brother, it's mine

grow (9)

Lin Shaofeng used to be so obedient, and fought a lot after entering junior high school. Duanmu Anya has a master's degree in psychology, so of course she understands why children do this.

I hope to draw my brother's attention through the pain.

Vent the unwillingness and grief in the heart through fighting.

He has been taking care of Lin Shaoyu all the time, or it can be said that everyone in the Lin family surrounds Lin Shaoyu and Lin Shaofeng is ignored, or that Lin Shaofeng surrounds Lin Shaoyu more than others, it is hard not to ignore him.

So it became like this.

Every time she saw the child's cheerful smile, Duanmu Anya could imagine the sadness in his heart when he was ignored by Lin Shaoyu.

So much sadness piled up to form "unreconciled and angry". The liking for my brother overwhelmed these, so I couldn't show it to my brother, so I vented it through fighting.

Poor or pathetic?

Silly and sad.

After the wound on his face was treated, Lin Shaofeng's shirt was stripped off by Duanmu Anya in the living room again, the ointment was rubbed off, and Lin Shaofeng was in so much pain that he broke out in a cold sweat this time.After everything was dealt with, Duanmu Anya ordered Qin Zhi to carry this guy back to the room and lie down on the bed to rest.

His whole body was so sore that he couldn't tell, Lin Shaofeng looked at Qin Shuoyi, Qin said nod, "I'll chat with Sister Anya for a while, don't worry about me."

Qin Zhi walked away with Lin Shaofeng on his back, Qin Shuo looked at Duanmu Anya: "I want to see Lin Shaoyu."

"You..." Duanmu Anya was puzzled, Qin said a calm explanation: "I just want to know if he really hates."

Is it just pretending, or is she really hating this once said——

"I love you" child.

At the door of Lin Shaoyu's room on the second floor, Duanmu Anya gestured, meaning you can go in by yourself, and I won't participate.After that, he slipped away very lightly and without loyalty.

Qin said that as soon as he knocked on the door, he opened the door and went in without waiting for anyone in the house to respond.

Lin Shaoyu, who was sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, turned his head and looked at this girl with delicate features but an indifferent expression.

Qin said as soon as he walked over and stood beside Lin Shaoyu, Lin Shaoyu only glanced at her at first, and then stared out of the window as before.

Qin Shuoyi also looked out of the window, and the leaves of Fawu became like the coming summer, dyed with a vibrant, rich green. Spring is the newborn hope, and summer is the real splendor.

"If you are alive, don't do things that you regret." Qin said, "You have already died once, why can't you tell what is the most important thing? The person you like also likes the same You, but chose to let go for unwarranted reasons, the cruelest person is you."

"No matter what." Qin said as he stretched out his hand, as if trying to catch the sunlight through the floor-to-ceiling windows, "don't let the person you love fall into hopeless waiting. You should not let go if you are still alive."

Tears flowed down, and the boy whose face could not be seen clearly shouted "don't die" in despair, the dream became more and more real, the death in the previous life became clear in the mixed memories that always came suddenly, the boy's despair was mixed with anger, he It is a lone wolf who has lost his partner, living forever, living sadly, living alone, living alone in this world without her anymore.

Qin said that as soon as she reached out to wipe away the tears, the young man's face was still blurred, but she felt the future and what he said when he died.

--I love you.

"It's good to be alive." Qin said softly, "At least I can tell him 'I love you' again."

Lin Shaoyu finally stopped looking out the window, and smiled gently: "Why are you crying? The one who came to persuade me started crying first."

"You should understand." Qin Shuoyi didn't want to say any more, "You are also a person who died once, you understand the pain and despair that you can't even tell him 'I love you' again."

Qin said that as soon as he exited Lin Shaoyu's room, he did not forget to tell Lin Shaoyu at the end: "Fengfeng was blocked by several people after school, and this time he was seriously injured."

Whether you want to see him or not is up to you.

Walking down the stairs, Qin said that he wiped the still moist corners of his eyes again: "I bet you that your heart is so cruel because of love. I also bet you that your heart is not so cruel because of love."

At dinner, there were only Lin Shaoyu, Anya, and Qin Zhi on the table. Xiao Xi came over and reported, "The young master is fast asleep, so I didn't call him. A meal has been left for the young master in the kitchen."

Duanmu Anya nodded, she took a few glances at Lin Shaoyu, and then deliberately chatted with Qin Zhi: "I guess the injury was too serious, and the pain was exhausted when the medicine was applied, so I'm falling asleep now! Alas, there is nothing wrong with fighting." What's the point? I don't listen to persuasion, and I don't know who this kid listens to!"

Lin Shaoyu ignored him and buried his head to eat.

At [-] o'clock in the evening, Duanmu Anya and Qin Zhi had to go back to their room to browse the forums after dinner. Lin Shaoyu signaled Qin Zhi to come down at [-] o'clock and take him back to his room. As always, he wanted to watch the news at this hour.

