Qin Huang, lie down obediently

He secretly opened the door a little, looked in through the crack, and saw Zhao Zheng and a strange man standing among the mess. The man's hair was disheveled, as if he had been rubbed wantonly by someone.What's more, what Zhao Zheng is holding makes me even more puzzled. Isn't that the jade crown that I promised to give to the young man before?How come here?

Thinking of the strange man saying that the jade crown was originally his, isn't Zhao Zheng's precious thing his own?

Zhao Zheng took the jade crown and walked towards the man, because he was facing me sideways, so I couldn't see his expression, "Have you seen him?"

The man chuckled and shook his head. I was almost insane because of that. The man's skin was pale, but because of that smile, the lights in the room were dimmed. How should I describe it?A smile that captivates the city, and another smile that captivates the country, is probably what he is like.

Zhao Zheng pinched the jade crown with three fingers, looked at it repeatedly, and then smiled at the man, because I saw the corner of Zhao Zheng's mouth tilted, "I don't want to ask where you came from this jade crown, I just messed up your jade crown carelessly. Hair, now I personally put it on for you."

The man was still smiling, still beautiful, "It's late at night, the king should go back to rest, even if he puts on the jade crown, he still has to take it off."

"Sit down." Zhao Zheng's voice was low and no resistance was allowed.

The man stared at him for a while, then nodded his head slightly and sat on the couch next to him. Zhao Zheng stood behind him and picked up his black hair, put it in a bun, put the jade crown on the bun and inserted it into the jade hairpin to fix it.I watched such heartwarming scenes between them and suddenly felt like I was redundant.

They are like people who really... love each other.I'm more of a third person who sabotages their relationship.The man wore the jade crown, and his plain clothes added luxury, and the man himself had a noble temperament, which made people feel that this messy hut was as dazzling as a palace and golden palace, as if the jade crown should have been worn by him.

The man was still sitting, and Zhao Zheng was still standing behind him, "Is the king here today for him?"

Zhao Zheng fiddled with the man's long hair, paused, and said in a low voice, "He's not as good as you."

"Is he similar to me?" The man pushed the hair in Zhao Zheng's hand to his chest.

Zhao Zheng walked to his side and lifted the man's chin, "This king said, he is not as good as you." After speaking, he bent down as if to kiss the man.

I watched such a scene, the hand holding the door frame suddenly trembled unconsciously, the door opened with a "squeak", startled the two people inside, Zhao Zheng looked up to my side, and the man also looked at me at the same time. Me, I stood abruptly at the door like this, watching them not knowing what was wrong for a while, and then I quickly escaped from the courtyard after regaining my senses.

"He is not as good as you...he is not as good as you..." Thinking of these four words in my mind, who is he referring to?who is it?

Who else but me!

I am not as good as him, who is he?

There is a man in Zhao Zheng's palace, who is this man?Why do you say that I am not as good as him?Zhao Zheng has been looking for shadows of others in me. I always thought he was looking for Meng Buhui who had disappeared, but now I know that he is only looking for someone else in Meng Buhui.

what about me?I am not Mengbuhui, I am a stranger from another century, Zhao Zheng looked for Mengbuhui from me, and looked for another person from Mengbuhui, it turned out that it was never me.

It turned out that it had always been just my wishful thinking. I was never the person he was looking for, never was.

I ran in the palace in a panic, not knowing where the way out was, I didn't pay attention to my feet, tripped over something, and fell to the ground.I'm afraid, I dare not face Zhao Zheng again, I'm afraid he will find out that I don't even have regrets.

If Zhao Zheng went out of the palace at the age of 13 to rescue Meng Buhui who was bullied by beggars, it was because he saw the shadows of others in Meng Buhui, but now I am not even Meng Buhui, how would he treat me?

I've always been just a shadow, no!I don't even count shadows!who I am?I don't know who I am, why am I here?Why did God send me here from my own time and space?

The master said that when I left the valley, I would meet my beloved. I thought Zhao Zheng was my beloved. Did I miss it?Maybe if I go out of the valley earlier or later, I will meet a real lover.

But what I met was Zhao Zheng, who is my beloved?He is not, he just happened to pass by there and I misidentified him, so I was caught by the guards on purpose, deliberately let Zhao Zheng pay attention to me, willingly followed him into the palace, gained his favor, let him disturb my life, and walked away into my heart.

All of this was directed and acted by myself, but I played myself as a clown. I danced happily, but I didn't even get a single applause.

Lying on the ground at a loss, I saw a pair of white-soled black-faced shoes in front of me. Looking up along the shoes, Zhao Gao was squatting in front of me, his face covered with thick makeup, and I saw pain and pity in his eyes , why is he in pain?Who does he love?

I hurriedly got up, away from the hand he was about to reach out, did he also treat me as someone else?Who should I trust?

"I'm not sorry, I don't want to be a substitute, don't treat me as someone else." I stepped back and shook my head in a panic, "It's not a substitute, it's not a substitute..."

I feel like I'm crazy, I don't know who I am, why am I here?Where is this again?

Zhao Gao stepped forward and grabbed my hand, "You are not a substitute, in my eyes you will always be yourself, your unique self."