[Liai] Trapped beast

The child wants me to wipe it, is it disgusting? "

What else can he say... He has never been ripped apart from the inside to the outside like this, and lost so thoroughly... He used to dare to bite the other party unwillingly, but now, he even stepped forward to give the man a bite... The strength of the fist is lost, everything is voluntary, isn't it?

Let's go...Do you have to wait until every punctured fact is unfolded before your eyes, and prove that you are a plaything time and time again?

His footsteps were heavy, the shock in front of his eyes hadn't recovered from just now, he seemed to be staggering when he walked, after all, he hadn't had enough to eat for too many days... Now his eyes blurred, and he felt a little powerless.

Levi watched him struggling, watched him open the door stiffly, was really shivering and never turned back, was so ashamed that he couldn't speak clearly, and didn't even have the courage to worry about the other party's injury.

"...I, I...will call someone...to come back..."

"That's good, don't turn back to me, get out."

Allen pursed his lips, and jumped down the ancient and decayed stairs in one go.

The temperature outside has risen somewhat, pink drops of water dripped out of the cherry trees that were once frozen, and the frozen branches were broken by the strong wind, but after melting, they still stubbornly scattered life. The backbone in the wind makes the young man extremely envious.

In these days, he's heard Levi say a lot to him...

There are gentle words, domineering words, and gentle words, but I don't know that this man is so vicious.

He understands the loneliness of human beings in despair, and what men want is pleasure, the pleasure of living to the fullest... He still mixes his emotions into it wishful thinking, and hopes for those as love...

He really can't learn well...

Didn't that long-awaited dream shatter a long time ago? Didn't he...haven't woken up...?

Really not once...

His dull head was like a machine, and his feet couldn't feel cold even when he stepped on the accumulation of ice and snow.

A slight cold wind blows, the sound of the wind is measured, and the thin flowers are falling like rain, and the soft hair of the young man is gently fluttering...

He walked a few steps, then stopped... After walking for a while, he stabilized his pace again.

Keep going back and forth, hesitating, just because I can always feel a burning gaze behind my back... relentless pursuit.

He must have thought too much, and couldn't help turning his head several times to take another look...

In the end, he gradually started to run, and the wind blew the falling cherry blossoms scattered all over the ground, flying in a mess, completely covering his back.

Tears can't stop...

Allen knew that he woke up from his dream, and this time, he really woke up...

038

The night was deep, and it was countless times tonight that there was a loud noise, but the stone house was completely silent.

The man has been standing in front of the window, looking out of the window, watching without moving.

The darkness buried his invisible scars, and the wind in his ears was like ghosts shivering and screaming in the night. What was the lonely dead hand expecting?

The white moonlight swayed desolately, and the faint halo dotted the swaying cherry blossoms in front of me, like clusters of candlelight that never went out in the middle of the night, trembling endlessly, leaving the man's slender figure aside.

Despair lives next to him, he doesn't want to look, and he doesn't bother to look, he just looks out of the window, unable to move his eyes, as if his eyes have penetrated the bottomless jungle and crossed the boundless silence The sky, following the footsteps of the unmelted snow, pursued those breathtaking amber eyes without giving up.

In the dark night, a faint silver halo formed a cold shadow on his face... His eyes were blank, but in a haze, as if he saw that boy again.

The young man was reluctant to stop for a few steps, the young man once wanted to look back, his frail back was faintly hidden in the colorful night cherry blossoms.

His struggles, his nostalgia, his inability to do what he wants... In fact, all men understand.

But he could only keep looking at the trembling back... Looking at it, the motionless person looked very much like his dream... The wind kept blowing, surrounded by The dancing petals did not affect the opponent's figure at all, as if they were in another closed space separated from him.

why?

How can you feel that it is so far away...?

At that moment, he suddenly felt extremely impatient, and great fear arose in his heart. He couldn't believe it at all... He was actually afraid, afraid that he would lose the other party.

He didn't want to lose him... He wanted to walk to the boy's side, hug him tightly, and... never let him leave again, no matter what, they wanted to be together...

together forever...

