As a screenwriter, I don't understand you very well

——Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.

(Don't cry because of the results, smile, at least you had.)*

——Then I'drather Ineverhadit.

(Then I wish I never had.)

"Ah, Asaha." The man who was eating spicy curry looked at the person who walked into the shop, "Why did you come back so early today..."

Oda Sakunosuke stopped talking.

The person who came was a very young looking teenager, wearing a standard three-piece mafia suit, with long silver-white hair tied high behind his head, his appearance was magnificent and unhealthy, his complexion was unhealthy pale, his pair of gray The blue eyes seemed to be filled with the fog of London, as if they wanted to pull the person who looked at him into an old dream that would never wake up.

"Asaba, you look..." Oda Sakunosuke hesitated, paused, and changed the words he was about to say to a more euphemistic one, "It doesn't seem very happy."

"Where--" Qian Yuche elongated his tone, and the desolate and cold aura around him disappeared in an instant, as if it had never appeared before.He smiled and pointed to the curvature of his mouth: "Sakunosuke, I'm obviously very happy."

But Oda Sakunosuke confirmed that what he saw just now was not an illusion.

The boy looked more than unhappy for a second.thought the man with the shaved beard.

How to describe it?The boy before, felt to him like the ashes of despair after burning out, slowly drowning in the deep sea, smiling and soberly letting himself sink, saying goodbye to this world painfully and tenderly.

is something happened?Oda Sakunosuke didn't know, but he felt that he should hold the silent child and give him a hug.

"Okay, it's all right." Oda Sakunosuke, who has adopted six children, took out his usual method of coaxing Saki, and gently patted the boy on the back, "I'm here."

Seeing the smiling boy still struggling to say something, Oda Sakunosuke sighed helplessly.

"Asaba, you don't need to hide it from your family." Oda Sakunosuke patted the boy's head.Kind of like being wronged but refusing to admit that those stupid humans out there can hurt your cat.The man with reddish-brown hair thought about it, but didn't show any inner thoughts on his face. He just rubbed the boy's head again, "I will stay with you."

Will you really stay with me?

The false smile floating on Qian Yuche's face disappeared in an instant.He hugged Oda Sakunosuke tightly, and buried his head in the arms of the person in front of him, to prove that all this was not his illusory dream.

Oda Sakunosuke did not expect that the child he adopted, who had always been in poor health, could explode with such great strength that the body of the former gold medal killer felt a bit of pain.

"I'm here. Don't be afraid." He repeated it again, with some consolation.

you're lying.

You say that every time, but you leave me every time.

I went back in time countless times before I met you who can eat spicy curry.

I will not allow you to leave me again.

The silver-haired boy nestled in Oda Sakunosuke's arms, refusing to get up.

"Yo, what's the matter? You came back to find Oda after being wronged?" The chubby store manager came out of the house, looked at the rare boy who acted like a baby, and couldn't stop laughing.

Hearing the familiar voice in memory, Qian Yuche finally slowly raised his head from Oda Sakunosuke's arms, staring at the smiling store manager with misty eyes: "I'm not being coquettish."

"Okay, okay, we Asagi are not acting like a baby." The store manager was not surprised that the young man saw what he was thinking, and raised his hands, "Can I have a spicy curry for you?"

"En." The young man replied blankly, but the fog in his eyes seemed to have dissipated a little, with a little imperceptible joy.

The store manager laughed, turned and entered the kitchen.Thinking of the boy's bright eyes just now, it was rare for the shop owner to unify with Oda Sakunosuke who can't complain.

It's really like a cat.

night.

"Ahem——" The boy on the bed suddenly opened his eyes, covered his mouth with his right hand, and bent down in embarrassment, staring at the scarlet on the palm of his hand, the expression on Qian Yuche's face was terrifyingly calm.

He has long known that such a result has a price for everything, let alone going back in time.

But it's all worth it.

On the bedside, a slightly old-looking book was flipping through, every page turned with great force, allowing onlookers to see His anger at a glance.

"You are wasting your life worthlessly" A row of large characters appeared on the blank page of the [book].

"So what?" The young man leaning on the bed said indifferently, with a trace of unwiped blood on the corner of his mouth, and a casual smile on his face, "I am willing."

Oda Sakuno helped Asaha Che, just like Fukuzawa Yukichi wandered around Edogawa.

It was Sakunosuke who pulled him back from the abyss.People in the dark cannot bear the temptation of light.

When his young boy knew about it, he just bent his dark red eyes and sighed in admiring tone leisurely: "Love is an unforgivable punishment."

The smiling devil approached his young tameran flirtatiously and ambiguously, and took the silver-haired boy's hand and put it on his heart: "When I think that I am missing Ah Che on the way to realize my ideal, I can't help but feel a little uncomfortable here."

"Obviously we are the same kind, Ah Che." The arc of his mouth was exactly the same as that of the person in front of him, two identical smiles appeared on the faces of different people, and the crooked eyes also showed no trace of a smile, "Breathing is sin, thinking is sin*... We are all unforgivably wicked."

"I will always have your place here, my dear Ache."

Waking up from the memories of the past, I saw glaring words resurfaced on the [book].