On the first floor, only the sound of news reports came from the living room. Even Xiaoxi went to the garden to tidy up the flower stands, but the person who wanted to read the news was not there in the living room.

In Lin Shaofeng's room, the lights were not turned on, only some trivial lights that came in slightly obliquely showed not much light.

Lin Shaofeng seemed to be sleeping soundly on the bed, Lin Shaoyu watched quietly by the bed, his eyes adapted to the darkness, and then outlined the child's outline.

While trying to push you away, but looking at your silhouette in the dark, I can think of every facial feature of yours, and the most subtle images can easily emerge in my mind.

It seems to have been engraved in the depths of my memory like an eternity, and I will forget everything, but when I just hear your name, I will think of your face.

He raised his hand uncontrollably, wanting to touch the child's cheeks, eyebrows and eyes, wanting to feel the warmth that he wanted to push away without hesitation.

Still a coward in the end, Lin Shaoyu chose to withdraw when he was about to touch his younger brother's eyebrows.

The next moment, the hand was firmly grasped.

"You clearly—"

It sounded with harsh words, but at the end it was the sound of crying. With a "pop", the bedside light lit up, and Lin Shaoyu turned on the bedside lamp.

"You didn't sleep, so why didn't you go to eat." Lin Shaoyu questioned.

Half of Lin Shaofeng's body was still lying down while sleeping, but the front half of his body was propped up, and he stretched out his arms to grab his brother's hand and didn't let go.The child did not change such an awkward posture, but stubbornly held his brother's hand, and refused to let go no matter how uncomfortable it was.

"I can't sleep." Lin Shaofeng stared at Lin Shaoyu, "As long as I close my eyes, I will think of my brother, think a lot, think about the past, think about when you can stop hating me, you can—"

"Like me again."

I obviously didn't want to cry, but when I blurted out the words that I like me, the tears still fell down. I have suffered too much grievance, and I can't bear it anymore.

"I don't like boys crying."

Lin Shaoyu said softly, Lin Shaofeng took a deep breath.

"I don't want to be like a little girl either." Lin Shaofeng argued with a strong nasal voice, "But it's always been like this, as long as I close my eyes, I will think of my brother, and I can't help but think a lot, and I will, want to cry."

Lin Shaoyu shook his head, sadness appeared in his eyes, as thick as the mist that hadn't dissipated for a thousand years.

"You're hurt, but I can't even walk to you."

"I don't have...not even a pair of legs to walk up to you."

I am like this, what qualifications do I have to stay by your side?I no longer have the ability to protect you.

"No need!" Lin Shaofeng retorted loudly, the tears that had just been suppressed slipped down his mouth, and when they wiped the wound, it was salty and painful.

"I can walk up to my brother! My brother just stands there without moving, like this—"

Lin Shaofeng let go of Lin Shaoyu's hand, he jumped off the bed and knelt on the ground, hugging Lin Shaoyu tightly.

"Like this, as long as my brother is here! I will walk to my brother, and I will hug you tightly and never let go!"

Lin Shaofeng's tears dripped down on Lin Shaoyu's shoulders, and finally through the thin fabric of the shirt, his skin felt the burning and mourning.

Lin Shaofeng hugged him very tightly, his hands tightly grasped Lin Shaoyu's back, as if the annoying vines were entwined so tightly, entangled so tightly that Changsheng didn't want to let go of his tentacles.

"It was me who made a mistake."

The little white rabbit took the radish and went fishing.

"It's my opinion."

Fish just don't take the bait, funny isn't it?

"sorry."

What you give is not what he wants at all.

"sorry."

Lin Shaoyu repeated again.

"Don't apologize!" Lin Shaofeng closed his eyes tightly, tears streaming down his face, "You clearly promised me before that you would never ignore me again."

I remember what you said, why did you break your promise?

Lin Shaoyu remembered what Lin Shaofeng said, it was the first time he was so at a loss, he didn't know what else to say except sorry.

He repeated "I'm sorry" over and over again, and finally blocked the rest of the words with a kiss of despair and grievance.

Lin Shaofeng didn't know how to kiss at all, he bit like a little beast, Lin Shaoyu opened his mouth, Lin Shaofeng's tears rolled down, he tasted the bitter salty taste.

There was a huge shock in my heart, like a heavy hammer hitting the softest part of my heart, my limbs and heart felt pain.

Lin Shaoyu pushed Lin Shaofeng away, he looked at his younger brother who was beginning to despair and said softly: "If I can still stand up, I will never let go again."

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The second update, what is there today~ Mountains and rivers are full of doubts and there is no way out, there is another village where the willows are dark and the flowers are bright~ The origin of Huaming~ After the willows is Huaming~

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