Reboot your life

Chapter 54 No Confidence

"Phew~ everything is finally over." After sending the last actor away, Yi An let out a heavy breath.Just sitting on the chair in a daze for a whole day, this is also a technical job.

After Maggie Cheung left, there was no difficulty in the actor review this time.Basically, no more suitable actress than Maggie Cheung will be found in the next assessment.Therefore, the speed of review is gradually accelerated.

"Then, if there is nothing else to do now, I will leave first." At this time, seeing that there is nothing to do, Yi An said: "I will leave the script to the actors and the follow-up work to you two." This is the benefit of being the chief director.Any chores can be shirked to the people under him.

"Okay, got the boss." Michael nodded.For such a situation, Michael didn't feel that there was anything inappropriate.After all, this is his job.Moreover, the BOSS let them do it freely, which is also a manifestation of their affirmation.

"Okay, if that's the case, I'll go first." Seeing Michael, he said that there is no problem.With that said, Yi An got up and walked out.

"A Yi." Not long after he walked out of the door, Yi An heard a familiar voice.So I turned my head away.

Sure enough, Leonardo was now half leaning against the wall, looking at him with a smile on his face.

The large windows are now reflecting the beautiful sunset.A faint orange light sprinkled on Leonardo's body, fainting a little bit of light on his body.Her soft hair had a metallic luster, and her blue eyes were staring at him motionlessly.

Seeing such a situation, Yi An's heart suddenly trembled, as if something was about to burst out of his heart.

Leonardo's smile is bright, like sunshine.Seeing such a smile, Yi An felt a little warm in his heart.Leonardo was not a very cheerful person.It should be said that because of his previous experience, his personality has a gloomy color.Such a character can be seen from the movies he has performed before.Basically, the movies he acted in before were all teenagers with a rebellious color.

However, with such a character, Leonardo always had a smile on his face when he was in front of him.In such a situation, although Leonardo did not say it, Yi An still felt very moved.Yi An became more and more clear about Leonardo's feelings for him.I remember when I was in the original world, Yi An heard a person say something like this: 'If one person can change for another person, then that person is definitely sincere. '

"Maybe, I should really try..." Yi An thought in his heart.But the things he was thinking about made him wonder whether he should do this.

Feelings are the most unpredictable thing.Sometimes, this is a natural thing.

Everything that came before.They all began to appear one by one in front of Yi An's eyes.Every now and then, after Yi An thinks of a picture, the picture is like a little spark, gathering in his heart, and then forming a prairie fire.

"Leon, why are you here? How long have you been waiting here?" Seeing that Leonardo Yi'an walked up quickly, he came to Tal and asked.

"Well, it's been a long time. Basically, I've been waiting since you were here." I didn't say anything like 'I haven't waited long' or 'I just arrived' to Yi An.Leonardo unabashedly expressed his devotion to Yi An with Yi An.

"That's it...it's really hard work for you." After Yi An heard Leonardo's words, Yi An naturally believed Leonardo's words.nodded.Said to Leonardo with a flat tone.

"Nothing." Leonardo shook his head slightly.

Leonardo didn't feel disappointed with Yi An's current mediocre performance, but felt slightly excited in his heart.Because now Yi An no longer said to him such polite words as 'everyone said you don't wait for me here'.

"If you say that, don't you..." Thinking of this, Leonardo couldn't help but feel a little bit of joy in his heart.Even the smile on his face gradually became brighter.

"What's wrong with you?" Seeing Leonardo's brighter face, Yi An was a little confused.

"It's nothing, I'm very happy, Yi." Leonardo continued to look at Yi'an with a smile, and then involuntarily, Leonardo reached out and hugged Yi'an into his arms.

The sudden hug caught Yi An by surprise.Although now Yi An and Leonardo are the same age.Even, Yi An's physical age is several months older than Leonard's.However, most of the height quality of Caucasians will exceed that of Yellows.Therefore, although Yi An's current height is considered normal among people of the yellow race, it is even a little taller.But it is still half a head lower than Leonardo.So such a hug made Yi An subconsciously put his head on Leonardo's shoulder.

Feel the breath and the warm feeling emanating from Leonardo.Suddenly Yi An felt that his face seemed to be slightly hot.

