[Liai] Trapped beast

Why is his body weakening all the time, why does he seem to be getting more and more delirious as the number of giantizations increases.

However, Allen would still insist on going to Levi's room every day to help tidy up, and chatting with men one after another. Sometimes, he stayed for several hours, as if he had endless words.

Han Ji occasionally passed by the corridor and would stop unconsciously, and quietly passed through the crack of the door. He was uncomfortable to find that the boy was always talking to himself in the man's empty room.

It's like this every day, day after day, year after year.

He and the man imagined in his mind have been living, supporting, talking and guarding.

He couldn't tell what was real.

Hanji: Alan, today... I also talked a lot with Levi.

Allen: That's right, the captain always has endless orders to deal with, so he must keep working hard.

But everyone in the army except Allen knew that Levi was dead.

In the year when Alan was found, everyone also discovered the grave under the largest cherry blossom tree, and everyone was at a loss for a moment.

But because of Alan's firm words, everyone still had expectations, and kept looking for Levi in ​​the huge wild forest. Alan also believed so firmly, and searched together with the people accompanying him, but even the man's breath could not be heard. It seems to have disappeared from this world.

After cruel thinking, Ewell gave the order to separate Allen, and asked someone to dig the tomb by himself, so under the eyes of everyone, under the dug-up soil, the unrecognizable man was already asleep For too long, even the corpses began to crumble.

Everyone fell into despair, only Han Ji still went to hold the corpse's hand, and complained with a teary smile, but after a few words, he couldn't continue... Many soldiers cried on the spot.

Back then, on the way back to the wall, the soldiers were all immersed in the sadness of losing Levi, but only Allen foolishly believed that the man would come back, and the man he imagined in his mind, indeed come back...

Ten years later, humans defeated the giants, but Alan's situation became worse and worse.

He couldn't control his own strength, and he often ran wild, and even devoured his own people when he ran away. He was too harmful, and he was imprisoned in the underground cell of the Gendarmerie.

Gradually, he will have many hallucinations in the dark, often see things wrongly, often forget his memory, often talk to himself, and often don't know what he is doing.

Until finally in prison, I met Ani.

In the BE stalk, Ani will be whitewashed. Ani is in line with the original work. After being brought back to Allen from the forest, he was captured by the survey corps, and finally sealed himself in a crystal, but later through Almin's psychological enlightenment, as well as Reiner and Bei The death of Terhold, the death of her companion and the encouragement of Almin to her gave her hope, so she walked out of the crystal spontaneously. In the past ten years, she has also continued to help the legions and giants behind her back fighting.

She gave up her so-called hometown, and now she has been sentenced to two or three years in prison. In fact, it is a short-term observation of her by humans. As long as she shows that she is not harmful to humans during this period, she can still live freely in the wall with everyone in the future.

So when she saw that Alan was half-dead, she really couldn't bear it, and felt that Alan was like himself who had bound himself in a turtle shell, so she told him all the truth.

Back then in the forest, she found the extinct volcano area with the idea of ​​taking away Alan and killing Levi by the way, but she didn't expect that outside the window of the stone house, she only saw a slightly nervous Alan, in the empty She talked to herself in her room and forced a smile on her face. She was shocked at that time.

Allen refuted her desperately, refuted her desperately, like a lunatic.

Arnie also analyzed everything to him. The reason why Levi forced him away with his poisonous tongue was that he hoped that he could live a good life. He was not kept in a cage like this, but he hoped that he could live in his own way. To survive, he forced him away, not because he really disliked him, but for his own good. Although the method was a bit too much, it was the most direct and efficient method.

Yes, ten years, Alan is real, never woke up from that dream, never... He spent ten years with the imagined Levi in ​​his mind.

Since then, Allen's world has collapsed.

He fell into a state of madness and bewilderment. In hysteria, he found that the memory in his mind was seriously confused, and the truth was constantly flowing into his mind.

He seemed to remember that when he rushed back to the stone house desperately to save the man, Levi was already dead, swallowed by the power of the giant, his mind was already a little abnormal at that time, and he carried the corpse for a long time God, until the corpse spots appear, the corpse becomes stiff, until the stiffness disappears, until the man's corpse bleeds from the seven orifices...

