How do I get out of the Shura Field, who bumped into the ceiling

Wuzi went to find Zhengyi, greeted his companions in the world 18 years ago through space contact, and told them that he would go back after attending the reception banquet prepared by Peng Gelie in this world.

"It's better to come back to have a look occasionally during the holidays." Zhengyi pushed down his glasses and said, "Judaim misses you very much, but I'm embarrassed to disturb you, and I'm always worried about your situation."

Wuzi was embarrassed: "Well, I see, thank you for reminding Zhengyi-kun!"

Sorry, he played too high with his friends in the world 18 years ago, and he forgot his old father in his hometown!In addition, when I came back to see the master, I always felt very awkward, and it turned into this after procrastination.Now the problem with Shizu has been solved, he will come back to play often in the future, and next time he will bring his friends to play together!

Afterwards, the reception banquet was arranged and decorated in a rather classical style, and Wuzi soon discovered the truth—it turned out that everyone from the first generation also participated!Satoru was very moved, as expected, Judaime knew him well, meeting his idol Giotto-sama was the best spiritual reward for him!

The strange thing is that D was not seen, and he didn't see either Spedo.

Giotto smiled: "Ah, he, Arnold misses him a lot, so I had a discussion with him before."

Wuzi was puzzled: "Can you fight without a physical body?"

Giotto: "Of course, I tried and I can fight."

Wu Zi: "...?"

Giotto: "The D of our era also wants to have a good chat with him, and now the two of them should be chatting privately."

Wuzi became even darker: "Let two mushroom monsters have a private chat? Seriously, Master Giotto?"

Giotto smiled brightly: "No problem, D is on our side this time. After all, what he did touched D's thunder point."

Wu Zi was full of question marks, what did the Mushroom Monster do to make Spedo want to beat him 18 years later?Looking back and asking, I always feel that I have missed some important information.

As Giotto expected, the two mushroom monsters fought fiercely.

Literally hit hard.

One of them pierced the handle of the sickle into the chest of the other and nailed it to the wall!He stomped hard on the opponent's chest with one foot, and turned the handle of the stick with the other hand, his face showing color.

Only he knows himself better, and only his own soul weapon can hurt himself, making the spirit unable to escape.

"Nufufu, what a good expression, even I must praise it."

The winning one showed an expression that would definitely be rolled by the rolling pin if Satoshi Liu Dao himself saw it.

"—You guy, you were all pretending before?!"

The other Spedo was extremely angry. As a fog attribute, he was deceived by another self?Obviously he is the older one!

"Are you thinking, why did you lose to me when you were obviously older than me? Please understand that, to a certain extent, I am still 'alive', and you, and Vongola including you It’s just a mental imprint.” D said contemptuously, “I’m the real devil, you’re not. I’ll be honestly beaten by Giotto and Arnold in response to their concern and longing, and it’s not necessary for me. So polite."

There is a major difference between Spedo in the two worlds. In the world 18 years later, Spedo only has a spiritual body. Even if this is the era when it is easier for the cursed object to move by itself, it is only the spirit. The imprinted spell, not Spedo itself.In the history of the world 18 years later, Spedo tried to possess the body of the Six Paths, trying to capture the body of Sawada Tsunayoshi, but failed miserably. Afterwards, the Spedo mirror was also used to fuse with Vongola's ring and upgrade into Vongola's gear - from then on, Spedo left only a spiritual imprint on Vengola's ring.

As if his obsession disappeared, he finally handed Pengo Lie over to the tenth generation of Pengo Lie who defeated him with peace of mind.

This is in line with Spedo's character, and the only ones who can convince him are the strength and the strong.After confirming that the tenth generation of Vengley was stronger than him, surpassing himself in terms of combat effectiveness and spirit, he finally accepted this result. In plain words, his obsession dissipated and he became a Buddha.

Spedo, who is a spiritual mark, is aware of these, so he can't bear Spedo from another world.

because--

"Because I didn't disappear even though I was defeated by Sawada Tsunayoshi. It can be regarded as that I have not given up my obsession, or...my deepest obsession is not Vengola." D admitted, "Yes, yours The idea is correct, I will not give up on Vongola easily, but this does not mean that the existence and demise of Vongola will have any impact on me. Because I still want to live.”

He wants to live!No matter what kind of posture, what kind of obsession is used as an excuse!Even if in a sense he betrayed his promise to his beloved and didn't put Pengo Lie in the most important position, he still wanted to live!The obsession of the strongest illusionist before his death is actually just wanting to live!He is indeed obsessed with Vongola, not only because of his promise, but also because he was "cursed" by Vengley, but that should not be an obstacle to his desire to continue living.

