dance with you

All the painkillers were forgotten by Jiu Lanshu.After the first attack, Cone Shengling went to the hospital and bought a large pack of painkillers, and then he swallowed a large amount of it every time he had an attack.But in fact, those painkillers that used to be useful are useless now, and Cone Shengling takes it entirely as a kind of psychological comfort.However, the heavy use of painkillers also brought strong side effects, such as anxiety, insomnia, anorexia, vomiting, and hallucinations. Cone Shengling’s physical condition was deteriorating, but Cone Shengling did not give up the idea of ​​taking it at all, because he had no other way to anesthetize For myself, I can only rely on masochistic pain!

It just happened once this morning, and I didn't expect it to happen again within a day... Zhui Shengling struggled to maintain his trembling body, staggered to the cabinet, reached out to get the medicine, but unexpectedly he took one at a time null!He suddenly remembered that the few cans of pills he just bought a few days ago were gone again this morning!

No more painkillers! ——Zui Shengling suddenly panicked: What should I do?How would he get through tonight's attack without the painkillers? !

Cone Shengling tremblingly climbed onto the bed, and carefully wrapped himself in the quilt, tightly wrapped, as if he could imprison the demon in his heart.But this is of no use!When the bloodthirsty madness impacted his sanity, the quilt was instantly torn into pieces by him, and he hysterically destroyed everything he could see, tables, chairs, glass windows...even such actions were not enough to vent his anger The madness that filled his heart!He threw himself on the wall, frantically tearing off the wallpaper, even picking off the wall dust!Until the nails of the ten fingers were broken and dripping with blood!

On the contrary, the bright red stimulated his nerves even more. He slammed his head against the wall, but he couldn't feel the pain even though he tried his best!Because the head hurt as if it was about to split!Pain... so much pain!Nerves have been shredded!I can't wait to crush my whole body into pieces and throw it into the reforging furnace, let him scream and struggle under the flames of the fire, so that he can be freed from the current filth——!

Viscous blood flowed down the wall slowly.The arm supporting the wall finally lost its last trace of strength, and the whole person slid to the ground.The demon inside is still barking, but his exhausted and broken body can no longer afford to continue playing.This kind of intense conflict between heart and body will eventually push him to a dead end. Instead of continuing to accept this kind of torture, it's better...it's better——

Reaching into his bosom, he slowly took out the gun, and the muzzle of the gun rested on his heart.

However, at the moment when the darkness surged up when Zhui Shengling closed his eyes, he saw those wine-red eyes at the same time, as if they were still in front of him, staring at him, as if they were still smiling and talking, "rustling" in the wind and shadow. Weeping silently in my illusory body...

Something rolled down his face.Warm, drop by drop, fell on the trembling finger holding the trigger.Yes—he doesn’t want to die yet...doesn’t want to...his feelings are still stored with that person, and he promised to go back, go back and get back his own feelings...if the trigger is pulled, he will never die again I can’t see those eyes anymore, I can’t touch that black hair anymore, I can’t kiss that eyebrow to the tip of my brow; if I close it, it’s over, and he will disappear in this world, no one will remember, no Did anyone cry for him...but—he didn't want to forget, and he didn't want to be forgotten...!

"Snapped!--"

The gun fell heavily to the ground.

Cone Shengling crawled, relying on the remaining reason and strength to crawl forward on the ground with difficulty.Finally got his own phone, leaning on the bed, dialed a number, panting while listening to the busy tone from the phone.

"—Hello, T City General Hospital, how can I help you?"

"in vain……"

"What what, sir?"

"White... Egret... Egret is more...!"

"Ah, are you looking for Doctor Bailu? I'll transfer the line for you right away."

Listening silently to the sound of the "beep beep" operation on the microphone, my breathing became more and more rapid, until finally a familiar female voice came from the microphone——

"Hi, I'm Egret Geng."

"I am... Cone... Cone Sheng..."

"--zero?"

"Yes." Swallowed a breath with difficulty, and slowed down, "I have encountered some trouble here, can you please... come to my place right away? Immediately... remember to bring painkillers and tranquilizers... ... Sleeping pills, please bring some here too... Everything, please..."

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When Bailu walked into Zhuo Shengling's small apartment, what he saw was the mess that seemed to be after a violent murder.

The young man approached the door, almost in a coma, and Bai Lu even bent down and gently shook him awake.

"You... are here...?"

The boy opened his blurred eyes, his eyes were almost out of focus, and he muttered.

"Yes, everything will be fine, I'll help you go to bed and lie down first."

After Zhui Shengling lay down on the bed, Bai Lu took his temperature:

"You have a high fever."

"I have hysteria, and I can't control myself when I'm sick... I'm afraid that this appearance will scare others, so I can only... trouble you personally..."

"—Don't worry, I'll keep it a secret for you." Bai Lu interrupted Cone Shengling's self-talking explanation, and smiled knowingly:

"Stars really value this, don't they?"

Zhui Sheng was silent, turned his head, looked at the ceiling and didn't know what he was thinking. After a long time, he said slowly:

"Please... give me a sedative first..."

"But you seem to have calmed down."

Zhui Shengling slowly shook his head: "The body has calmed down, but the heart is still restless... Ah, or, sleeping pills are fine, I'm just afraid that if I fall asleep this time, it will be difficult to wake up again..."

Seeing the young man's mentally and physically exhausted appearance, the woman smiled faintly again, opened her mouth, and asked slowly in a bewitching voice:

"—Do you want to be completely free from pain?"

"is it possible?"

"Of course it is possible. I happen to have a medicine that can eradicate the source of pain at once."

Will there be such a panacea?Of course Cone Health Zero knew—impossible.He was not hysterical, nor was he sick. Ordinary medical methods were useless to him.But...that's what it is anyway, it can't be worse...any way...why give it a try?

"...Then I'll leave it to you."

After uttering these words, the boy slowly closed his eyes.The woman smiled again, smiling as gently as possible, like the compassion of the gods watching the ants and sentient beings.

"Don't worry, leave everything to me..."

Egret spoke in a softer voice.Cone Shengling didn't answer any more, and the drowsiness came over him one after another, like a monster, swallowing and spitting him out, spitting out and swallowing him again and again.Consciousness was close to being lost, so Cone Shengling couldn't see it—the dose of light red liquid was slowly injected into his body.

Before he fell into a coma, he heard that gentle voice, like a hand, gently stroking him, and then gently and thoroughly pushed him into the deep pool covered with algae.

"You'll be free from all pain soon... soon..."

The corner of the woman's mouth slightly raised.

The author has something to say:

I don’t know if there is a chance to explain it in the article, so let’s explain it here first. In fact, the painkillers that Ling took before have been secretly replaced by blood lozenges