[Liai] Trapped beast

People... What exactly are they chasing after and plundering?

All the emotions he could put into action have been completely emptied by him... including the feelings of needless struggle, which he had not dared to take out in his heart, but was crushed with all his strength that night.

Except for that insignificant and unsightly stubbornness that he pretended to hold on to, what he had been deprived of... he had nothing left.

What else does this man want from him?

"You, what do you want me to do...?"

The tip of Levi's tongue slid across his cheeks, softly playing with his cold earlobes, and the itchy heat from his low and sexy voice made Allen shudder with sensitivity.

"Obey me, let me rule you."

The limbs were twitching slightly, and there seemed to be a wall in the bottom of his heart, which was crushed and shattered by the sharp smash.

Even his uncontrollable sobs disappeared in Levi's dizzyingly intense kiss in waves of helpless panting heat.

021

Due to the sudden heavy snowfall, edible food is almost nowhere to be found. The animals living here seem to be familiar with the extremely weird seasonal changes in this forest. There is no shadow of any small animal, and no fruit enough to replenish energy can be found on the tree.

Maybe this forest is rich in water and there are many waterfalls. If you are really hungry, you go to the lake to catch fish, but after two or three days of eating burnt fish, the temperature is still dropping, and even the temperature is so low that the lake freezes. Even the three-dimensional mobile blade couldn't pierce the thick ice.

The only thing I feel lucky is that there are containers for storing water and basins for raising livestock in each house. A quick cleaning can save a lot of water. Levi prepared enough water while Allen was in a coma. Drinking water also seems to live a long time longer.

But how long can this last?

Already, after three full weeks outside the wall, do they... still have hope?

After reaching the end of despair, Allen no longer had the fear and worry as expected. He could not feel anything except the empty soul constantly torturing the body. The soul struggling and roaring in desperation made the whole person My body and mind are in a state of extreme hunger and thirst.

God... seems to intend to use this heavy snow to bury their lives.

Allen looked out of the window in confusion, Feixue was still eye-catching in the dark night, and the early cherry trees that were flying wildly in front of him were like a raging flame burning at night, spreading arrogantly and arrogantly in the cold and falling snow. Luo Ying, that stubborn and independent figure made Alan's eyes feel inexplicably astringent.

Once upon a time, he also had that unruly and arrogant temperament, never bowing his haughty head docilely to any difficulties, but now, he seems to have lost his original arrogance and immature manic depression.

Perhaps, when he had a womanly love for a man, he was already doomed to be crushed by the man's desire without restraint, but he hugged that unnecessary dignity ridiculously again and again, and refused to let go Fall into submission.

What is he expecting?

It is only natural that a distorted response would eventually be exchanged for a distorted affection. Even today, it is not clear whether the love that was once longed for is an emotion that a normal human being would have.

In the man's kisses again and again, Allen seemed to lose his way without knowing it, and threw himself in a strange place, which he could never find again.

【"Obey me, let me rule you."】

It's not a soldier's obedience to his superiors, but a complete abandonment of all self-esteem, disregard of shame, and letting the other party's desires control him as he pleases.

What's the deal between him and Levi?The object of venting desire?Or... just in the plight of no one, used to seek each other's warmth alone... a plaything?

Allen suddenly felt very cold. The temperature has been dropping in recent days. Except for the light of the fire jumping in front of him, only the body temperature of the man crossing the bottom line time and time again can make him feel warm.

Levi had already gone out in the evening.

Whether it was running around all night to find water, or searching for food, or even wiping the body, it was all done by men. Allen was weak and weak, and he couldn't move around in the cold.

And the most important reason why he can't go out is that the top of this extinct volcano has a safe exit except for the only one canyon gap, and the other directions are steep and abnormal mountain roads. The exit left by the previous man was safe to pass through, and after Levi carried him up, in order to block the giant, he completely blew it up with the remaining gunpowder.

Now, except for the use of three-dimensional maneuvers, no one can climb to the top of the several hundred meters high mountain, and no one can leave without authorization. To be able to sit in this dilapidated house that even the world has never known, quietly waiting to die.

