dance with you

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The days are so chaotic and at a loss.

There is no hard and fast arrangement, Cone Shengling just stays alone in his small apartment.He didn't dare to step into the outside world, because that world was too clean and perfect, so perfect that Zhuo Shengling felt that he was superfluous, and how out of tune he was with those laughing voices.He would rather lock himself in the apartment alone, although even in this space where only he is alone, no matter what he does, he still feels empty in his heart, as if something is missing.His soul seemed to be lost in a distant space. It sighed for its own shadow by the lake, and would never come back.

The assistant bought vegetables and said with a smile that he would cook them with Zhuo Shengling, so that at least Zhui Shengling could "have something to do".Zhui Shengling was cutting vegetables, but he was still distracted, the knife cut his finger, and blood flowed out.The boy stared at the overflowing bright red, inexplicably lost in thought, the assistant turned pale with fright, and hurriedly went to the room to find the medicine box.But when he came back with the medicine box, he found that the boy was sucking his own wound, licking off all his blood as if he was tasting something delicious. The assistant took his hand and found that the original long cut, It has healed without leaving a scar.

It's been two weeks since "DWV" aired, and its popularity hasn't waned.What is even more unexpected is that in a recent vote for the "Best Couple" jointly made by three famous radio and television stations, "Plain Pivot X Aso Zero (DWV)", which was originally considered a spoof and was included as an option, actually overwhelmed Several other couples were selected as the "Best Couple" by the audience, becoming the first same-sex couple ever to win the award.

When the assistant received the news that Cone Shengling was invited to attend the awards ceremony, he was too shocked to speak.Cone Shengling couldn't refuse to participate in such a grand award ceremony, but the reason for the award was...!The assistant hesitated and hesitated, and finally notified Cone Shengling of the award ceremony, but did not tell him the reason for the award.Cone Shengling had lost interest in these vanities at first, so he just nodded and agreed to participate, and didn't ask much else.

On the night of the awards ceremony, the splendid hall was filled with stars and reporters, including Cone Shengling.He sat in the crowd with a completely numb face. The warm and joyous atmosphere at the awards ceremony could not affect him at all. On the contrary, the music and laughter made him feel tired and wanted to escape.Cone Shengling had to ask himself again why he exists in this world. Obviously, he has lost his soul, leaving only an empty shell. The more laughter and laughter from around him, the more he will feel his own Empty and lonely - because there is no one who can cry and laugh with him!

Finally, the ceremony proceeded to the presentation of the "Best Couple Award".Before the host announced the awards, the edited video began to be played on the big screen on the stage.Cone Shengling, who had been distracted all this time, somehow came back to his senses, raised his head, and saw that the person appearing on the big screen was actually himself! ——No, it's Rei Aso...and opposite Rei Aso, there is another black-haired man standing, staring at Rei Aso.

The moment he caught sight of those rose-red eyes—Zui Shengling subconsciously held his breath!The intermittent whispers coming from his ears seemed to disappear in a vacuum, and he couldn't hear anything; the whole world degenerated into an illusory background in front of the man's face, turning into a white mist.Cone Shengling is almost like being possessed by a demon, looking at the face of the man in front of him incredulously, that handsome, handsome, god-like face, every slight change in every frown and smile, why—— Let Cone Shengling almost desperately want to forget!It hurts to forget!Cone Shengling couldn't help covering his eyes with his hands, only dared to peek at the man on the screen through his fingers, but immediately, tears blurred his eyes and flowed down from his palms, and he kept licking behind his fingers. Blinking constantly, seeing the man smiling again from his hazy vision, Cone Shengling choked up unconsciously!

"zero……"

The voice was ignored.Rei Aso withdrew from the hand resting on the neckline of his windbreaker, turned around, and said in a low voice:

"I am leaving."

The man's hand hung in the air like this, and after a while, it slowly dropped.A smile appeared on that aristocratic reserved face, and then slowly dissipated, fading in the air like fireworks.The man said softly:

"Good night, Zero."

Don't...don't, don't go...

Cone Shengling prayed silently over and over again in his heart.But Zero Aso got into the car anyway.The car started, and the orange-red light of the rear lights rendered the darkness.The car slid slowly into the cold night.Rei Aso glanced at the rearview mirror for the last time. In the mirror, he could still vaguely distinguish that person, standing motionless on the side of the dark and distant road, watching him leave.The figure is getting further and further away, getting smaller and smaller, it is almost like a piece of paper, so thin that it will be pasted into the background behind it...