"You know that fate is irresistible"

Before Qian Yuche could speak, he revealed again,

"Oda Sakunosuke must die, this is his fate"

"Heh." The extremely handsome boy sneered.

Then why is it okay to get the leader Zai from the [Book] next door?

A cold light flashed across the gray-blue pupils, and the aura of the whole person became more and more cold, completely different from the well-behaved intentionally shown in front of Oda Sakunosuke.

In the final analysis, it is because his weight in this world is not enough.

His birth was an accident.

He should have died.

I really envy that Dazai.Even though they met but didn't know each other, the bright red scarf fell in the scorching sun along with the broken and whining soul...

Qian Yuche closed the book forcefully with a "snap", and regardless of the struggle he wanted to say, he threw the [book] into an inconspicuous broken box. appearance.

He lit a cigarette slowly, but didn't smoke it, just watched it burn out slowly, white smoke rising, reflecting the pure white mist in his eyes.

The shadowy nightmare haunted him tightly.

Sakunosuke who died with Gide, Sakunosuke who died in the explosion, Sakunosuke who fell from a tall building, Sakunosuke who was brutally murdered by unknown supernatural beings...

Different corpses, different methods of death, the same face, in Qian Yuche's eyes intertwined with blood, the soul is panting in pain, the pain is heart-piercing.

So much so that he didn't know how many times he went back in time and managed to temporarily save Sakunosuke's life. When he came back to see him, he couldn't control his emotions well, which made Sakunosuke aware of some clues.

"boom--"

"Asahi?" The man who was awakened by the voice walked to the boy's door and knocked on the door lightly, "Are you okay?"

The familiar voice brought Qian Yuche back to his senses, only to realize that his hand holding the cigarette was trembling.

"I'm fine, Sakunosuke." Instinctively changed into another tone, the young man lowered his eyes, looked at his hand with red marks after accidentally knocking down a heavy object, and said softly, "Accidentally knocked over the bedside table. It's just jewelry."

"Oh, Asaha, be careful."

"I know~ Sakunosuke."

"Go to bed early, or you won't grow taller." The voice outside the door paused, as if hesitating about what to say next, "Chuya officials are often ridiculed by Dazai because of their height."

"Hey hey-"

Normally, Oda Sakunosuke should leave now.But for some reason, thinking of something wrong with the boy in the morning, Oda Sakunosuke, who wanted to leave, hesitated for a moment and asked, "Can I come in?"

"Huh?" In the past, Sakunosuke would never make such a request...

Qian Yuche hastily wiped off the blood on the palm of his hand, took out the smell-masking powder, scratched at his hair indiscriminately, unfastened the two front buttons of his clothes, and patted his face hard, turning his pale face without a trace of blood into a blush , looked around the room and opened the door after confirming that there was nothing unusual.

"What's wrong?"

"Well, no." Oda Sakunosuke looked at the person in front of him, "I just wanted to see you."

"What—" This is too foul... It is worthy of being named "healing man" by Dazai.

The soul on the verge of collapse perches nostalgicly under the blunt words, and the tears of reincarnation hang on the smiling face.

Sakunosuke...

"If you have any questions, you can come to me." The sloppy man said, "Although I am not as smart as you and Dazai, I can still help..." Oda Sakunosuke hesitated for a moment.

"Okay." The villain in Qian Yuche's heart was already dancing happily, sighing with satisfaction.

Asaha Che smelled the familiar yet unfamiliar smell of washing powder on Oda Sakunosuke's body almost greedily, like a tired bird returning to the forest, he only wanted to be intoxicated and refused to wake up.

It's just that dreams always wake up.

"I just want to see a novel that someone said they were going to write, but it's been too long..." Qian Yuche sighed, "Sakunosuke, can you help me?"

"Ah, this..." Oda Sakunosuke was a little guilty, his eyes drifted uncomfortably for a moment, and he said vaguely, "There will always be."

I don't believe it.Qian Yuche muttered in his heart, the leader Zai had waited for 4 years but he still didn't get a book.

"Oh~ I see. There will always be." Qian Yuche elongated his tone and smiled.

But Oda Sakunosuke felt that there seemed to be some black air coming out from behind.

After Oda Sakunosuke left, Asaha Che opened the box containing the [Book], "[Book], you know what to do."

【Book】Shaking his body, if he had a body, he must be rolling his eyes viciously.

This nasty human being!I don't know how he knew the secrets of the high-dimensional world, so that he had to be controlled by others, and he had to help him go back in time to save a mortal person!Well now, the world is about to collapse...

So the best way now is to go to other worlds, get close to the main characters to increase the sense of presence, to increase Asayu Che's own weight in the original world, reverse Oda Sakunosuke's inevitable ending, and repair the world.

"Everything has been arranged." Qian Yuche finally took a deep look at the direction of Oda Saku, and put down a letter on the table, "Let's go."

The slender figure gradually disappeared from the moonlight and sank into the deep night.

The author has something to say:

Qian Yuche: You lied! 【Cat cat wronged.jpg】

Oda: [Shun Mao]

Qian Yuche: Hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrurr [comfortablely squinting his eyes]