He can't get out, and he can't escape, except for the endless expectation of the man's return again and again, that is, waiting for the god of death to come.

Men often look indifferent, and they will easily pull him close inadvertently, kiss him fiercely, touch him heartily, and plunge him into a vortex of extremely happy desire as if pleasing him, confusing him again and again in his hands, making him I almost want to believe it... Is there any strange emotion behind the man's persistent gentleness...

But gloomy and irritable situations also happen from time to time. At that time, Levi's temper would become very weird, he would be silent, staring at him with abnormally sharp eyes, staring at him motionlessly, twisted deep in his eyes. Some kind of feeling seems to be extremely painful.

The man would push him against the wall in an abnormally nervous manner, leaving red scars of gnawing madly on the side of his neck viciously... completely ignoring Alan's weak moans trembling with pain.

Allen couldn't resist that kind of Levi at all, he could only endure everything in silence, but the man would always wake up in the middle of it, and the displeasure that seemed to be extremely annoying made him instantly return to his previous indifference, for him The expression that healed the wound was also calm and silent.

Allen didn't have time to try to ask for recourse, but Levi left him indifferently, quietly looking into the distance outside the window, rejecting everything around him.

Allen couldn't figure out what he was thinking, but a strange feeling was spreading subtly.

He... is like a monster imprisoned here by a man, all his actions have been completely trapped by Levi unconsciously.

The peaceful days continued, and every time they looked at each other, there was a slight tension. They couldn't see each other all the time, but they felt empty... Occasionally staring at each other in a daze, the cold face hidden in the shadow seemed as if Thoughtful, but once he found himself staring silently, the moment he approached, the emotion lingering in the man's eyes seemed to have the same loneliness as him...

There is also a trace of despair that no one can explain.

Perhaps, there was not only one person imprisoned. The scorching panting, the trembling body temperature, and the man's more silent gentleness when two clusters of lonely souls collided and twisted together confused Allen.

After all... who is longing for whom, and who is trapping whom?

Allen climbed up the wooden ladder of the main house, and came to the roof from the upper compartment. The cold wind was blowing outside, and his limp body couldn't help shaking again and again. He rubbed his hands coldly a few times, and exhaled The white gas is silent in the night, making people feel chills.

The wind and snow were not too heavy, and the military boots of the regiment had excellent anti-slip effects. The young man staggered, his white trembling figure struggling to climb up the giant tree in the howling wind of the night.

He couldn't calm down for a moment, he was eager to return to the outside world, even if he could take a look from afar...

Otherwise, his narrow inside will be completely occupied by the lingering man...

In order to pass through the innumerable huge networks, on the way, unfortunately, he stepped back and slipped down several times. Because of this, his whole body was soaked in snow, and his bloodless lips and teeth were trembling under the icy cold. Before reaching the top of the tree, his eyes were already starting to turn black.

However, such a height is also sufficient.

He climbed on the side of the huge and thick trunk, stood motionless on the spot, watching indifferently the snowflakes fluttering in the sky, emitting clusters of transparent halos, shining like elves in the night. Silver and white, as far as the eye can see, there are solid colors everywhere.

As if the world had shrunk too much in an instant, the vast and boundless Bai Kai covered the land, and the dense jungles were arranged in a mess, like tangled vines, stretching out one by one under the cover of snow, completely dotted with white snow. The beauty of the night is unforgettable for a lifetime.

Allen glanced away inadvertently, and the far side was as quiet as no one in the dark night. It was so quiet, but there was an indelible loneliness, and his eyes were sour, and he didn't want to close his eyes.

The loneliness and deep darkness seemed to have dug out a hole in the heart, and the falling snow floating in the distance was so unreachable.

However... why did he fall into this desperate situation like a trapped beast?

Whether it is life or self-esteem, he is surrounded by despair from all directions, and he is restrained everywhere. He seems to be constantly losing his place, and he doesn't even have a chance to struggle and resist.

Suddenly, he missed his friend...

Mikasa and Armin...are they alright?

If there is a chance to see them again in this life... Will they still recognize themselves?

They should be prepared for Alan Yeager's change