At the moment when the figure of the man was completely swallowed by the darkness of the world - the background music also sounded.The screens also began to switch, and what flashed across the scenes were the details of Aso Ling's relationship with the man, from incompatibility, to sympathy, to bloody fighting, to that unprecedented and unprecedented dance together.Ling Aso and the man embraced each other, spinning slowly and slowly on the dance floor, the moonlight seemed to be pouring under their feet, the stars stopped sighing, everything was peaceful, only the background music was still singing softly— —

【Don't forget

the days when we were in love

Your face has also been forgotten

Someday it will be gone with the wind

now we can't remember

Why am I like the wind like the cloud

floating in the air

Even without wings...]

At the end of the dance, Rei Aso softly called out that name with a sigh-like voice.The illusory voice that seemed to come from another time and space exploded in the heart of Zhuo Shengling like a thunder!All of a sudden - those things that were forgotten and called non-existent all came back to Cone Shengling's mind!

The video was still playing, but Cone Shengling could no longer watch it anymore.Cold tears had already covered his face, his hands slowly covered his widened eyes, and with a trembling voice, choked up, he uttered the name that he could never forget no matter what!

"——Shu...shu...Jiulanshu!..."Where are you...shu, why...you haven't come back...why, leave me alone...in this pale and powerless world... …

why...

Wrap everything like a star like a moon

sink into this dark night

even without wings

Why

This love and this pain are nostalgic

so in love now

so heartbroken...

In the end, the young man walked onto the stage with tears all over his face under the surprised eyes all around, and received the "Best Couple Award" that should have belonged to the two of them.The host asked him to give his acceptance speech, the boy paused for a few seconds, his eyes drifted to the distance in vain, as if a certain pair of pink eyes were smiling at him from an unknown angle in the middle of the sky, listening to him. His words, listen to his confession to the world and to him.

"Maybe people will be born, grow old, get sick and die, maybe the memory will fade, maybe a hundred years have passed, we will all become insignificant passers-by in each other's lives, but... someone will help me remember you, help you remember me - once, we were If we love each other like this, life and death are not enough to separate our hearts."

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Rediscover the memory.Cone Sheng took a whole day to rearrange the past of nearly 20 years into an order.In fact, one day is far from enough, but Cone Shengling just pulled out the ones marked "Jiulanshu" from the messy silk threads, which is the only thing he cares about now.

Rao has retrieved most of the memories, but there is still a piece of memory that is blank, and it happens to be the most important one - the memory within two or three months from now, nothing.The end of the memory that Zhui Shengling can recall is that he left Jiu Lanshu's house and moved back to his small apartment alone.Cone Shengling couldn't remember anything that happened in the next two or three months, so he didn't know what caused the current situation at all.Where is the hub now?what happened?Is it because the two had a quarrel that Shu didn't come to find him? ... Everything can only be guessed by Zhuo Shengling, but he finally decided, no matter what, he will go to Shu and bring Shu back!

Zhui Shengling first went to Jiu Lanshu's house, the place where the two lived together for the last time, that house in the suburbs.

After getting out of the car, Zhui Shengling stood outside the courtyard gate, looking at the familiar yet unfamiliar house in front of him in a daze.The dense canopy that is as high as the roof is still swaying in the wind and in the sun "sand-sand-sand". The caressing sound that seems to be hallucinatory, Cone Shengling listened, and unconsciously lost his mind. I saw the man standing on the steps of the door looking at him, his face pale and ethereal, and his black hair fluttering in the air; Get up and walk forward slowly.

The courtyard door is not locked, and the front door is actually concealed. Does this mean that there are people in the house?This couldn't help but sparked a ray of hope in Zhuo Shengling's heart - he pushed open the door and walked in.The living room that caught the eyes of Zhui Shengling was the same as when Zhui Shengling left, as if he could still find traces of the man living here, Zhui Shengling opened his mouth without realizing it, just about to call out the man's name— —

A blond man with blue eyes suddenly walked out from the next room, looked up and saw Zhui Shengling - both of them froze in place for a moment.

After a while, it was the man who came out who spoke first, staring at Zhui Shengling's green eyes as if there was a layer of frost, and said coldly:

"What are you doing here?"

Cone Shengling recognized the man as Lan Tangying.Lan Tangying is a follower of Jiu Lanshu, so it's not surprising that he appeared in this house, but why did Lan Tangying speak to herself in such a hostile tone?Did something unpleasant happen between me and Jiu Lanshu?

Thinking of this, Zhui Shengling's heart sank again, but he still said truthfully:

"I'm here to find Jiu Lanshu."