He couldn't help but opened his mouth anxiously, but before he could make a sound, blood gushed out from his throat... blocking all his voices in despair.

【"Little devil... come back to me."】

He covered his mouth and coughed intermittently... But he could only call out to the young man in his heart, even if the other party looked back hopelessly, even if it revealed a little bit of missing, he would jump down desperately and break free. All the ailments, get rid of all the shackles, hold each other tightly... and drag the boy back to his own world.

As long as he dared to turn his head back, he would risk his life to keep her.

【"……do not leave Me."】

He was struggling, resisting, and suffering, and his face was like that of a person on the verge of death...

But he still couldn't restore all this, he could only tremble his eyes, vomited blood again and again, as if he was about to cough up his life in pain... the unstoppable pain, watching the people in his field of vision get more and more painful... go further.

He has always been a person who can't say good things, and he also understands that he is born with that kind of virtue... to drive the other party away on purpose, and the vicious words are completely random. He almost forgot what he said, so... the other party He must have been injured, so he walked faster and faster, and in the end he completely ran, indifferent...running farther and farther...

Not even looking back.

He's really an obedient kid.

With difficulty, he leaned on the window with one hand... He couldn't stop panting, and blood was dripping from his mouth.

In the end, he couldn't do anything, couldn't do anything... Watching the boy leave him.

At that moment, he clearly saw that the darkness between the two was getting bigger and bigger, as if it was an endless gap, completely isolating them into two different worlds... It was like a knife and a knife were killing each other. Cutting his heart, the boy's image... was far away, and gradually blurred in his eyes until it disappeared completely.

He breathed a sigh of relief, staring at the swaying cherry blossoms in front of his eyes, but at the moment his eyes touched, like a phantom in his memory, he shattered at the touch of a touch, leaving nothing behind.

【"...I, I...will call people...back..."】

How can there be such a cute and stupid idiot in this world...whose self-esteem has been trampled to such an unbearable appearance, and in the end, he still thinks about other people's lives.

—Ahh... I will always be here waiting for you.

The man said softly in his heart... Even if his life is about to be reduced to nothing.

Day and night.

The sun rises, the moon sinks...

The man just stood in front of the window silently, quietly, tirelessly in front of the window...

Standing in front of the window steadfastly...

Perhaps in the next moment he inadvertently, he will see that the boy who is shining with life has come back, maybe in the next second, the other party will return to his side...

Maybe, not long after... Maybe, I'll be back right away.

So... He has to wait like this, which is also the agreement he made with the other party in his heart.

In the torment of illness, in the despair and loneliness of death, he recalled the other person's face more than once. When... was taken advantage of by that damned brat, and even the most important position in his heart was easily taken away. occupied.

It has been several days since the boy left, and everything around him is the same as when he left, but it has completely changed.

The wildly blooming cherry blossoms are about to fall, and the last life will also come to an end.

And his love for him is like them, perhaps, only at the moment of death... can it show the most beautiful scenery.

At least the boy will survive...

Thinking of this, the man's pale face also slowly relieved, showing an unprecedented softness.

No one would have thought that this usually arrogant and serious man would show such a gentle expression at the last moment of his life.

He was a little tired from standing, his whole body was in pain and he lost consciousness...

He was so cold that he couldn't stand it... so he used the loneliness brought about by death to numb himself.

He apologized to the boy in his heart, because he really wanted to take a break...

Maybe after waking up from sleep, you will be able to see those stubborn and moving eyes, which are still eye-catching and stubborn.

Maybe when I wake up, the surroundings will not always be so dark and unchanging...

Maybe when he really wakes up, the disappearing quaint wooden house and the white melting snow will all come back.

Then, he would see that kid standing under the swaying and dense cherry tree, and the loose cherry blossoms dancing around him...

The kid waved his hands and shouted something...

What are you calling for?

He has... a little hard to hear...

The dawn gradually strengthened, and the sky began to turn slightly white, as if cutting through the dark night. The dark circles under the man's eyelids were extremely deep, and he raised his eyes inadvertently...

Under the light, there are four people in the depths of darkness