Allen was really terrified. He cried and prayed for the man to wake up, but the worsening situation did not stop at all.

He knew how terrifying a person with a corrupted corpse was, and he was really scared to the extreme, so under the ultimate pressure and mental torture, he dug up the soil with his own hands in despair...and buried Levi.

The dream he often had was actually the sound of his hands scratching the skin when he buried Levi...

Once he realized that the truth was contrary to what he saw, Allen's spirit became more and more unstable. He endured too much, one went crazy in the prison, and the other cried bitterly in the prison.

Painful and tormented, he frantically questioned the man again and again.

Ask him why he never shows up where other people are around?

Ask him why he only said what he wanted to hear...

Ask him why he lied to him...

Due to too much mental damage and stimulation, he began to question the man loudly, why he was forced to leave at that time, why he couldn't be allowed to accompany him, why he said that to lie to him, obviously he didn't think that way...!

He huddled in the corner of the wall with tears, and blamed the captain over and over again for being a big liar, who only lied to him from the beginning to the end, and never told him about himself, it has always been like this...

In his almost hysterical madness, the person imagined in his mind only responded coldly in the end.

That's you kidding yourself.

Allen seemed to have been stabbed to death. He rushed forward and strangled the man's neck (in fact, he strangled his own neck). Prevent.

This incident spread to the ears of their companions, and Mikasa and Armin tried their best to visit, but Alan had completely fallen into despair and was exhausted physically and mentally.

It's like a piece of meat that has lost its soul. It's so abnormal that it can't even speak, and it can't recognize anyone.

Mikasa was really heartbroken, crying and shaking him desperately.

In extreme grief, she used a blade to cut off her flowing long hair that she had left over the past ten years, and let Alan look at her, asking him desperately...

——So... am I a little bit like him...?

——Alan, please wake up... That man is no longer here...

But the young man with empty eyes couldn't see her at all.

Aiweier is also looking for a solution everywhere for this. In the last communication between Levi and Levi through Bai Falcon in the forest, he read what Levi meant, and hoped that he could take care of Levi more in the days to come. Look at that kid, don't let him mess around.

The head of the group searched for many doctors outside the wall, and they couldn't help Alan's giant backlash.

Seeing Allen getting thinner and thinner day by day, Aiweier blamed himself so much that he couldn't even realize the last wish of his comrades-in-arms.

He often goes to Levi's grave and stands there for a long time, looking up to the sky and closing his eyes.

——Levi, when you leave, you also take Alan with you.

Time is still advancing non-stop, and Allen is getting closer and closer to death.

The guards couldn't bear to see the miserable condition of this young man who had made great contributions to mankind, so the head of the guard moved him to a new prison on the basis of his own relationship.

It is said that it is a prison, but in fact all other prisoners have been excluded, and all the people left behind have been replaced by their own people stationed in the corps. He is only in compliance with the order of the President, but everyone is really guarding him. , I want to give him the most help, and hope that one day he can really wake up and really come out of it.

However, Allen has been tortured irreparably by the backlash of giantization. In order to suppress the pain in his head, he often hits his head against the wall and bites off his fingers and arms. Although his self-healing ability will make his life worse than death, The sight was appalling.

He lived in so much pain that he couldn't bear it, and in the end he didn't even want anyone to visit him.

Because he knew that that man would only appear when he was alone, so he would rather be alone at the last moment before he died, so that in the last time, he could still stay with the man in his dream.

He's weak, he's not like himself anymore...

One day, a ray of transparent white light flew towards his iron fence lightly. Allen stared dazedly, and recognized that it was a dead white falcon.

He couldn't reach it with his hands, and the white falcon flew away with a white light. Alan cut off the iron fence with a knife in his hand as if possessed, and chased him all the way. Someone saw him running out madly and stopped him. , but unexpectedly provoked a series of bloodshed.

He kept running, running vigorously, as if he had returned to ten years ago, running and chasing in the forest, as if he wanted to return to Levi's side...

He followed the white falcon soaring all the way to the top floor, the dazzling sky