Hearing Zhui Shengling's answer, Lan Tangying seemed to have heard some big joke, looked up to the sky and smiled "haha", the laughter was still so weird.Lan Tangying said:

"You want to find out why Shu came here!"

Cone Shengling couldn't help being a little confused:

"Isn't this the home of Jiu Lanshu?"

Before Lan Tangying could answer, a voice suddenly came from the room behind him, "—Ying, who is it?" While speaking, a man and a woman came out of the room one after another.

Lan Tangying sneered and didn't speak, the two people who came out of the room also saw Cone Shengling, and they froze in place just like Lan Tangying's reaction when seeing Cone Shengling - the room was suddenly dead silent.

Seeing that the three were silent, Zhuo Shengling had no choice but to break the deadlock by himself, and repeated:

"Sorry, I'm here to find Jiu Lanshu."

For a moment, the remaining two had the same strange expressions on their faces, and they did not speak.Instead, Lan Tangying sneered again, crossed his hands, stared at the ceiling, and after a while, uttered a sentence coldly:

"The pivot is dead."

The brain was completely unable to respond to that word, and Cone Shengling repeated in a daze:

"died?"

No one spoke.The air seemed to be frozen.After a long time, the boy's brain continued to turn slowly, but it was like a rusty machine, on the verge of collapse, and the conical teeth could not help but chatter. It took a lot of effort to slow down. He spit out a sentence again:

"—you said... he died?"

Cone Shengling's words seemed to push Lan Tangying to the limit of his patience in an instant!He rushed up like lightning, grabbed the boy's clothes with one hand, and punched the boy hard in the stomach with the other hand!Lan Tangying roared hysterically:

"How many times do you want me to say it!! How many times do you want me to say it?!!! Didn't you hear?!!!—Shu died! Dead!!! It was you who killed him!!!! You still have The place where the face came to live!! You bastard! Scoundrel! Shameless! Murderer!!!!"

Lan Tangying's punch seemed to wake up the boy completely, and he was completely stunned.Cone Shengling's brain couldn't turn at all, he couldn't think, so he let Lan Tangying beat him in a daze, and fell to the ground without realizing it.He stared upwards, and there was only one sentence that echoed in his mind over and over again——I died, I died, I died, I died, I died, I died...!

Jiayuan Xiao and Zaoyuan Liujia rushed forward, one left and one right, and forcibly grabbed Lan Tangying who was running away!Lan Tangying seemed to have gone completely insane, exhausting all her strength, struggling hysterically, crying and roaring:

"Why stop me!! Why stop me!! If it wasn't for him!!! Shu wouldn't die!!! I really would rather kill him in the first place!!! Then Shu wouldn't have sacrificed in vain!! !..."

Jiayuan Xiao and Zaoyuan Liujia were noncommittal to Lan Tangying's words, but they still tried to dissuade them in a low voice:

"Ying, don't be so rude to Wang..."

"king???"

Lan Tangying laughed crazily:

"If you inherit Shu's blood, you will become a king??!!! Don't even think about it!!! I won't recognize you!! My king is just Jiu Lanshu, forever and ever!!! You thief, don't even think about it crown!!!!"

Cone Shengling lay expressionlessly on the ground, silently listening to Lan Tangying's complaint.When Lan Tangying finally stopped, only Lan Tangying's panting sound was heard in the room. After a while, Zhui Shengling slowly got up from the floor, looked at the three people in front of him expressionlessly, and said slowly:

"I'm sorry, I don't intend to ask for this throne..."

The three of them didn't speak, just looked at Cone Shengling silently.Facing those three gazes, Zhui Shengling suddenly felt that he could no longer pretend, and just spit out another "I..." In an instant, the feelings that had been trying to restrain for so long collapsed in an instant! ——Zui Sheng broke down in tears, and could no longer utter a complete sentence!

"I am sorry……"

The boy was trembling all over, he couldn't help hugging his arms, trying hard to restrain the twitching of his whole body.He turned around, not wanting these people to see his frail and weeping appearance, so he could only choke up vaguely and say:

"I'm sorry... I shouldn't be here..."

After speaking, he didn't want to stay any longer, so he ran out from the main door that was still open.However, when he ran to the courtyard, Jia Yuanxiao caught up from behind and handed him something:

"This is something entrusted to me by the Grand Prix before his death. He said, if you come back here again, I will give this to you. In it, there is what he wants to say to you in the end."

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The lyrics are not original, the BGM is Buck-Tick's 【ドレス】