Using love, using obsession, using the thoughts and promises of people in the past to continue to exist in the world, this is the demon named Daemon.

"Who asked you this!"

The other Spedo said viciously, he stood up directly regardless of the enlargement of the wound on his body - anyway, he was just a missing body, and an injury of this degree was nothing at all.He reached out and grabbed the collar of his other self. Yes, the other party did not wear the military uniform he was proud of, but a more modern suit. This in itself already foreshadowed something.

"I'm asking you... How could you betray her with your heart!"

Osamu Dazai enthusiastically shared his friend Sakunosuke Oda's "first novel" with Vongola, including Vongola of the future era.His intentions can be described as sinister, and he seems to have expected that compared to other people in the world 18 years ago, Vengley in the future world will deal a heavy blow to Spedo.

This may be a bad secret report, or to put it bluntly, it is to complain to the parents.

From the point of view of Giotto and others, that’s really all there is to it, so all they did was take turns beating this deadly mushroom one meal after another.

But for Spedo in this era, this is an intolerable betrayal.

He is obviously a person who seems to have no scruples, but in fact he is quite mentally clean, he embraces the obsession with the one he loves until the time of death, how can he accept that he in another world betrays Elena!Even mental shakeup is not allowed, in his opinion, if he doesn't love Eileen, then this guy doesn't even need to exist, because he who forgets Eileen must no longer be himself.

"That's why I said, the biggest difference between me and you is that I am still alive and I want to continue living."

D looks at himself in another world.

"It took me nearly a hundred years to finally accept her death. Between leaving with her and living alone in the world brazenly, I finally chose the latter."

It should be said that when she died, he did not choose to leave with her, so he had already chosen the latter.

He loves Elena deeply.

But he also deeply loves Vongola, the country that belongs to him, and the people living in Sicily.

He couldn't let go for love, he chose to fight to the last moment for the people.

After that, he chose to spend the rest of his life for Pengo Lie.

"In the short and insignificant second half of my life, I didn't have much time to live for myself. Tell me, for myself, please tell me, haven't I paid enough? I don't regret everything I choose, This is my life, my choice. But, after I died, after I lost my body, lost the warmth and flesh and blood of a human—"

D took a few steps back, opened his arms and asked,

"——Do I deserve to give up my will, and I don't even have the qualification to choose my own future? No! I don't want to be bound by obsessions! Even if I am a monster formed by obsessions! If an obsession disappears, I will still Looking for the next one! I want to live, I want to feel the warmth of human beings again, and I still want to grasp all the beautiful things in the world that attract me!"

Spedo pulled the sickle out of his wound and threw it on the ground.He didn't attack the other party anymore, but looked at the man with an inexplicable expression... Yes, that man, he, was not himself after all, Spedo had to admit this in the end.

"you are not me."

He said.

D walked over, picked up his own weapon and retracted it into his body.

"Yes, I am not you."

Even if he continued to explain that he didn't betray Elena, he still held his love for her all the time, the only difference was that he finally accepted her death... Most of them sounded more like a sophistry.They were no longer the same person, and that was the only explanation.

"At that time, when I couldn't confirm whether my memory was true or not, I finally realized that everything happened in such a distant past."

D spoke softly.

Although objective evidence made him firmly believe in the authenticity of his memory, this wavering made him finally see the truth clearly.

It turns out... losing her was such a distant past.

His own persistence and obsession, in fact, apart from love and nostalgia, is more of a simple unwillingness.

It's not Elena who restrains him, but himself.He was not reconciled to her death so silently, and wanted Peng Lie to deeply remember his pain when he lost her to this day.

But in fact, it really all happened in the far too distant past.

Everything is already different, everything is different, whether to stay in the past and continue to decay, or continue to move forward like a living person, he chose the latter again.

It wasn't that he betrayed Elena, but that he finally chose to forgive.

"Just treat me as an abominable betrayer, just pretend that I tried my best to convince you, and finally made a ridiculous and pathetic excuse for myself. If you want to kill me, try your best. But I don't want to kill you." I will cling to the past again and stay where I am and wait."

Because I know that I can't wait for anything.

D turns away.

Spedo didn't chase after him, he lowered his head, his expression was difficult to distinguish, and finally raised his hand to cover his eyes, and tears flowed from under his palm.

In the end, even he himself abandoned himself, and the ghosts of the era were finally left in the past.That man, who had the same appearance and memory as him, walked into the future without looking back.