Yi An is certainly not the kind of rookie who knows nothing.He knew that he was a little moved now.No, it should be said that the slight throbbing towards Leonardo has become more and more intense now.

Seeing that Yi An didn't show any resistance to his current actions.Leonardo became more and more happy in his heart.

'In this situation, does Yi An begin to accept me? ’ Leonardo thought in the New Year, and as he thought, the strength in his hands grew stronger.

Yi An only felt a strong force coming from his body, as if trying to melt him into his body.This feeling, although strong and a little painful.But Yi An didn't feel bad.It's even said that Yi An has a better understanding of how deeply Leonardo has feelings for him and how much he cares about him.

Because the current actor selection is over.So there is no one at this time.So Leonardo, who was not disturbed by anyone, just hugged Yi An all the time.In other words, even if someone disturbed him, Leonardo was not ready to let go.

"Ayi, have you already..." Agree to my pursuit.

After hugging Yi An for a while, Leonardo slowly moved Yi An away slightly.But the whole is still very close to Yi An, and then asked Yi An.

Leonardo didn't completely say all the questions he wanted to ask, but Yi An knew what Leonardo meant just like that.

Hearing what Leonardo said, Yi An smiled: "Leon, you have to know, have you really thought about wanting to be with me? You know, you are just an adult now, what happened later No one can imagine things. I can tell you very clearly that I also have feelings for you, but this does not make me accept you. Because I have no confidence in the future. Not for you, but for I."

After a pause, Yi An continued: "I don't have confidence, there are too many temptations in the entertainment industry. No matter what you say, love depends on the coexistence of hearts rather than the illusory beauty of appearance, but it cannot be denied The most important thing is that the throbbing of everyone's heart starts from under the dazzling appearance. I am not handsome, I can only be said to be handsome. One of the most important reasons for the cracks in people's feelings is Contrast. In the background of Hollywood stars, such a strong contrast, I don't think I have anything that can compare to those stars."

"Also, I should have said that the love I want is not the kind of novel-like love. I also yearn for the kind of love that is vigorous until death, but what I hope more is the kind of love that is like a stream. A gurgling love. Long and warm. Can you give me this kind of love? Or, is this kind of love what you want? At this point, I have no confidence that you are like this. You know, young people , are all pursuing such exciting and exciting love.”

"There is a saying in Buddhism: 'There are eight sufferings in life, and the worst is not getting what you want.' Now our situation is like this. Because of my resistance to your pursuit, you have a mentality of 'not getting what you want'. Such The mood will make you feel that I am the best. This kind of psychology will also amplify your original subtle feelings for me. It will become an unprecedented love. But if it is really like what I think If so, what will happen after you get it? Such a situation is beyond my imagination.”

"The most important point is the pressure from society. I don't think you are unaware of our current situation. No country's laws allow us to exist like this. Although the United States and other countries in the Americas and Europe The country expresses acquiescence to homosexuality. But our situation cannot be put on the surface. Maybe I don’t care, but he is a star, and in such a situation, one bad situation may destroy you. You are still in the initial stage of stardom, and your previous efforts are not a joke. You should know that I have been in Hollywood since I was a child."

"Finally, outside public opinion. This is what I have the least confidence in. Although the United States says it is only open, it is also the most conservative. I have no confidence that you can withstand such pressure from public opinion. If there is no way to bear it, Love will break sooner or later, that is to say, our love will end in failure. And, after that, you may even hate me. If so, I don’t think I can bear it.”

Eloquently, without a single pause, Yi An uttered all the words he had held back in his heart for a long time.Yi An has been thinking about these things for a long time.

Looking at Yi An quietly.Leonardo didn't say anything, just looked straight at Yi An with his big blue eyes.Regarding the questions Yi An said, Leonardo's eyes did not reveal any emotion.This made Yi An somewhat at a loss as to what to do after he finished speaking.

"So, Ah Yi..." At this time, after Yi An spoke, Leonardo said: "Have you finished what you want to say?"

"Well, it's over." Regarding Leonardo's question, Yi An was a little confused, but still nodded.

"That's good..." Leonardo said lightly.

Before the words fell, Leonardo leaned over and pressed his hot lips against Yi An's...

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