Qin Huang, lie down obediently

When I am alone, I always think too much. I am already twenty. Although I am not old, but compared with his beautiful concubines, I am already old. I start to be afraid, start to panic, is he Also think I'm old and tired?

The moon was dark and the wind was high, which was suitable for absconding. I stood on the top of the palace in night clothes, looking down at this "home" that I had lived in for two years, and I didn't know where I should go.Apart from what he bestowed on me, I have nothing left. The blood sister who I have forgotten has disappeared. When I escorted Prince Dan back to the country, she disappeared.

Although I also asked Zhao Zheng to help me find it, but after two years, I still haven't found anything. Isn't he the king?What is something he can't do?Can he cut off my wings and imprison my body and mind with his power, but can't even find a little girl?

There is no place for me in the huge country. I think I should find a place where no one has been to and stay quietly for the rest of my life.

It was obviously impossible to escape, and before I had even walked a few steps, I was dragged back to my palace by the hidden guards, almost closing all the windows to avoid trouble for them again.

Sitting alone in the corner of the bed all night, Zhao Zheng finally came to see me the next day, I thought he would change his mind and love me as before.As it turns out, I was overthinking it.

He was very angry, squeezed my shoulder blades tightly and yelled at me: "Didn't you say you would never leave me again!"

I feel like I just woke up, right!I promised that I would never leave him again, but now I have broken my promise.

I have never knelt down to him for two years. That day I knelt down in front of him and knocked my head heavily on the ground, "I beg the king to allow me to move into Zhuliyuan." His main palace is a bit far away, but it doesn't violate the agreement between us, I didn't leave him, did I?

He took two steps back in panic and didn't speak for a while, I raised my head for no reason, but he asked me: "Do you remember?"

What?What do I remember?Is he hiding something from me?

whispering sound!What am I?Even if he has something to hide, it is his freedom. What right do I have for him to tell me everything?

I answered him very honestly: "I can't remember anything." I also didn't want to know about the past, and I always felt that it was best not to think about those things, because it was of no benefit to me.

He didn't look at me anymore but ran out in a panic, why is he so gaffe?Could it be against him for me to remember the past?

He's gone, and as for the matter of moving to Zhuliyuan, but someone deliberately told me where Zhao Zheng is going recently, I'm also curious.That day I found Zhao Zheng secretly following him, and he went to a place I couldn't think of, Zhu Liyuan?

Where and what is he doing?

There are palace people guarding the door, I turned in from the side of the courtyard and hid behind a big tree, watching Zhao Zheng strolling in the courtyard, it seems that this is the place where he is full of memories, he was in the gazebo where Prince Dan sat before Inside, he sat for a long time, lowered his head and meditated.

I don't know what he was remembering, but I thought of Prince Dan by leaning on the tree trunk, what a stunning person he is!At that time, I suddenly felt that they were more suitable, and they were the right family. On the other hand, I, a cowardly and incompetent person, why should I want to be favored by him?

I silently went back to my dormitory, thinking a lot along the way, if I continue to be so self-willed, Zhao Zheng will get bored if I fail to keep things in order.He won't let me go, if I want to live longer in the palace, I must restrain my temper.

That night, I washed myself inside and out, put on beautiful clothes, asked the dining room to cook soup, and delivered it to Zhao Zheng in person.I think I have become the same as his concubine in the harem, the only difference is that I only want to regain the favor, but only to live well.

The next day people in the palace said that Zhao Zheng ordered Zhu Liyuan to be sealed up, and no one dared to mention the person who once lived there, the youthful Prince Dan.

And I became one of Zhao Zheng's playthings to please Zhao Zheng. I didn't have the guts to compete with him anymore. I learned how to flatter and flatter Zhao Zheng. I learned how to make Zhao Zheng not bored with me. Even if I have a fork in my hair, I will feel old. I cut off the end of the fork while the palace people are not paying attention, it seems that this can cover up the fact that I am already old.

I live in trepidation every day, and I have learned to plot and calculate. As long as someone is more popular than me, I will try my best to make her have no chance to regain favor.If one day Zhao Zheng is upset, as long as his voice becomes louder, I will immediately kneel on the ground and kowtow to confess, no matter who is right or who is wrong.

I thought Zhao Zheng would treat me wholeheartedly by doing this, and I thought I was doing well enough, but he still ignored me not long after, saying that I had changed, that he no longer knew me.He asked me to reflect in my own palace until I confessed my mistake.

I was alone in the dormitory thinking and thinking, am I wrong?Where am I wrong?I admit that I have changed, is he trying to make me change back to the way I was before?But I have forgotten what I was like before.

It took two days before he came to see me, and he asked me, "Have you figured it out?"

I knelt in front of him and tugged at his sleeve, "I figured it out, I figured it out, I was wrong." But I didn't know what I figured out, and I thought it would be fine as long as I admitted my mistake.

But he frowned and looked at me, and said after a long time: "It seems that you still don't understand."