang wanted to persuade Su Yun not to remember this, Su Yun said slowly, "You have caused me a lot of trouble!"

"You think it's a kindness that you don't want to repay, but for me, for a person with normal three views, what you do is forcibly binding me a big debt of favor, so that I have to find a way Go and answer!"

"I, I didn't mean that..." Chen Boyang was really on the verge of crying: These days, he was not in good spirits due to too little rest time, and when he received Su Yun's invitation on the phone, he was forced to send love messages In the end, Su Yun said something like this...

Of course, Su Yun's idea is close to his original intention of not reciprocating; but if Su Yun said that his behavior actually has hidden meanings of threatening to repay - then he would really be wronged!

He really just wanted to do something for her...

Seeing that the corners of his eyes were red with anxiety, Su Yun sighed, raised her hands to hold his face and forced him to face herself: "You should understand that this kind of self-sacrifice and self-moving behavior is actually self-righteous. "

"I'm sorry..." Chen Boyang subconsciously wanted to bow his head—but he couldn't: Su Yun had known him for many years, and Su Yun had already predicted his next move.

"You don't need to apologize to me, on the contrary, I should thank you." Su Yun slowed down her voice, "I said this to you just now, not only to wake you up, but also to assure you that I will always remember Live it."

This time the world was overwhelmed, and his head was restrained again. Chen Boyang felt that he really didn't know what to do now, so he could only explain intermittently: "I, I actually didn't think so much and in such a long-term, just Knowing you needed help and I could help you, I did it..."

"They all said that I was insane, and I dedicated my youth to TBB, who is the most oppressive, but I really don't care..." During this period of time, the incomprehension of the people around him also made him suffer from the physical pressure of work and fatigue. Suffering so much from psychological pressure, he said these words with a hoarse cry, "You have been working hard to move forward, and I also understand that you want to go far, far—— "

"Although I still can't see your future destination clearly, but this kind of you is no longer what I used to be able to catch up with when I was lazy in everything..."

"Although TBB will oppress people, it is also a good platform. Apart from helping you, this decision can also control me and push me to work hard..." When he said this, Xu Xu's anger was reflected in his eyes The tenderness and the firmness of Rong Rong's sunset, "I just want to be closer to you, a little closer... This is enough."

"On the way to the future, you will always look back, waiting for some people and leading some people; and I don't want to be the one who makes you turn back."

"I know." Su Yun said softly: It's also because of knowing these things that she unexpectedly turned against the customer, but at the same time was genuinely moved by this fool's heart.

Not only because he put himself in the situation of beating a worker hard to help her, but also because of his innocent heart of chasing her desperately without expecting anything in return.

Such true and pure pure emotion, no matter how hard-hearted and complicated people are, can't help but be moved by it.

The moment the two looked at each other and smiled, it seemed that something had quietly changed in the air.

"Come on, this sea mud mask is also very good, I'll help you apply it." The emotion in those eyes was so strong that it seemed to be gushing out, Su Yun glanced slightly sideways, and picked up a jar of mask on the coffee table .

"Okay." He replied very briskly, his voice was so clear and clean that it seemed like a ray of dawn light passing through the darkness of dusk.

Su Yun smiled and dug out a piece of ointment, and when she approached to apply it on his face, someone knocked on the half-hidden door.

"Dinner is ready." Zhuang Long's voice came from outside, calm as the dark water at the bottom of the deep pool.

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